InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ My Diary ❯ March 6, (later that day) ( Chapter 2 )

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~*My Diary*~

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March 6,

I'm back diary,

I'm at the hot springs taken' a bath...I feel so at peace here. But at the same time I feel so alone. I think i'm starting to feel for Inuyasha...but I cant..I keep telling myself it will never work..But somehow, my feelings grow deeper every time I look at him. He's such a nice person. Not the half demon most think he is. I wish he would open up to me, but then again who am I kidding i'm talking about Inuyasha here. He keeps his shell hard so he wont get hurt...but underneath he's hurting. All he wants is to be loved but I guess he has no one to do it. I know how that feels. Even though i've always been loved and shown love. It still isn't the same.

At night I dream of him. To feel his hands glide down my waist, it gives me shivers to think about it....to just imagine how it would feel for him to touch me as he would any other woman but me. to feel his solf lips on my neck...But its only a dream that will never come true.

Tears fill my eyes when ever I think of him. He hurts me so bad and doesn't even know it. Or does he? He just doesnt care. I'm going for the second one...he doesn't care. He will never care about me. I just need to move on..right diary?...Well I need to wash my hair now and finish up here. I'll call on you later my good and only friend.