InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Into Inuyasha's Mind ❯ Kagome and Kouga ( One-Shot )

Disclaimer:

Turtlequeen2: Thanks Ms Smith for the good review. Please leave more reviews people!

Inuyasha: Keh! You make me sound weak.

Turtlequeen2: No, it makes you look caring. You know you think these things in your head anyways, so don’t try to ignore it.

Inuyasha: Keh! *blushes*

Sesshomaru: You are already weak for thinking such stupid things.

Inuyasha: *draws out Tetsusaiga* You wanna say that again bastard?

Turtlequeen2: Not now boys. Fight later, but now I have to finish my disclaimer.

Inuyasha & Sesshomaru: *pouts* Fine.

Turtlequeen2: This is from Inuyasha POV for your info. I do not own Inuyasha, Rumiko Takahashi does, but I do own these poem collections. ^.^

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Kagome and Kouga

That annoying wolf always goes to see Kagome

I see him as my rival for Kagome

I maybe am afraid that he will actually win

Her love

Her heart

After all I’ve done to hurt her

Ever since that dreadful day Kouga claimed Kagome

As ‘his woman’

As ‘his love’

I often wonder why he loves her

Then it always comes back to me

Why do I care about whom she’s with?

Do I love her?

Do I care for her?

Why can’t I tell her my feelings?

I often thought I loved Kikyo

It makes me feel terrible

Why can’t she have someone else when I still

Care for Kikyo

After all I’ve done

Why does she continue to stay with me?

All I ever thought myself to be was a pathetic hanyou

Kikyo and Kagome thought me different

Maybe Kouga is better for her than I am

After all who could ever love someone like me?

Her countless tears for me

Makes me feel like a bastard

Even so, every time he comes around

I can never let him have her

It almost hurts my heart to see her close to someone other than me

I have to make sure she will never break her promise

To always be with me

Though I would never blame her if she left

He makes me make sure I never break my promise to her

To never let another woman I care for die

For her to never get harmed

Every time he says that Kagome is his woman

My heart clenches

Every time he takes her hands into his

My blood boils

Every time he flirts with her

I start to see red

Maybe I do get jealous

Sometimes Kagome doesn’t seem interested in him

Sometimes she blushes and has no clue what she does to him

Or to me

It makes me jump in before they can go any further

Kagome tells me she only likes the mangy wolf as a friend

But what scares me is that he might be the open arms

she would run to if I mess up again

If I ‘don’t care’ for her

As I always tell myself,

Then why does my heart yearn for

the day when Kagome will run to me?

For this reason, this is one battle I must triumph in

I’ll be damned if I let Kouga win