InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Just For ❯ Three ( Chapter 3 )

Just For

A/N Here it is,my first graphic rape scene.So if this sort of thing offends you,skip the entire "Flashback" part.It'll clearly be marked,so don't say you didn't know where it was.Also,if the subjects of male pregnancy and boy's love offends you,don't read this chapter at all (or the ones after that,for that matter).

//Thoughts// *Song lyrics* /*Thoughts in flashback*/

Diclaimer:See chapter one

Chapter Three

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//Hurts//

Pain.Horrible,searing,white-hot pain.It was all Miroku knew at the moment,pain and despair.He wasn't even aware of where he was or who was sitting next to him.The only thing he thought of was the pain that tore through his entire body,and the threat of Naraku coming back to assault him again.He couldn't let it happen again,even if it meant that he was to die first.He would die if Naraku did those things to him again.It was already painful enough dealing with the fact that he had been violated,that he had cried and begged Naraku to stop while the demon ravished him.It was already bad enough that he might become...........

//No,he had to be lying.I'm a boy,theres no way that I have his child//

But then again anything was possible with demons,and the Naraku's explanation of what he was going to do was pretty convincing.

FLASHBACK

"Ku ku ku,it's useless to fight me,monk."

He lay there,body bruised and bleeding from the various cuts.He wasn't severely injured yet,but he certainly wasn't winning this fight.He had landed in the clearing after being thrown into the air by the blast created by Kagura's wind blades.He had gotten up only to find himself alone with Naraku.It wasn't the usual golem with the baboon pelt,but the demon himself in his borrowed form.Miroku's first instinct was to use the Air rip,but after seeing that there were no hell wasp and taking off the glove that covered the curse,he found that it was gone.He was completely helpless,at Naraku's mercy.The demon showed none as he attacked him,moving to fast for Miroku to even see what he was using to cut him and hit him.He lay there now,weak already from the blood loss.Miroku decided that now was a good time to bluff,try to get Naraku to revel his motives.

"Why don't you just kill me already.Unless you're to scared to do it on your own" it was the best insult he could use to try to get Naraku to talk.And it worked.

"I don't plan on killing you,yet.No,I have a much better purpose for you"Naraku's voice took an icy tone as he said the last sentence,he attacked once again.Something razor sharp slashed past Miroku's back as he tried to get up,and he fell again.This time he had Naraku's weight on top of him.Again,sharp blades cut him,but this time they cut more then skin.Within mere second,Miroku's robe was in shreds and he was naked.Strong hands twisted his arms behind his back and tied them together.As all this happened,Miroku tried to stay calm.He did not yet know what he was about to experiance,the pain and torment.

//What is he doing?What could he possibly do that..........//

Just as the horrible truth dawned on him,Naraku brought what looked like a small white pearl into his view.It was no bigger then a pebble and seemed to have swirling liquid inside.

"Do you know what this is?"Naraku asked moving the pearl closer to his face,almost touching the blood coming from the cuts there "This is a demon egg,and its only used by tribes of demons that have no females.Two males can use it to have a child.The one that will carry the child will put a drop of his blood on it"

With that,Naraku put the pearl against his bloodied face.A single drop touched it,turning it red as Miroku's blood ran cold.He knew what Naraku intended to do now.He struggled but Naraku was stronger,pushing him down and his legs apart.

"Now,usually that other male would add some of his seed to it and insert it into the carrying male"Miroku could feel Naraku's smirk as clearly as he could the demon's breath on his back "I was thinking of trying it the other way around.Think of it as a gamble"

Miroku gasped as he felt a long,dry finger along with the pearl being pushed into him.It was the worst pain he had ever felt in his entire life,but he was certain that he was going to feel worse very soon.As Naraku withdrew his finger and started to remove his robes.Miroku was silently pleading.

//Please,please.Inuyasha,Sango,Kagome,anybody.Don't let him do this,get here soon...........//

His pleas were cut short by a pair of long hands on his shoulders and lips kissing him along his back.Naraku was making this a complete mockery of the act of love,he was pretending to be loving when there was only hate in his heart.The demon on top of him stopped kissing him and leaned up toward his ear,whispering into it as he positioned himself.

"You may want to relax yourself,Miroku.This is your first time,isn't it?You've never been fucked by a man.Too bad,I don't plan on being gentle"with that,Naraku entered him roughly.

Miroku screamed,the searing pain was too much.Naraku didn't move,staying inside him,holding perfectly still.Miroku's breathing sped up to teriffied gasping.He didn't know what to do,the pain was so intense.Eventually,after a long moment,he relaxed.He willed himself not to cry,but his resolved melted when Naraku started moving inside him with rough pounding thrust.Once again,Miroku began pleading,this time out load to Naraku.

"Please stop!It hurts!No no no no no!Stop!Please!"he cried brokenly,knowing his pleas were falling to deaf ears.It seemed to go on forever,Naraku's thrust getting harder and rougher.In the end,Miroku just lay there passively as the demon stole his innocence.After what seemed like an eternity,Naraku came,his seed spilling inside him and down his legs along with his blood.Naraku pulled his robes back on and left him there.With his last moments of consciousness,Miroku gasped out two words.

"Help me"

He passed out,the pain and humilaition to much to bear.He stayed there until Sango found him and Inuyasha came and carried him off.

END FLASHBACK

"NO!"

Miroku wasn't even aware that he had said the words out load,only of the dreadful memories of what he went through.Strong arms wrapped around him,preventing him from getting up and running away.He struggled in vain and started sobbing again as he relived again the painful ordeal and what it might do to him.He didn't know what he would do with himself if Naraku's plan had worked and he became with child.All he knew was that if he was he would not allow that monster's child to come in the world through him,he would rather die then give Naraku another offspring.The arms around him became tighter and started rocking him back a forth as soothing words reached his ears.

"Miroku,its alright.Its over.Its just me,Inuyasha"

//Inuyasha?//

Daring to open one bruised eyes,the eye that he could only open slightly,Miroku looked up.It wasn't Naraku that was holding him,but Inuyasha.He had been rescued,but it was already too late.Still,it was better then being with Naraku,where he could be violated again and again.Relived,Miroku broke down into sobbing,wrapping his arms around the hanyou.Despite what Inuyasha had thought earlier,Miroku was not afraid of being touched.As a matter of fact,all he wanted was some sort of human contact.Anything to replace what he experienced all those hours ago.Eventually,Inuyasha pulled the crying boy closer to him,whispering soothing words to him.It was all he could do to make up for not being there when he needed him.

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It was morning and Miroku had finally fallen asleep.Inuyasha had stayed by his side the entire time,laying down to sleep beside him when he grew too tired.He had only been woken up twice by Miroku's nightmares.They weren't as violent and as terrible as the one Miroku had earlier,but they still brought the other boy to tears.Inuyasha just held him and told him that it would be alright,but he knew otherwise.Naraku was still out there and could still find them whenever he wanted.He shuddered to think of what Naraku would do to Miroku if they ever met up with him again.Inuyasha could only hope that an encounter with Naraku would not be soon,that Miroku would have time to heal before being forced to come face-to-face with the demon that had violated him so brutally.

"Inuyasha?" It had Keade,who had just came by to cheak on Miroku "I need to have a word with you"

"I don't want to leave him alone,he's been having nightmares.What if he wakes up?"for some reason,Inuyasha was afraid to hear what Keade had to say.He had a sinking feeling that this had to do with Miroku.

"I will not take long,Inuyasha.And we will not go to far.I just don't want Miroku to hear this yet."Keade seemed afraid to,afraid of what would happen if Miroku overheard her.She lead Inuyasha a short distance from the hut,out of ear-shot.Inuyasha could tell already that whatever Keade had to say,wasn't good.

"Inuyasha.I believe that the rape may have caused more damage to Miroku then we know"Keade began,but Inuyasha cut her off.

"Gee,ya think,old lady.I would've thought that too after hearing him scream and cry like that last night.C'mon on,I would have thought........."Inuyasha's sarcasm was apparent,but so was his fear.Something was definatly wrong.

"Inuyasha,Miroku is pregnant" Keade decided to drop the "break it to him gently" approuch.Inuyasha wasn't the one that they needed to be gentle with right now.Inuyasha seemed to reel back from the news,he couldn't believe it.

"No way.You'd better not be joking ,you old hag.Cause if you are,I'm going to show you how 'not funny' this situation is"Inuyasha snarled,but he knew it was true.He didn't know how Miroku could've gotten pregnant but he was sure that he was about to get an explanation.

"Naraku used a demon egg,an item created by demons that do not have females to mate with.Two males can have a child by using it"Keade explained,trying not to be graphic and hoping Inuyasha did ask for a detailed description.Kikyou had told her about this when she was young and had seen a pregnant male demon.Her sister had explained it to her in the best way that one could explain to a five-year-old.She was thankful that her sister didn't change the subject or lie like parents did when children asked such questions.If she had,Keade wouldn't know what to do now.

"It is rare,never used on a human before but I'm certain that it will go smoothly if we are there for him"Keade was hoping that Inuyasha would understand.

"Well,what if he doesn't want to have Naraku's child.Can't he just get rid of it?"Inuyasha said,he believed her and now wanted to know what they could do about it.

"Not unless you wanted to kill him.The demon egg attaches itself to the inside of the carrier's body,feeding off the person's blood.Much like a human child inside a woman"Keade explain,once again hoping that Inuyasha didn't ask for an explanation "Miroku will carry the child inside him for two moons.The carrying period is shorter with a demon egg and so will the growing period for that child"

"What do you mean"Inuyasha's ears fell back as he heard this,it was more information then he could ask for.

"The entire point a of demon egg is to have a full productive demon born fast.After being born,the child's growth rate will speed up briefly until it reaches the physical age of eight-years-old.Then it's growth rate will go back to that of a normal child and be ready for any training it's parents want for it. "Keade was glad that she had read some of Kagome's science books,because if it weren't for them she wouldn't have been able to explain that all clearly.

"So,how are we going to tell Miroku this.It'll destroy him completely" Inuyasha now knew why Keade wanted the get away from the hut,Miroku would've been shattered if he had heard this

"I believe that he might already know"Keade said,continuing before Inuyasha could speak "Last night,as I was attending to his wound,he kept muttering about not wanting to have Naraku's child.I believe Naraku might have told him what he was going to do"

"So what are we going to do?He's going to give birth to a demon in two months,its going to grow up real fast to become a monster like Naraku"Inuyasha could only imagine how Miroku would feel about this.He might not want to live,knowing that he child that was growing inside of him would become evil.

"Thats not exactly true Inuyasha.The child will not be evil unless it is raised to be so"Keade said "The demon egg requires blood from the carrier,so that means that that child will be half human.A hanyou"

Inuyasha didn't say anything when he heard that.He remember how hard it had been for his mother,raising a hanyou child alone.The child that Miroku was carrying would live his entire life being rejected by both humans and demons.No one would have to know that he was born from two men,but the fact that he was half-demon could not be hidden.Inuyasha could only imagine how the child would look,maybe looking more demon then human.Maybe the child would be lucky and have his "father's" ability the change shape.That way he could look more human then demon.

"Inuyasha,this will not be easy for Miroku.He needs somone to be at his side"Keade continued "I'm thinking maybe that person can be you"

"What?"Inuyasha pretended to be shocked,but he knew the old women was going to say that.And he did want to be there for Miroku,not wanting him to share the same fate as his mother.But,he didn't want to show this willingness at the same time.His feelings for Miroku had changed alot since he had first met him.Inuyasha didn't know what these feelings were,but knew they were stronger then what he felt for Kikyou.Miroku was there for him,both physically and emotionally.He listened to him and Inuyasha felt comfortable talking to him.Now,Miroku needed him.

"Inuyasha,I know about your feelings for him.I saw you display them last night when he started screaming.He needs you"Keade said,and she was right.She was right about alot of things.Miroku needed someone,needed love to hold him together.Inuyasha knew that he could........no,he did love Miroku and that love could be the only thing that would prevent Miroku from taking his own life.

"I'll do it"

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Meanwhile,back in the hut,Miroku had woken up alone.He figured that Inuyasha had gone to get something.Or maybe he was just tired of listening he him crying.Either way,he was alone.The Tetsaiga lay in the corner and thoughts of ending his life came to the young monk's mind .Maybe it would be best,that he died and Naraku's child die inside of him.He knew without a doubt that he was with child.

//And it will grow to be just like Naraku.No I can't let another demon like that enter this world//

Slowly getting up,Miroku reached for the sword.But before he could reach it,the hut door opened and Inuyasha was there.Miroku gasped in shock,hoping the hanyou didn't notice what he was doing.He didn't,it seemed.Inuyasha sat next to him.There was a minute of silence between them until Miroku decided that Inuyasha had to know what he intended to do and why.

"It will become like him,Inuyasha.I can't live knowing that I allowed that to happen"

There was another moment of silence,kinda creepy this time.

"Miroku"Inuyasha began "nothing bad can come from you.That child is as much your's then Naraku's.And I will assure you that he will not get near to either of you to corrupt it.I will protect you".They got closer,without even noticing it.Soon they were so close,that their lips nearly touched.But Miroku pulled away unwillingly.He did have feelings for Inuyasha just as Inuyasha had feelings for him,but it was just to soon.He couldn't go and love another man when he had been raped by one the day before.He needed time,and Inuyasha respected that.Inuyasha just held him now,close to him.

"I promise you,Miroku,he will never touch you again."Inuyasha whispered,pulling him closer.Miroku heard him and despite the doubt that he had,he believed him.

Kagome stood,watching them.As much as she wanted to cry,she didn't.Miroku needed Inuyasha,and maybe Inuyasha needed Miroku as well.Inuyasha was just her friend,so she had no reason to be sad.She knew that she should be happy that he had found love,even if it wasn't with her.So,she resolved and went back to where Sango and Shippou sat.She was happy for them.

To Be Continued

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