InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Learning to Live Again ❯ Let's Talk About Sex ( Chapter 9 )

A/N: I think it's safe to say that my writer's block is gone for the moment. I'm not quite sure when the sequel of “To Be The Alpha” will be up, because I have been totally focused on this story. This chapter isn't nearly as dark as the last few. There is a lime/lemon scene in the first part. The advice Kikyo gives to Rin isn't the best, but she is trying to explain the difference between sex and rape to a ten year old that has been raped.

 

Disclaimer: Nope! Still not mine!

 

Chapter 9- Let's Talk About Sex

 

Kikyo woke up to the feeling of a heavy body, sprawled across hers. Long silvery white hair was spread across her in a curtain. Deep, even breaths caressed her exposed breast. Sesshomaru was still buried deep within her body. Kikyo looked up enough so she could see that his feet were hanging off the edge of the bed. She stifled her giggle and reached her hand up to stroke his silver hair. His lips opened over a nipple and he began to thrust into her with shallow strokes. She could tell by his aura that he was still sleeping. With a moan and a sigh, she turned her head toward the wall.

 

Her mouth fell open in shock when she saw a human girl clenching Sesshomaru's boa so tightly that her knuckles were white. Small bruised covered the girl's knuckles. She was standing right next to the bed. The girl watched with wide, horrified brown eyes as Sesshomaru thrust into Kikyo.

 

Kikyo groped for the blankets to pull it up to cover their hips and give them some form of modesty. She could tell from the expression on the girl's face that she was thinking about her rape. She needed to get the demon off of her. They knew that they would need to have the talk. “Sesshomaru! Wake up!”

 

He grunted and thrust into her deeper, his mouth still hungrily pulling at her nipple, causing Kikyo to cry out in pleasure. Her hands moved to his head and she tried to pull him away. He growled softly, annoyed that his slave was trying to deny him her body.

 

Kikyo blushed to the roots of her hair. She looked at the girl who looked like she was ready to bolt. What was her name? Jin? Min? Rin! Rin was her name! “It's okay Rin, he's not hurting me.”

 

Rin continued to stare at them and slowly shook her head.

 

“Sesshomaru!!” She pushed at him again.

 

“Wha…?” He raised his head groggily. His gold eyes were still foggy from sleep and a thin line of saliva trailed from his wet lips to Kikyo's glossy wet nipple.

 

“We have company, master.”

 

Sesshomaru turned his head, expecting to see Jaken or Hitomi. His scathing, innuendo filled comment died on his lips when he turned his head to look at who stood next to the bed. “Rin.”

 

“Lord Sesshomaru, why are you hurting her like those bandits hurt Rin?” Her young voice wavered.

 

He stared at her completely dumbfounded.

 

“Oh sweetie, he's not hurting me.” She bucked her hips up at Sesshomaru in irritation, trying to dislodge him. His eyes nearly rolled back in his head as he groaned. “Will you get off of me?” With a grunt, he rolled off of her. He stared at the wall as he listened to Kikyo climb from the bed and get dressed.

 

“Why is Lady Kagome here, Lord Sesshomaru?” Rin stared in shock at the woman.

 

Sesshomaru frowned and sat up, allowing the blankets to fall to his waist. He glared at Kikyo, who was wearing Kagome's clothing. “This woman is not Kagome. She is my servant and your new teacher. Rin, this is Kikyo. Kikyo take Rin back to her chambers, I will follow in a few moments.” He flicked his hand, dismissing them.

 

After the door clicked shut, Sesshomaru's hand trailed to his throbbing erection. It had been so nice to wake up buried in a hot, willing woman. He had been just a moment from release when his slave woke him up. He was going to punish her for denying him when he looked over to see Rin standing next to the bed. He knew that to Rin what had happened to her and what he was doing to his slave, looked the same. At that thought, his cock instantly deflated. Sesshomaru was a lot of things: Cold, ruthless, demanding, murderous, tyrannical, but a rapist he was not.

 

He climbed from the bed, wishing he could just let the slave explain the differences between sex and rape to the girl, but he knew he would have to assist her. After his conversations with Hitomi and Jaken last evening, he knew that he was the only person Rin had spoken to. It was highly unlikely that she would speak to Kikyo, even though she looked like the girl Kagome.

 

Walking from the room, through the adjoining door and into his room, he pulled on a pair of pants and walked from the room toward Rin's. He froze when he heard the voices. “That sure was a hot little bitch walking with the lord's ward.”

 

“Yeah. Did you see the way she turned her nose in the air at us? Like she was too good for us.”

 

“Someone needs to put that snotty human bitch in her place and that someone will be me,” the one guard said.

 

“Indeed?” Sesshomaru walked over to them. “Perhaps you two missed my arrival last evening, but I told all the servants and guards present that if you touch my new toy I will kill you and your families. If I so much as smell either one of you on her, then you will die. Is that understood?”

 

“Yes, Lord Sesshomaru,” one said.

 

“Yes, my lord.” The other guard nodded.

 

Disgust raged through the demon as he continued toward his ward's room. How dare they do that to his whore? Especially with Rin present. He should have killed them just for that. He froze outside the door when he heard the voices on the other side. He frowned when he realized the Kikyo was in the room with Rin. With the barrier he had placed on it, she shouldn't have been able to pass through the door. Were her powers really that strong that she could just walk through it? He wanted to hear them talking without standing in the hall, eavesdropping, like a common peasant, so he walked through the hidden entry to the room. Neither one of the females noticed him enter.

 

“Did it hurt when Lord Sesshomaru was doing that to you? Because it hurt when the bandits did that to me.” Rin confessed.

 

“No. He didn't hurt me. What he was doing to me was a lot different than what those bandits did to you,” Kikyo's voice tried to explain.

 

“What was he doing to you? It looked the same.”

 

Kikyo sighed. “I know, but I didn't mind what Lord Sesshomaru was doing to me. Some men like to hurt things weaker than them to feel strong or just because they are evil. They don't care who or what they hurt to have a moment where they feel powerful. It becomes addicting to them, so they go do it more and more…”

 

“Lady Kikyo, what's addicting?”

 

Kikyo glanced down at the girl sitting next to her on the bed. For a person who hadn't spoken in a few weeks, she sure was a chatter box. Kikyo suspected it was because she looked so much like Kagome. “Addicting is when you can't enough of something, so you need it more and more and will do a lot to get it.”

 

“Why did they have to hurt me?”

 

“I don't know.”

 

“Lord Sesshomaru says it was his fault, but I know that it was my fault.”

 

“Don't ever say that!” Kikyo raised her voice. “Something like that is never your fault. It's not Sesshomaru's fault either.” She leapt to her feet and began to pace the room.

 

“Listen to me, Rin.” Kikyo knelt in front of her, unknowingly providing Sesshomaru with a look of her bare ass as it peaked out from under her skirt.

 

Sesshomaru moaned, his blood stirring. He couldn't believe that he was listening to such an important conversation and feeling aroused.

 

“Sometimes bad things happen to good people. People who are just minding their own business and trying to make their lives better when some evil, power craving monster comes along and messes that up.” Kikyo spoke with a great deal of bitterness. She could relate to Rin, while she had never been raped, she too had been a victim of a greedy, evil human bandit. Her and Inuyasha both had suffered a great deal because of Onigumo.

 

“I'm sorry for what happened to you, Rin. I really am. The only thing you can do is to try your best to move on. You will never forget what happened, and you shouldn't. Don't try to worry about what you did wrong, because you did nothing wrong. Don't bother to hate those men, because Sesshomaru destroyed them.”

 

Rin's brow knotted as she frowned. “If Sesshomaru wasn't raping you, what do you call it?”

 

Kikyo sighed. “Let's talk about sex, Rin. Sex is what Sesshomaru and I were doing. When you get older, about eighteen.” She picked the age from the top of her head. “And find a nice boy you love very much you might want to do that with him…”

 

“Do you love Lord Sesshomaru?”

 

“No.” Kikyo didn't hesitate for a moment. “There are all types of reasons people have sex. Sometimes they love one another, other times they do it for revenge, or just because they like it. I know you won't believe this now, but not all sex is violent, cruel, and painful. There are sometimes it can be loving, gentle, and kind of shy.” Kikyo smirked at her. “Other times, it can be a little rough, fast, and feels really good.”

 

Rage boiled inside Sesshomaru. How dare she use the experience she had had with his brother to attempt to explain to Rin about how sex felt! That stupid bitch!

 

“I don't think I'll ever want to do that again.” Rin shook her head.

 

“And if you don't, that's fine too. But don't keep yourself from it because you are afraid. If you don't want to because you don't want to, that's fine. But don't let fear keep you from something you might want.”

 

“I'm not afraid of anything, but wolves.” Rin looked up and noticed Sesshomaru. “Lord Sesshomaru!” She jumped off the bed and ran to wrap her arms around his waist.

 

His hand patted her head, but his eyes glared at Kikyo. “Rin, why don't you go find Hitomi and have her take you to bathe.”

 

“Yes, my lord,” she chirped and skipped from the room.

 

Kikyo slowly began to rise, feeling the cold rage in Sesshomaru's aura. He walked toward her slowly with no expression on his face. Their eyes locked in a silent understanding. They both knew that Kikyo had been referring to Inuyasha and Onigumo when talking to Rin. Kikyo made not a sound when the back of Sesshomaru's hand collided with her cheek.

 

Her head snapped to the side and she could taste the coppery tang of blood in her mouth. She thought of speaking, but said nothing.

 

“That was for comparing me to Inuyasha and referring to the situation between you two. While I am not angered that you love him, you will not mention him or the situation in my presence ever again. I have promised you that I would not kill him. Don't make me break that promise. You have the day to collect souls or devour them or whatever disgusting thing you do to exist. Stay away from Inuyasha. I don't want his stench on you. I want you back at the palace by nightfall. Don't be late.” He left the room without so much as a word.

 

Kikyo was pissed as she stomped back to her room. She quickly dropped the skirt, only to pull on her red pants and Sesshomaru's robe. She grabbed her bow and arrows and ran as if Naraku was behind her. Sesshomaru was such a prick! It's not like he had exactly helped her out regarding Rin. He could have come into the room and helped her explain.

 

Relief ran through her as she saw Ryu and Sakura flying close to the barrier. Thank Gods they were there! Now she could get all the things she needed to done. The first thing she had to do was to go talk to Inuyasha.

 

Next Chapter: Inuyasha finds out, Naraku shows up, and Sesshomaru kicks some ass.

 

Thanks again to my reviewers!