InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Keeper ❯ Different Worlds ( Chapter 9 )

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Chapter 9
Different worlds
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Shippo fell asleep after a few minutes of crying. It was night, and I knew Inuyasha wouldn't be waking up for a few days,
so I decited to take a bath. Every minute I still remembered Naraku, which only made things worse. I pushed that aside
for the time being, and went out to the lake. If what Inuyasha said before was true, then no one should beable to find us.
Only he and his brother knew about this place, but I doubt Sesshoumaru would even wanted to come here, so I felt safe,
sort of. I looked back, seeing Shippo,Kilala, and Inuyasha sleep peacfuly made me smile, but it faded, being replaced
by tears. I wiped them away walking tword the lake. I noticed that a rather hugr bolder seperated the lake from a hot spring.
I remembered Inuyasha saying something about that, but I stayed, undressing quickly, and getting into the lake. It felt
good, but I still felt so dirty and useless. I knew I was part demon, but even that wasn't enough. Naraku couldn't be beeten.
I felt like I sould have given up, then I would have been killed and all my sorrow would have been washed away. I leaned
agenst a rock, and looked up at the beatiful night sky. I suddenly started thinking about Sesshoumaru. Why? I had no clue.
Why did he save me? Was it realy just to find Inuyasha? Of couse it was. It was Sesshoumaru. I souldn't be thinking
other wise.
A few minutes had passed and I heard noices comming from the hot spring. It sounded like someone was there. I swam
over and looked for away to the hot spring. A little crack in the bolder let me see who it was. To my surprise it was Sesshoumaru.
Luckly he had his back turned to me, as he leaned agenst the edge of the hot spring. His long tail was wraped around his waist,
I couldn't help but look at his body, as it started to glisten in the nights light. He seemed different, but I couldn't help but
think he was the same old demon that he had always been. I was right, but I wanted to think other wise. His long hair trailed
down his smooth back, and I looked away. *What am I thinking. Thats Sesshoumaru. He tryed killed me and Inuyasha. But.*
I looked back, and he was gone.
The crack was just big enough for me to squeeze threw. When I got to the other side, I hide my body under the water, as I
felt warmer then before. I forgot for a moment it was a hot spring. I looked around while swiming on my back. He was probley
still around, but I couldn't help but relax. I suddenly felt myself bump into someone. I quickly turned around, ducking halfway
under the water. "S....Sesshoumaru". I mumbeled, yet I was more silent then shocked. I saw he was also undressed, which
made me abit scared. His eyes glaced at me with his usualy coldness, but less mean then before. "Your that girl. What are
you doing here? Your surpost to be with my foolish brother". His voice was calm, but cruel. My eyes staired into his beatiful
golden eyes. I shook my head alittle. I couldn't betray Inuyasha by starting to like Sesshoumaru. "He sleeping. Remember.
I told you that before". I sounded calm, but not disobaying like I use to be. I changed, and I think Sesshoumaru saw that.
I tryed my best not to look at him, but it was just to hard.
"You didn't answer my question. What are you doing here". I pointed to the crack in the huge bolder. "I came here, from there."
My hand eased down to the water. His tail was still wraped around his waist and his eyes still had that bitter look in them.
"One more thing. Why has your sent changed. I noticed it had before. What happened"? I turned around, stairing at the land
beyound the hotspring. "I wanted Inuyasha to mark me so I could inhairt some of the demon traits. I wanted to get back at
Naraku for killing my family". I didn't know why I was even telling him this, but I could barly think, I almost started crying again.
"No wounder you have fangs, claws and your hair has changed. Your a stupid human for thinking you could defeat Naraku
on your own". I stayed turned from him with my hands clamped together agenst my chest. "I thought Inuyasha would help,
but even so, your right, I am a stupid human girl".
I then got an idea, and I would go for it. I still didn't turn to him, but I spoke clearly. "I want.....I want you to
kill me". I felt his hands placed on the shoulders. "So you want to die. You want me to end your sorrow? Is that it?" I had
no secound thoughts. I knew he would. "Yes. Please. I don't desurve to live any longer". I then felt his body press agenst mine.
"I can not do that. You are part demon, and you are nothing like my borther. You still desurve to live a while longer". I was
more surprised then ever. Did he care,...what was going on? "I do? Why are you saying this? Stop playing around with me.
Just kill me already"! His voice went to a wisper. "No, and I am not playing around with you. If you are a half demon, then you
will prove it to me, and then I mint turn you into a full demon". My heart skiped a beat, feeling his warm soothing breath on
my neck. "No, you will kill me now!" I turned around and swiped him down his shoulder. The blood ran into the hot spring.
But his wound seemed to heal very fast.
"That was a deep wound, and to even hit me means you desurve to be a demon". He was being so calm and understanding,
something I never exspected from him, and I mean never. Did I realy efect him this much? I had to stop questing myself and
face reality. The next thing I knew, I was in his arms. We were stairing at each other for the longest time before his head was
by my shoulder blade. "No, don". I was cut short when his hand covered my mouth. "Stop being afraid". My breaths became
short the moment he sank his fange into my neck. The feeling wasn't like before, it was more...lets just say it was alot
better then feeling like I was dieing 500 times. I felt the blood trail down my neck, and both are chests met. My head fell
back, just as he stoped. His eyes were still lined with a sheet of coldness, but I felt him, and I change at the exact same time.
"Why? You hate me. I....I...I thought that you did". I was a bit weak on words but I realy didn't care.
"Things change. I change. Is that not true". Our bodys were still close, as I was about to lean my head on him for surport,
but I didn't. "Yes, but". Before I could finsh, before I could even move, his lips cought mine, as I tasted my own blood
in the process. I closed my eyes. His tail wraped around me, keeping me from leaving him, which for some reason, I didn't
intend to at all. I still felt like I was surpost to be with Inuyasha, but that all changed in that one kiss. I started feeling different
in a matter of secounds. I thought it was when he bit me, and I was right. When he broke the kiss, I opened my eyes. I couldn't
help but smile, starting to stroke his tail. *Whats is going to happen*? I was quested myself again.
I then suddenly felt us both move to the edge of the hot spring. "Sesshoumaru?" I looked up at him. "When you saved
me from Naraku....it wasn't because you were looking for Inuyasha...was it?" His hand rubed over the bit mark he had made.
"I was only looking for Inuyasha." He was so handsome, I couldn't help kissing him again. His tail
started tickeling my back. When we seperated from the kiss, he said something that made me smile even more. "It does
more then keep you from running". I leaned back, not careing about anything at that point, just him. I didn't even care
what Inuyasha would say, but in a small way, I still did. I still felt like I was with Inuyasha, not Sesshoumaru. I almost started
to see Inuyasha in frount of me, not Sesshoumaru. I started getting scared and pushed Sesshoumaru away. When I tryed
to swim away, he grabed my arm. "Whats wrong"? I stoped, keeping a small distance from him. "I should be with Inuyasha,
not you". I felt his claws sink into my arm. "So your chooseing my brother after all. Then go, and see what he thinks of you
now that your a full demon". I pulled my arm away, getting scrached while doing so. "Your so cold hearted, pretending you cared,
when realy, all you wanted to do, was take the person Inuyasha cared for the most, away from him". He then wraped his hand
around my neck, almost choking me. "It worked didn't it? You almost gave up, and forgot about him, but instead you had
to make it harder on yourself". His evil self had returned. I almost beleaved he could change, but I was wrong, he was only
pretending. I used my claws to scrape his chest again. I started swiming as fast as I could, but he cought up with me, slaming
me agenst the bolder.
"I turned you into a full demon, so now you belong to me". He bared his fangs, as I felt his claws scrape my shoulders, making
them bleed. The blood turned the water red, just as he was close enough to me to trap me in one spot. "So then if I'm now a full
demon, that means I can escape from you". He started to grin. "Try it, then see what happens. You wanted to die, well heres your
chance". Thoes words left me speechless. I didn't know what to say. So the only thing I could do, I did. I hit him across the face,
and knoced him back. I sawm and when I got to the crack in the bolder, I quickly went throw, not looking back. "That stupid
wrench. She'll get rejected by Inuyasha, and she'll come crying to the first prson she can find". I heard him say.
When I reached the lake, I quickly swam to shore, and put my close back on. I was worried. Would Inuyasha still want me
around if he knew about what happened. I was scared to know, but I would have to find out. Thats the first thing I would
do when he awoke. I walked into the house, everyone still sleeping. I laied agenst the wall, staring to fall asleep. I feared
the worst, but there was no turning back now. If I lost Inuyasha, there would no one left. Thats when I fell asleep, still shaking.
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Kagome's Poem
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I lost them all. He was the only one left.
I feared reality, and hated myself.
Untill today, I knew very little.
Now I know to much.
I hide my feelings, and my tears.
I left them all, and burned my fears.
Now I live on and on, differnt paths
day by day, and no matter what I see,
hes always there, and alway with me.
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END!
The fics done. I guess I had to end it somewhere
cause I want to start a new fic, and I can't unless I finsh
atleast one. Well please review. Thats all. ^_~