InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Love Is... ❯ Going Under ( Chapter 13 )

Sorry, I have not had time to reply to the reviews, but I will on the next chapter for sure. I had this chapter done for a while now, like 2 weeks but I forgot to post it. There is spelling and grammar mistakes, sorry about that, but I could not fix it all. Thanks for reviewing everyone!

* * * * * * * * * * * Kagome's POV * * * * * * * * * * *

Now I will tell you what I've done for you
50 thousand tears I've cried
Screaming deceiving and bleeding for you
And you still won't hear me
Don't want your hand this time I'll save myself
Maybe I'll wake up for once
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom
I'm dying again

I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
I'm going under

Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
So I don't know what's real and what's not
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore
I'm dying again

I'm going under
drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through

So go on and scream
Scream at me I'm so far away
I won't be broken again
I've got to breathe I can't keep going under

I did it. I finally told everyone how I felt, and that felt good. People were standing and applauding, and all I could do was look through the crowd trying to find Inuyasha, and I did. He looked surprised, but when he saw me looking at him, he changed that look into a scowl. I knew he would act like this, a big baby because I was over him and his little games.

"Time to face the music." I thought to myself as I walked offstage, I had a five minute break tonight because there was a special at the bar and everyone was rushing there in groups of two or more

I saw Kira and Sesshoumaru sitting in their front row center table. Kira always sat there, and Sesshoumaru sat with her when she was able to drag him away from his work. It was nice to know atleast one person would always be there for me. I looked around for Inuyasha, it seems that Kikyou was also taking the advantage of the drink special by harassing a group of rich and drunk men. Inuyasha was right behind her trying to keep her from pawing at then drunken men.

"Kagome-chan. Are you okay?" I heard a someone ask me from behind, I turned around and saw that it was Kira who was talking, Sesshoumaru was standing behind her looking off towards the bar at Kouga, glaring at him actually

"I'm fine. Ano, why is Sesshoumaru glaring at Kouga?" I asked, it was a bit strange, they always seemed to get along, in some way or another

I saw Kira look over at her brother, and then at Kouga. Her face seemed to drop a bit as she looked at her fiancee, and that puzzled me to no end.

"I have no clue. I'll ask him why later." she said not looking me in the eyes

"Kira! What the hell did you do to me!? I want the truth this time!" I hear Inuyasha yell, I guess he got Kikyou to get back to her real job

"I am not in the mood to mess with you today. How does tomorrow sound? About noon?" Kira asked Inuyasha in a bored tone, there was something going on with her, and it must be big for her to blow off a chance to piss Inuyasha off and make fuun of him

"I want to know now." he said, I think trying to sound calm, but of course he could NEVER sound calm

"She said she was not in the mood. Leave her be." Sesshoumaru said standing in front of Kira now, he looked as he normally did, but if you looked closer into his eyes you could see he was pissed

"Inuyasha, just sit down and shut up." I said, suprising myself at what I said, but I was even more suprsed when Inuyasha fell face first into the floor

Kira began to giggle, Sesshoumaru looked normal, everyone was staring and chuckling at the "drunk guy", and I was staring with my mouth opened. I knew he didn't just fall, but what else could it have been.

"I know this is your fault Kira. Now get this damn necklace off me." Inuyasha said as he was finally able to sit up, I had to admit that this was fun, but what and how did it happen? And what was he talking about a necklace?

I looked at his neck, and sure enough there was a weird bead necklace around his neck. It was kinda tacky, so I thought Kikyou gave it to him and he wore it so he wouldn't hurt her so called "feelings", but I guess I was wrong.

"Nu-uh, not until I think you are worthy enough to have it taken off. So that means you are going to have to stop acting like yourself and act like someone that is polite, un-selfish, and not a bastard. Is that gonna be to hard for you?" Kira said, getting back into her playful evil big sister mood, that was a relief

"You bitch. Get this thing off of me now!" Inuyasha screamed again, Sesshoumaru looked ready to kill

Inuyasha growld when Kira began to laugh again, but Sesshoumaru growled back at him, like she was daring Inuyasha to make a move to hurt Kira. If I knew this was going to happen I would have waited to sing that song last. I wanted to see Inuyasha's reaction to my getting over him, I wanted to see if he felt hurt. I wanted him to feel hurt. I want him to suffer, I want Kikyou to suffer. They ruin my life, and they didn't care.

"I want him to feel pain!" my mind screamed at me, I wanted to scream it out loud so everyone could know what I was feeling, but I couldn't do it

I tunred and walked back towards the stage, there was no reason for me to stay there. It was a family thing, and I would rather wallow in self pity then watch that. I'm not over Inuyasha yet, but I'm GETTING over him, and it scares me some. The worst part is, I can't tell this to anyone, not even Kira. I get this feeling, like no one will understand, so what's the point in letting everyone know how I feel.

"Inuyasha, get out of here before I do something that will cost a lot of money to clean up." I heard Sesshoumaru say, at least he was teaching Inuyasha a lesson, sort of

Sesshoumaru is a great older brother from everything I have seen. True, people would say he was cruel to Inuyasha, but he could always do much worse than what he does do. He has threatened to kill him before, but he has never acted on it per se.

"Fine! But I'll be back for the bitch!" Inuyasha yelled storming off, but before he left he grabbed Kikyou's arm and dragged her with him, at least she was gone now, but I never did get my reaction from Inuyasha

"But you already have the bitch!" I found myself calling out, and Inuyasha heard me, I do not know what I have been thinking lately, but I have not been acting like myself

Inuyasha turned around slowly, I pissed him off, and I didn't care. I didn't care that he was mad, that he was going to yell at me and call me every bad name he can think of. I just don't care.

"What.Did.You.Say?" he grounded out through clenched teeth, he actually looked funny like that, trying to look tough and pissed, like I should be scared of him

"You heard me." I said standing up, trying remember when I sat down, but it didn't matter I was finally standing up for myself

"Don't you dar call her that again!" he screamed at me, he was such a moron, I don't know how I didn't figure that out sooner

"I can if I want. You can not tell me what to do." I said as calmly as I could, I knew this was causing a big scene, well kind of, the drinks special took care of more than half of the crowd

"I like hell I ca-." he began to yell, but he was caught off, I was kind of surprised, but I tried not to show it

"Leave, Inuyasha. Take your bitch and get out of here." Sesshoumaru said stepping closer to me and Inuyasha, though we were all still fairly far apart

"Feh." was all he said as he walked out the door with Kikyou still in his hold

As soon as they were gone I sighed a sigh of relief, I have no clue what had gotten into me, but I liked it.

"Wow Kagome, you sure told him. I'm proud." Kira said patting me on the shoulder, it really did feel great to do that

* * * * * * * * * * * Kikyou's POV (gag) * * * * * * * * * * *

I can not believe Inuyasha just pulled me out of there like that! I could have made some good money, but he had to go and be an ass again. As soon as I get what I want, he is history. I just need to convince him to get me a job singing, then everyone will here my wonderful voice and they will love me even more than they already do.

"Love me, and hate Kagome." that thought is the only thing that keeps me with Inuyasha

I can get everything I want from him if I am patient enough, but I was never one for patience. I need to make Inuyasha fall in love with me as soon as I can. I can already see him, he misses her, he wants her. Inuyasha would never admit it to anyone, but somewhere in the back of his mind he loves the little bitch. What is so special about her? We look almost the same, except I am much more exotic than she is, which means I am better looking. She dresses like my grandmother would, and she has no wild side. I suppose she can sing, but just a little, no where near as good as I am.

"Kikyou!? Are you even listening to me?" I heard Inuyasha scream, he was a attention hog

"Hai." I said acting like I knew andf cared what he was talking about, really he needs to learn to only speak when spoken to

"I can't believe her! She gets away with everything, she always did, just because of her being close to Sesshoumaru. One of these days I am going to get both of them back for everything they did to me when we were children to everything they do to me now." Inuyasha said, babbling on and on, does he ever shut up?

He keeps complaining about how bad his childhood was, but how could it have been? Mine was much worse, it had to be. I remember when I was ten I asked my father for some ponies, but the bastard only got me one. I did not speak to him until he got me two more. That's what I call a bad childhood, not being picked on by your siblings.

"Can you believe Sesshoumaru? Sticking up for her like that. I know he doesn't like me, but still, he should know what she does. I mean they freaking live together still." and his rant went on and on

"Inuyasha. Were are we going?" I asked, hoping that would make him shut up about his brother and sister for a while

"We're going to go talk to my father. He may have an idea on how to get Kira off my back." Inuyasha said with a smirk, a kind of cute smirk, but in that I'm still a little boy way

I said nothing as I followed him to his car, he needs to get a new one, this one was about a year and a half old. Inuyasha has enough money, for most people anyways, not me though I have more expensive tastes. Inuyasha's father gave him a hefty amount of money when he moved out, and keeps giving him money, but he will never be as rich as his brother. Sesshoumaru made his own money, enough to satisfy even my needs, that's one reason I'll have him. The other reason is a secret, kept from everyone, even my moronic friend Yura.

Yura is my lacky, there to back me up and keep an eye on all of my enemies. She does whatever I say, whenever I say, no questions asked on her part. I met Yura when I first came here looking for a job as a singer, but I found out it was already filled by that Kagome bitch, Yura got me a job as a waitress, and that's when we started planning everything. I saw Inuyasha looking at me, and I knew he was with Kagome, so what better way to get her out of there then by stealing the one reason she was there anyways. At least I thought that's why she was there, I am beginning to doubt that though, she seems to have a lot more higher up friends then I thought. Sesshoumaru owns the casino, he is very close to his sister Kira, Kira and Kagome are almost like sisters from what I have seen, they stick up for each other. So either I need to get on Kira's good side, or get with Sesshoumaru earlier then I planned.

I had it all planned out though, I would be singing, and he would look into my eyes, hearing my beautiful words, and just fall for me. He would give me whatever I wanted, shower me in gifts, and we would then get married. I would get to see whoever I wanted, and we would have no children. Yes, we would live happily ever after like in those fantasy books I read as a child It would be a pity to waste that plan, but I will do it if I have to. I came out of my thoughts when Inuyasha turned the radio on, he likes to listen to that metal music, it hurts my ears, but he can have his way for now. We drove in silence, that's how I liked it, I knew Inuyasha was busy thinking up his own little plan to get back at his sister. Those two never did get along, the only time I saw them even acting civil towards each other was when he was with Kagome, but now he's with me and the war is back on.

"Finally we're here. Why can't they live closer to us, it would save gas money." I heard Inuyasha grumbled as we pulled up to his parents mansion, this was the house I wanted to live in, it would have been nice growing up here

I grew up in a much smaller mansion, one that could barely be called a mansion, at least to me it was. I followed Inuyasha out of the car and up to the front door which he then unlocked and pushed open. H eheld the door for me and then walked in himself. As soon as I the door was shut, I could hear a voice coming from behind me.

"Inuyasha? What are you doing here?"

* * * * * * * * * * * Kira's POV * * * * * * * * * * *

"That was great!" I said as I plopped down on my living room couch, we had just gotten home from the casino, but it was still early

"Hai. I think I'm going to bed now, I am very tired." Kagome said walking towards the hall pulling off her jacket in the process

"Oyasumi nasai Kagome-chan." I said as she walked a little further down the hall, where I could not see her anymore

"Oyasumi nasai Kira-chan. See you tomorrow." I heard Kagome reply right before her bed room door shut softly

I looked up towards the front door, Sesshoumaru was just standing there looking at me. It was kind of creeping me out, but kind of making me nervous too. When he gave that look something bad always happened, well not bad, but still not good.

"You need to behave for a while. You know he went to father about tonight. Though I do not particularly care, we do not need father coming down here again to talk to us." Sesshoumaru said, not moving from his spot, actually he was very, VERY still

I knew I went a bit to far this time, but Inuyasha had it coming. He needed to learn his place, and how to be a good doggy, okay so I couldn't help calling him a doggy. I mean with those years who could?

"Fine. But only for a week. And if he does ANYTHING to me, I have the right to defend myself." I said looking up at him again, and from the looking his eyes, this was going to be one of our rare arguments where I may not win

* * * * * * * * * * * Stalkers Guys POV * * * * * * * * * * *

She was beautiful tonight, just like every other night. She has the voice of a siren, so gentle, yet strong. She will be mine, she was always mine. Since the first day I saw her I knew I wanted her, all of her. I go to everyone of her shows, I have never missed one, and I never plan to. One day soon she will sing just for me, with no one else watching her, her voice will only be for my ears, her body only for my eyes.

"Mine."

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Okay, well that's it for now. Sorry it wasn't that long, but it was still pretty good sized. The next chapter should be up soon, but I can't promise it will be for sure, as some of you know I have 3 other Inuyasha fics up, plus school is starting soon. I will try and get as many chapters as I can written before school begins. Please review and tell me what you think, again not a great chapter, but still not really bad.

Japanese

Hai: Yes

Iie: No

Oyasumi nasai: Good night