InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ My Diary ❯ March 8 (Midnight) ( Chapter 5 )

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~*My Diary*~

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March 8,

It's about Midnight....Im laying here with Shippo in my arms trying to write....so that why its kinda sloppy looking diary...sorry...I'm watching the fire..its really pretty. Its pretty blaze is so free....like I am not free...I wish I was free to do what I wanted to go where I wanted. But i'm not i'm only a child. There too much that can happen they say *sigh*.. I have to go back home in a couple days and get a change of clothes and my supplies. Thats if that hanyo will let me go, hes so overprotective so afraid i wont come bak ton help him look for jewel shards...thats the ONLY reason he wants me to come back from my home. I'm a nothing to him.... But you know this diary.

I had another dream last night....I couldn't tell you earlier because Shippo might have seen. It was so amazing......*Giggle* Inuyasha just got this look in his eyes....he has such beautiful eyes....so exquizit... He grabbed me around the waist and pulled me into his chect and he started kissing my neck.....I was so stunned I kinda just let him do it then I tryed to pull away from him but he wouldnt let go and...he pushed me up against a tree trunk and just did me right there on the spot... I mean wow! He was so gentel and it was so wonderful....us together like that....making love....I know I was thrashing in my sleep.... it was like so....like I hadnt expected and on top of all that it was INUYASHA! I made love to Inuyasha, no one else just him I gave him my body....my virginity...I gave him me...if only that could have been real.....oh how wonderful it would have been.....

There it is again that feeling.,.....what is that feeling I keep having I don't understand it. I keep expecting somthing to happen everytime I feel it and its getting stronger it makes me feel things ...things i've never felt before ...what is happening to me diary...someone please tell me