InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Love and let Lust ❯ Awkward and Unneccissary Effort ( Chapter 4 )
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By: Shaelyn-Bobaelyn 
Awkward morning after, and a quest that Inuyasha doesn't want done..
Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Hentai / Comedy | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 07.06.2009 | Updated On: 07.08.2009 | Pages: 3 | Words: 2.0K | Visits: 526 | Status: Completed
Awkward morning after, and a quest that Inuyasha doesn't want done..
Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Hentai / Comedy | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 07.06.2009 | Updated On: 07.08.2009 | Pages: 3 | Words: 2.0K | Visits: 526 | Status: Completed
Do I seriously have to do a disclaimer every damn time? I hope not. If you didn't get it already, I don't own Inuyasha, obviously. If you need reassurance then.. well... you're not so smart cause I'm sure as hell no Takahishi.
Warning. Foul language, of course, cause it's Inuyasha. :)
Chapter 4
Awkward and Unneccissary Effort
Inuyasha smiled to himself for the hundredth time that morning. He'd woken up around 4 hours past the mid night.
His eyes glowing in the dark, roaming all over the young woman's face beside him. Making soft sounds as she dreamt amazing things in that head of hers. His fingers lingered over her cheek, Rosy as if she knew of his current activities. His heart beat stronger as if he'd be scared shit-less. It swelled only for a second then was forgotten. Taking a deep breath he let his fingers fall to her chins, then back up to her lips.
He barely noticed before, she was wearing bandages the covered her chest and upper stomach, and upon that, only a simple white kimono, loosely covering her body, like a robe. He took a uneasy breath as he glanced down at her shoulders and upper back that peaked out from the robe that slid down some time during their ... kissing, the other night. Her skin glowed in the early moonlight. Her flawless shoulders, and resting face gave him images of her laying in her bed next to him, after they made love.
He growled and stopped him from thinking such things about this respectable woman.
He sighed, and tilted his head to the side, upon the hand he was hiked up on. Every handful of minutes that passed by his head thought back to the feeling of this beauty before him, the feeling of her lips, and the unbearable feeling of not being satisfied. He hated to admit it, he hated how he sounded when he thought it to himself.
It didn't do enough for him. He wanted more. He was a selfish piece of shit hanyou, who couldn't enjoy something so small from the most amazing girl he'd ever met.
But why? He didn't fucking know.
'What do I even want from her? I want her to want me. I want her to.. ' He sighed, becoming furious. 'I always wanted her to do what she did, only a night ago. To come up to me and... and show me that she wanted me. But if she does want me, why? What does she think she can get from me? Does she just want my body?' He scoffed quietly. 'Well I guess I'm not horrible looking.. but she doesn't seem like the type to go around trying to ...' He didn't even want to finish that thought, the idea of her being a whore, wanting him or any other man just for their body, for pleasure.
He couldn't give her anything.
His hand traced along her jaw line, and smiled at her as she scrunched up her nose, and snuggled up closer to his chest, her arm tucked between them.
Could he give her anything? All he could give was his love. His admiration, and even then, they both knew he was so broken.. it wouldn't be worth it to put her through the hell of getting him to open up. He was too hurt, and he didn't want to hurt her in return.
He could give her this hut, but only if she wanted to be with him. He made this hut, and she had never noticed it being built, oddly enough, since she was usually so observant. It had taken him over 40 moons to complete this. He'd only worked on it during the time Kagome spent away, into her time.
His thoughts were abruptly stopped by the sudden quickening of Kagome's heart, but lack of movement. He smirked and looked down at her, to see her staring directly at his chest, her face in flames and her eyes wide as could be.
"Did you sleep well wench?" He asked, truthfully wanting to know, but acting otherwise sarcastic.
She didn't reply, what could she say? Here she was, next to Inuyasha, one of his hands were resting on his side while the other was holding him up; she just seemed like an accessory resting next to him, snuggled up against his chest.
She shuddered as the nights activities rushed back to her memory, almost overwhelming her. Their kiss, him transforming, those stayed with her the longest, and the most vivid.
She shuffled away from him slowly. Using her arms to inch her sideways.
'OH MY GOSH!! THIS IS SO AWKWARD! What can I even say? I'll... I'll do what he does best, and pretend nothing ever happened.' She turned her head away from his view, and smiled. They kissed, finally, they kissed. A genuine, amazing kiss.. her first real kiss. He did want her.
"You didn't answer me, stupid." He scoffed out, sitting up.
"Shut up, dog boy. I slept fine. Great in fact." She quickly spat out. She wanted more time to think, she needed to think, her head felt like it contained morning fog, and she was lost. Such little things happened last night but they all meant so much, so many things in the end.
She pushed herself off the ground, and tried to sit up.
She felt her gashes split open, cracking like the desert ground. She was barely able to notice that 2 strong callused hands grasped her bare shoulders. She looked up, as she slowly slid downwards, soon leaving her head resting on Inuyasha's lap, her arms under her chest, so she laid flat.
She let a small sob escape her but only for a few seconds.
"I'm sorry, I should have thought before I did that. I know, I stupid, absolutely dumb." She gasped out as she felt her gashes pulsate from the interruption of their healing process.
A small gasped escaped her lips when she felt his hand rest against the back of her head, petting her hair. She didn't say anything, and soon his claws gently traced her scalp, comfortingly, and her heart melted.
"It's OK, wench, we're all stupid sometimes. Just you, a little more often." She smiled at that. His words were a little harsh but his tone was nothing but soft.
"I-Inuyasha.. " She turned her head to the side, and stared at the charcoal that was left of the fire, the night before.
"Hm?" He asked, staring at the ground which was turning pink from the sunrise outside.
"When you transformed last night... I didn't understand. Did I do something? Did I anger you to the point of wanting to hurt me? I don't remember doing anything, but ... I can't help but remember it was out of the ordinary and should be looked into.." She trailed off, worried that his mood would change and they'd go back to normal.
He was silent for almost 3 full, long minutes, before he said, "You didn't do anything wrong." He felt relief wash over her aura, it settled down and reached out and caressed him. "I don't have any fucking idea what happened last night.. but whatever caused it, you didn't do anything wrong.. don't even think that." His voice was getting angry, and rough.
"I... think we should go see Totosai. I have a feeling he'd be the one to go to about this."
"Go to about what?!" He bit out, bitterly.
She took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. "It wasn't normal Inuyasha. I was there, Tetsuiga was there.. as you said, I didn't do anything wrong, and... and... " She began to sputter, " You looked like you were struggling for POWER- for control! You shouldn't have transformed with tetsuiga there, you never do- tetsuiga holds your demon dormant! Somethings' wrong, Inuyasha.. It's possible it may get worse, who knows. We should go get it checked out."
Inuyasha was trying to come up with excuses to not go see the old coot. It took him 4 minutes of thinking to come up with, "We can't go anywhere until your healed. Unless I can go alone, we're not going anywhere." He smirked, she'd probably never let him go alone.
Kagome made an amusing sound that could be a cross between a growl and a scoff.
"Damnit, I'm always in the way!" She clenched her fists, her eyebrows narrowing, as she looked at the pink box shaped glow upon the floor. It was morning. Everyone would be up soon.
"Maybe you should go alone.." Kagome announced.
'Fuck..'
~~~~
Sango sighed as she walked back to the village, Kirara on her shoulder.
"Kirara, sometimes I think we're the only sane ones."
Kirara mewed, nodding.
She looked up at the morning sky, watching the clouds slowly inch west. Why couldn't Inuyasha just tell Kagome how he feels. She basically already knew how he felt, he basically already knew how she felt. He built a god damn hut for her, damnit! Why would they ignore it, they'd be so damn good together.
She shook her head and stared at the grass, while she walked into the clearing to the village. The grass soon turned to gravel, where the grass no longer grew thanks to the wear and tare of people stomping around.
"Kirara, I'm being hypocritical aren't I? At least Kagome's man isn't a lecture. And neither of us are very close to getting the one we love."
Her eyes scanned the area only subconsciously looking for Miroku, HER man. She saw him over with Kiede, near Inuyasha's new hut, where he was with Kagome. She just hoped he didn't screw the night up with his arrogant ways.
She sighed, getting restless of the unproductive relationships surrounding her. Why couldn't they all just move on? Get on with their lives? Though it was understood that they'd settle down after all the jewel shards were collected, but it seemed like an endless struggle.
'I'd much rather... have time to be with Miroku, and some day die in battle... then to live on, wondering if we'll die before we get a chance to really live.' She thought, not noticing she had stopped in the middle of the village, staring at Miroku, and he had begun to stair back.
He smiled at her and waved, making her heart flutter.
'I want to live before I die. I'm sure I can convince Kagome the same thing.'
*******
Hey, wanted to put up a new chapter, before I get demotivated by my heart exam tomorrow.
(I'm only a teenager, why mee!?)
I've been very stressed lately, but used writing as my escape. =]
I hope I'm getting better! Please review and enjoy!
Feel free to message me with some ideas, no guarantee I'll use them, but if you're idea is amazing enough I may, with permission, use it at some point.
It's 1am, and time for bed.
Shaelyn-Bobaelyn
xx00xx
Warning. Foul language, of course, cause it's Inuyasha. :)
Chapter 4
Awkward and Unneccissary Effort
Inuyasha smiled to himself for the hundredth time that morning. He'd woken up around 4 hours past the mid night.
His eyes glowing in the dark, roaming all over the young woman's face beside him. Making soft sounds as she dreamt amazing things in that head of hers. His fingers lingered over her cheek, Rosy as if she knew of his current activities. His heart beat stronger as if he'd be scared shit-less. It swelled only for a second then was forgotten. Taking a deep breath he let his fingers fall to her chins, then back up to her lips.
He barely noticed before, she was wearing bandages the covered her chest and upper stomach, and upon that, only a simple white kimono, loosely covering her body, like a robe. He took a uneasy breath as he glanced down at her shoulders and upper back that peaked out from the robe that slid down some time during their ... kissing, the other night. Her skin glowed in the early moonlight. Her flawless shoulders, and resting face gave him images of her laying in her bed next to him, after they made love.
He growled and stopped him from thinking such things about this respectable woman.
He sighed, and tilted his head to the side, upon the hand he was hiked up on. Every handful of minutes that passed by his head thought back to the feeling of this beauty before him, the feeling of her lips, and the unbearable feeling of not being satisfied. He hated to admit it, he hated how he sounded when he thought it to himself.
It didn't do enough for him. He wanted more. He was a selfish piece of shit hanyou, who couldn't enjoy something so small from the most amazing girl he'd ever met.
But why? He didn't fucking know.
'What do I even want from her? I want her to want me. I want her to.. ' He sighed, becoming furious. 'I always wanted her to do what she did, only a night ago. To come up to me and... and show me that she wanted me. But if she does want me, why? What does she think she can get from me? Does she just want my body?' He scoffed quietly. 'Well I guess I'm not horrible looking.. but she doesn't seem like the type to go around trying to ...' He didn't even want to finish that thought, the idea of her being a whore, wanting him or any other man just for their body, for pleasure.
He couldn't give her anything.
His hand traced along her jaw line, and smiled at her as she scrunched up her nose, and snuggled up closer to his chest, her arm tucked between them.
Could he give her anything? All he could give was his love. His admiration, and even then, they both knew he was so broken.. it wouldn't be worth it to put her through the hell of getting him to open up. He was too hurt, and he didn't want to hurt her in return.
He could give her this hut, but only if she wanted to be with him. He made this hut, and she had never noticed it being built, oddly enough, since she was usually so observant. It had taken him over 40 moons to complete this. He'd only worked on it during the time Kagome spent away, into her time.
His thoughts were abruptly stopped by the sudden quickening of Kagome's heart, but lack of movement. He smirked and looked down at her, to see her staring directly at his chest, her face in flames and her eyes wide as could be.
"Did you sleep well wench?" He asked, truthfully wanting to know, but acting otherwise sarcastic.
She didn't reply, what could she say? Here she was, next to Inuyasha, one of his hands were resting on his side while the other was holding him up; she just seemed like an accessory resting next to him, snuggled up against his chest.
She shuddered as the nights activities rushed back to her memory, almost overwhelming her. Their kiss, him transforming, those stayed with her the longest, and the most vivid.
She shuffled away from him slowly. Using her arms to inch her sideways.
'OH MY GOSH!! THIS IS SO AWKWARD! What can I even say? I'll... I'll do what he does best, and pretend nothing ever happened.' She turned her head away from his view, and smiled. They kissed, finally, they kissed. A genuine, amazing kiss.. her first real kiss. He did want her.
"You didn't answer me, stupid." He scoffed out, sitting up.
"Shut up, dog boy. I slept fine. Great in fact." She quickly spat out. She wanted more time to think, she needed to think, her head felt like it contained morning fog, and she was lost. Such little things happened last night but they all meant so much, so many things in the end.
She pushed herself off the ground, and tried to sit up.
She felt her gashes split open, cracking like the desert ground. She was barely able to notice that 2 strong callused hands grasped her bare shoulders. She looked up, as she slowly slid downwards, soon leaving her head resting on Inuyasha's lap, her arms under her chest, so she laid flat.
She let a small sob escape her but only for a few seconds.
"I'm sorry, I should have thought before I did that. I know, I stupid, absolutely dumb." She gasped out as she felt her gashes pulsate from the interruption of their healing process.
A small gasped escaped her lips when she felt his hand rest against the back of her head, petting her hair. She didn't say anything, and soon his claws gently traced her scalp, comfortingly, and her heart melted.
"It's OK, wench, we're all stupid sometimes. Just you, a little more often." She smiled at that. His words were a little harsh but his tone was nothing but soft.
"I-Inuyasha.. " She turned her head to the side, and stared at the charcoal that was left of the fire, the night before.
"Hm?" He asked, staring at the ground which was turning pink from the sunrise outside.
"When you transformed last night... I didn't understand. Did I do something? Did I anger you to the point of wanting to hurt me? I don't remember doing anything, but ... I can't help but remember it was out of the ordinary and should be looked into.." She trailed off, worried that his mood would change and they'd go back to normal.
He was silent for almost 3 full, long minutes, before he said, "You didn't do anything wrong." He felt relief wash over her aura, it settled down and reached out and caressed him. "I don't have any fucking idea what happened last night.. but whatever caused it, you didn't do anything wrong.. don't even think that." His voice was getting angry, and rough.
"I... think we should go see Totosai. I have a feeling he'd be the one to go to about this."
"Go to about what?!" He bit out, bitterly.
She took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. "It wasn't normal Inuyasha. I was there, Tetsuiga was there.. as you said, I didn't do anything wrong, and... and... " She began to sputter, " You looked like you were struggling for POWER- for control! You shouldn't have transformed with tetsuiga there, you never do- tetsuiga holds your demon dormant! Somethings' wrong, Inuyasha.. It's possible it may get worse, who knows. We should go get it checked out."
Inuyasha was trying to come up with excuses to not go see the old coot. It took him 4 minutes of thinking to come up with, "We can't go anywhere until your healed. Unless I can go alone, we're not going anywhere." He smirked, she'd probably never let him go alone.
Kagome made an amusing sound that could be a cross between a growl and a scoff.
"Damnit, I'm always in the way!" She clenched her fists, her eyebrows narrowing, as she looked at the pink box shaped glow upon the floor. It was morning. Everyone would be up soon.
"Maybe you should go alone.." Kagome announced.
'Fuck..'
~~~~
Sango sighed as she walked back to the village, Kirara on her shoulder.
"Kirara, sometimes I think we're the only sane ones."
Kirara mewed, nodding.
She looked up at the morning sky, watching the clouds slowly inch west. Why couldn't Inuyasha just tell Kagome how he feels. She basically already knew how he felt, he basically already knew how she felt. He built a god damn hut for her, damnit! Why would they ignore it, they'd be so damn good together.
She shook her head and stared at the grass, while she walked into the clearing to the village. The grass soon turned to gravel, where the grass no longer grew thanks to the wear and tare of people stomping around.
"Kirara, I'm being hypocritical aren't I? At least Kagome's man isn't a lecture. And neither of us are very close to getting the one we love."
Her eyes scanned the area only subconsciously looking for Miroku, HER man. She saw him over with Kiede, near Inuyasha's new hut, where he was with Kagome. She just hoped he didn't screw the night up with his arrogant ways.
She sighed, getting restless of the unproductive relationships surrounding her. Why couldn't they all just move on? Get on with their lives? Though it was understood that they'd settle down after all the jewel shards were collected, but it seemed like an endless struggle.
'I'd much rather... have time to be with Miroku, and some day die in battle... then to live on, wondering if we'll die before we get a chance to really live.' She thought, not noticing she had stopped in the middle of the village, staring at Miroku, and he had begun to stair back.
He smiled at her and waved, making her heart flutter.
'I want to live before I die. I'm sure I can convince Kagome the same thing.'
*******
Hey, wanted to put up a new chapter, before I get demotivated by my heart exam tomorrow.
(I'm only a teenager, why mee!?)
I've been very stressed lately, but used writing as my escape. =]
I hope I'm getting better! Please review and enjoy!
Feel free to message me with some ideas, no guarantee I'll use them, but if you're idea is amazing enough I may, with permission, use it at some point.
It's 1am, and time for bed.
Shaelyn-Bobaelyn
xx00xx