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Learn To Trust

 

Prologue

 

 

The only thing promised in life is death~ Kanye West

 

 

I learned a lot of things growing up; most of them aren't exactly legal in the eyes of the government, but I don't really care. Everything I learn keeps me alive and sane, mostly sane, well as sane as I can be. Out of everything I learned there's one thing that I count on to keep me alive until I decide other wise; it is people are not to be trusted; they only will disappoint you in the end. Believe me, I know. In all of my seventeen years of life, eleven of which I can effectively remember, no one has yet held my trust. When I say no one I really do mean no one, not my dearly beloved mother, and I say that with as much sarcasm and disgust I can muster, my honorable father, I can't say that and keep a straight face, my brother no half-brother, I feel betrayed when ever I even think about him, no one. I keep my trust to myself and for myself, it sounds mean I know, but hey its only way I can keep sane mentally and emotionally.

 

As you can tell I'm not exactly a people person, not that I want to be one. I tried that whole friendship and relationship thing a year ago and that only ended in heartache and pain, but I wasn't really expecting anything different. Yet even after that I was in pain, so I solved it just like I solved everything else in my life…the only one way I know how. Something my own parents taught me, and I really do mean taught me. You'll find out soon enough.

 

Truth be told, I really don't care what anyone has to say about me, I'm a loner so the fuck what. Keh, not like you're going to be putting money in my pockets anyway. I don't need you or anyone for that matter; I have been surviving by myself ever since my asshole of a brother left and never came back for me. He forgot about me so all I can do is forget about him. So for about six years I've been living the way I am, alone.

 

I can easily say I've been in this world for seventeen years, and only experience happiness barely a handful of times. My life has been filled with drugs, alcohol, beatings, fighting, pain, hunger, and so much more since I could remember, and I can remember up to the time I was six years old. So I have been surviving my way of life for over ten years, and I do mean surviving.

 

Your all probably confused about the whole six years, ten years shit I'm throwing around right? Well let me elaborate, wait better yet, let me show you just how my world really is. And don't think your asses that I'm showing you this for you damn pity because if you think that, save it for someone who probably wants it because I don't. I've accepted my fate and my life for what it is. So I don't need your pity. The only thing I want out of any of you people is that you learn something, because someone may not be able to handle the shit I'm going through.

 

 

If you however take anything away from my story, take away the only piece of knowledge that I'm willing to give. The only thing promised in life is death. I live by these words because it's as true as the air I breathe, and the ground I walk upon. It just up to you to figure out what it means for yourself, and what you're going to do with it.

 

 

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A/N:: I'm having a bit trouble with starting this part….but once the chapters get going then everything should be fine and hopefully I can fix it….I'm working on the chapters now and hopefully I can get it up within days….

 

**Much Love ~Story**

 

PS… R& R