InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Lost Innocence ❯ Pregnent ( Chapter 14 )

Yes, yes, you all hate me, I'm very distraught over this... yet I don't care.... anywho... The beginining of this chapter is slightly disturbing ;;

THIS ISN'T ALL A DIARY ENTRY. ONLY THE BEGINNING IS.

P.S. Please DO NOT steal the poem "BEAUTY" because it was written by me and I don't want plagorism committed. Anywho... Just ask if you want to use it, I won't say no!

And I apologize to I am Sango Your review did hurt my feelings a bit, though :( But this chapter and the next one is going to be about Kagome telling her close family and friends that she is pregnant.

Disclaimer - Get a life and stop reading disclaimers! Heh, just kidding. I don't own Inu-Yasha. But I do own the poem "Beauty" so hands off. (I also own that hottie Johnny Dep... ::sigh:: in my dreams anyway...)

Chapter fourteen - Pregnant

Dear Diary,
Last month was the month that I lost my virginity to Inu-Yasha. And then, the day after we made love, I found him with another woman!! What's really sad about it was that he was... ahem... with her in school! What a perv. Yup, that just proves that all men are dogs and are only after one thing. No wonder Inu-Yasha's name means "Dog Demon". Needless to say, I broke up with him... although that made my self-esteem go down... a lot... When Inu-Yasha was my boyfriend, it made me feel like I was the prettiest girl in the world. But now, I feel so horrifyingly ugly that I even wrote a poem about it.

BEAUTY

Beauty may be a dove with ravishing white wings.

It may be the way one little girl sings.

Beauty may be a something that most girls are all about.

The defintion of this word is something I reside without.

Yeah, see how that jerk made me feel about myself? There goes my sel- esteem... and it goes farther and farther, off into the distance until I cannot see it anymroe....

Oh, but don't worry... Inu-Yasha didn't leave me with nothing... he left me with a month-old fetus inside of my stomahce as well. Yes, folks, this means that I am pregnant with Inu-Yasha's child. I found out about an hour ago. At first, I thought it was because I was just getting chubby.. but then I considered the fact that maybe... possibly... I was pregnant. So, I got a pregnancy test and it came out posotive and here I am.

I still haven't told Kaede or Suzuna yet; I'm especially fearful to tell Suzuna. Does she even know how babies are made? Oh, God, I don't know how to tell anybody... and what about Inu-Yasha?? How will I tell him?! I can't look him in the eye, let alone tell him that I'm pregnant. I'm glad the last day of school (May 30th) is tomorrow... I don't want all the slutty preps to question me...

Well, I have to go... I'm going to try and tell Grandmother Kaede the news...
-Kagome

"Grandma?" Kagome asked softly as she entered Kaede's bedroom.

Kaede looked up from the book she had been reading. "Hai, Kagome?"

"Can we... talk?" Kagome sat down on her bed.

Kaede nodded.

"Well... I have something important to tell you..." she paused. "VERY important... So important that it will change your life forever."

"Okay, Kagome... what do you have to tell me?"

Kagome hesitated. "Well... I'm pregnant."

"Congragulations, Kagome," Kaede told her, unsurprised.

'Wow,' Kagome thought. 'I thought she'd freak.' "...Okay... well, I'll be going now..."

"No, stay here for a little bit longer," Kaede said, putting her book on the endtable. "I have some questions for you. Do you know how you are going to raise your child?"

Kagome shook her head. "No, not yet... but I do know it's going to be hard; me and Inu-Yasha already broke up as you already know. Geez, I won't even be able to finish high school! OH my god... I'm gonna be a high school drop-out."

Kaede nodded. "Yes, but you can still finish this year. And you can be home- schooled for the next two years and go back in 12th. Actually it all depends on whether or not you are going to give the baby up for adoption or not."

This one little comment would change Kagome's life. Is she going to keep the baby or give him/her up for adoption? She then stopped thinking about it and sighed. "I suppose... well, domo arigatou, Grandma. Ja mata ne." Kagome walked out of her grandmother's room.

The phone rang once... "Moushi moushi," a familiar voice answered.

"Konnichiwa, Sango-chan!"

"Kagome, hey! What's up?" she greeted.

Kagome smiled in spite of herself. "Well, I told Grandmother Kaede..." she trailed off.

"And...? C'mon, the anticipation is killing me!" Sango said imatiently.

Kagome laughed. "She acted unsurprised, it was if she already knew!!"

"Wow, do you think she's psychic?!" Sango asked in a kidding voice.

"There's as much of a chance of Granda being psychic that there is this baby is Koga's."

Sango laughed. "I'll take that as a defident no."

Kagome wokek up the next morning to her screaming alarm clock, and she hit the snooze button and groggily got out of bed. She looked in the mirror and frowned. "Damn, I"m already fat!" A/N- Kagome's not fat yet, she just has low self esteem.

She began her regular morning routine; took a shower, and then looked into her closet. She pulled out a black shirt with the words "YOU STARE BECASUE I'M DIFFERENT, I LAUGH BECAUSE YOU'RE ALL THE SAME" printed on it; then she put on her black baggy pants with the chains covering them. Kagome thought to herself as she began to put on her black make-up, 'I'll show Inu-Yasha what he's missing.'

Don't hate me for the short chapter. Ja mata ne til chappe 15.