InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ naked and alone ❯ alone lost disappeared ( Chapter 2 )

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Chapter 2

Alone; lost; disappeared

1st period went by slowly 2nd period went by slower 3rd period so very very slow and finally 4th period thank the lord hulajuah!!!!!! only one problem it's the slowest of all....*groan*

I sat looking at the chalk bored blankly not even caring math my worst subject...I looked out the window a thought coming to my mind that I wished would stay away...it was pledging me dragging me down with it to the very gates of hell teasing and taunting...'No' I tell myself quietly no...that can't happen I won't do it there's really no reason. Or is there? It's not like anybody would miss me when I'm gone. I turn to the chalk board to see the teacher write something, that most-likely very boring on it.

My eyes wonder back to the window. I wonder what it would be like if I was never born. It would be exactly the same nothing would change the rest of the world would be the same. It would be happy, not even aware that there's something missing.

RING RING RING...there's that bell again never stops dose it...*sigh* better get home and do this dreaded homework.

I walked down the sidewalk not even noticing the cheery blossoms as they drift to the ground landing emotionlessly. As if it could feel my pain as if it knew my souls cries for a moment I think it did until the wind takes it away leaving me there in my thoughts naked and alone.

"Kagome?" A males voice takes me away from those thoughts of misery. I turn and there he is Hoju now I won't lie he is attractive but that's not what I'm looking for in a man. To tell the truth I don't know what I'm looking for.

"Yes?" I tired not to sound upset but I couldn't hide the note in my voice that said so.

"are you Ok?" I turn on my heel not wanting to let him see the blush on my face from frustration with the world.

"I'm fine just wanted to be alone." I hate to sound so mean but I really wanted to be left with my thoughts.

"Ok." He walked away sounding disappointed.

"Hey wait a sec!" Why am I doing this?

"Yes?" He sounds almost to cheerful if you ask me.

"Maybe you can walk me home tomorrow but today I really need to think k?"

"Yea tomorrow then." He ran off like a little silly love sick boy. Man I really hate people like that.

"I'm home!!!!" No answer I walk to the fridge to get a drink and there's a note.

Kagome,

me and souta went to the doctors he's really sick this time can you believe it? Grandpa's out on a call to bless a house I think we wouldn't be back till late. I think it might be his appendix. There's TV dinners in the freezer for dinner and clean up any messes got it.

mom

I opened the door and got a coke. " all alone...I hate to be alone...*sigh*" I walk into the living room, it's Friday...nothing on TV can't think of a movie that I haven't seen a million times...all that leaves is homework...good for nothing homework how I hate you cause you lead to the next worst thing, test that you do.

As I get out the dreaded homework I began to make up a song about test.

"I hate my test...my test hates me I wonna kill my test so I'll be on TV."

"I'm so pathetic." As I start my homework I get this funny feeling like your being watched but no it's more like someone is looking into your very soul to find your deepest secrets. I stand and go outside I really don't now why I just did. I look over to the small well house on our property. there's a light coming from under the door. Slowly I slide it opened as if the bogie man will jump out at any second to get me.

"Where is it coming from." I look the place up and down sideways and back ways. Nothing..."that's strange??!!" I turn to go and I feel it there it is that feeling I turn quickly to see the well glowing... "what the hell?" It gets brighter until I can't see from the light. "What's happening."

All the sudden I can't control myself anymore. I tell my feet to stop but they seem to laugh at me and keep on moving. there I am at the center of that light well almost I'm by the well. With all my might I try not to go in I try to scream but it never comes... there I am lost to the world once again there I am naked and alone...

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