InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Love, a glitch between myself and you.. ❯ Pain ( Chapter 2 )
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Love, a glitch between myself and you..
Pain....
hello and welcome back, thanks for sticking with me this far, I suck at these things, but eh, you must like something of what i'm doing. Well, no more delay! Here goes..
" So.. she freed you?" Asked a little fox creature curiouisly.
" Yes." Said Inuyasha very annoyed. This thing hadn't left him alone since he had entered the main village gates. He kept on saying something about this girl being his forst finding, and he was going to keep her.
" Do you know her name?" Asked Inuyasha.
" Kagome." Said the little fox, seeing her wounds be treated by Inuyasha.a silence the fox like cratura talked again.
" And My names Shippo." It spoke.
" I didn't ask you your name." Said Inuyasha in a growl sending the little being out the from door.
landed roughly in the dirt, he got up adjustng the leaf on his head and went back in.
" That wasn't very nice." Said Shippo.
" Feh." Inuyasha concentrated on fixing up her wounds.
" So what exackly are you doing here with her? Is she a Miko or what?" Asked Shippo breaking his concentration, he looked over at Shippo and sent him flying out the house.
" Damn runt.." Inuyasha hissed as he turned back to the girl under hit fingers.
Miko's... how Is it possible that this one... was able to take out the arrow...?? Thought inuyasha seeing morre blood uder her cloths. He wasn't well aquainted with the femenine body, he wanted to just leave it alone, but he couldn't.had saved him, and saving her was as good pay as any. This Miko girl... looks too much like Kikyou... Thought Inuyasha begining to unbutton her shirt, a strange red tint on his face as he spread open her school uniform.
Strange clothes these miko's wear.. He though as he fixed up her wounds, cleaning them and bandaging them up. The door creaked open again. Shippo had come back, perching next to him as he watched in facination as he buttoned her shirt back up.
" Whose this girl from?" Asked Inuyasha.
" She isn't from around here. She came out of the well." Said Shippo looking at the girl, he sighed and curled up on her neck, she gave out a pained rasp. Inuyasha slapped away Shippo.
" Don't do that! Your hurting her! Miko's are weak, they die easy." Said Inuyasha putting a blanket on her over her touching her chin gently.sighed seeing her face.
" She did, did she?" Said Inuyasha and then sighed.
" Is she by any chance related to Kikyou..??" Asked Inuyasha.
" The priestess? No sir.." Said Shippo seeing Kagome hurt and in pain.looked at her helplessly.
" She should have gone later... why did she just disapear!?" Shouted Shippo angry seeing her not stir. He sighed and neared her again. Inuyasha growled seeing Shippo carefully snuggle into her neck.
" ..Ho.....jo..." She whispered tears comming out.
" Hojo?" Asked Inuyasha curiously looking at her.
" Must be a brother or something." Said Inuyasha and shook it off, about to walk off he felt something red fall on his neck, trying to take them off, he couldn't, angry.eyes opened weakly seeing Inuyasha struggle with the jewls around his neck.
" Inuyasha..." She said and then felt a little ball on her neck.
" Shippo?" Asked Kagome. Shippo stirred.felt sleepy again and dozed off.
Carefully he kept watch over her, noticing her little gasps and sighs now and then. He felt worried but thought It was just gratitude from his human side toward the filthy Miko.
passed as she healed quickly. Inuyasha always was away but somehow, he had memorised her scent. One Day Her scent became weaker, his ears perked up as he raced toward the village.
" Who are you? What are you doing here?" The priestess ordered holding her sword up at Kagome's neck.
" I was wounded... Inuyasha saved me and now i'm looking around the village." Said Kagome. The womans eyes widened.
" ....Inuyasha...????" She said then heard bushes rattle.
" Oi wench! What did I tell you about wandering off!" Said Inuyasha comming face to face with Kikyou. He froze looking at her, seeing her face and eyes. Kagome looked at them curiously seeing them stare. Kikyou looked away.
" Your still half Yokai I see.." Said Kikyou.
" And your suppose to be dead." Said Inuyasha walking toward her. He saw the woman there infront of Kagome.
" Kikyou.." He whispered.eyes widened recognizing the girl from her dreams. Her eyes normalized seeing Inuyasha's face his eyes peering gently into Kikyou's eyes. Her raven hair flowing over her eyes.
" Give me the shards." Said Kikyou.
" S-Shards?" Asked Kagome.
" Yes, the shards.. you have them." Said Kikyou.looked at herself and sighed.
" I don't have anything." Said Kagome.
" Yes you do! I just saw them!" Shouted Shouted Kikyou taking her by the shoulders ripping her shirt halfway open, she pushed it open seeing her bare chest, nothing but milky skin. Kagome pushed her away gasping as she backed away.
" Can't you belive me when I say something!" She shouted holding her shirt, tears threatening to spill.
" What do i know of you! All I know is that you and that disgusting fox are in on something-"
" Shippo is NOT a disgusting fox! He is a yokai! And my friend!" She shouted in anger.
" Hanyous, Yokai, there all the same! Dirty and vile! A threat to humanity-"
" Their humanity's hope Dammit! You freakin corpse what are you!? Nothing but a demon!" She shouted as she threw her hand slapping her face.
" You know nothing of them! So what if you dated a Hanyou. SO WHAT!?" She shouted. Kikyou stiffened.
" You wanted to change him! Make him human! " She shouted in anger.
" You didn't like him for who he was! You were ashamed and hid your emotions!" Kagome shouted, she closed her eyes her head hurting.
" You should have stayed dead and left him alone! And stop haunting me.. I know you do.." She said backing away.
" I'm looking for the shards.. It's not my probem what you go through." She said and looked away.
" Inuyasha is of no concern to you, after this is over he will give all this up and go to hell with me." Said Kikyou.shook her head.
" Inuyasha is a good soul! YOUR NOT DRAGGING HIM DOWN WITH YOU!" She shouted. Kikyou smiled.
" It's his decision, Kagome." Said Kikyou.
" Baka, he loves you! And if he does he'll go anywhere for you.. including sacrifice his whole existence to be with you, even in hell!" She shouted angry as she laughed.
" Well, then you see how I'm using him." She said silently. Kagome slapped her suddenly.
" ... I wont let you.. I wont.." She said and sighed.
" I wont.." She said and turned to run off.
" You'll always be in his way.. always. You'll always be the cause of his problems and his worry... why do this to him..I know you like him.." Said Kikyou appearing infront of her.
" Whats the matter?" Asked Kikyou sarcastically.
" Too afraid of the truth? It's allright, I know you've only gotten over Hojo becasue Inuyasha's there. You know even if you do all you can he'll always love me, only me.. you said it yourself, he would do anything, Including making you go back home. Those Shards are somewhere inside you and I want them back. You don't, i'll make him hate you." Said Kikyou in a wiked smile.
" I told you I don't know where the shads are." Said Kagome in a sad sigh as she faced her.
" I don't know.." She said in a sigh and walked off, tears flooding.
It was true though.. her attitude wasn't pleasant and she never wanted to make Inuyasha angry.. but she knew that sooner or later he would.. like all males tire of their females.. friends, lovers, couples... Nothing ever lasts. Tears flooded as she ran off.an old wound heals another one appears. It was true though! Inuyasha never fought with Kikyou.. they always talked fine.. but with kagome.. the name calling the back attitude switched. Does he hate me? Thought Kagome her sobs ringing out through the forest as she jumped up catching a hold of a tree branch and climbing up.
" My Kagome?" Asked Shippo ciriously.
" Kago-chan?" Asked Shippo curiuosly he walked up, feeling he fluffy bed and jumped next to her.
" Don't cry, Kagome.." Said Shippo worriedly petting her hair.
It wouldn't be enough no matter how much I cared would it?... It would never be enough... Why do I let myself get dragged dow these things..BAKA!! She thought feeling Shippo stroke her hair as she cried.
" ...I don't know anymore.." She said in a sigh as she faced the little creature.
" Shippo.. Inuyahsa likes Kikyou doesn't he?" Asked Kagome. Shippo went silent and froze in stroking her hair for about two seconds. Kagome sunk her head into her pillow from his silence and sighed.
" I see.." She said looking away. So I am just a tool to get back what she wants.. Kagome sighed cleaning away her tears.
" Kago-chan?" Asked Shippo jumping on her lap looking up at her.
" Are you all right?" He asked.
" I'm fine Shippo.." Said Kagome as she hugged the little fur ball.
" Just fine." She said then stood up, he climg to her shirt not letting her go.
" Where are you going?" Asked Shippo.
" To practice my dancing." Said kagome in a sigh.
" Can I come?" Asked Shippo. Kagome stiffened and smiled.
" Sure thing Shippo." Said Kagome she let him perch on her shoulder.she stepped out seeing that the village was halfway empty, noticing nothing but trees as she walked toward the forest. Shippo looked at her curiously as she began to walk along, near the well, she had memorized the song in her head and then put Shippo on the lips of the well, she then bowed.
" I am honored to have such a womderful audience." She said trying to sound happy. Shippo smile happily clapping his hands. She inhaled and then began to hum out the tune, then sang it.
Pathetic.. dancing for Shippo? My reaincarnation...mortifying embarrasment. How dare she dance to Shippo, and Shippo.. why are you smiling. You little pest your suppose to idolyze me.. not that young, clumsy, idiotic child.. Thought Kikyou watching her in silence behind a tree. As she noticed Kagome begin to sing, she noticed Shippo look at her, mersmerized by her moves and spins as she went.
she spun, she went slower and then began to sing out the words, her tongue rolling over them beautifully.
" Tatoeba tokomade modorebaii.... Oshiete. " Kagome sang spinning in circles as she did this noticed Shippo's eyes shine to the beauty of her voice.through the woods and then heard a slow soft melody coming from his direction, it was loud and beautiful, he closed his eyes, nhaling the air hearing the soft tunes.
" Tsubetewa Itamiwo tomonawu hoto, atzayaka... " She continued, Shippo wanted to watch her dance, moving her body in strange ways. Spinning in three steady circles. Moving aorund like an enchanting dancer, he swore he saw her smile, seeing Shippo's eyes dance under her smooth moves.
" Honto wa, wakeaeru mono, nante nai kara... Furikae ana ka taa... " She let her voice rise beautifully as she continued to spin, this time her feet pointing up, ballerina style, she extended her leg making her long legs show a bit more. She bangs covering her face as she danced. Shippo watched her, facinated.Whoa, Kago-"
" Falling a light sleep, watashi ni mi chiru. " She sang cutting him off kissing his nose. Shippo blushed heavily and smiled clapping as she continued spinning her body facing upward now.
" I don't cary out, yakusoku wa yagate! Itsu kano, Kagayakisu teta, ka-ye lena i, asano mikali noyouu... " She saing out her voice ending soft, spinnign gracefully once more moving her hips to the rhythm of her own song. Shippo watched as her skirt lifted and fell against her creamy legs, her calf showing her muscles and slender body as she reached her hands up and bowed, other times spinning making her hair go up covering her beautiful face.
" Tsumeta-e kokorono sobanai turyo, kokoete- " She stopped looking into Shippo's eyes, her nose touching his, her smile loving to her small friend.face grew hot with anger, a pink touch on her lovely cheeks as she sang the song continuing to dance. She noticed finally Shippos blush, his gaze on hers. Fury hit her like red hot ice. Before Kagome could continue her unexpected allurement with the little Yokai, she walked out making herself be noticed.
" Kagome." She interrupted. Kagome found Kikyou walking toward her. Kagome stopped singing and turned, her skirt fell losely on her slender legs.
" I'd like to apologyze for my rudeness earlier.." Said Kikyou in a bow. Kagome shook her head.
" No, you don't have to apologyze, my words were totaly out of line. What you do with Inuyasha is really none of my bussiness." Said Kagome in a sigh.
" Hmph, you like him..do you not?" Asked Kikyou in a evil smile, her hair covering the corners of her lovely lips.sighed and looked at the floor, a red tint on her cheeks.
" It wouldn't matter... even if I did. He loves you.." Said Kagome looking squarely into Kikyou's eyes, she smiled again sadly and looked down.
" I shouldn't of even thought of him as such a thing." Said Kagome in a sigh.
" Why? Becasue your human and he's Hanyou?" Asked Kikyou smoothly.visibly flinched hearing the coldness in a females voice hearing voices in the clearing, he sighed and didn't pay much attention to them walking away.
Damn idiots... so what if i'm Hanyou, what do you care.. atleast Kikyou understands me a bit..I don't know what Kagome thinks though.. Inuyasha went on thinking walking back to the village, in search of Kaede's hut.stared at Kikyou seeing her face, beautiful but with a touch of venom, something that warned her to stay away from Inuyasha.
" I don't care if he's anything different from what I am. It wouldn't matter.. " Said Kagome shrugging.
" I don't like Inuyasha because of who or what he is." Said Kagome not caring, Shippo listened carefully gasping at this.smirked.
" Liar.." She sneered her face not showing her showed emotion.
" How can you not notice those disgusting ears, those fangs.. the red eyes.. those sharp horrifying claws... he's horrible." Said Kikyou in a low whisper that only Kagome heard, Shippo puffed up in anger hearing her everyword.
" ...I don't see him with your eyes.. for a priestess.. your not what I thought you were. You are beautiful and so much grace within you.. but.. why do you want to force Inuyasha into something if you don't love him." Said Kagome confused.
" Even if his disgusting demon form stays, I can still change him, make him go into his human form atleast, he is beautiful you know." Said Kikyou. Kagome's eyes narrowed.
" I see him handsome just the way her is right now. I like his ears and everything about him. Theres no need to change anything-"
" Yes there is! He's rotten! His appearance makes people distrust him, his Yokai urges might come out and he might accidently kill someone-"
" He's not barbaric!" Shouted Kagome waving her hand away, as if the air would send a type of wave to slap her squarely on the face.
" Inuyasha isn't like that, he might look the way he does..but.." Kagome blushed hard.
" I like him either way! So what if he's Hanyou!? What the hell is it with you people, even though he is... I don't care." She said almost shouting.
" It makes a whole lot of difference when people stare at you!-"hit her chest, directed to her heart.
" What he makes me feel in here is more important than what people think!!" She shouted tears rushing out.
" I could care less of what people say! I'd don't care!" Shouted Kagome receiving a slap from Kikyou. She fell back.
" For my reincarnation you sure don't act like me." Kikyou mused menacingly. Kagome looked away tears falling out.
" I'm not you.." She said slowly.
" I'm not you and never will be anything like you in many ways." Said Kagome then stood up and looked her squarely in the eyes.
" You only like Inuyasha as a human doll! Something you can secretly call on when your lonely! You don't take him seriously! I-... I see him as something more than a thing.. Becasue I trully know I can learn to love Inuyasha.. you only pretend to love him!" She shouted receiving another slap from Kikyou. Kagome stood her face down.
" SHUT UP!" Shouted Kikyou her cold pale dead face burning in fury.
" What do you know of love! You know nothing! WORTHLESS BITCH!" Shouted Kikyou advancing to her.
" So what if I do pretend to love him! I don't care! I love his Human form, his human side! I put up with disgusting Yokai side inspite of everything!" Shouted Kikyou hitting Kagome. Kagome's eyes watered.
" You don't like him at all.." Said Kagome limp on the floor then looked up at her.
" He's not something you can errase and, perfect, to your liking-"
" I CAN AND WILL! HE IS WILLING TO TURN HUMAN FOR ME!" Shouted Kikyou taking her neck in her hands, Kagome stood there limp not caring, air running out of her lungs. watched this paralyzed stood paralyzed hearing the screams of people.. they sounded like Kikyou and Kagome.. but which one as talking? GODS! He turned aorund and continued following the voices.. suddenltly it went silent, he sniffed the air but smelt nothing.. it's as if someone had blocked their smells...strange.
" Your a coward.." Kagome whispered.laughed acidly.
" You would know." She siad spitting out the words like acid.
" You abuse his love for you..." Said kagome tears falling down her cheeks as Shippos tried to get Kikyou's hands away from her, but she merely kicked him aside.
" Idiot, he loves me becasue I am beautiful and have what he wants, he'll follow me all the way to hell for what he wants, and that IS me.. not you. He'll never love you.. never" Said Kikyou smiling laughing acidly as Kagome's head began to thump widly, her lungs straining for air. She smiled looking up to Kikyou, then before she fainted Inuyasha heard her utter out the last words she could mutter out.
" .....I would...turn...into..a-..Hanyou..for..Inuyasha.." Kagome strained for air, Kikyou stiffened.
" You would..never do that in your,life...or even now..afetr death..becasue you never loved him..." She whispered.felt anger rage again with in her, she held onto her neck tighter, furiously, choking her.
" SHUT UP!" She shouted, her eyes wide. was walking in circles. DAMN IT! WHY CAN'T I FIND THEM!! He thought straining to hear one of their voices.. but heard nothing.
" Why should I do anything for a discusting Hanyou like him." Shouted Kikyou in her face as she felt Kagome's eyes droop down, her voise was hoarse and soft.
" Becasue.. thats what love is." Said Kagome as she pressed her hands onto Kikyous cheek.
the hell....???? Who was that? Kikyou?.. Inuyasha looked around the forest lost not finding anyone in sigh, only hearing voices echo from a distance with within his ears.
Shippo reached, jumped up and bit her, Kikyou screamed and backed away, letting Kagome drink in air, her throat red and bruised.
" IDIOTIC FOOL!" Shouted Kikyou aiming her hand toward Shippo.
" I will finish you now, my reincarnation." Said Kikyou. Shippo stood infront of her shaking his head.
" NO!" Shouted Shippo. Kagome stood up weakly and spit out blood into the well, using it to lean on.
" Go ahead... kill me. I don't care.." Said Kagome in a laugh as Kikyou took out her her dagger, originally comming for that one and only purpose.she lunged for her, Shippo ran her dagger into his little body. Kagome's pupils went small.
" NO!!!" Shouted Kagome.
THAT WAY! Thought Inuyasha runing toward the sounds.
smiled seeing Shippo fall into her lap as she landed weakly on the floor, Kagome felt a rage bubble within her as she lunged for Kikyou. She slapped her hard taking the dagger forcefully from her hand. Kikyou blew a strange type of dust on Shippo making Kagome furious, she began to slash Kikyou's arms and legs crazily, tears comming out. Kikyou then smile evily reaching up to kiss her mouth. Kagome felt a numbing pain hit her throat as she felt Kikyou bite down on her tongue, Kagome tried to scream but he voice wouldn't function. In a blind rage, Kagome hit her across the face.
" !!!.....!...!.......!!!!" Kagome shouted but her voice only ended in loud shrill squeaks as she tried to talk. Kikyou smiled as Kagome noticed her eyes water suddenly. Kagome raised her dagger aiming for Kikyou. Inuyasha came in seeing Kagome on Kikyou, her face and arms full of Kikyou's blood, he noticed her face distorted with anger and hate. Then as Kikyou noticed Inuyasha she froze and her smile fadded. She then suddenly screamed and shielded herself from Kagome's blade within her bloody hands.stood there imobile..not knowing what to say..
...and then..
To be continued....
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Love, a glitch between myself and you..
Pain....
hello and welcome back, thanks for sticking with me this far, I suck at these things, but eh, you must like something of what i'm doing. Well, no more delay! Here goes..
" So.. she freed you?" Asked a little fox creature curiouisly.
" Yes." Said Inuyasha very annoyed. This thing hadn't left him alone since he had entered the main village gates. He kept on saying something about this girl being his forst finding, and he was going to keep her.
" Do you know her name?" Asked Inuyasha.
" Kagome." Said the little fox, seeing her wounds be treated by Inuyasha.a silence the fox like cratura talked again.
" And My names Shippo." It spoke.
" I didn't ask you your name." Said Inuyasha in a growl sending the little being out the from door.
landed roughly in the dirt, he got up adjustng the leaf on his head and went back in.
" That wasn't very nice." Said Shippo.
" Feh." Inuyasha concentrated on fixing up her wounds.
" So what exackly are you doing here with her? Is she a Miko or what?" Asked Shippo breaking his concentration, he looked over at Shippo and sent him flying out the house.
" Damn runt.." Inuyasha hissed as he turned back to the girl under hit fingers.
Miko's... how Is it possible that this one... was able to take out the arrow...?? Thought inuyasha seeing morre blood uder her cloths. He wasn't well aquainted with the femenine body, he wanted to just leave it alone, but he couldn't.had saved him, and saving her was as good pay as any. This Miko girl... looks too much like Kikyou... Thought Inuyasha begining to unbutton her shirt, a strange red tint on his face as he spread open her school uniform.
Strange clothes these miko's wear.. He though as he fixed up her wounds, cleaning them and bandaging them up. The door creaked open again. Shippo had come back, perching next to him as he watched in facination as he buttoned her shirt back up.
" Whose this girl from?" Asked Inuyasha.
" She isn't from around here. She came out of the well." Said Shippo looking at the girl, he sighed and curled up on her neck, she gave out a pained rasp. Inuyasha slapped away Shippo.
" Don't do that! Your hurting her! Miko's are weak, they die easy." Said Inuyasha putting a blanket on her over her touching her chin gently.sighed seeing her face.
" She did, did she?" Said Inuyasha and then sighed.
" Is she by any chance related to Kikyou..??" Asked Inuyasha.
" The priestess? No sir.." Said Shippo seeing Kagome hurt and in pain.looked at her helplessly.
" She should have gone later... why did she just disapear!?" Shouted Shippo angry seeing her not stir. He sighed and neared her again. Inuyasha growled seeing Shippo carefully snuggle into her neck.
" ..Ho.....jo..." She whispered tears comming out.
" Hojo?" Asked Inuyasha curiously looking at her.
" Must be a brother or something." Said Inuyasha and shook it off, about to walk off he felt something red fall on his neck, trying to take them off, he couldn't, angry.eyes opened weakly seeing Inuyasha struggle with the jewls around his neck.
" Inuyasha..." She said and then felt a little ball on her neck.
" Shippo?" Asked Kagome. Shippo stirred.felt sleepy again and dozed off.
Carefully he kept watch over her, noticing her little gasps and sighs now and then. He felt worried but thought It was just gratitude from his human side toward the filthy Miko.
passed as she healed quickly. Inuyasha always was away but somehow, he had memorised her scent. One Day Her scent became weaker, his ears perked up as he raced toward the village.
" Who are you? What are you doing here?" The priestess ordered holding her sword up at Kagome's neck.
" I was wounded... Inuyasha saved me and now i'm looking around the village." Said Kagome. The womans eyes widened.
" ....Inuyasha...????" She said then heard bushes rattle.
" Oi wench! What did I tell you about wandering off!" Said Inuyasha comming face to face with Kikyou. He froze looking at her, seeing her face and eyes. Kagome looked at them curiously seeing them stare. Kikyou looked away.
" Your still half Yokai I see.." Said Kikyou.
" And your suppose to be dead." Said Inuyasha walking toward her. He saw the woman there infront of Kagome.
" Kikyou.." He whispered.eyes widened recognizing the girl from her dreams. Her eyes normalized seeing Inuyasha's face his eyes peering gently into Kikyou's eyes. Her raven hair flowing over her eyes.
" Give me the shards." Said Kikyou.
" S-Shards?" Asked Kagome.
" Yes, the shards.. you have them." Said Kikyou.looked at herself and sighed.
" I don't have anything." Said Kagome.
" Yes you do! I just saw them!" Shouted Shouted Kikyou taking her by the shoulders ripping her shirt halfway open, she pushed it open seeing her bare chest, nothing but milky skin. Kagome pushed her away gasping as she backed away.
" Can't you belive me when I say something!" She shouted holding her shirt, tears threatening to spill.
" What do i know of you! All I know is that you and that disgusting fox are in on something-"
" Shippo is NOT a disgusting fox! He is a yokai! And my friend!" She shouted in anger.
" Hanyous, Yokai, there all the same! Dirty and vile! A threat to humanity-"
" Their humanity's hope Dammit! You freakin corpse what are you!? Nothing but a demon!" She shouted as she threw her hand slapping her face.
" You know nothing of them! So what if you dated a Hanyou. SO WHAT!?" She shouted. Kikyou stiffened.
" You wanted to change him! Make him human! " She shouted in anger.
" You didn't like him for who he was! You were ashamed and hid your emotions!" Kagome shouted, she closed her eyes her head hurting.
" You should have stayed dead and left him alone! And stop haunting me.. I know you do.." She said backing away.
" I'm looking for the shards.. It's not my probem what you go through." She said and looked away.
" Inuyasha is of no concern to you, after this is over he will give all this up and go to hell with me." Said Kikyou.shook her head.
" Inuyasha is a good soul! YOUR NOT DRAGGING HIM DOWN WITH YOU!" She shouted. Kikyou smiled.
" It's his decision, Kagome." Said Kikyou.
" Baka, he loves you! And if he does he'll go anywhere for you.. including sacrifice his whole existence to be with you, even in hell!" She shouted angry as she laughed.
" Well, then you see how I'm using him." She said silently. Kagome slapped her suddenly.
" ... I wont let you.. I wont.." She said and sighed.
" I wont.." She said and turned to run off.
" You'll always be in his way.. always. You'll always be the cause of his problems and his worry... why do this to him..I know you like him.." Said Kikyou appearing infront of her.
" Whats the matter?" Asked Kikyou sarcastically.
" Too afraid of the truth? It's allright, I know you've only gotten over Hojo becasue Inuyasha's there. You know even if you do all you can he'll always love me, only me.. you said it yourself, he would do anything, Including making you go back home. Those Shards are somewhere inside you and I want them back. You don't, i'll make him hate you." Said Kikyou in a wiked smile.
" I told you I don't know where the shads are." Said Kagome in a sad sigh as she faced her.
" I don't know.." She said in a sigh and walked off, tears flooding.
It was true though.. her attitude wasn't pleasant and she never wanted to make Inuyasha angry.. but she knew that sooner or later he would.. like all males tire of their females.. friends, lovers, couples... Nothing ever lasts. Tears flooded as she ran off.an old wound heals another one appears. It was true though! Inuyasha never fought with Kikyou.. they always talked fine.. but with kagome.. the name calling the back attitude switched. Does he hate me? Thought Kagome her sobs ringing out through the forest as she jumped up catching a hold of a tree branch and climbing up.
" My Kagome?" Asked Shippo ciriously.
" Kago-chan?" Asked Shippo curiuosly he walked up, feeling he fluffy bed and jumped next to her.
" Don't cry, Kagome.." Said Shippo worriedly petting her hair.
It wouldn't be enough no matter how much I cared would it?... It would never be enough... Why do I let myself get dragged dow these things..BAKA!! She thought feeling Shippo stroke her hair as she cried.
" ...I don't know anymore.." She said in a sigh as she faced the little creature.
" Shippo.. Inuyahsa likes Kikyou doesn't he?" Asked Kagome. Shippo went silent and froze in stroking her hair for about two seconds. Kagome sunk her head into her pillow from his silence and sighed.
" I see.." She said looking away. So I am just a tool to get back what she wants.. Kagome sighed cleaning away her tears.
" Kago-chan?" Asked Shippo jumping on her lap looking up at her.
" Are you all right?" He asked.
" I'm fine Shippo.." Said Kagome as she hugged the little fur ball.
" Just fine." She said then stood up, he climg to her shirt not letting her go.
" Where are you going?" Asked Shippo.
" To practice my dancing." Said kagome in a sigh.
" Can I come?" Asked Shippo. Kagome stiffened and smiled.
" Sure thing Shippo." Said Kagome she let him perch on her shoulder.she stepped out seeing that the village was halfway empty, noticing nothing but trees as she walked toward the forest. Shippo looked at her curiously as she began to walk along, near the well, she had memorized the song in her head and then put Shippo on the lips of the well, she then bowed.
" I am honored to have such a womderful audience." She said trying to sound happy. Shippo smile happily clapping his hands. She inhaled and then began to hum out the tune, then sang it.
Pathetic.. dancing for Shippo? My reaincarnation...mortifying embarrasment. How dare she dance to Shippo, and Shippo.. why are you smiling. You little pest your suppose to idolyze me.. not that young, clumsy, idiotic child.. Thought Kikyou watching her in silence behind a tree. As she noticed Kagome begin to sing, she noticed Shippo look at her, mersmerized by her moves and spins as she went.
she spun, she went slower and then began to sing out the words, her tongue rolling over them beautifully.
" Tatoeba tokomade modorebaii.... Oshiete. " Kagome sang spinning in circles as she did this noticed Shippo's eyes shine to the beauty of her voice.through the woods and then heard a slow soft melody coming from his direction, it was loud and beautiful, he closed his eyes, nhaling the air hearing the soft tunes.
" Tsubetewa Itamiwo tomonawu hoto, atzayaka... " She continued, Shippo wanted to watch her dance, moving her body in strange ways. Spinning in three steady circles. Moving aorund like an enchanting dancer, he swore he saw her smile, seeing Shippo's eyes dance under her smooth moves.
" Honto wa, wakeaeru mono, nante nai kara... Furikae ana ka taa... " She let her voice rise beautifully as she continued to spin, this time her feet pointing up, ballerina style, she extended her leg making her long legs show a bit more. She bangs covering her face as she danced. Shippo watched her, facinated.Whoa, Kago-"
" Falling a light sleep, watashi ni mi chiru. " She sang cutting him off kissing his nose. Shippo blushed heavily and smiled clapping as she continued spinning her body facing upward now.
" I don't cary out, yakusoku wa yagate! Itsu kano, Kagayakisu teta, ka-ye lena i, asano mikali noyouu... " She saing out her voice ending soft, spinnign gracefully once more moving her hips to the rhythm of her own song. Shippo watched as her skirt lifted and fell against her creamy legs, her calf showing her muscles and slender body as she reached her hands up and bowed, other times spinning making her hair go up covering her beautiful face.
" Tsumeta-e kokorono sobanai turyo, kokoete- " She stopped looking into Shippo's eyes, her nose touching his, her smile loving to her small friend.face grew hot with anger, a pink touch on her lovely cheeks as she sang the song continuing to dance. She noticed finally Shippos blush, his gaze on hers. Fury hit her like red hot ice. Before Kagome could continue her unexpected allurement with the little Yokai, she walked out making herself be noticed.
" Kagome." She interrupted. Kagome found Kikyou walking toward her. Kagome stopped singing and turned, her skirt fell losely on her slender legs.
" I'd like to apologyze for my rudeness earlier.." Said Kikyou in a bow. Kagome shook her head.
" No, you don't have to apologyze, my words were totaly out of line. What you do with Inuyasha is really none of my bussiness." Said Kagome in a sigh.
" Hmph, you like him..do you not?" Asked Kikyou in a evil smile, her hair covering the corners of her lovely lips.sighed and looked at the floor, a red tint on her cheeks.
" It wouldn't matter... even if I did. He loves you.." Said Kagome looking squarely into Kikyou's eyes, she smiled again sadly and looked down.
" I shouldn't of even thought of him as such a thing." Said Kagome in a sigh.
" Why? Becasue your human and he's Hanyou?" Asked Kikyou smoothly.visibly flinched hearing the coldness in a females voice hearing voices in the clearing, he sighed and didn't pay much attention to them walking away.
Damn idiots... so what if i'm Hanyou, what do you care.. atleast Kikyou understands me a bit..I don't know what Kagome thinks though.. Inuyasha went on thinking walking back to the village, in search of Kaede's hut.stared at Kikyou seeing her face, beautiful but with a touch of venom, something that warned her to stay away from Inuyasha.
" I don't care if he's anything different from what I am. It wouldn't matter.. " Said Kagome shrugging.
" I don't like Inuyasha because of who or what he is." Said Kagome not caring, Shippo listened carefully gasping at this.smirked.
" Liar.." She sneered her face not showing her showed emotion.
" How can you not notice those disgusting ears, those fangs.. the red eyes.. those sharp horrifying claws... he's horrible." Said Kikyou in a low whisper that only Kagome heard, Shippo puffed up in anger hearing her everyword.
" ...I don't see him with your eyes.. for a priestess.. your not what I thought you were. You are beautiful and so much grace within you.. but.. why do you want to force Inuyasha into something if you don't love him." Said Kagome confused.
" Even if his disgusting demon form stays, I can still change him, make him go into his human form atleast, he is beautiful you know." Said Kikyou. Kagome's eyes narrowed.
" I see him handsome just the way her is right now. I like his ears and everything about him. Theres no need to change anything-"
" Yes there is! He's rotten! His appearance makes people distrust him, his Yokai urges might come out and he might accidently kill someone-"
" He's not barbaric!" Shouted Kagome waving her hand away, as if the air would send a type of wave to slap her squarely on the face.
" Inuyasha isn't like that, he might look the way he does..but.." Kagome blushed hard.
" I like him either way! So what if he's Hanyou!? What the hell is it with you people, even though he is... I don't care." She said almost shouting.
" It makes a whole lot of difference when people stare at you!-"hit her chest, directed to her heart.
" What he makes me feel in here is more important than what people think!!" She shouted tears rushing out.
" I could care less of what people say! I'd don't care!" Shouted Kagome receiving a slap from Kikyou. She fell back.
" For my reincarnation you sure don't act like me." Kikyou mused menacingly. Kagome looked away tears falling out.
" I'm not you.." She said slowly.
" I'm not you and never will be anything like you in many ways." Said Kagome then stood up and looked her squarely in the eyes.
" You only like Inuyasha as a human doll! Something you can secretly call on when your lonely! You don't take him seriously! I-... I see him as something more than a thing.. Becasue I trully know I can learn to love Inuyasha.. you only pretend to love him!" She shouted receiving another slap from Kikyou. Kagome stood her face down.
" SHUT UP!" Shouted Kikyou her cold pale dead face burning in fury.
" What do you know of love! You know nothing! WORTHLESS BITCH!" Shouted Kikyou advancing to her.
" So what if I do pretend to love him! I don't care! I love his Human form, his human side! I put up with disgusting Yokai side inspite of everything!" Shouted Kikyou hitting Kagome. Kagome's eyes watered.
" You don't like him at all.." Said Kagome limp on the floor then looked up at her.
" He's not something you can errase and, perfect, to your liking-"
" I CAN AND WILL! HE IS WILLING TO TURN HUMAN FOR ME!" Shouted Kikyou taking her neck in her hands, Kagome stood there limp not caring, air running out of her lungs. watched this paralyzed stood paralyzed hearing the screams of people.. they sounded like Kikyou and Kagome.. but which one as talking? GODS! He turned aorund and continued following the voices.. suddenltly it went silent, he sniffed the air but smelt nothing.. it's as if someone had blocked their smells...strange.
" Your a coward.." Kagome whispered.laughed acidly.
" You would know." She siad spitting out the words like acid.
" You abuse his love for you..." Said kagome tears falling down her cheeks as Shippos tried to get Kikyou's hands away from her, but she merely kicked him aside.
" Idiot, he loves me becasue I am beautiful and have what he wants, he'll follow me all the way to hell for what he wants, and that IS me.. not you. He'll never love you.. never" Said Kikyou smiling laughing acidly as Kagome's head began to thump widly, her lungs straining for air. She smiled looking up to Kikyou, then before she fainted Inuyasha heard her utter out the last words she could mutter out.
" .....I would...turn...into..a-..Hanyou..for..Inuyasha.." Kagome strained for air, Kikyou stiffened.
" You would..never do that in your,life...or even now..afetr death..becasue you never loved him..." She whispered.felt anger rage again with in her, she held onto her neck tighter, furiously, choking her.
" SHUT UP!" She shouted, her eyes wide. was walking in circles. DAMN IT! WHY CAN'T I FIND THEM!! He thought straining to hear one of their voices.. but heard nothing.
" Why should I do anything for a discusting Hanyou like him." Shouted Kikyou in her face as she felt Kagome's eyes droop down, her voise was hoarse and soft.
" Becasue.. thats what love is." Said Kagome as she pressed her hands onto Kikyous cheek.
the hell....???? Who was that? Kikyou?.. Inuyasha looked around the forest lost not finding anyone in sigh, only hearing voices echo from a distance with within his ears.
Shippo reached, jumped up and bit her, Kikyou screamed and backed away, letting Kagome drink in air, her throat red and bruised.
" IDIOTIC FOOL!" Shouted Kikyou aiming her hand toward Shippo.
" I will finish you now, my reincarnation." Said Kikyou. Shippo stood infront of her shaking his head.
" NO!" Shouted Shippo. Kagome stood up weakly and spit out blood into the well, using it to lean on.
" Go ahead... kill me. I don't care.." Said Kagome in a laugh as Kikyou took out her her dagger, originally comming for that one and only purpose.she lunged for her, Shippo ran her dagger into his little body. Kagome's pupils went small.
" NO!!!" Shouted Kagome.
THAT WAY! Thought Inuyasha runing toward the sounds.
smiled seeing Shippo fall into her lap as she landed weakly on the floor, Kagome felt a rage bubble within her as she lunged for Kikyou. She slapped her hard taking the dagger forcefully from her hand. Kikyou blew a strange type of dust on Shippo making Kagome furious, she began to slash Kikyou's arms and legs crazily, tears comming out. Kikyou then smile evily reaching up to kiss her mouth. Kagome felt a numbing pain hit her throat as she felt Kikyou bite down on her tongue, Kagome tried to scream but he voice wouldn't function. In a blind rage, Kagome hit her across the face.
" !!!.....!...!.......!!!!" Kagome shouted but her voice only ended in loud shrill squeaks as she tried to talk. Kikyou smiled as Kagome noticed her eyes water suddenly. Kagome raised her dagger aiming for Kikyou. Inuyasha came in seeing Kagome on Kikyou, her face and arms full of Kikyou's blood, he noticed her face distorted with anger and hate. Then as Kikyou noticed Inuyasha she froze and her smile fadded. She then suddenly screamed and shielded herself from Kagome's blade within her bloody hands.stood there imobile..not knowing what to say..
...and then..
To be continued....
people! Like my story so far? I hope you do! Well this is all I've got so far but! I'll be updating soon so plz stay tuned! Please read and review! plz plz? Oh and plz don't flame me if ya don't like my stuff, i'm really sorry all of you Kikyou fans! ( The song that Kagome sang here is a song from Bana, and it is called Halfpain.)
-U-chan^^