InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Love Is... ❯ My Immortal ( Chapter 3 )

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The next day I prepared for the show, but this time I was preparing a different way. Instead of thinking of what songs I was going to sing, I was thinking of how I was going to end it with Inuyasha. It wasn't anything I wanted to think about, but I could not let him have the satisfaction of dumping me for her, I WILL dump him first.

"I will." I whispered to myself

This was the hardest thing I ever had to do.

"Kagome-chan?" I heard a voice, I didn't even notice anyone enter the room, but I knew that voice

"Hai, Kira-chan?"

"Are you alright?"

"Iie." I answered trying not to look at her, she always seemed to be able to read my mind

"What has he done now?" she asked sitting down next to me

"Do you want to hear the whole story?" I asked slightly laughing at how stupid I was

"Of course I do, what kind of friend would I be if I didn't want to hear about it?" she asked tilting her head to the side trying to get me to smile, and it worked

"I went looking for him last night, I suppose you already heard about the roses and card yesterday?"

"Hai, Kouga and Miroku both informed me of it. I cannot believe that someone could be so, psychotic." she said with concern in her eyes, it was nice to know that someone cared about me

"Well, after I woke up and got Miroku to leave with Sango, I went to look for him. So of course I went to the downstairs bar, and sure enough he was there….with Kikyou."

Kira didn't look surprised, she also knew about his feelings for the tramp just like everyone else.

"Continue." she said in her calm voice that told you she cared, that is one reason I loved talking to her

"I heard him tell her that he was going to end it withafter tonights show so that he could be with her." I said fighting back my tears

"I knew that sorry excuse for a man, if even that, had no sense. I mean to break up with you when he knows you will be at your happiest." Kira said shaking her head as she spoke, I could tell she was really disappointed in her younger brother

"I however, will not give him the satisfaction of dumping me and seeing me cry, no I am going to beat him to it. I know in a way he'll care, he's never liked it when girls broke up with him, even if he didn't want them anymore."

"That is true. So you're going to dump him before he gets a chance to break up with you, that's a great plan, and he will be begging you to give him another chance. Amazing how little of a brain he has, not to be rude but he must have gotten that from his mother." Kira said with a slight laugh

"Yeah, I heard she was a bit of a….ditz?" I asked, I didn't know what word to use since I have never met his mother, or father for that matter

"She is, she can be very sweet, but very out of it. I personally have nothing major against her, but it seems that Sessy-chan has a problem with her. Though he won't tell me what it is." Kira said, becoming angry with the mention of her brother keeping a secret from her, she could never stand secrets, unless she was the one keeping them

"I'm sure it is nothing major, he will tell you when he feels he should." I said placing a hand on her shoulder

"I suppose your right Kagome-chan, I just wish he trusted me more, we use to be so close but he's pulling away more and more lately. He's too caught up in his work, I never get to see him anymore, I just miss my twin." A single tear rolled down her cheek, she was always so sensitive when it came to Sesshoumaru

"Do not worry Kira-chan, you know he loves you and trusts you like he always had, I guess he may just need to be alone once in a while, everyone does that at one time or another." I said trying to make her feel better

"You're right, I feel much better. Domo arigatou Kagome-chan, you always make me feel better, even though I should be the one trying to make you feel better right now." she said giving a sad, yet happy smile

"Dou itashimashite, I do feel better. It's nice to know that someone cares about me, and I like helping you out, that's what truly makes me feel good. Well that and singing." I said giggling a bit, Kira joined in

"I'll be watching you tonight, I'll be at the front with Kouga, I got him the night off. It truly is great being the owners sister." she said laughing even more

"Thanks Kira-chan, I like knowing that my friends are out there watching me." I said smiling at the girl that's like my older sister, I was hoping one day that she really would be

Kira looked around my dressing room, seeming to take note of the sheets on the couch and cloths everywhere.

"Kagome-chan, are you staying here?" she asked with a bit of worry in her voice

"I have to, I cannot go back to my house, that man that sent the note has been there and I don't know what he will do." I said a few tears falling down my face, I missed my home, though it was small, it was all mine

"That's okay, you can stay with me and Sessy-chan. We have more than enough room, and it would be nice having someone there to actually talk to." she smiled at me again, I didn't know if I should take her offer, I had been to her home several times, it was beautiful and was very big

"I suppose if it's okay with Sesshoumaru-sama." I said watching Kira's face, it looked like she was trying to hold back laughter

"It's fine since it's also MY home, he cannot say anything about me having a guest stay, and please do not call him Sesshoumaru-sama, it's just too funny. Call him Sessy or Sess-chan, hell call him Fluffy, he always hated that name." she said then burst into laughter, I soon followed, we laughed for a good twenty minutes

"I suppose I better get ready for the show." I said trying to stop laughing

"Hai, you should. I better go find Kouga before he does something stupid." Kira said standing up walking towards the door

"Kira-chan?"

"Hai?"

"Thank you, you truly have made me feel better. I almost feel like you're my older sister." I said smiling at her

"I am your older sister, didn't you know?" she said with a smile than opened the door and left

"Yes, I knew." I said standing up so I could pick what I was going to wear

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I left the room and headed down the hall into the main bar where Kagome was set to sing in a few short hours. I still could not believe how stupid my brother could be, true he was never smart, but he was also never this dumb.

"I knew father was too soft on him, he was the baby so he did what he pleased and now an innocent girl is suffering for my brothers lack of sense." I thought to myself as I made my way to find my fiancée

I walked around, that's when I noticed Kikyou, she had been moved to the main bar, and for some reason I was not very happy about that.

"What moron promoted that tramp? Oh well, she's going to be falling back to her rightful place." I whispered walking to where she was, I stood about ten feet away from her, waiting for her to walk past me.

Right when she begun to make her way past me, I stuck my foot out innocently, she spilled the drinks all over the last person I expected to see there….Inuyasha.

"Kikyou, you should learn to be more careful, you don't want to get fired, do you?" I asked sweetly, not even paying attention to Inuyasha's glaring

"What are you talking about, this was all your fucking fault. You tripped her!" Inuyasha growled

"You dare say that I would be so low as to trip someone, why would I do such a lowly thing?" I asked, smiling sweetly like my mother taught me to do so many years ago

"Like I know or care, just leave her alone." he said growling lower

"Dear little brother, I did nothing to her, I was simply standing here waiting for Kagome-chan's show to begin. She has such a lovely voice." I said giving him a knowing look, but not such one that would give away Kagome's plan

"Just leave her alone Kira." he said still glaring at me as if I cared

"I can not help if she is clumsy, but I will not go near her for I do not like to be in the company of little whores." I said walking away, only to have Inuyasha grab my wrist

"What did you say?" he asked threw clenched teeth

"I said I will not go near her for I do not like to be in the company of little whores, if you will excuse me I have to talk to Sess-chan about something of importance." I said keeping a cold face like the one my brother is famous for

"Never call her a whore again, or I will rip your throat out." he said very angrily, I loved it

"Do not make me remind you why we are so different little one, you know you cannot hurt me, even if you touched me Sessy would not hesitate to kill you. Remember that before you take any actions against me." I said removing my wrist from his grasp, he left a slight bruise, but that would be gone in a matter of minutes

Inuyasha made no move as to stop me, for he knew that our brother would punish him severely if he did anything to me. I made my way to my brothers office on the top floor of the hotel, I never bothered to ask me why he loved being at the top so much.

"I hope he doesn't mind our guest." I said as I walked to his door and opened it not even bothering to knock, even as his secretary ran over to stop me, she should know by now that I will do as I please.

"I said no interruptions." Sessy said turning around in his chair to face me

"I am sorry I am such a big interruption, I will take my leave then." I said turning away from him

"Sit down Kira, you know you are no interruption, just a pain in the ass." he said cool as ever

"I will take that as a compliment Sess-chan." I said sitting down across form him

"Why must you call me that childish name?"

"Because it's fun and I know that I'm the only one that calls you it." I said smirking at him, I knew he liked the little names I call him, he just won't admit it

"Was there something that you needed?" his cool voice brought me out of my thoughts

"Yes actually there is, I am having a guest over." I said as coolly as him

"And how long with this guest be staying with us?" he asked raising an eyebrow

"As long as she needs. You heard about the card that Kagome-chan received yesterday, ne?" I asked raising one of my eyebrows to match his

"Yes, I was informed of it."

"Good, so you know that she can not return home and needs a place to stay, where she will be out of any danger that may arise." I said happily, not mocking my brothers moves any longer

"Would it not be better if she stayed in one of the rooms at the hotel, of course it will be free." he asked

"No it would not be better, I want her to stay, I only came here to TELL you that she would be staying with use, not to get your permission or approval." I said glaring at him a bit

"Very well, whatever makes you shut up is fine with me." he said giving up, not that he ever had a chance

"Domo arigatou gosaimasu Sess-chan!" I said as I ran to the other side of his desk and gave him a hug, he had no choice but to hug me back, for he knew I would not let go if he didn't

"As long as your happy, that's all that matters." he said as I let go and looked at him, but all of a sudden he grabbed my wrist

"What happened?" he demanded

"I kind of had a little run in with Inuyasha after I made his little whore trip." I said a bit embarrassed

"And he dared to touch you?" he said sounding a bit mad

"Hai, but he will not touch me again, I made that clear." I said a bit proud of myself

"He has no right to touch you, you are his elder sister, he should respect you."

"Such an over protective brother, what would I do without you?" I asked ruffling his hair which earned me a growl

"Calm down Fluffy, I have to go meet Kouga now, Kagome-chan's show will start soon. Would you like to join us?" I asked hopefully

"I do not think I should, I have work." he stated

"Oh, I see, well maybe next time." I said sadly, I knew that this would work

"I suppose I could put it off for a little while." he said standing up, then began walking towards the door

"Hey, wait for me." I called out to his retreating back

"You are too slow."

"No I am not." I said sticking out my tongue at him

We finally got to the lift and made our way downstairs

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I walked out onto the stage, it was just like every other night, except it wasn't. I felt more confident about my decision, and that made me feel more confident on the stage. I had spent all day trying to find the perfect song, and I finally did.

"Welcome everyone, tonight I will be starting with a song titled `My Immortal', I hope you enjoy it." I said then the lights dimmed a bit and the music began to play like always

I'm so tired of being here

suppressed by all of my childish fears

and if you have to leave.

I wish that you would just leave

because your presence still lingers here

and it won't leave me alone.

These wounds won't seem to heal

this pain is just too real

there's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

when you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

and I've held your hand through all of these years

but you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light

but now I'm bound by the life you left behind

your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams

your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal

this pain is just too real

there's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

when you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

and I've held your hand through all of these years

but you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone

and though you're still with me

I've been alone all along

After I sung about six more songs the show was finally over, and the nightmare was about to begin. I walked off stage, I knew Inuyasha would be waiting for me, waiting to break my heart.

"That will not happen." I said determined to not let him have what he wanted

I reached my dressing room door "It's now or never." I said turning the handle and walking in.

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I was going to put the other chapters up like last week or so, but the chapter disappeared on me. But I found it so here ya go.