InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Its Just The Beginning ❯ Chapter 18
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By: Tory 
Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Hentai / Romance / Suspense | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 03.29.2011 | Pages: 2 | Words: 4.3K | Visits: 553 | Status: Work In Progress
Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Hentai / Romance / Suspense | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 03.29.2011 | Pages: 2 | Words: 4.3K | Visits: 553 | Status: Work In Progress
Almost a month had pissed since Kumiko had wreaked havoc. Not once since then had Kouga slept in the cave with her. He wouldn’t even hold her in his arms. He was distant. Kagome knew why and it hurt more than she could have ever imagined. He couldn’t bear to touch her because of Kumiko. It wasn’t her fault. Couldn’t he understand that? She hadn’t intentionally brought this on her. Couldn’t he see? She fought the need to cry every night because if she even shed one tear, the others would smell it. The only time she let those tears free was went she strolled off to the lake. Then, she cried as if her very heart were breaking. There, she could wash the scent of those tears away. She missed the closeness that she and Kouga had shared; she just hadn’t realized how much until she didn’t have it anymore. It wasn’t my fault. Don’t punish me for it. Even the words in her mind were tear strained. Why did it hurt so much?
Because she loved him.
She didn’t know what it had happened but she loved him. That alone was a weakness. She craved him with every fiber of her being. Not the pleasure that he could give her, but the feel of his arms around her, his lips caressing her hair. The thought of not having him now…She couldn’t bear to think about it. A part of her wanted to confront him, tell him it wasn’t her fault. Before she had come to live with the Pack, she had always imagined a life with Inuyasha. What she felt for Kouga now, it went far beyond that. Kouga had cared for her or at least she thought he had. He had told her on more than one occasion that he loved her. She wanted to hear those words again. But he wouldn’t. And all because of Kumiko. She felt tears gathering and willed them away as Mai rushed inside. “Come on, it’s time to eat!” She jumped up and down, eager for the night’s meal as she always was. For someone so small, Mai had a veracious appetite.
She stood and followed Mai outside. Ginta smiled and patted the place between him and Kouga and she smiled and sank down between the two. Her heart pounded as she glanced over at Kouga’s still form. He used to be full of life when around her, talking endlessly, his arm around her every moment he had the chance. So loving and teasing. Sometimes, he had even insisted on feeding her. Now all he did was pass her plate to her. She wanted to scream.
There had been a few new additions to the pack in the last month. They had run across another pack that had split and some of the females had joined their Pack. Kouga’s pack didn’t have many females so it was something different. One of the females across from him said something and she heard the low, husky laugh that sounded from his lips in response. Her hand halted and shook at the sound as she glanced up at the female wolf demon. She didn’t want to believe what she saw between the two. Just the thought of it had her fingers going numb and the cup slid out of her fingers. Kouga’s hand shot out and caught it before it had even fallen half way.
“Careful, Kagome.”
She wanted to close her eyes and wallow in those two words. He had spoken to her and the sound of his voice was so wonderful. She was jealous. The interests and lust in the female wolf demons eyes was obvious. She, Kagome, was jealous. More than ever, she was afraid of losing Kouga—if she hadn’t already lost him.
“What’s wrong, Kagome? You’re not your usual self.” Ginta watched her with a keen eye and nudged her arm playfully with his.
Everyone believed she had gotten over the rape and it was true. She had. The only problem she had was Kouga. She nodded and forced a smile. “Of course. I’m just…tired.” She could hear Mai tearing at her food, growling as some of the other children made it a contest to see who could get done the fastest.
Sometime later Kouga stirred and stood. “Moon’s full tonight. You all know what that means.” He smiled broadly as he said it and the others followed suit as he took off running in the direction of the woods and towards the edge of the mountain. Even though she was human, she partook in these little festives because it had become such a part of her life. She had felt so close to Kouga when she had made the effort to howl at the moon. It had seemed strange at first but now, it was as normal as breathing. She remembered when he had taught her how to howl. She hadn’t always gotten it right but he had been patient.
She jumped onto the back of the wolf that nudged her and raced after the others. Her howl was better but off key and this time, Kouga didn’t correct her. She wanted it to be perfect, especially when she saw the other female wolf demon howl loudly, the sound beautiful. God, she was jealous. Heart-wrenching jealous. She bit her bottom lip, holding back the tears that fought. It had never been hard before. She had known—KNOWN—Kouga was hers. “Go back with the others, Mai. I’ll come along later. I need a bath.” And the privacy to shed the tears.
Mai tilted her head. “You smell fine to me.” But she didn’t fuss. She hugged Kagome’s legs and then ran off after the retreating wolf demons. She saw Kouga pause and she wondered—hopefully—if he was going to follow her but then he continued in the direction of the caves. A shudder wracked her body as she bathed—just in case Mai decided to sneak into her bed. Instead of dressing she wrapped a thick fur around her body and under her arms and then sank to the ground, drawing her knees up to her chin. She didn’t even try to stop the tears that fell.
“Kouga.” Mai nudged his shoulder, dropping down beside him. “Mommy’s crying.” He opened his eyes and sat up, his heart skipping a beat at those words. “How do you know that, Mai?”
“I went back to the lake to sit with her and I smelled her tears.”
Kouga stood up and without a word to Mai took off at a dead run towards the lake. If someone had hurt Kagome, he would kill them. He would do it with his bare hands. When he reached the clearing he smelled her. He smelled her tears before he even saw her. His gut clenched and he pumped his legs faster as he ran. He saw her then, saw her creamy bare shoulders and the fur wrapped around her body.
Kagome tensed as she heard a loud rustling in the trees. She turned as Kouga burst out from the trees and land beside her, falling to his knees. She turned her head away.
“Kagome, what’s wrong? Why are you crying?” He crouched in front of her, his heart clenching at the pain he saw when he cupped her tear streaked face and tilted it up to his. He couldn’t stand the sight of crying. She swallowed and felt a fresh flood of tears build in her eyes. She felt his rough hands cupping her face, bringing it back to his and a few more tears ran unchecked down her face. “I’m sorry, Kouga.” She whispered. “I would have stopped him if I could. I tried. I didn’t mean for it to happen. I didn’t.” She shook her head but he kept his hold on her, his thumbs swiping over her wet cheeks. “You won’t smile at me. You don’t laugh. You won’t even touch me.” Her voice was so low she barely heard it. “If I had known that Kumiko…” She couldn’t bring herself to say it. “…if I had known it would have made you hate me, I would have killed myself rather than letting him touch me.”
“What? Kagome…you think…shit…” He cursed and a rough sound escaped his throat. “Baby, you think I won’t touch you because of what he did?” His hands slid down her cheeks to her shoulders. He shook her gently. “You idiot. That’s not the reason. That would never be the reason.” He took a deep breath and Kagome stared up at him, her eyes dark pool of tears. “I don’t deserve you. I shouldn’t have left you when I knew he was still alive…How can you want me to touch you after what he did?” He lifted his hand and clenched it in her hair. “I couldn’t even protect you from him.” He tugged her into his arms. To think that she had thought that…he hadn’t touched her because he had thought Kagome wouldn’t want him near her. He ran his hands up and down her back, comforting her. He loved her and hurting her was the last thing he wanted to do. He stood, pulling her up with him.
It felt wonderful to have his arms around her again. She didn’t even care that he was leaving her clothes behind as he took her back towards the caves. She couldn’t even put her relief into words. “So you still want me?” In his arms and in his bed. In his life.
“Yes.” He whispered fiercely. “Don’t you ever doubt it.”
She hid her face against the curve of his neck, taking in his familiar scent. Peace unlike any other she had ever known filtered through her. He didn’t pay attention to any of the pack members that he paced, he just strode into the cave and settled her on the fur pallet and drew the thick blankets over her body. “Go to sleep.” He whispered. She felt a keening disappointment when he didn’t lie down beside her. When he walked out of the cave she turned on her side and tried to sleep. He did want her. He had said as much. She wasn’t sure how long she had dozed, her mind worried, when she felt someone slide beneath the covers behind her. Relief flooded her. Warm hands slid over her side and tugged her back against him so that she was spooned against his hard, male body. Warmth seeped into her bones. “Kouga?” She whispered.
“Hmm?”
Having his arms around her, satisfaction settled deep. Contentment. “Next time something comes between us…Let’s talk about it.” She wouldn’t let this happen again. She couldn’t bear it. They had both misjudged each other. She felt his hand slide over her stomach, resting against the smooth curve.
“I’m sorry, Kagome. This won’t happen again. I thought you’d never want to be touched by anyone…even me.” He promised—swore—he would never let anyone hurt her as Kumiko had again. Not even him. Kagome. She was his mate.
She smiled, a shiver racing down her spine as his lips caressed the back of her neck in that familiar rhythm. “It feels so good to hold you again.” His teeth teased her skin. “You did a poor job of howling earlier.” He whispered teasingly, letting her know with those words that he had been paying attention to her. She felt her heart double its beat when his hand spread wide over her stomach, his fingers teasing her belly button. The last time he had made love to her she had been wounded. She’d been delirious. Now…She was completely aware of what was happening. Her breath lodged in her throat when his hand cupped her between her thighs, causing her thoughts to whirl to a halt.
“Spread your legs a little for me…That’s it…”
She spread her legs obediently and felt his fingers make a pass over her clit. So light. Slow. She shuddered, her body growing wet instantly. He teased and did it again as one finger teased the entrance to her body. Pressing in with just enough pressure to open her but never entering. His free hand slid up and cupped her breast and a breathy moan escaped her lips. He had dropped the fur covering her body when they had entered the cave so she was already naked. So was he. She could feel him behind her. Hard and throbbing. The thick length rose, pressing up against her ass, resting between the cheeks and so hot she burned. All she had were faint memories of the night he had taken her. She wanted to explore more and this time—she was going to remember everything. His finger tensed and then finally—finally—slid up inside her body at the exact same time he pressed down on her nipple. “Kouga.” She whispered breathlessly.
He fondled her breast, cupping and teasing the heavy flesh as his fingers moved over her body. She was so wet, the scent a drug to his senses. Fuck, he was so hard he hurt. He wanted to bury himself in her body now. This very second. Thrusting over and over until he spent himself in her body. With a curse he buried his finger deep and let it rest there as his other fingers plucked at her clit. He squeezed her breast one last time and then withdrew his fingers from her body. Moving onto his knees, he rolled her onto her back and cupped the back of her thighs. She swore his eyes glowed in the darkness as his hands swept higher then, over her hips and stomach and then cupping the mounds fleetingly before sliding up to her shoulders. He leaned down and kissed her hard before pulling away. “I want to feel your mouth around me. You have no idea how many times I’ve imagined it.” He crawled up her body, dragging his cock over her body along the way. He didn’t stop till his knees were on either side of her shoulders. He bent over her slightly and braced one hand against the large rock near their heads. With the other, he cupped the rigid length of his cock and rubbed the tip against her lips. “Open.” He clenched his teeth, fighting the urge to just thrust in.
She opened her mouth obediently, not that she had much of a choice. The moment her lips slid open around the mushroom head, the pressure of his hips forced his cock past her lips slowly. She was all too willing. Her teeth scraped the head softly as it passed, forcing its way deeper into her mouth. She heard him grown and lifted her hands, sliding them over his hips before her hands dropped and she squeezed his balls experimentingly. She felt a shudder wrack his body, heard the harsh groan that was ripped up from his throat. His hips thrust forward with a will of their own, forcing him deeper into her mouth and butting against the edge of her throat. She gagged when he pushed a fraction deeper, the motion tugging at his hard length, tightening her throat around the inches that were there. He groaned in pleaser and fisted one hand in her hair. He pulled back slowly, the look in his eyes dark.
“Breath.” He ordered harshly. He showed her how he wanted it, how to give him what he wanted. His voice was hoarse as he ordered her to swallow when he thrust deeper—slowly. Still, he was almost out of his head from the pleasure when she still gagged. It felt so good. He groaned in pleasure and dragged his hips back and then slowly forward again. “Kagome…” He hands dropped down to cup her head, squeezing as he felt the hot clasp of her mouth over him. Just as good—better—than he had imagined. He rose up over her, keeping his tight grip on her head and began to thrust slowly, moving her head to meet him. He had full control. He guided her movements, groaning each time her mouth and throat closed over him, gagging each time he slid deep in her throat. His eyes slid closed as he thrust deep. He felt her throat convulse around him, gagging, tugging and rippling around him. Still, she didn’t stop him.
He couldn’t take anymore. He yanked out of her mouth, his chest heaving. “Enough.” He whispered hoarsely. He picked her up and flipped her over and then grasped her hips, pulling her back against him. “Get on your hands and knees.” He leaned over her, bracing his hands on either side of her shoulders, his fingers clenching in the furs. His cock throbbed as he shifted and she realized he was going to take her from behind. “Kou…” She whispered but couldn’t even finish his name. Her words ended on a low moan as he thrust slowly and she felt the hot, hard thrust of his cock pushing into her body. He groaned again and pulled out, pausing with just the tip inside her before thrusting back in. He reached beneath her and caught her breast, squeezing, as he began to thrust into her slowly, grinding his hips against her ass each time. Suddenly, he sat up so that she was in his lap, her back against his chest. He cupped her hips and slid her upwards and then let gravity push her back down. “Yes. Like that.” He whispered harshly against her ear, panting.
Her head fell back against his chest as her hands lifted and twined around the back of his neck. She moved, pressing her knees deep into the furs. She was struggling to reach release, trying to move faster. Harder. But he wouldn’t allow it. His grip on her hips guided her, keeping the motion slow. She shuddered. God, she needed it hard. She wanted to come. “Please.” She whispered.
“What? This?” He gripped her hips and then thrust up before slamming her down onto him. Once. Just that one time. He clenched his teeth against the brutal pleasure, hearing the smack of her flesh meeting his. He lifted his hand abruptly and cupped it over her mouth, stifling the sweet sounds that were coming from her lips. “Shhh.” He whispered. “Or maybe you meant this.” He started slamming his hips up into her almost violently, forcing his cock into her body, bouncing her up and down from the hard stroke of his hips. He kept his hand over her mouth even though he could hear the muffled cries against his palm. He stopped as suddenly as he had started. His body screamed at him to continue, to keep thrusting until they were both came but he ignored it. He leaned against her, kissing her ear. “Or maybe you meant for me to keep it slow…” He lingered over the last word. He intended to make this last, to draw it out as long as possible. He wanted to make her cum again and again. He removed his hand and heard the gasp that rose as he started guiding her body up and down, keeping the rhythm slow; loving the sweet moans that rose to her lips.
She whimpered, squirming in his arms as she felt his cock thrust in and out—back and forth—slow. Teasing her. Tormenting her. Suddenly he stood, still gripping her hips. He pushed her upper body down so her cheek was pressed against the furs, her hands clenching. He stood up fully, still buried deep inside her body and started thrusting—pounding—into her hard and fast. A look of pain crossed his features as he clung to her hips, slapping and grinding his hips against hers. “Ka…gome…” He hissed the words out and she came. She cried out, muffling her scream against the furs as her body rippled around his, tightening to the point of pain. Her body rippled around his, tugging so that he almost came. Not yet, he whispered to himself over and over again. He smiled tightly, breathing hard as he pulled out of her. He was still hard. Still throbbing. He rolled her over onto her back and settled between her thighs. His thick length nudged her swollen entrance. “I want you to cum again.” He kissed her deeply, his tongue thrust past her lips.
Kagome moaned and slid her arms around his shoulders. Her body was still shuddering with aftershocks. The orgasm had been intense—mind blowing. “I can’t…” She whispered but knew from the gleam of his eyes, she could. She would. He would see to it. She felt him thrust deep again and she arched beneath him, her heels digging into her furs. She widened her thighs and gripped his hips. The weight of his body felt so good against her. He pulled back and thrust again. She pushed at his shoulders, breaking the kiss. “Kouga.” She was panting, her skin covered with perspiration. She tried to think of what she had wanted to say but he was making that impossible with the lazy glide of his hips, moving his cock back and forth inside her…
“Hmm?” He murmured, never stopping the sensual slow thrusts. His eyes gleamed down at hers, his cheeks flushed, his hair and skin damp with sweat.
“I want…” She couldn’t even finish the sentence. He had to stop or she would never say it. “I want…” She arched against him, her eyes closing in ecstasy before she gripped his hips, trying to stop him. He laughed softly and leaned down, nibbling at her ear. “I know what you want.” He whispered wickedly and then bit her earlobe. He thrust hard and deep and held, rubbing his pelvic bone against hers, delighted in the moan that rose from her. She shook her head wildly, fight to breath.
“No…I want…to make you…cum.” She panted out.
He laughed softly again, the sound low and husky. “You will.” He ducked and suckled her breast then, moving down so fast she couldn’t have stopped him even had she tried.
She arched up, crying out as he suckled, keeping that torturous slow rhythm of his. “No…I want…control, dammit.” She panted out.
He bit her nipple and then flicked his tongue against it before leaning up. He was silent for a moment as he thrust in and out, watching her before he arched his eyebrows. His movements became even slower. “By all means…” He rolled over suddenly so that she was on top. He slid his hands up and cupped her breast, squeezing. “I’m yours. Take it. Make me cum.” From the way his body tightened, it wouldn’t be too long. The look in his eyes should have warned her but they didn’t. He stared at her, his gaze intense, as he thrust his hips up without warning, slamming into her hard.
“Stop.” She panted, hunched over. He chuckled darkly.
“You won’t last long. I won’t…allow it…” From the way she was talking, Kouga almost corrected her that she wouldn’t last long. Her next words had him groaning though. “Fast and hard…you’ll cum like I did…” She was moving slow, up and down, like he had at first. He watched her as she leaned down and then circled his shoulders, trying to tug him up. He leaned up on his elbows and then further so he could wrap his arms around her. He slid his hands up her back and kissed her neck.
“Yes. Like that, Kagome.” He whispered hotly against her neck as she started to move faster on him. Slow love making would get him nowhere except in the direction of blue balls. For him to come, he knew he needed it rough. Kagome was perfect for that. A shudder wracked his body at the tight clasp of her body moving on his. He clenched his teeth and threw his head back, felt his balls drawing up tight as she started moving faster, rising and falling. He could feel his climax and fought it off but Kagome leaned against him. “You can cum now…” His eyes rolled in the back of his head at her next harsh, guttural words. “I’m cuming, Kouga…” She came just as she said it. A harsh groan tore from his chest as his climax was torn from his body. Sheer bliss—ecstasy—rose up in his body. He convulsed beneath her, keeping her clamped down on him as pulsed, shooting jet after jet of hot seed into her body.
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Because she loved him.
She didn’t know what it had happened but she loved him. That alone was a weakness. She craved him with every fiber of her being. Not the pleasure that he could give her, but the feel of his arms around her, his lips caressing her hair. The thought of not having him now…She couldn’t bear to think about it. A part of her wanted to confront him, tell him it wasn’t her fault. Before she had come to live with the Pack, she had always imagined a life with Inuyasha. What she felt for Kouga now, it went far beyond that. Kouga had cared for her or at least she thought he had. He had told her on more than one occasion that he loved her. She wanted to hear those words again. But he wouldn’t. And all because of Kumiko. She felt tears gathering and willed them away as Mai rushed inside. “Come on, it’s time to eat!” She jumped up and down, eager for the night’s meal as she always was. For someone so small, Mai had a veracious appetite.
She stood and followed Mai outside. Ginta smiled and patted the place between him and Kouga and she smiled and sank down between the two. Her heart pounded as she glanced over at Kouga’s still form. He used to be full of life when around her, talking endlessly, his arm around her every moment he had the chance. So loving and teasing. Sometimes, he had even insisted on feeding her. Now all he did was pass her plate to her. She wanted to scream.
There had been a few new additions to the pack in the last month. They had run across another pack that had split and some of the females had joined their Pack. Kouga’s pack didn’t have many females so it was something different. One of the females across from him said something and she heard the low, husky laugh that sounded from his lips in response. Her hand halted and shook at the sound as she glanced up at the female wolf demon. She didn’t want to believe what she saw between the two. Just the thought of it had her fingers going numb and the cup slid out of her fingers. Kouga’s hand shot out and caught it before it had even fallen half way.
“Careful, Kagome.”
She wanted to close her eyes and wallow in those two words. He had spoken to her and the sound of his voice was so wonderful. She was jealous. The interests and lust in the female wolf demons eyes was obvious. She, Kagome, was jealous. More than ever, she was afraid of losing Kouga—if she hadn’t already lost him.
“What’s wrong, Kagome? You’re not your usual self.” Ginta watched her with a keen eye and nudged her arm playfully with his.
Everyone believed she had gotten over the rape and it was true. She had. The only problem she had was Kouga. She nodded and forced a smile. “Of course. I’m just…tired.” She could hear Mai tearing at her food, growling as some of the other children made it a contest to see who could get done the fastest.
Sometime later Kouga stirred and stood. “Moon’s full tonight. You all know what that means.” He smiled broadly as he said it and the others followed suit as he took off running in the direction of the woods and towards the edge of the mountain. Even though she was human, she partook in these little festives because it had become such a part of her life. She had felt so close to Kouga when she had made the effort to howl at the moon. It had seemed strange at first but now, it was as normal as breathing. She remembered when he had taught her how to howl. She hadn’t always gotten it right but he had been patient.
She jumped onto the back of the wolf that nudged her and raced after the others. Her howl was better but off key and this time, Kouga didn’t correct her. She wanted it to be perfect, especially when she saw the other female wolf demon howl loudly, the sound beautiful. God, she was jealous. Heart-wrenching jealous. She bit her bottom lip, holding back the tears that fought. It had never been hard before. She had known—KNOWN—Kouga was hers. “Go back with the others, Mai. I’ll come along later. I need a bath.” And the privacy to shed the tears.
Mai tilted her head. “You smell fine to me.” But she didn’t fuss. She hugged Kagome’s legs and then ran off after the retreating wolf demons. She saw Kouga pause and she wondered—hopefully—if he was going to follow her but then he continued in the direction of the caves. A shudder wracked her body as she bathed—just in case Mai decided to sneak into her bed. Instead of dressing she wrapped a thick fur around her body and under her arms and then sank to the ground, drawing her knees up to her chin. She didn’t even try to stop the tears that fell.
“Kouga.” Mai nudged his shoulder, dropping down beside him. “Mommy’s crying.” He opened his eyes and sat up, his heart skipping a beat at those words. “How do you know that, Mai?”
“I went back to the lake to sit with her and I smelled her tears.”
Kouga stood up and without a word to Mai took off at a dead run towards the lake. If someone had hurt Kagome, he would kill them. He would do it with his bare hands. When he reached the clearing he smelled her. He smelled her tears before he even saw her. His gut clenched and he pumped his legs faster as he ran. He saw her then, saw her creamy bare shoulders and the fur wrapped around her body.
Kagome tensed as she heard a loud rustling in the trees. She turned as Kouga burst out from the trees and land beside her, falling to his knees. She turned her head away.
“Kagome, what’s wrong? Why are you crying?” He crouched in front of her, his heart clenching at the pain he saw when he cupped her tear streaked face and tilted it up to his. He couldn’t stand the sight of crying. She swallowed and felt a fresh flood of tears build in her eyes. She felt his rough hands cupping her face, bringing it back to his and a few more tears ran unchecked down her face. “I’m sorry, Kouga.” She whispered. “I would have stopped him if I could. I tried. I didn’t mean for it to happen. I didn’t.” She shook her head but he kept his hold on her, his thumbs swiping over her wet cheeks. “You won’t smile at me. You don’t laugh. You won’t even touch me.” Her voice was so low she barely heard it. “If I had known that Kumiko…” She couldn’t bring herself to say it. “…if I had known it would have made you hate me, I would have killed myself rather than letting him touch me.”
“What? Kagome…you think…shit…” He cursed and a rough sound escaped his throat. “Baby, you think I won’t touch you because of what he did?” His hands slid down her cheeks to her shoulders. He shook her gently. “You idiot. That’s not the reason. That would never be the reason.” He took a deep breath and Kagome stared up at him, her eyes dark pool of tears. “I don’t deserve you. I shouldn’t have left you when I knew he was still alive…How can you want me to touch you after what he did?” He lifted his hand and clenched it in her hair. “I couldn’t even protect you from him.” He tugged her into his arms. To think that she had thought that…he hadn’t touched her because he had thought Kagome wouldn’t want him near her. He ran his hands up and down her back, comforting her. He loved her and hurting her was the last thing he wanted to do. He stood, pulling her up with him.
It felt wonderful to have his arms around her again. She didn’t even care that he was leaving her clothes behind as he took her back towards the caves. She couldn’t even put her relief into words. “So you still want me?” In his arms and in his bed. In his life.
“Yes.” He whispered fiercely. “Don’t you ever doubt it.”
She hid her face against the curve of his neck, taking in his familiar scent. Peace unlike any other she had ever known filtered through her. He didn’t pay attention to any of the pack members that he paced, he just strode into the cave and settled her on the fur pallet and drew the thick blankets over her body. “Go to sleep.” He whispered. She felt a keening disappointment when he didn’t lie down beside her. When he walked out of the cave she turned on her side and tried to sleep. He did want her. He had said as much. She wasn’t sure how long she had dozed, her mind worried, when she felt someone slide beneath the covers behind her. Relief flooded her. Warm hands slid over her side and tugged her back against him so that she was spooned against his hard, male body. Warmth seeped into her bones. “Kouga?” She whispered.
“Hmm?”
Having his arms around her, satisfaction settled deep. Contentment. “Next time something comes between us…Let’s talk about it.” She wouldn’t let this happen again. She couldn’t bear it. They had both misjudged each other. She felt his hand slide over her stomach, resting against the smooth curve.
“I’m sorry, Kagome. This won’t happen again. I thought you’d never want to be touched by anyone…even me.” He promised—swore—he would never let anyone hurt her as Kumiko had again. Not even him. Kagome. She was his mate.
She smiled, a shiver racing down her spine as his lips caressed the back of her neck in that familiar rhythm. “It feels so good to hold you again.” His teeth teased her skin. “You did a poor job of howling earlier.” He whispered teasingly, letting her know with those words that he had been paying attention to her. She felt her heart double its beat when his hand spread wide over her stomach, his fingers teasing her belly button. The last time he had made love to her she had been wounded. She’d been delirious. Now…She was completely aware of what was happening. Her breath lodged in her throat when his hand cupped her between her thighs, causing her thoughts to whirl to a halt.
“Spread your legs a little for me…That’s it…”
She spread her legs obediently and felt his fingers make a pass over her clit. So light. Slow. She shuddered, her body growing wet instantly. He teased and did it again as one finger teased the entrance to her body. Pressing in with just enough pressure to open her but never entering. His free hand slid up and cupped her breast and a breathy moan escaped her lips. He had dropped the fur covering her body when they had entered the cave so she was already naked. So was he. She could feel him behind her. Hard and throbbing. The thick length rose, pressing up against her ass, resting between the cheeks and so hot she burned. All she had were faint memories of the night he had taken her. She wanted to explore more and this time—she was going to remember everything. His finger tensed and then finally—finally—slid up inside her body at the exact same time he pressed down on her nipple. “Kouga.” She whispered breathlessly.
He fondled her breast, cupping and teasing the heavy flesh as his fingers moved over her body. She was so wet, the scent a drug to his senses. Fuck, he was so hard he hurt. He wanted to bury himself in her body now. This very second. Thrusting over and over until he spent himself in her body. With a curse he buried his finger deep and let it rest there as his other fingers plucked at her clit. He squeezed her breast one last time and then withdrew his fingers from her body. Moving onto his knees, he rolled her onto her back and cupped the back of her thighs. She swore his eyes glowed in the darkness as his hands swept higher then, over her hips and stomach and then cupping the mounds fleetingly before sliding up to her shoulders. He leaned down and kissed her hard before pulling away. “I want to feel your mouth around me. You have no idea how many times I’ve imagined it.” He crawled up her body, dragging his cock over her body along the way. He didn’t stop till his knees were on either side of her shoulders. He bent over her slightly and braced one hand against the large rock near their heads. With the other, he cupped the rigid length of his cock and rubbed the tip against her lips. “Open.” He clenched his teeth, fighting the urge to just thrust in.
She opened her mouth obediently, not that she had much of a choice. The moment her lips slid open around the mushroom head, the pressure of his hips forced his cock past her lips slowly. She was all too willing. Her teeth scraped the head softly as it passed, forcing its way deeper into her mouth. She heard him grown and lifted her hands, sliding them over his hips before her hands dropped and she squeezed his balls experimentingly. She felt a shudder wrack his body, heard the harsh groan that was ripped up from his throat. His hips thrust forward with a will of their own, forcing him deeper into her mouth and butting against the edge of her throat. She gagged when he pushed a fraction deeper, the motion tugging at his hard length, tightening her throat around the inches that were there. He groaned in pleaser and fisted one hand in her hair. He pulled back slowly, the look in his eyes dark.
“Breath.” He ordered harshly. He showed her how he wanted it, how to give him what he wanted. His voice was hoarse as he ordered her to swallow when he thrust deeper—slowly. Still, he was almost out of his head from the pleasure when she still gagged. It felt so good. He groaned in pleasure and dragged his hips back and then slowly forward again. “Kagome…” He hands dropped down to cup her head, squeezing as he felt the hot clasp of her mouth over him. Just as good—better—than he had imagined. He rose up over her, keeping his tight grip on her head and began to thrust slowly, moving her head to meet him. He had full control. He guided her movements, groaning each time her mouth and throat closed over him, gagging each time he slid deep in her throat. His eyes slid closed as he thrust deep. He felt her throat convulse around him, gagging, tugging and rippling around him. Still, she didn’t stop him.
He couldn’t take anymore. He yanked out of her mouth, his chest heaving. “Enough.” He whispered hoarsely. He picked her up and flipped her over and then grasped her hips, pulling her back against him. “Get on your hands and knees.” He leaned over her, bracing his hands on either side of her shoulders, his fingers clenching in the furs. His cock throbbed as he shifted and she realized he was going to take her from behind. “Kou…” She whispered but couldn’t even finish his name. Her words ended on a low moan as he thrust slowly and she felt the hot, hard thrust of his cock pushing into her body. He groaned again and pulled out, pausing with just the tip inside her before thrusting back in. He reached beneath her and caught her breast, squeezing, as he began to thrust into her slowly, grinding his hips against her ass each time. Suddenly, he sat up so that she was in his lap, her back against his chest. He cupped her hips and slid her upwards and then let gravity push her back down. “Yes. Like that.” He whispered harshly against her ear, panting.
Her head fell back against his chest as her hands lifted and twined around the back of his neck. She moved, pressing her knees deep into the furs. She was struggling to reach release, trying to move faster. Harder. But he wouldn’t allow it. His grip on her hips guided her, keeping the motion slow. She shuddered. God, she needed it hard. She wanted to come. “Please.” She whispered.
“What? This?” He gripped her hips and then thrust up before slamming her down onto him. Once. Just that one time. He clenched his teeth against the brutal pleasure, hearing the smack of her flesh meeting his. He lifted his hand abruptly and cupped it over her mouth, stifling the sweet sounds that were coming from her lips. “Shhh.” He whispered. “Or maybe you meant this.” He started slamming his hips up into her almost violently, forcing his cock into her body, bouncing her up and down from the hard stroke of his hips. He kept his hand over her mouth even though he could hear the muffled cries against his palm. He stopped as suddenly as he had started. His body screamed at him to continue, to keep thrusting until they were both came but he ignored it. He leaned against her, kissing her ear. “Or maybe you meant for me to keep it slow…” He lingered over the last word. He intended to make this last, to draw it out as long as possible. He wanted to make her cum again and again. He removed his hand and heard the gasp that rose as he started guiding her body up and down, keeping the rhythm slow; loving the sweet moans that rose to her lips.
She whimpered, squirming in his arms as she felt his cock thrust in and out—back and forth—slow. Teasing her. Tormenting her. Suddenly he stood, still gripping her hips. He pushed her upper body down so her cheek was pressed against the furs, her hands clenching. He stood up fully, still buried deep inside her body and started thrusting—pounding—into her hard and fast. A look of pain crossed his features as he clung to her hips, slapping and grinding his hips against hers. “Ka…gome…” He hissed the words out and she came. She cried out, muffling her scream against the furs as her body rippled around his, tightening to the point of pain. Her body rippled around his, tugging so that he almost came. Not yet, he whispered to himself over and over again. He smiled tightly, breathing hard as he pulled out of her. He was still hard. Still throbbing. He rolled her over onto her back and settled between her thighs. His thick length nudged her swollen entrance. “I want you to cum again.” He kissed her deeply, his tongue thrust past her lips.
Kagome moaned and slid her arms around his shoulders. Her body was still shuddering with aftershocks. The orgasm had been intense—mind blowing. “I can’t…” She whispered but knew from the gleam of his eyes, she could. She would. He would see to it. She felt him thrust deep again and she arched beneath him, her heels digging into her furs. She widened her thighs and gripped his hips. The weight of his body felt so good against her. He pulled back and thrust again. She pushed at his shoulders, breaking the kiss. “Kouga.” She was panting, her skin covered with perspiration. She tried to think of what she had wanted to say but he was making that impossible with the lazy glide of his hips, moving his cock back and forth inside her…
“Hmm?” He murmured, never stopping the sensual slow thrusts. His eyes gleamed down at hers, his cheeks flushed, his hair and skin damp with sweat.
“I want…” She couldn’t even finish the sentence. He had to stop or she would never say it. “I want…” She arched against him, her eyes closing in ecstasy before she gripped his hips, trying to stop him. He laughed softly and leaned down, nibbling at her ear. “I know what you want.” He whispered wickedly and then bit her earlobe. He thrust hard and deep and held, rubbing his pelvic bone against hers, delighted in the moan that rose from her. She shook her head wildly, fight to breath.
“No…I want…to make you…cum.” She panted out.
He laughed softly again, the sound low and husky. “You will.” He ducked and suckled her breast then, moving down so fast she couldn’t have stopped him even had she tried.
She arched up, crying out as he suckled, keeping that torturous slow rhythm of his. “No…I want…control, dammit.” She panted out.
He bit her nipple and then flicked his tongue against it before leaning up. He was silent for a moment as he thrust in and out, watching her before he arched his eyebrows. His movements became even slower. “By all means…” He rolled over suddenly so that she was on top. He slid his hands up and cupped her breast, squeezing. “I’m yours. Take it. Make me cum.” From the way his body tightened, it wouldn’t be too long. The look in his eyes should have warned her but they didn’t. He stared at her, his gaze intense, as he thrust his hips up without warning, slamming into her hard.
“Stop.” She panted, hunched over. He chuckled darkly.
“You won’t last long. I won’t…allow it…” From the way she was talking, Kouga almost corrected her that she wouldn’t last long. Her next words had him groaning though. “Fast and hard…you’ll cum like I did…” She was moving slow, up and down, like he had at first. He watched her as she leaned down and then circled his shoulders, trying to tug him up. He leaned up on his elbows and then further so he could wrap his arms around her. He slid his hands up her back and kissed her neck.
“Yes. Like that, Kagome.” He whispered hotly against her neck as she started to move faster on him. Slow love making would get him nowhere except in the direction of blue balls. For him to come, he knew he needed it rough. Kagome was perfect for that. A shudder wracked his body at the tight clasp of her body moving on his. He clenched his teeth and threw his head back, felt his balls drawing up tight as she started moving faster, rising and falling. He could feel his climax and fought it off but Kagome leaned against him. “You can cum now…” His eyes rolled in the back of his head at her next harsh, guttural words. “I’m cuming, Kouga…” She came just as she said it. A harsh groan tore from his chest as his climax was torn from his body. Sheer bliss—ecstasy—rose up in his body. He convulsed beneath her, keeping her clamped down on him as pulsed, shooting jet after jet of hot seed into her body.
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