InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Love for 3 ❯ Stupid musician ( Chapter 2 )

How long how long will I slide
Separate my side I don't

A guy sitting on the bus stop was playing his guitar as he sang; it wasn't helping me into focus on my thoughts. Okay, so now that everything was becoming clearer I had no idea of what I should do. According to Sango, it was too late for me to have an abortion and I was still against it so that option was already scratched.

I don't believe its bad
Slit my throat
It's all I ever

So, my only choice left was having the baby but I could still hope for adoption… it would probably be a good idea. I could tell my friends how I volunteered for an infertile couple that wanted to have a child but that would be too stupid from my side.

I heard your voice through a photograph
I thought it up it brought up the past
Once you know you can never go back
I've got to take it on the otherside

I got in this mess alone and I guess that's the same way I should get out of it… I could probably keep my child; it was conceived out of love not pure sex. I could find the appropriate time to tell Kouga about my… our baby. I looked up to the sky which seemed that was about to rain… I should have probably brought my rain coat. The sound of a guitar still playing and that guy singing was breaking all my concentration… I should probably let him know I didn't feel like listening to music at the moment.

“Can you please stop?” I asked, trying to sound as politely as I could. He pushed his silver mane back and half smiled at me.

“I'm sorry, am I giving you a headache?” He asked as he arched his brow, I rolled my eyes and he chuckled. “I'll take that as a no.”

“Could you be more annoying?” I mumbled as I walked away, school wasn't that far and if I kept on listening to him I would actually get a headache.

“Hey!” I heard him call; I turned around and looked at him. “You should pay me.”

“What?” Seriously, what was it with that guy? I owed him money? “What are you talking about?”

“Well, you were listening to my music… the least thing you could do is give me some change.” I rolled my eyes and inserted my hand on my jean pocket searching for a coin; I found it and threw it towards him.

“There, I hope you can buy yourself a new pair of jeans.” He chuckled and looked down at his much ripped pants.

“Thanks… how about some more to change my shoes?” The nerve of that guy! How dare he?! I should… “I'm kidding; you shouldn't take everything so seriously.”

“I happen to lack a sense of humor.” I replied before turning around and walking to school.

I didn't know if it was my hormones or just simply the shocking news but he just made my blood boil in anger. How can he be so inconsiderate? I asked him as nicely as I could and he just had to be an ass… I hate people like him! Thinking they own the world just because they are good looking, they should use their heads more than to just comb their hair. But enough about him, I was already at school and Sango was waiting for me at the door. I did my best to forget about that crappy musician and smiled at her.

“How did your mother take it?” she asked, making sure no one besides me heard it. My smile immediately faded. I sighed and she rolled her eyes. “Kagome! You were supposed to let her know!”

“Don't yell!” I said as I covered her mouth with my hand. “I need some support and I think I should let Kikyo know about it first.”

“Your sister? What are you thinking about?” Sango had a point here… I couldn't tell Kikyo, she was… well, she was... perfect.

Kikyo was only one year older than me; my mother had named her after her grandmother whose name was very well known in the city. Our grandmother had been a great artist, she painted and wrote several masterpieces that were considered symbols of our city; Kikyo was almost the opposite of me. She had perfect grades, she was athletic, a great singer, an awesome writer and had a nice sense of fashion. Going away for college was something she wasn't looking forward to but I, on the other hand, couldn't wait. Living under my sister's shadow my whole life made me a bit insecure about everything and trying to compete against her made me feel even worse. Kikyo had responsible sex with her long time boyfriend, a guy she had dated since she was 12. My mother knew about it but she was too proud to care, she was always bragging about how smart, pretty, popular and helpful she was. About me, my mother could only say that I had my father's eyes… that was about it.

“Well, Kikyo could help me ease up things with my mother… she has helped me before like with my bad grades.” Sango rolled her eyes.

“Kagome, we're talking about your child here… not math!” The bell rang loudly, saved by the bell… how cliché but at least I was saved. “We're not done.”

“Yeah I know… I'll see you after class.” I said before walking towards my English class, this was something I was proud about because it was the only class in which I was good at.

I took my usual place, we were paired up but my partner had gone far away… I couldn't believe how my heart would sink just at a simple thought like that; knowing that I wouldn't see him in such a long time was now making my stomach flutter. The small body forming inside me would only calm down when it felt my hand against my belly, the teacher closed the door and immediately it opened again.

“Yes?” My teacher asked as he stepped inside the room, he out of all people happened to come up to my school, the sucky musician simply handed him a paper and waited for him to read it. “Everyone, this is Inuyasha Takashi… he's new in town and we'll be attending to this high school from now on. Would you like to tell the class something about yourself?”

“I'm new.” He said as he blew up a bubble with his bubblegum, how rude of him? Can't he realize that our teacher is talking to him? Stupid… but apparently the teacher didn't mind it.

“Right… take a seat please and so we can start.” He nodded before blowing another bubble and popping it as he walked towards… wait! Is he walking towards me? What the hell?!

He shot me half smile as he sat on Kouga's old place; I rolled my eyes and opened my favorite book to try to read something, it was `Pride and Prejudice' and although I have read it more than a thousand times I still loved to reread it whenever I had the chance. He seemed interested in my book and tried to get a look of it. I moved further from him and for some reason he found it amusing, he chuckled and turned his attention to the board where my teacher was writing about Les Misérables, a novel which I had already read.

“An Austen fan?” He asked as he kept his eyes on the board, I nodded taking my eyes off the book for a brief moment; I probably judged him with the wrong reasons… “Like every other girl.”

“Well, at least I read… let me guess, you're a die-hard fan of Kurt Cobain or Jimmy Hendrix?” He chuckled and shook his head as he blew yet another bubble, popping it once again.

“Not really, I just enjoy music… any kind of it.” I rolled my eyes and decided to keep on reading. “I do read by the way, I enjoy thrillers more than romance.”

“I didn't ask.” I reminded him, he half smiled.

“I thought you should know.” He chewed him gum loudly as he kept his stare on me, it was becoming annoying but I didn't want to get involved in another conversation with him. “Speaking of which… I think I should know your name.”

“What makes you think that?” Apparently this guy wasn't agreeing with my thoughts, depressing but I thought he might get a hint about how much I don't like him… if only men weren't so dense.

“Well, you know my name… I think it would be fair for me to know yours.” Fair? I never asked for it but if it was the only way he was leaving me alone…

“Kagome,” I answered as he blew another bubble, I was getting tired of his stupid bubblegum and popped his bubble; he stared at me curiously before chuckling.

He threw away his gum after that; I was glad that I could keep on reading without interruptions. I was arriving to my favorite part when the bell rang, it was time for another class and I was certainly not looking forward to it. My stomach was fluttering again, I pressed my hand against it but this time it wasn't that I was getting depressed. It was time for my usual routine; I ran towards the girl's bathroom and went to the first toilet I found. I threw up right there and stayed there for a few minutes. I felt better but I didn't know how I would keep on going with this any longer. I got out of the bathroom and found Inuyasha waiting for me outside with my backpack on his hand. I took it and walked away.

“What? Not even a thank you?” He said and I rolled my eyes before turning back to look at him.

“Thanks.” I said and kept on walking, he followed me.

“Something you ate?” I wish… I didn't say anything instead. “Are you feeling okay?”

“Not really…” I confessed as I pressed my hand against my stomach.

“Would you like me to take you to the nurse? You don't look that good.” I shook my head and cleaned my mouth with my sweater's sleeve.

“No, I have to go to class…” He rolled his eyes.

“Whatever,” I heard him mumble as he walked away.

Funny, for a moment I actually thought he was nice.

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“Do you think I look fat?” I asked Sango as I grabbed my tray of food, I had taken everything that was to eat; after throwing up twice in the morning I was very hungry.

“You don't look fat… you look hungry.” Sango admitted as she grabbed some food for herself, I nodded as I paid for my lunch.

We got a table and started eating, our cafeteria had the option of sitting inside the place or outside and the clouds had dissipated so it seemed like a good idea to have lunch outside. We would be alone and keep on talking about my problem.

“So Kikyo… huh?” Sango said as she had a bite of her turkey sandwich I nodded. “Well, what are you going to tell her? You might as well use the same speech with your mother.”

“I still have no idea of what I'm going to say… I mean, you found it out even before I knew it and it's kind of hard to tell someone that you're…” I couldn't say the word out loud and I looked at my surroundings before I whispered it. “Pregnant.”

“I still think it's a bad idea, go to your mother directly `cause if you tell Kikyo and don't tell your mother she's gonna open her big mouth and tell her anyways… I wouldn't tell her.” I nodded comprehensively, she was right… Kikyo was a snitch.

I didn't have anything else to say and neither did Sango, I guess that was that… it was either tell it to Kikyo and then tell it to my mother or tell Kikyo and wait for her to tell it to my mom, none of them sounded appealing. I ate everything that I brought on my tray and I even got some of Sango's lunch, she didn't like to eat too much and I was more than willing to eat the rest of her food. It was now more than ever when I would like to think about the what if. What if Kouga was still here? Would he be responsible? Of course he would! He loved me… and I was more than sure that I loved him; no, not loved… love. We both love each other, no matter how many miles away we are… I won't let him go. The bell woke me up from my thoughts and I picked up my tray to throw the trash away, Sango had gone already to class and for my good luck, I dropped the tray.

“Damn,” Could things get any worse? I believed not… I tried to pick everything up and then saw a pair of hands helping me; I looked up to find Inuyasha. I take back what I said; yes… things could get worse.

“You were hungry.” It wasn't a question, it was more like a statement; I simply nodded and threw away the trash. “Are you bulimic?”

“What kind of question is that?!” What the hell is he thinking?! How can he accuse me of such a low act?!

“Hey, calm down… I just thought that because, well… you just threw up a few hours ago and now you're eating everything you see.” Was he calling me a pig? “No offense.”

“Thank you but I think I can handle my eating habits as for me throwing up… it doesn't concern you.” I was walking away when he grabbed my arm, what the hell is he doing?

“Wait, I forgot to give you something earlier.” He let me go and searched in his back pack, he pulled out my `Pride and Prejudice' book and I smiled.

“Oh, thanks.” I was surprised; he half smiled and walked away.

I wonder how long he was outside; could he have heard my conversation with Sango? Probably not… he wouldn't have asked if I had an eating disorder otherwise. The rest of the day was as any other normal day, more classes with my usual teachers that didn't bother in paying me attention. Occasionally, I would get the same question: “How's Kikyo?” and I would always answer with a fake smile: “Good”. Don't get me wrong; even when I have lived under her shadow my whole life, I still appreciate my sister… I just don't like to be compared with her. The end of the day wasn't looking as alluring as it used to look, probably because of my little secret which would become just news for my mother. I could only imagine her reaction, the look of deception across her face before she breaks into tears and then tells me something like: “Why couldn't you be more like your sister?” I don't know but I would still get some lecturing from my mother before I actually know what we'll do. I got home, taking off my shoes and dropping my backpack next to the door; I heard someone coming from upstairs.

“Hey, how was school?” Kikyo said as she jumped the last staircase, I shrugged my shoulders.

“Okay,” she nodded, I took a deep breath. “Kikyo, have you ever had such a big secret that you wouldn't want anyone to find out but they would eventually?”

“Not really,” Of course, she was perfect… she would never know how it felt to be in troubles. “What's wrong?”

“Nothing, is there something to eat?” I quickly changed the subject as I strolled to the kitchen, I opened the fridge and grabbed some yogurt; I closed it and found Kikyo next to me.

“Are you sure everything's okay?” I sighed, I really needed to get it off my chest and if I kept this a secret for another month it would show up, my belly was growing and guessed so was my child.

“I have a secret and I have to tell mom but I didn't know this will happen,” Kikyo sat next to me at our table.

“Talk to me.” She said, I sighed and when I was about to spill everything out my mother came in.

“Hey girls,” She greeted us, I stood up. I didn't want to deal with this.

“Mom, Kagome has something to tell us.” But apparently Kikyo did want me to tell my secret, I knew I shouldn't have trust her… and that big mouth of hers.

“Kagome, honey… is something wrong?” I shook my head but I remembered that Kikyo was still there so I better stick to the truth.

“Well, nothing is wrong… there's just something going on.” It was true, nothing was wrong per say… but someone was growing inside me.

“Darling, you are starting to scare me… please, tell me.”

It was the most terrifying moment in my entire life, confessing to your mother that you are going to become a mother at the age of 17 isn't exactly what I would call refreshing. There I was, standing before my loving mother and my perfect sister, trying to put together the words that I would use to let them know of my fate. My heart was pumping so loud I could hear it and my stomach was fluttering in anticipation, I took a deep breath as I stared into my mother's chocolate orbs and finally let it out.

“Mom, I'm pregnant.” My mother opened her mouth.

“Oh dear god…” Were her last words before she fainted, Kikyo came to her aid and I just stood there feeling my chest lighter.

Well, that came out better than I had planned it.

 

 

 

A/N: The whole story will be from Kagome's point of view and even though the first chapter didn't seem like it yes, this is Inu/Kag… hope you enjoyed this chapter and review please!!! =)