InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Love and let Lust ❯ Mix and a Match ( Chapter 2 )

*Does the disclaimer dance.* If I owned Inuyasha i’d be sueing you for enjoying other peoples version of my story. x)


Chapter 2
Mix and Match



Kagome woke up grogy as ever, five minutes before 6:45, when she’d usually wake up. She touched her stomach, feeling the dampness covering her. Making a whiney sound, she sat up and peeled off her bra and panties, wrapped herself in a robe, grabbed a towel, and headed next door to have a shower. A cool shower... baths were more of a cool weather thing.

She cleaned her hair, and rinsed it all out, then turned towards the shower hose. Bowing her head, she unconciously placed both of her hands above her heart. Inuyasha and her almost kissed.. but he must have realized that she wasn’t Kikyou. Her eyes glazed over. Well... he’s no Hojo!..

Kagome’s eyes widened, she only remembered almost kissing Inuyasha, ... what happened after? Her heart beat harder at the thought of the possibilities.

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‘No..’ Kagome thought, ‘no more of this, no more games, Inuyasha I love you.’

She grabbed his sleeve and pulled him towards her, “Inuyasha.” She said in a low, soft voice, and she saw him shudder. She then placed her arm around his neck, and her other hand on his heart, “Inuyasha, i’ll always be here for you but... I really need to know.. that i’m not just wasting my time.”

Inuyasha staired down and let her words sink in, ‘You need to know you’re not wasting your time? You think you’re wasting time- that i’m a waste of time?’ He looked down at her with a blank expression, “Kagome.. it is. It’s a god damn fucking waste of time.’ He grabbed her hand, cussing at himself for letting his fingers linger over her soft finger, and pulled them off of him. He left, and didn’t look back.

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Her eyes darkened at the sudden flashback, ‘I open up to him, I... act bold for once, and... he rejects me. ‘
She felt the painful pricks of tears come to her eyes, but let the water wash off all traces of tears.

“Inuyasha, you jerk.. we could be so good for eachother..”

‘I want to be with you inuyasha, why don’t you feel the same way, and if you do why do you hold it back so well?’

She sighed and turned off the shower reluctantly, how much longer would she be able to play this game?

‘Why play a game when it looks like I have no chance of winning?’

She heard her mother call her name downstairs and quickly ran down with her robe on.

“Yes mama.” Kagome smiled, “Goodmorning”

“Goodmorning sweety, I just wanted to say that I bought boxes full of pockey and raman, so you should be set to go, oh! I also picked up this book on medicin that you can make!” She said, clasping her hands together, she was always happy just to do something small for her daughter.

“Oh thank you mama! Herbal books are very useful.” Kagome genuinly smiled back at her mother, then hugged her once her mother told her she had to go drop off grandpa and Sota at Sotas elementry school. She said it was some ‘Bring a Family Memeber’ and he thought it’d be funny if he brought his grandpa. Then her mother was going to visit an old cousin of hers.

“So i’m sorry dear, you’ll have to make something to go with your omlet and rice.” Her mother frowned sadly, making Kagome’s heart melt.

“That’s ok! I need some practice.” Kagome headed back up stairs to quickly get dressed into her new white short shorts and purple tangtop. She then finished off her breakfast and stood, looking at the door. She didn’t want to go to his time... she wanted him here with her. She didn’t want to have to be preoccupied with her friends, and finding jewel shards.

She sighed, “I have to do it... if that’s all i’m good for- if that’s all I can be to him, I will be the best I can.” She smiled sadly towards the ground. ‘I know he cares for me... but at the same time he makes me feel so... unloved.. unliked, and sometimes even... hated.’

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Inuyasha tapped his claws on the side of the gosinboku brance he was resting on.

‘Idiot, Idiot, Idiot, stupid hanyou idiot.’

He growled lowly at himself.

‘How could I let myself slip? How could I let her get so close to me, it’s like she has me on a... a... leash.. I wont allow to be used by another woman. She does’t actually want me, that bitch is just playing with me.. like i’m some game..’ His angry features transformed to sad ones, his bangs slowly covering his eyes. Being angry at her doesn’t help anymore. Covering sadness with anger doesn’t work anymore, ‘It still hurts.. her eyes, her scent... she looked and smelled like she wanted me.. NO! I wont allow it! She needs to have a future, in HER time. I can’t take that away from her. She’s stuck by me for so long, I can’t take the rest of her life away from her.. but I can’t help but wish ... that I was all she wanted.’

He let out a howl and stood up, turned towards the tree, and was almost about to punch a hole in the tree. He stopped less than an inch before the bark, and smiled slightly.’ Goshinboku.. You get to see her in the future. You get to be with her as long as she lives.’ He traced the barks designs with the claw on his first finger. ‘If I punched this tree, her tree will be damaged... this is her tree, our tree.’

He smirked, and jumped up higher in the tree, ‘Maybe some day.. I can show you this. Some day if you ever want me the way I want you.’

~~

Shippo danced around the well, flowers in his hands, Kirara following him, mewing.

“Kirara, do you think she will bring those kitty treats?,” He smiled, then whispered, “Even I liked those.” Kirara mewed excitedly.

Shippo suddenly stopped dancing and put his small hand on his stomach, Kirara mewed at the growling that almost ecoed around them.

“Kagome isn’t here yet, let’s go eat!”

~~

Kagome jumped down the well reluctantly, yawning on her way down. Hopfuly someone will help her with the boxes.

As the shimmering pink and purples faded and the sun was visiable above her head, she climbed up with barely any difficulty over the years of practice. She heaved herself over the top of the well and sat on the edge, “Why a well of all things? Why can’t it be a... a... little tiny dent in the ground where I can just step out?”

She pouted then looked around, “Hello?! I’m back,” she hollered. “Can someone help me please?” She hollered louder. Silence surrounded her and she sighed, she couldn’t just leave the boxes around.

About 20 minutes later, her head snapped to the side at the sound of shuffling in a bush. She knew inside, that wasn’t Inuyasha.

“Young Miko, you smell delicious. Do you taste as good as you smell?”

Kagome’s eyes shot open, as she shuddered from the crule and desgusting voice of the demon. She is helpless! She has no weapons. She gasped and began to run in the opposite direction of the village where her friends more than likely resided.

She made the mistake of looking behind her to see a bat like creature, vicious claws, beedy red eyes, and black course hair. Suddenly the demon screeched, taking Kagome of guard, and she tripped on a root from one of the large ancient trees around her.

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Inuyasha smelled Kagome, but didn’t go to her, she could wait.

A few moments later he heard a loud screeching noise knocking him off the goshinboku, and onto his back.

Grunting from the inconvenience, his eyes snapped open and he jumped up, it was in Kagomes direction, why couldn’t that bitch stay out of trouble for one hour!?

He heard a cry of pain, and his heart sank. He sped up rapidly, heart beating abnormaly fast for him.

As he came to the closed off area in the woods, he smelled blood, and his eyes flashed red, “Kagome!”

His head whipped to the side to see the flying beast who harmed her, and never even thought to take out his sword. He shoved himself off of the tree brance where he currently resided, and tore off one of the bats wings, watching with excitement while the beast fell face first into the ground. He tackled the beast, whos body was as tall as him, and dipped his claws into it’s blood, jumped back.

The bat demon used a sonic boom attack towards Inuyasha, and he jumped upwards on the tree.

“BLADES OF BLOOD!!” He screamed as he slashed the air, 4 razor sharp blades almost cut the bat in half. He watched the demon inflate while he unconciously jumped towards Kagome.

She layed there, on her stomach, arms and legs sprawled out. The back of her shirt was torn, blood soaked. His eyes shon red once again, fangs growing. The enemy is dead but seeing here looking dead drove him mad. He wanted to run to her, to pick her up and magically make her better, but instead he slowly creeped to her, his head was screaming her name. He picked her up, and looked at her face, his body pulsed once more and he turned back into the hanyou that he was born as. Tears fell freely down his face as he staired at the beatiful dirty face that was Kagome. She was breathing fine, her heart was beating normal, she was unconcious, but ok.

Inuyasha sobbed, what was happening to him? Becoming a fucking pathetic cry baby!

Kagome... she looked dead. There was nothing he could do now, but he could have done so much. Once he smelled her, he could have came to her, to help her. She went back for food, he could have appreciated it. He gazed back down at her, cleaning some specs of dirt off with his thum, mindful of his claws. He could have ... let her stay in her time later.. a little later and the demon would have probably passed. Kagome... “It’s all my fault.”

Suddenly Kagomes eyes fluttered open, but Inuyasha didn’t notice.

“I’m so fucking sorry Kagome, so sorry i’m such a fuck up. That i’m so fucking bad for you. God damnit!”

He felt a hand carress his face and whipe away his tear running down his soft tanned cheek. So soft.

He didn’t even react, he was so relieved, he knew she was ok, but for some reason he needed reassurence.

“God damnit Kagome.” He growled, but his eyes still sad.

“I’m sorry..” She rasped out, coughing after she choked out the words.

Inuyasha dropped his head forward, trying to focus on not crying anymore, she sounded so weak. He placed his hand back on her fragile face and glared at her, “Don’t fucking say you’re sorry.” He grasped her hand on his own face, and squeezed it, but not hard. He held it there, only for now. Only right now he’ll allow this. “You’re hurt... and it’s not your fault.” He grinded out through his teeth.

Kagome smiled to him but it heald no happieness. He hoisted her up on his back, so he wouldn’t hurt her back. She gasped in pain as the gashes opened and closed during the proccess.

“Kagome... things are only worth it if you want them to be...”

‘So do you think i’m worth it?- NO! I will not do this to her or myself! Stop it, you idiot!’ He growled to himself.

Kagome smiled but he didn’t see. “What if I want it to be worth it.. ?”



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