InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Kagome's life ❯ Almost lost everything ( Chapter 34 )

 

A/N: my #1 fan wondered what Sesshomaru looked like with the concealment charm, looks an older version of Inuyasha, all his stripes, his fangs, claws, and ears covered up and hidden, of course he doesn't wear his fluffy boa and I have figured out thanks to help how to spell Kagome's last name it's Higurashi. This Chapter has a bit of fluff (not necessarily to the level of lime and it cuts off abruptly but that's cool. There is a short little songfic chapter, and if anyone can tell me the title and singer then you can get a special reward: More info at the bottom!

 

Almost lost everything

 

Kagome awoke between the 2. She wanted to get out to see Kashia. She tried to scoot down but there wasn't any room. Mrs. H came in.

 

“Kashia's up” She whispered, even though it was low and light, it still awoke both Inus. Sesshomaru was the first of the Inus to awake.

 

He woke up growling.

 

“It's my mom” Kagome said. She stopped.

 

“How is she?” She asked. Mrs. Higurashi was holding her.

 

“She's alright, I just fed her” She said.

 

“It's almost 10, we still have breakfast leftover” Mrs. H informed her.

 

`But I have to hurry I have to meet Ayumi & Eri at the mall'

 

“I have to hurry” She said, she walked past her mom. She laid eyes on eggs, toast, & orange juice on the table. She served up both Inus & then herself.

 

“What are we suppose to do?” Inuyasha asked.

 

“I didn't know if you planned on staying” She said, still eating.

 

“Do you want us gone?” Sess asked.

 

“Of course not, but I know the western lands need you” She said.

 

“I must return tonight” Sess announced.

 

“Yasha, are you going too?” She asked.

 

“Nah, I'll stay” He said.

 

“Maybe you should go too, I want to check up on Shippo, & see when I can return” She suggested.

 

“Sess can do it” He argued.

 

“But I want you to do it” She said.

 

“What if I don't wanna” He whined. She started to cry.

 

`If I don't then I will continue to dream of him this way, and I'm afraid'

 

“Why won't you do me this favor” She said still crying.

 

“I'll take him back, by force if I have to” Sess said.

 

“I don't want you to hurt him” She cried.

 

“I won't, I'll carry him” Sess promised.

 

“I'll go Kagome, if it means that much to you” Inuyasha said.

 

“Thanks so much” She slowly stopped crying.

 

`You don't know how much this means to me'

 

`She is acting weird, not wanting us to leave but not wanting to be left with him alone'

 

“Yasha, could you go check on Souta?” Kagome asked. Inuyasha left.

 

“Mate, why are you trying to get rid of Inuyasha?” Sess asked.

 

“No reason, it wouldn't be fair for him to get extra time alone with me” She lied.

 

`He looks suspicious, I'm caught!'

 

“Don't lie to me, you do not wish to be with him” He said.

 

“I had a dream about the rape, I thought I was over it, but I guess not” She whispered.

 

“So are you ok?” He asked.

 

“Yes, It just scared me a bit, I want him to leave” She said.

 

`I told him, I feel bad & I want my mate to leave'

 

`I sense a slight demonic aura around, it feels small and light but it still doesn't want me to leave Kagome alone'

 

“I want Inuyasha to remain here, just for a few days and then I'll come back to get him and hopefully you and Kashia too” He said.

 

Inuyasha heard everything, even from downstairs.

 

`I scare her, my demonic powers took away her innocence, and I wish it never happened'

 

“Why does he have to stay?” She asked.

 

“Because I said so and I want you to be protected” He said.

 

“I'm so sorry Kagome, I never meant to hurt you, to cause you not to want me” Inuyasha apologized.

 

“Inuyasha it's not that, I do want you” Kagome said.

 

“Don't lie to me, I understand if you don't want to be my mate” He lowered his ears.

 

“She isn't lying” Sess added.

 

“Baka! I chose you, I want you, I need you, I love you, and of course I want you as my mate” She said.

 

“Don't try to make me feel better” He said.

 

“Kagome, I shouldn't have ever mated you, it was a mistake” Inuyasha said running out. Kagome was shattered, she loves him but he regretted her. She broke down in tears.

 

`Yasha I can't believe I hurt you. Was it that bad? That you no longer want me, I know you claim that you don't but you love me and I love you too'

 

“Kagome don't blame yourself, he's had probably felt this guilty for awhile” Sess whispered.

 

“Did he leave through the well?” She asked. Sess took a quick sniff.

 

“I assume so” He answered.

 

“Kagome, its Ayumi and Eri on the phone” Mrs. H yelled.

 

“I'm sick” Kagome yelled.

 

“I have to go, I will try to talk to the hanyou later” Sesshomaru said.

 

`Inuyasha no baka, I love you, I wish you wouldn't have heard, now I've lost you, you disowned me'

 

Souta came in.

 

“Where's Inuyasha, he wanted to go shopping with me to get this for you” He pointed a picture of a ring from a catalog.

 

I'm so tired of being here,

Suppressed by my childish fears

& if you have to leave,

I wish that you would just leave

Cause your presence still lingers here.

It won't leave me alone.

 

`I can't go back to the castle, Kagome will be coming back & she'll say she wants me to be with her. I can't see her anymore'

 

These wounds won't seem to heal.

This pain is just too real.

There's just too much that time cannot erase.

 

`I have to go back, I need Sess to find him, I love him, I didn't mean it, and it was a dream'

 

When you cried I'd wipe all your tears,

When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years.

But you still have all of me.

 

`Kagome I love you, I should go back to you but I can't, I should have said what I said. I am so sorry' He growled out in pain.

 

You use to captivate me by your resonating light.

Now I'm bound by the life you left behind.

You face it haunts, my once pleasant dreams.
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me.

 

 

Even with all of the things you've put me through, I'd never leave you, I can't take back what I said, I need you Inuyasha, more than I need anyone or thing else.

 

These wounds won't seem to heal.

This pain is just too real.

There's so much that time can not erase.

 

`Kagome, I will find the hanyou, he means so much to you, even though he hurts you so badly, I know how much you love him, & I know you didn't mean to hurt him'

 

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears,

When you screamed I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have all of me

 

`What if she's pregnant with my baby, I can't leave her alone to raise it and I don't want Fluffy raising it either. I need to go back to her. But first I feel the need to sleep'

 

He slipped from consciousness. Kagome fell asleep as well

 

Dream ((joint))

“Inuyasha come back to me” She cried. `I never left, I could never leave you” He hugged her. “You said you regretted mating with me” She was still crying. “No I regret mating you because I raped you before I made you mine” He explained. “But I still love you & always will be” He added. “Will you come back to me?” She asked.

 

“No not yet, not until you tell me about the dream” He said. “IT was you raping me, the same dream that I've had before, It scared me, I haven't had the dream in a long while the last time was before Kashia was born” She said. “Why did you want me as a mate even after that?” He asked.

 

“Because I love you, and I want you to be mine, nothing will change that” She whispered. Inuyasha nuzzled his mate on her. It gave her shivers up her spine.

 

End

 

She shot awake. Will he return? He never said he would, but then again he said he would when I answered his question, I wonder if I stroke Sess's mark will he feel it?

 

She took her index finger and gently stroked in a downward motion over the mark.

 

 

“Yes Milord, She is fine” Jaken said. A wave of pleasure almost overcame him; if he wasn't already seated he would have fallen over. It was coming from his mark.

 

 

She stroked the mark faster. `I hope you feel this'

 

“Milord, Are you ok?” Jaken asked.

 

“Go Jaken” He ordered. He almost fell out of the chair from the waves of passion and pleasure coming from the mark. `So you want to play dirty Mate? Two can play that game' He sent 1 soft touch back to her.

 

 She went back to back to stroking but she decided to stroke both of them.

 

`I hope this has the same effect on Inuyasha'

 

 

`She knows how to make me feel guilty for leaving her'.

He felt himself growing hard. `Oh shit, think of cold… Kikyo

 

`He was starting to cool down until he flashbacked. To the night of his mating with Kagome. `Damn you Kagome'

 

 

`She is ignoring me and she knows I will not scoop so low as to relieve myself especially when I have a mate who has done this to me.

 

“Jaken, watch Rin, Shippo & Ah-uh” He ordered. He flew off to the well to go see Kagome.

 

 

`My mates will be rushing to me in no time and Sess should be first, I have been playing with his mark for over an hour'

 

Mrs. Higurashi was out sweeping the well house. She was startled when Sess appeared.

 

“Sesshomaru, what a lovely surprise, Kagome is in her room, she had a horrible night” She said. Sesshomaru didn't say.

 

“Mate” Kagome cheered. He looked angry with her.

 

Before she could react, he pounced on her like a puppy getting meat. He kissed her so passionately reminded her of Inuyasha's, it was stronger but not as rough or aggressive.

 

“Do you know what you do to me?” He asked.

 

“I'm pretty sure” She said. He guided her hands to his lower regions.

 

“Do you feel that?” He whispered in her ear. ((Boy did she!)) She gulped and nodded.

 

`He's huge, how could I forget?'

 

“I'm sorry” She whispered.

 

“You will be, if you don't…” She was back to stroking the mark. He couldn't hold it any longer, he exploded all in his pants, he didn't want to take them off to see the damage but he didn't want to feel sticky anymore.

 

“You will pay” He said, quite irritated. He went back through the well.

 

 

`I can't go visit her' Inuyasha was standing by the well. Sesshomaru popped up. He smelt of his own semen.

 

“What happened?” Yasha asked.

 

“Kagome continually stroked the mark and I couldn't hold on” He confessed.

 

“She did that to me too, just not as bad” Yasha told him.

 

“I'll go to her, we'll both stroke her with our marks, she'll never make it” Yasha schemed. Sess nodded. Inuyasha jumped through.

 

“We'll see how she likes it' He began to stroke the mark faster.

 

 

“Kagome” He called out.

 

“Inuyasha” She said.

 

“I saw Sess, he smelt of cum” He said.

 

“It's my fault” She admitted.

 

“He wants revenge?” She asked.

 

“Of course” He smirked.

 

“What is it?” She asked. Inuyasha began to stroke her mark.

 

“Yasha, are you going to betray me?” She asked shocked.

 

“Yes” He answered. He continued stroking, his strokes on top of Sess's, made it hard to hold on.

 

“Please stop” She begged.

 

“Never, I want to see you explode” He teased.

 

They both blushed, he hadn't meant what he said exactly in the way he had said it. `She's about to cum'

 

Kagome's hands were grasping on sheets. She was wearing a pair of boy shorts. She felt it coming but she refused to release it.

 

“Yasha, take my shorts off” She managed to get out.

 

He tugged at them and they slid right off no problem. She wasn't wearing underwear. His eyes bugged out at the sight.

 

“You know you want it” She whispered. He kneeled in front of her. He went back to stroking the mark. “Inu… yasha” She screamed as she exploded. Inuyasha quickly lapped up the juices.

 

“You're sweet” His voice was husky and dripped with lust.

 

“Thanks” She blushed.

 

“I don't feel so good” She rubbed her tummy. `

 

Maybe the waves of pleasure were too much'

she put her shorts back on. No sooner then she did that, she ran to the bathroom.

 

Because her stomach was empty, she throw up bile. It burnt like hell while it came up. `Oh shit we hurt her'

 

the smell was a lot for him to deal with.

 

“I'm going to get Sess” He told her. She couldn't answer because she was still feeling sick.

 

He jumped up from the bottom of the well. “

 

Stop stroking the mark, Kagome is sick, she is throwing up bile” He yelled.

 

Sess looked at him confused and then the words processed. He followed Inuyasha back through the well.

 

“Kagome, do you feel ok?” He asked.

 

“Just fine now, I don't know what happened” She said.

 

“Just rest, we'll get you water” Sess said. The brothers walked downstairs.

 

“She doesn't smell pregnant, I don't know what's wrong with her” Sess told him.

 

“Take this cup of water to her and these pills, they are medicine for Kagome” Mrs. H told Inuyasha.

 

“Here Kagome” He said, handing her the pills.

 

“Just rest, we'll stay here overnight, don't worry about it” Inuyasha helped her into bed and covered her up.

 

Outside her door they whispered to each other.

 

“I can't stay, I have business I need to attend to” He whispered.

 

“She'll probably be out all night, I'll stay by her, and you come back by morning” Yasha whispered.

 

“You got 10 hours to get all your business done” Yasha warned.

 

“Watch her little bro, I would hate to have to kill you” Sess teased.

 

“Keh”

 

~End of Chapter~

As for the contest this is a song that I have been listening to the past few days, I am hoping for reviews on this, the first 2 people to answer correctly the title and artist will win something, now I'm not sure exactly what should be given but probably something along the lines a dedication in the next chapter and getting the next 4 chapters a day early. A nice reward is it not? Alright now, please Rate and Review!