InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ My Thoughts Before You ❯ chapter ( Chapter 10 )

I know I'm horrible, i left you hanging on the Inuyasha response, but shhh I was drawing a blank with that but now I'm back on it.

There is a song I want to download and it's by buckcherry and I can't forget to download it because I really like it so i'm writing it down here so it's saved forever.

My Thoughts Before You

    So she still loved him did she? Inuyasha was driving through wooded area's and small farming lands, still thinking about Kagome confessing his love to him and not quite sure how he should now deal with it.

    "Yasha?" Ky leaned as forward as he could with the restrains of the car seat pulling him back. "Are we going to Sesshie's?"

    Inuyasha nodded his head, "Yeah, I figure with you around he won't want to fight." Yes, Inuyasha had plans, use the kid as defense.

    "What?"

    "Well, you are kind of like a shield."

    "A shield?"
   
    "Not literally."

    "Litrey?"

    "Never mind."

    The two pulled up in front of an old two story home, despite its age however it was well cared for. He parked his rental car behind Sesshomaru's and the two got out of the car. Inuyasha looked at the stupid cowboy hat with distaste, he hated that the kid refused to take it off.

    "Don't you have another hat?"

    "No." Ky shouted before clawing at Inuyasha.

    "Ahh! Sorry!" he said "Don't scratch!" he grabbed his hand and held it down.
 
    "I was wondering when you were going to show up." Sesshomaru walked out of his front door his steps slow and deliberate. "I heard of your return but had hoped it was just rumor."

    "Not that lucky are you?" Inuyasha picked up his son and headed towards his brother, their eyes meeting but both being cool headed with Ky around. The shield was working out rather nicely, Inuyasha commended himself of the improper use of his son. He thought that maybe it was a little wrong to use your kid like that, but hey if girls got tho use their periods as an excuse to bite everyones head off while also denying you of sex than hey, why couldn't he do this?

    "Come to take responsibility for the fruit of your loins?"

    "My shirt it made of that."

    Inuyasha looked at his son and shook his head, "No your shirt is fruit of the loom."

    "Huh?"

    "Actually i was coming to get what father left me."

    Sesshomaru looked at the two of them and turned to enter his house, "All right, come in."

    Inuyasha was a little shocked, he hadn't expected it to be that easy. When he left home Sesshomaru told him not to expect anything from the family if he turned his back on them like this. He had actually been worried about coming here. He walked up the steps of the front stood and entered the house. It was much nicer than he had remembered. When he was young it was in disrepair due to the lack of funds after his fathers death.

    "What happened?"
  
    Sesshomaru looked around, "I decided to care for this family's property instead of abandoning it."
   
    "Oh cut the guilt trip will ya?" Inuyasha set Ky down on the floor, the child ran to Sesshomaru "Where is Rin?"
   
    "Who is Rin?" Inuyasha looked around. "You got a wife?"

    "No."

    The question was soon answered when a raven haired child ran into the room and upon seeing Ky she got excited, "Oh Ky! You have come to visit! Lets go play."

    Inuyasha watched them run back outside before looking at his brother, "You have a kid? How did that happen?"

    "Well it wasn't knocking some girl up."

    Inuyasha balled his fist. "Listen I didn't even have a clue, no one decided to share this information with me! That includes you, so stop acting holier than thou when you helped hide him from me."

    "I just felt the boy would be better cared for by another person. You didn't call, nor did you ask about it so I hid nothing form you."

    "Yeah well... shut up." Inuyasha folded his arms. "I just came here to get what the old man left me then I'll be gone."

    "Why should i give it to you?"

    Inuyasha got a well duh look on his face, "Because, it's mine.Thats why."

    Sesshomaru reached into a drawer and pulled out a five dollar bill and threw it at Inuyasha. "That is the only thing you deserve from our father."

    Inuyasha's temper got the better of him, running at Sesshomaru to punch him in the face but being knocked to the ground before he had the opportunity to, "Do not fight with me here."

    "Don't be an ass!" Inuyasha got up from the ground. "There is only one thing I want from here and it belongs to me."
   
    "Do you intend to hawk it to the nearest museum? Get the money for it ignoring the fact that father fought off many people for years making sure that it stayed in the family?"

    "No! I intend to keep it and give it to Ky one day!" Sesshomaru's eyebrow rose and listened as Inuyasha continued. "At first I thought about doing that but when I saw Ky i decided that if someone else was going to be his dad I wanted him to have something from me. Something of meaning." Something way cooler than a stupid cowboy hat.

    Inuyasha had his brief moments of maturity only to be clouded by malicious thoughts.

    Sesshomaru retreated to a back room and came back with the sword. He tossed it to Inuyasha, "I do not wish to fight with the likes of a block head like you. Take it and leave, but do not expect anything else from me. Ever."

    Inuyasha caught it amazed that he just gave it over like that. That was surprisingly painless.  "Thanks Sesshomaru."

     "Don't thank me." he turned. "Thank that stupid girl you knocked up, she called here on your behalf."

    Inuyasha started to leave the house, "Sesshomaru I'm getting married."

    "I know."
   
    "Will you be there?"

    "No."

    Inuyasha sighed, he knew the answer before he got it.

    "I refuse to watch you marry some stupid New Yorker when your woman is here."

    "What do you know?" Inuyasha asked before shutting the door.

    He saw Ky throwing mud at Rin laughing as she cried, "Hey! kid, we are leaving." Ky turned and smiled before running towards his dad. "Who taught you to be a bully like that?"

    Ky shrugged before getting in the car, mud now everywhere. Inuyasha didn't really care, not his car.

    "What's that?"  

    "A sword."

    "Why?"

    "Why is it a sword?"

    "Yes."

    "I don't know."

    "Is it yours?"

    Inuyasha looked back, "For right now, it will be yours when your older."

    "Why?"
   
    "Cause dad's always leave something for their kids."

    The drive back was surprisingly short compared to the trip there. Before he knew it he was back at Kagome's place, it would be the first time he talked to her since he had taken Ky and she had confessed to him. He was not looking forward to this reunion.

     "Daddy's back!" Ky saw both his parents cars parked below and got overly excited. "Lets go!" he unbuckled himself and ran up the steps, Inuyasha rushed to keep up with the kid who just rushed into the apartment.

    What he saw was quite a shock, Kouga was there, yes, but the lady with him wasn't Kagome. It was some other girl with a tank top and jeans.

    "Who are you?" Inuyasha asked her, eyebrow raised.

    "I'm Hemi." she offered her hand but Inuyasha just stared at it. "Right, Kouga punched out a guy for me last night and ended up spraining his wrist. We had to drive to Salt Lake to get it treated because the ex ray machine is down here. Considering I broke his arm too I figured i should come and.... help.... right... well I'll leave." The rambling wasn't making Inuyasha's glare any less forceful. She grabbed her over sized sweater and tried to make a bolt for the door but Kouga called her name.

    "No Hemi, stay, it's fine." Kouga glared at Inuyasha, "I just have to get my clothes and we will go."

    "Where are you going?" Ky's eyes filled with tears as he ran to his daddy, hugging his legs. "Is cause of mommy?"

    "No partner, thats not it." he bent down and rubbed the child's head. "Its cause of daddy, it's all my fault."

    "What did you do?"

    "Daddy isn't just right for mommy, that's all." he continued to rub the little man's head. "but I'll be here still, I'll come over every day and I'll still drive you to day care. It will be almost the same as it is now."

    "Finally decided to get a life of your own instead of living my past?" Inuyasha asked, his hands in his pocket.

    Kouga stood up, "No, I just decided to let you pick up after yourself instead of acting like a parent to you and him."

    "Yasha's making you leave?" Ky asked, confused by what they were saying.

    Kouga thought about saying yes, the kid would hate Inuyasha if he did that, deciding to be an adult though he said no. "Inuyasha is just mad at me because I'm leaving."

    "Daddy I don't want you to!" Ky held onto his legs.

    "Why are there so many people in my house?" Kagome asked looking at everyone. "I go to get the mail and this is what happens?"

    "I just came to get my stuff." Kouga responded. "and explain to Ky what is happening."

    Ky ran towards his mama and started to cry. "Hush honey it will be fine. Daddy is just going to live in another place. He'll still be here for you." Kagome's gaze finally fell on Hemi.

    "Who are you?"

    She forced a smile. "I'm the reason he has two bum hands." she pointed at Kouga, "I hit him with my car, then he punched a jerk for me last night. I was just acting as a driver because he can't drive." This was so weird. "I'm going to go."

    "Hemi, stay its fine." Kouga commanded her again. "I'm just going to get the rest of my stuff and you can drop me off at the fire station."
   
    "Come on Ky, it's time for your nap." Kagome took him into his bedroom and laid him down, no sooner had she parted ways with him did he start to cry. She shut the door to muffle the sound, Kouga and Hemi left the sound of a smack heard and Kouga shouting in response echoed down the hallway. 

    Now it was just Inuyasha and Kagome.

    "About last night." Kagome started.

    "Kagome, please, I don't want to go over it again."

    "Let me finish!"

    Inuyasha gulped when she shouted at him, and nodded, wow he had forgot about how scary she could be sometimes.

    "About last night, yes Inuyasha I still love you, and because I love you I'm going to let you go." She shrugged, "I'll always love you but I'll bare that love so that we can remain friend and you can still be with Ky whenever you want to and I'll never bring it up again."

    "So are you going to come to the wedding?"

    She shook her head no, "Ky can go, but I won't, I can't watch you marry her."

    Inuyasha sighed, "Kagome."

    "What?" she smiled, pushing back tears.
   
    "I'm sorry that things happened the way they did."

    She shook her had, "Don't worry, I couldn't ever be mad at you Inuyasha. Just be good to Ky."

    "Do you think that you and Kouga will ever?"

    "No, Kouga is a very good man and he needs to be someone's number one, not number two. Besides, I need to get my life figured out, all this time I've been waiting for you return and now you have but you have a life of your own so I need my own too."

    Inuyasha shrugged and offered her his hand to shake. She took and forced a smile for him, "You better go, things to do." she shrugged.

    "Bye."

 \ How many times would this be? That he had left her crying like this.