InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ No More Words ❯ Discovery ( Chapter 1 )
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
By: Haruka-chan 
Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Hentai / Fantasy / Romance / Angst / Action | Type: Alternate Universe | Uploaded On: 08.07.2003 | Pages: 3 | Words: 4.8K | Visits: 894 | Status: Completed
Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Hentai / Fantasy / Romance / Angst / Action | Type: Alternate Universe | Uploaded On: 08.07.2003 | Pages: 3 | Words: 4.8K | Visits: 894 | Status: Completed
No More Words
By: Haruka-chan
AN: This is about my favorite couple from Inu-yasha other then Kagome and Inu-yasha. This story is about Sesshoumaru and Rin. As you know "No More Word" is by Ayumi Hamaski. It's from the Inu-yasha movie ending song so please don't sue when I use it for this story. Thank you. Tell me what you think. Oh by the way in the story in Rin's era there are going to be some things that they probably didn't have, you know like beds, certain furniture and, etc., but I'm going to use them. *Edited version*
*....*- Means that it's character thoughts.
*~....~*- Character is thinking about what someone said in the past.
"...."- Means characters are talking.
****.....****- Means dreams of the character.
~~~***...***~~~- Means letters and notes from characters
Discovery...Chapter 1
The pain of losing someone you love is most felt when, they are not there. Take a chance, and don't hold back...
In The Forest some where...[AN: I really am creative about these things]
*It's been about 11 summers since this little human girl has followed me around. I don't know why I let her, but I just couldn't let her go...something inside me wanted to hold on to her and see what she was going to become, who she was going to become when she was older* thought Sesshoumaru as he watched a 17 year old Rin sitting next to him making some kind of tiara with wild flowers. [AN: Safe wild flowers, wouldn't want to kill her already] "Sesshoumaru-sama?" asked Rin. Sesshoumaru just looked at her with his usual emotionless face. Rin just shrugged and smiled at him anyway. Sesshoumaru looked at Rin's profile, she has grown very beautiful, more then any women that he had seen, maybe his half-breed brother's woman wasn't that bad to look at, but to him nobody could compare to Rin's beauty, she has grown from being a 6 year old human child to a 17 year old woman who had beautiful light brown hair, whose form was better then most female Youkai's, eye big with couriosity that of a child, which became much light over the years. They looked as if the sunset itself has taken shelter in her eyes, her beautiful creamy skin put everything together. But for some reason Sesshoumaru couldn't forget that day many years ago when he almost lost her or he thought...[AN: Dumdumdum]
**********~FlashBack~************
"Sesshoumaru -sama" said the little 10 year old Rin. Sesshoumaru just gave her a look that told her that he was listing. "Sesshoumaru-sama why did you save Rin?" asked Rin referring to herself as a third person. "Because I wanted to" said Sesshoumaru and turned back to his staring at nothing. [AN: man doesn't his head hurt?] Rin just went back to chasing the butterfly that she spotted. "Lord Sesshoumaru, we should head back to the palace, I feel an evil presence here" said Jaken. Sesshoumaru just gave a look that said 'I'll say when we leave or when we don't' which was enough to make the short servant shut his holes. "Rin were going to leave now" said Sesshoumaru getting up. "Ok Sesshoumaru-sama" said Rin before grabbing some more flowers. Sesshoumaru watched as she picked up some more flowers and tucked them away in her kimono before running after him and Jaken. Sesshoumaru walked ahead quietly as Jaken followed and Rin after him. Sesshoumaru watched as the sun was going down. "Jaken, find some food, we'll camp out here tonight" said Sesshoumaru as he sat down on the grass bed. Rin sat there busy with her flowers not caring about anything that was going on, a few moments later Jaken returned with some rabbits for them to eat. [AN: T_T I didn't to kill them, but hey that's called the damn food chain] Sesshoumaru, Rin and Jaken ate in silence, and soon they were sleeping, well Jaken and Rin were, but not Sesshoumaru who was watching over them, his eyes wondered to where the little form of Rin laid and he saw her shivering.
*Pathatic human, so weak* thought Sesshoumaru before walking over to Rin and draping the fur that he carried. [AN: Yes, Yes I know it's his tail but for now imagine he can take it off. Ooo that's freaky 0_o* He watched as she sighed and smiled in her sleep. *She is very beautiful for a child. She seemed so happy just to be near me, I don't understand her at all* thought Sesshoumaru. "Sesshoumaru-sama don't leave me please! Rin will be good" said Rin suddenly. Sesshoumaru just stared at her as he smelled salt, and then saw the tears that were coming out from the corner of her eyes. *You want to stay with me that much Rin? What if I don't want you?* thought Sesshoumaru still looking at Rin, he reached over and moved some strands of hair that fell over her face, she sighed as if it was comforting her. Suddenly she stared to toss and turn before her small form was held up on air. Sesshoumaru just backed away taking out his Dokkasou and holding the Toukijin in the other hand [AN: Poison Flower claw or the bright wip thing, and the other sword that he CAN cut with], as he walked in to the mist that was now surrounding Rin.
"Sesshoumaru-sama! Help me" yelled Rin but she was still asleep. "Rin!" yelled back Sesshoumaru. Before he even knew it, he was standing in a meadow and a beautiful woman stood a few feet away, she looked familiar, as she came up to him smiling. She looked like a human woman but she smelled like Rin and Youkai. "What have you done with Rin?" asked Sesshoumaru sensing that what ever took Rin was a some kind of spirit Youkai. [AN: Is there a spirit Youkai?] "I'm right here Sesshoumaru-sama" said the Youkai who had beautiful silky brown hair and her eyes light brown, her body was slim and curved in all the right places, she was dressed in a beautiful white kimono with blue flowers on them and a dark blue obi and gold sash. "What have you done with Rin" said Sesshoumaru with fierce eyes. "But Sesshoumaru-sama I'm right here can't you see me?" asked the Youkai in Rin's voice mixed with a more matured voice. Sesshoumaru finally saw Rin's transparent form with in this woman or Youkai. "Sesshoumaru-sama what is that you desire most?" asked the Youkai/Rin's voice.
Sesshoumaru didn't move or act on anything. "Give her back" was all he said. "What is it that you want in the whole wide world?" asked the Youkai/Rin again. Sesshoumaru just stared at the Youkai ready to strike. "I can give you what you want just tell me" said the Youkai/Rin. "You can ask for anything, what would you want?" asked the Youkai/Rin. "What is it in for you, that you offer me this?" asked Sesshoumaru. "I just wanted to make my Lord happy, for taking care of what is mines" said the Youkai solo. "What is yours?" asked Sesshoumaru. "This child is mines, I can do as I wish with her" said the Youkai solo. "Who said she belonged to you?" asked Sesshoumaru. "She always belonged to me, she was created to serve as a vessel for me" said the Youkai. "She belongs to no one but me" said Sesshoumaru. "Really? I don't see your mark on her" said the Youkai. "I have to have no mark on her, I brought her back from the dead" said Sesshoumaru. "That I saw, but my question is why?" said the Youkai. "I don't have to tell you my reason for bringing her back" he said with anger in his tone. "Very well" said the Youkai. "Tell me Sesshoumaru-sama what you think of love?" asked the Youkai with a big grin. "Love? it's nothing but a human emotion that makes them weak, and stupid" said Sesshoumaru. The Youkai laughed out.
"Yes, I suppose your right, but this child has nothing but unconditional love for you, so I guess she's also weak and stupid" said the Youkai. Sesshoumaru wasn't liking this, she was 'rubbing' him in the wrong way. "She is a human, I don't expect anything but that from her" said Sesshoumaru. The Youkai nodded "Yes, that is what you say she is" said the Youkai. "Help me Sesshoumaru-sama!" yelled Rin. "This child is quite strong if she is able to break from my spell" said the Youkai more to itself then him. Sesshoumaru narrowed his eyes at her. The Youkai laughed out again "Yet, love is the very reason she can do that, she doesn't want to leave your side" said Youkai. "What do you want in exchange for her?" asked Sesshoumaru. Youkai laughed at him for the second time. "I just want the child that's all, there isn't anything else that you can give me" said Youkai. Sesshoumaru was done talking he went forward with his Dokkasou, only to be thrown back by this strange Youkai. No body pushes the 'great' Sesshoumaru. [AN: Ego...one of the seven deadly sins] The Youkai laughed as it walked up to Sesshoumaru lying on the ground, and sat next to him. "You are very handsome, Lord Sesshoumaru" said the Youkai getting very close to his face. Sesshoumaru took in only the smell of Rin, the smell of morning glory. He felt a soft hand cupped his face when he looked up at the Youkai it smile at him. "I will have to teach you of Love, my lord. This child is very special to me, just as you are to her" said Youkai now only inches away form his face, her hair serving as a covering to hid both of their faces. "What are you up to Youkai?" asked Sesshoumaru ready to strike with the Toukijin that's when he felt it, her soft lips on his, he never felt anything like it, he felt him letting go of the Toukijin's handle just so he can bring her closer.
*Is this what you desire my Lord* asked the Youkai in his head. Sesshoumaru just kissed this Youkai. *But is it what it seems?* asked the Youkai. Sesshoumaru opened his eyes only to find Rin kissing him but she was asleep. [AN: In our world that's called mellashing, but hey] *I am her future, just as you are hers...* said the Youkai as Sesshoumaru saw the transparent Youkai leaving his lips as Rin left his lips, the Youkai and Rin smiled both looked similar, only age was the difference. *We will see what you think of love...* said the Youkai before Rin's body was up in the air once more with the Youkai disappearing in to her. Sesshoumaru could only sit and watch as Rin's body fell on top of his. "Sesshoumaru-sama you saved me again...how can I repay you for all this..." said Rin before falling in to a deep sleep. Sesshoumaru looked around, they were back in the forest, he felt something moving on top of him, when he looked up it was Rin she was trying to get closer to him. *What future was this child going to give him?* thought Sesshoumaru as he held on to her tighter. [AN: awe]
**********~End of FlashBack~**************
*It has been 7 years since then, yet I can't forget, about the kiss, about anything* thought Sesshoumaru watching Rin now, she looked exactly like the Youkai did, beautiful in every way her hair had grown so much, her breast full and perfect, her lips a luscious pink, every curve of her body mad him want to just to take her, her smell was intoxicating, that same smell of morning glory. Sesshoumaru watched as she sat there without any worry in her head, but there was something dark in her eyes, but he dismissed it. "Rin" said Sesshoumaru. "Yes, Sesshoumaru-sama?" asked Rin. "Were leaving to the palace" said Sesshoumaru. "Yes," said Rin getting up gracefully and dusting her kimono and holding the flower tiara. "Jaken" said Sesshoumaru getting up on the Ah-UN or the dragon steed. [AN: That's it name right the white or pink colored cloud dragon thingy that he rides on?] "Yes, My lord" said Jaken as he to jumped on to the Youkai. The short ride to the palace was quite with Sesshoumaru looking down at Rin once in a while and Jaken mumbling things like 'stupid girl' and 'why a human' Sesshoumaru have to have a talk 'little' to him later.
Sesshoumaru stepped down form the Youkai and Jaken jumped off, Rin was still on the Youkai. "Thank you" said Rin as the Youkai lower for her to get down. Sesshoumaru noticed that Ah-UN or dragon steed had taken a liking to Rin, then again who hasn't. "Good night" said Rin and the Youkai nodded in response. "Come Rin" said Sesshoumaru. "Yes," said Rin as the huge gates opened for them to walk through. Rin hasn't been here for a while so she missed all the beauty that surrounded it, the cheery blossom trees, the palace it's self the forest, everything about this place was beautiful to Rin. Rin walked remembering everything. They entered the beautiful palace, everything that implied beauty would be everything that was in this palace and that surrounded it. The walls, the lighting, the furniture everything was beautiful even the Youkai servants that worked there was beautiful and handsome except maybe Jaken, but none compared to Sesshoumaru's beauty. Jaken went straight for the dinning hall, while Rin went to her chambers. "It's so good to be home" said Rin before closing her door. Sesshoumaru had to smile at that *So good to be home...this was her home, she belonged to him...with him* thought Sesshoumaru as he also went to his chamber.
In Rin's Chamber...
Rin's chamber was pretty big, she had a beautiful big canopy bed with silk sheets in the color of soft pink and white, the huge bay windows brought in light from the setting sun. There was a vanity table with a big mirror, on the table she had everything a young woman should have to look her best. [AN: Come on people do I have to put that in to details too?] "I should take a bath" said Rin looking at herself in the mirror. Rin took all she need to bathe and walked out of her sleeping quarters and down the hall to lake [AN: I know they had bath houses and all, I just thought it would be better if she took a bath in the lake, trust me I have a good reason ^_~]
In Sesshoumaru's Chamber...
Sesshoumaru sat down on his large bed that had beautiful silk and cotton sheet and large pillows thrown every where. He how ever didn't need anything like a vanity table or the things that Rin had in her room. [AN: OMG! And here I'm thinking his room is gonna have mirrors everywhere] His room was beautiful fit for a lord, with scrolls, paintings, and tapestry on the walls a table and cushion for him to sit on and etc. Sesshoumaru sat and the only thing in his mind was Rin. *Damn it why can't I get her out of my mind lately* thought Sesshoumaru with a glare on his face. "My Lord your tea" said a servant coming in with a cup of tea. "Has Rin eaten?" asked Sesshoumaru. "No, my Lord" said the servant waiting for the sign to leave. "Very well you may leave" said Sesshoumaru wondering where she was. "She didn't eat yet? That's very odd" said Sesshoumaru before getting up heading toward Rin's chambers. *Why do I care if she ate or not?* thought Sesshoumaru as he neared her chamber. He opened the door, but found no one there. Sesshoumaru smile as her sent rose in the air he knew where she was.
At the lake...
The scene around here was so beautiful, the trees surrounding the lake look like a large willow tree, while the fire flies made it look like the place was glowing, there were a few boulders that were in the lake, made it easy for Rin to sit and scrub herself. Rin started to listen as the wind played with her hair, and made this wonderful music in the air it was if the music was being played just for her, she started to hum along with the wind as the music got louder. Sesshoumaru could hear Rin clearly, she was humming along with the wind, she heard it too, her voice was so high [AN: that means it's good, she has a very nice voice] and beautiful. Sesshoumaru got closer, but didn't let her see him, she looked like a mystical creature [AN: Come on to us he's mystical but to him his normal so I hope you get what I'm trying to say] with her glowing body and her hair cascading down her back like a water fall. She was half way in the water only her upper body was visible, her eyes shining like she saw something pretty. [AN: Oooh all the pretty colors] Sesshoumaru's breath caught in his throat, his eyes were only on her, he heard her singing as if she knew this song by heart, her voice vibrated everywhere, and somehow it wasn't hurting his ears at all.
Kitto kitto bokutachi wa
Ikiru hodo ni shitte yuku
Soshite soshite bokutachi wa
Ikiru hodo ni wasureteku
Surely, surely as we
live we know more.
And, and as we live
we forget.
Rin was now washing her body with the soap that Jaken had brought for her. Sesshoumaru took in the sent of morning glory, that's what she was like, she was like the morning glory, they bloom in the morning gracing everything with it's beauty, but when the light hit's it, it goes back hiding, she was hiding from him...
Hajimari ga aru mono ni wa
Itsu no hi ka owari mo aru koto
Ikitoshi ikeru mono nara
Sono subete ni
Things that begin
always have an end.
If you can live on,
think always of that.
Sesshoumaru listened as this maiden, this beautiful maiden was slowly making him drop what ever defense he had up, she was driving him mad with her voice, her body, her movement...[AN: Corny I know]
Moshimo kono sekai ga shousha to haisha to no
Futatsukiri ni wakareru nara
Aa boku wa haisha de ii
Itsu datte haisha de itai n da
If this world were split into
winners and losers,
I'd rather be a loser.
I always want to be a loser.
Rin was now singing as the music continued from the wind, her soft voice just continued to coo through the lyrics. Sesshoumaru listen to the lyrics, she was pouring out her soul in the song, her thoughts, her feelings. Where they that important to her?...
Kitto kitto bokutachi wa
Kanashii hodo ni utsukushiku
Yue ni yue ni bokutachi wa
Kanashii hodo ni kegareteku
Surely, surely we are
more beautiful when we're sad.
That's why, that's why we are
dirtier when we're sad.
Sesshoumaru smelled salt, she was crying? But why? he continued to listen to her lyrics, they were stating that when they were sad they were beautiful yet they were dirty? She knew so much more then she seemed to know...
Mamorubeki mono no tameni
Kyou mo mata nanika wo gisei ni
Ikitoshi ikeru monotachi
Sou subete ga
To protect us and ours,
we must sacrifice something yet again.
Those who can live on
think always of that.
Rin? What did you sacrifice? Maybe a human life? No how could that be, he always taught her to be hateful of humans. Then how could that be? Sesshoumaru watched with a frown, as laughter rose in his head...
Moshimo kono sekai ga shousha to haisha to no
Futatsukiri ni wakareru nara
Aa boku wa haisha de ii
Itsudatte haisha de itain da
If this world were split into
winners and losers,
I'd rather be a loser.
I always want to be a loser.
The laughter erupted...*Did you forget?* asked the same Youkai voice. "...No how could I forget..." said Sesshoumaru. *Well it's time for you to learn of love* said the Youkai. "Love?" asked Sesshoumaru. *Yes, the weak human emotion your so afraid to feel, the emotion that makes you stupid* said the Youkai. "When you came to me all those years ago you looked like Rin" said Sesshoumaru. *I am Rin, and Rin is me, I told you she serves as a vessel, we share her body, she has a soul, and I am her mind* said Youkai. "Why Rin?" asked Sesshoumaru. *Because I knew she would be something great, her heart is open, just like her mind, but you never saw that until tonight* said the Youkai. Sesshoumaru frowned again in the truth of the Youkai's words. He never saw Rin as Rin...
Boku wa kimi ni nani wo tsutaerareru darou
Konna chibboke de chiisana boku de shika nai
Ima wa kore ijou hanasu no wa yametoku yo
Kotoba wa sou amari ni mo
Toki ni muryoku dakara
What can I tell you?
I'm just a small, helpless person.
That's all I'll say for now
because sometimes words
are completely powerless.
Sesshoumaru was broken from the spell of the moment as the soft music kept playing yet the magical voice was gone, and now he smelt heavy salt, Rin was crying in to her hands her hair cover her face. The last verse shocked him as he recalled it. Was Rin hiding something from him? *Or maybe you never let her act up on it* said the Youkai.
Sesshoumaru walked up to Rin, she heard him coming so she pushed herself down in to the water so, he couldn't see her. "Sesshoumaru-sama?" asked Rin. "It's getting dark, you should get inside" said Sesshoumaru holding her the short thin inner kimono up. "Yes, Sesshoumaru" said Rin as she step out of the water revealing herself slowly, it not like he hasn't seen her naked before. Sesshoumaru's eye traveled down as more of her was exposed, first her creamy shoulders, then her full breast, then her flat stomach, then her very woman hood, her long limps, her knees...She was like nymph emerging from the water, as droplets traveled down her body, he wanted so much to reach out and trace each and every part of her body with his tongue. Rin took the kimono from his hand, as her wet cold one touched his warm one, she looked up and the music rose again mesmerizing them both. "Rin" said Sesshoumaru as he traced her wet lips. Rin looked up as him, as a warm feeling rose with in her stomach.
Sesshoumaru could still hear the song as the music played from gods know where. [AN: Freaky music playing out of nowhere 0_o] "Sesshoumaru-sama?" asked Rin. *Gods she's beautiful, nobody could compare to her even this place pales compare to her* thought Sesshoumaru as his hand cupped her cheeks. "I don't want you to catch a cold. Get dressed, I'll expect you to be at the dining hall" said Sesshoumaru before turning to leave. "Yes, Sesshoumaru-sama" mumbled Rin, but he still heard her. *Your a fool, the girl wants you yet you don't take her* said the Youkai in his head. "I won't take advantage of her" said Sesshoumaru. The Youkai laughed *You are a fool* said the Youkai. Sesshoumaru was angry. Very angry. "I'll kill you if you talk to me like that again" said Sesshoumaru. *Kill me? Fool! I'm Rin if you want to kill her as well, then go right ahead* said the Youkai. Sesshoumaru walked in to dinning hall very angary he needed to kill something. [AN: I think fluffy is losing it, he is talking to a being in his head]
In the Dinning Hall...
Sesshoumaru sniffed the air as Rin's sent caught his nose, then he heard her voice. "Rin-chan, it's so good to have you back here, it was getting dull without you" said one of his servants. "Yes, I missed you as well" said Rin's voice very cheerful coated with the light sadness. "My Lord wants you at the dining hall" said the servant. "I'm not very hungry, but I'll join him any ways" said Rin. "I have to say Rin-chan I think Lord Sesshoumaru is very luck to have you, you always think of him before yourself" said the servant. Sesshoumaru snarled *How dare she* thought Sesshoumaru deciding who to kill. "No, I don't think so, I owe him my life, if it should be anyone it should be I that is grateful that he kept me this long" said Rin. "You see always thinking of him first before yourself" said the servant smiling. "Really" said Rin. "You don't love him do you?" asked the servant, Sesshoumaru's head went up in curiosity. "Love? even if I did, do you think it would be returned?" asked Rin with sadness. Sesshoumaru's heart clenched. *What is this feeling* thought Sesshoumaru. "I suppose not" said the servant. "I should join Sesshoumaru-sama before you and I get in trouble" said Rin. "Come down later we'll have our little chats" said the servant. "Very well, I will" said Rin as she walk in to the huge dining hall. Rin bowed to Sesshoumaru before taking a seat next to him. Another male servant came in to serve them dinner. Sesshoumaru watched form the corner of his eyes as the servant smiled at Rin with affection, and she smiled back. *Change of plan, kill this one that has taken a liking to Rin* thought Sesshoumaru. The meal was a quite one, Sesshoumaru ate, as he watched Rin play with her food trying to force herself to eat so he'll be happy. "If you are not hungry, you don't have to eat" stated Sesshoumaru.
Rin just smiled "No, I'm fine" said Rin. "Why lie, I can see your not hungry, you hardly ate anything" said Sesshoumaru. "I had a big lunch that's all" said Rin looking down. "You are excused if you wish to go to bed" said Sesshoumaru. "Yes, good night Sesshoumaru-sama" said Rin walking quietly away from the dinning hall. *She didn't kiss you good night* said the Youkai. "You getting quite annoying" said Sesshoumaru. Youkai laughed. *Just admit it what you heard is driving you insane, and that she didn't even kiss you good night* said the Youkai. Sesshoumaru just stood up, somehow he didn't feel hungry either. Sesshoumaru passed Rin's bedroom on his way to his own, he heard someone other then Rin talking. "Rin-chan, what's the matter?" asked a 'male' voice. "Nothing, I just have something in my eyes" said Rin. "Come on Rin-chan I know better than that" said the servant. "Really, it's nothing" said Rin. "That's not going to convince me" said the servant. "For some reason I can't seem to convince anyone" said Rin drying the tears. "Come now Rin-chan smile, you look so much prettier that way" said the servant. "Thank you" said Rin with a soft giggle. "I do feel like the hero, for making you smile" said the servant. "Yes, this smile is just for you" said Rin. "Well, goodnight Rin-chan I hope you sleep well" said the servant. "Yes, same to you" said Rin. Sesshoumaru walked away before anyone knew that he was there.
In Sesshoumaru's Chambers...
*Does this whole palace want to die?* thought as he recalled Rin's conversations with his servants. "It seem she talk to them more then she talk to me" said Sesshoumaru. *Strange isn't it, how it makes you feel* said the Youkai. "You have a tendency to talk when you are least wanted" said Sesshoumaru. *Hey, don't take you anger for your servants on me, I was just trying to help* said the Youkai. "You are making a fool of me because you think I can't kill Rin" said Sesshoumaru. *Can you kill her?* asked the Youkai. "Of course I can, she belongs to me, to do as I wish with her" said Sesshoumaru. *She belongs to you?* asked Youkai. "Yes, she belongs to me" said Sesshoumaru. *You see, she doesn't belong to you until you, you claim her as your* said the Youkai. "Claim her? I already have" said Sesshoumaru. *Yes, because you brought her back from the dead you think she belongs to you. Yes, I know, bla...bla...bla* said the Youkai. Sesshoumaru was growing very hateful of this Youkai. *Maybe you should sleep on it, 'we' are* said the Youkai. Sesshoumaru just growled, before getting up to take his armor off, and going to bed.
TBC
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AN: What you think? And I said it before the song doesn't belong to me it belongs to Ayumi Hamasaki and the Inu-yasha people. I know my spelling and grammar isn't that good so please cope with me. Thanks please review other wise I won't know if I should write more. ^_^
By: Haruka-chan
AN: This is about my favorite couple from Inu-yasha other then Kagome and Inu-yasha. This story is about Sesshoumaru and Rin. As you know "No More Word" is by Ayumi Hamaski. It's from the Inu-yasha movie ending song so please don't sue when I use it for this story. Thank you. Tell me what you think. Oh by the way in the story in Rin's era there are going to be some things that they probably didn't have, you know like beds, certain furniture and, etc., but I'm going to use them. *Edited version*
*....*- Means that it's character thoughts.
*~....~*- Character is thinking about what someone said in the past.
"...."- Means characters are talking.
****.....****- Means dreams of the character.
~~~***...***~~~- Means letters and notes from characters
Discovery...Chapter 1
The pain of losing someone you love is most felt when, they are not there. Take a chance, and don't hold back...
In The Forest some where...[AN: I really am creative about these things]
*It's been about 11 summers since this little human girl has followed me around. I don't know why I let her, but I just couldn't let her go...something inside me wanted to hold on to her and see what she was going to become, who she was going to become when she was older* thought Sesshoumaru as he watched a 17 year old Rin sitting next to him making some kind of tiara with wild flowers. [AN: Safe wild flowers, wouldn't want to kill her already] "Sesshoumaru-sama?" asked Rin. Sesshoumaru just looked at her with his usual emotionless face. Rin just shrugged and smiled at him anyway. Sesshoumaru looked at Rin's profile, she has grown very beautiful, more then any women that he had seen, maybe his half-breed brother's woman wasn't that bad to look at, but to him nobody could compare to Rin's beauty, she has grown from being a 6 year old human child to a 17 year old woman who had beautiful light brown hair, whose form was better then most female Youkai's, eye big with couriosity that of a child, which became much light over the years. They looked as if the sunset itself has taken shelter in her eyes, her beautiful creamy skin put everything together. But for some reason Sesshoumaru couldn't forget that day many years ago when he almost lost her or he thought...[AN: Dumdumdum]
**********~FlashBack~************
"Sesshoumaru -sama" said the little 10 year old Rin. Sesshoumaru just gave her a look that told her that he was listing. "Sesshoumaru-sama why did you save Rin?" asked Rin referring to herself as a third person. "Because I wanted to" said Sesshoumaru and turned back to his staring at nothing. [AN: man doesn't his head hurt?] Rin just went back to chasing the butterfly that she spotted. "Lord Sesshoumaru, we should head back to the palace, I feel an evil presence here" said Jaken. Sesshoumaru just gave a look that said 'I'll say when we leave or when we don't' which was enough to make the short servant shut his holes. "Rin were going to leave now" said Sesshoumaru getting up. "Ok Sesshoumaru-sama" said Rin before grabbing some more flowers. Sesshoumaru watched as she picked up some more flowers and tucked them away in her kimono before running after him and Jaken. Sesshoumaru walked ahead quietly as Jaken followed and Rin after him. Sesshoumaru watched as the sun was going down. "Jaken, find some food, we'll camp out here tonight" said Sesshoumaru as he sat down on the grass bed. Rin sat there busy with her flowers not caring about anything that was going on, a few moments later Jaken returned with some rabbits for them to eat. [AN: T_T I didn't to kill them, but hey that's called the damn food chain] Sesshoumaru, Rin and Jaken ate in silence, and soon they were sleeping, well Jaken and Rin were, but not Sesshoumaru who was watching over them, his eyes wondered to where the little form of Rin laid and he saw her shivering.
*Pathatic human, so weak* thought Sesshoumaru before walking over to Rin and draping the fur that he carried. [AN: Yes, Yes I know it's his tail but for now imagine he can take it off. Ooo that's freaky 0_o* He watched as she sighed and smiled in her sleep. *She is very beautiful for a child. She seemed so happy just to be near me, I don't understand her at all* thought Sesshoumaru. "Sesshoumaru-sama don't leave me please! Rin will be good" said Rin suddenly. Sesshoumaru just stared at her as he smelled salt, and then saw the tears that were coming out from the corner of her eyes. *You want to stay with me that much Rin? What if I don't want you?* thought Sesshoumaru still looking at Rin, he reached over and moved some strands of hair that fell over her face, she sighed as if it was comforting her. Suddenly she stared to toss and turn before her small form was held up on air. Sesshoumaru just backed away taking out his Dokkasou and holding the Toukijin in the other hand [AN: Poison Flower claw or the bright wip thing, and the other sword that he CAN cut with], as he walked in to the mist that was now surrounding Rin.
"Sesshoumaru-sama! Help me" yelled Rin but she was still asleep. "Rin!" yelled back Sesshoumaru. Before he even knew it, he was standing in a meadow and a beautiful woman stood a few feet away, she looked familiar, as she came up to him smiling. She looked like a human woman but she smelled like Rin and Youkai. "What have you done with Rin?" asked Sesshoumaru sensing that what ever took Rin was a some kind of spirit Youkai. [AN: Is there a spirit Youkai?] "I'm right here Sesshoumaru-sama" said the Youkai who had beautiful silky brown hair and her eyes light brown, her body was slim and curved in all the right places, she was dressed in a beautiful white kimono with blue flowers on them and a dark blue obi and gold sash. "What have you done with Rin" said Sesshoumaru with fierce eyes. "But Sesshoumaru-sama I'm right here can't you see me?" asked the Youkai in Rin's voice mixed with a more matured voice. Sesshoumaru finally saw Rin's transparent form with in this woman or Youkai. "Sesshoumaru-sama what is that you desire most?" asked the Youkai/Rin's voice.
Sesshoumaru didn't move or act on anything. "Give her back" was all he said. "What is it that you want in the whole wide world?" asked the Youkai/Rin again. Sesshoumaru just stared at the Youkai ready to strike. "I can give you what you want just tell me" said the Youkai/Rin. "You can ask for anything, what would you want?" asked the Youkai/Rin. "What is it in for you, that you offer me this?" asked Sesshoumaru. "I just wanted to make my Lord happy, for taking care of what is mines" said the Youkai solo. "What is yours?" asked Sesshoumaru. "This child is mines, I can do as I wish with her" said the Youkai solo. "Who said she belonged to you?" asked Sesshoumaru. "She always belonged to me, she was created to serve as a vessel for me" said the Youkai. "She belongs to no one but me" said Sesshoumaru. "Really? I don't see your mark on her" said the Youkai. "I have to have no mark on her, I brought her back from the dead" said Sesshoumaru. "That I saw, but my question is why?" said the Youkai. "I don't have to tell you my reason for bringing her back" he said with anger in his tone. "Very well" said the Youkai. "Tell me Sesshoumaru-sama what you think of love?" asked the Youkai with a big grin. "Love? it's nothing but a human emotion that makes them weak, and stupid" said Sesshoumaru. The Youkai laughed out.
"Yes, I suppose your right, but this child has nothing but unconditional love for you, so I guess she's also weak and stupid" said the Youkai. Sesshoumaru wasn't liking this, she was 'rubbing' him in the wrong way. "She is a human, I don't expect anything but that from her" said Sesshoumaru. The Youkai nodded "Yes, that is what you say she is" said the Youkai. "Help me Sesshoumaru-sama!" yelled Rin. "This child is quite strong if she is able to break from my spell" said the Youkai more to itself then him. Sesshoumaru narrowed his eyes at her. The Youkai laughed out again "Yet, love is the very reason she can do that, she doesn't want to leave your side" said Youkai. "What do you want in exchange for her?" asked Sesshoumaru. Youkai laughed at him for the second time. "I just want the child that's all, there isn't anything else that you can give me" said Youkai. Sesshoumaru was done talking he went forward with his Dokkasou, only to be thrown back by this strange Youkai. No body pushes the 'great' Sesshoumaru. [AN: Ego...one of the seven deadly sins] The Youkai laughed as it walked up to Sesshoumaru lying on the ground, and sat next to him. "You are very handsome, Lord Sesshoumaru" said the Youkai getting very close to his face. Sesshoumaru took in only the smell of Rin, the smell of morning glory. He felt a soft hand cupped his face when he looked up at the Youkai it smile at him. "I will have to teach you of Love, my lord. This child is very special to me, just as you are to her" said Youkai now only inches away form his face, her hair serving as a covering to hid both of their faces. "What are you up to Youkai?" asked Sesshoumaru ready to strike with the Toukijin that's when he felt it, her soft lips on his, he never felt anything like it, he felt him letting go of the Toukijin's handle just so he can bring her closer.
*Is this what you desire my Lord* asked the Youkai in his head. Sesshoumaru just kissed this Youkai. *But is it what it seems?* asked the Youkai. Sesshoumaru opened his eyes only to find Rin kissing him but she was asleep. [AN: In our world that's called mellashing, but hey] *I am her future, just as you are hers...* said the Youkai as Sesshoumaru saw the transparent Youkai leaving his lips as Rin left his lips, the Youkai and Rin smiled both looked similar, only age was the difference. *We will see what you think of love...* said the Youkai before Rin's body was up in the air once more with the Youkai disappearing in to her. Sesshoumaru could only sit and watch as Rin's body fell on top of his. "Sesshoumaru-sama you saved me again...how can I repay you for all this..." said Rin before falling in to a deep sleep. Sesshoumaru looked around, they were back in the forest, he felt something moving on top of him, when he looked up it was Rin she was trying to get closer to him. *What future was this child going to give him?* thought Sesshoumaru as he held on to her tighter. [AN: awe]
**********~End of FlashBack~**************
*It has been 7 years since then, yet I can't forget, about the kiss, about anything* thought Sesshoumaru watching Rin now, she looked exactly like the Youkai did, beautiful in every way her hair had grown so much, her breast full and perfect, her lips a luscious pink, every curve of her body mad him want to just to take her, her smell was intoxicating, that same smell of morning glory. Sesshoumaru watched as she sat there without any worry in her head, but there was something dark in her eyes, but he dismissed it. "Rin" said Sesshoumaru. "Yes, Sesshoumaru-sama?" asked Rin. "Were leaving to the palace" said Sesshoumaru. "Yes," said Rin getting up gracefully and dusting her kimono and holding the flower tiara. "Jaken" said Sesshoumaru getting up on the Ah-UN or the dragon steed. [AN: That's it name right the white or pink colored cloud dragon thingy that he rides on?] "Yes, My lord" said Jaken as he to jumped on to the Youkai. The short ride to the palace was quite with Sesshoumaru looking down at Rin once in a while and Jaken mumbling things like 'stupid girl' and 'why a human' Sesshoumaru have to have a talk 'little' to him later.
Sesshoumaru stepped down form the Youkai and Jaken jumped off, Rin was still on the Youkai. "Thank you" said Rin as the Youkai lower for her to get down. Sesshoumaru noticed that Ah-UN or dragon steed had taken a liking to Rin, then again who hasn't. "Good night" said Rin and the Youkai nodded in response. "Come Rin" said Sesshoumaru. "Yes," said Rin as the huge gates opened for them to walk through. Rin hasn't been here for a while so she missed all the beauty that surrounded it, the cheery blossom trees, the palace it's self the forest, everything about this place was beautiful to Rin. Rin walked remembering everything. They entered the beautiful palace, everything that implied beauty would be everything that was in this palace and that surrounded it. The walls, the lighting, the furniture everything was beautiful even the Youkai servants that worked there was beautiful and handsome except maybe Jaken, but none compared to Sesshoumaru's beauty. Jaken went straight for the dinning hall, while Rin went to her chambers. "It's so good to be home" said Rin before closing her door. Sesshoumaru had to smile at that *So good to be home...this was her home, she belonged to him...with him* thought Sesshoumaru as he also went to his chamber.
In Rin's Chamber...
Rin's chamber was pretty big, she had a beautiful big canopy bed with silk sheets in the color of soft pink and white, the huge bay windows brought in light from the setting sun. There was a vanity table with a big mirror, on the table she had everything a young woman should have to look her best. [AN: Come on people do I have to put that in to details too?] "I should take a bath" said Rin looking at herself in the mirror. Rin took all she need to bathe and walked out of her sleeping quarters and down the hall to lake [AN: I know they had bath houses and all, I just thought it would be better if she took a bath in the lake, trust me I have a good reason ^_~]
In Sesshoumaru's Chamber...
Sesshoumaru sat down on his large bed that had beautiful silk and cotton sheet and large pillows thrown every where. He how ever didn't need anything like a vanity table or the things that Rin had in her room. [AN: OMG! And here I'm thinking his room is gonna have mirrors everywhere] His room was beautiful fit for a lord, with scrolls, paintings, and tapestry on the walls a table and cushion for him to sit on and etc. Sesshoumaru sat and the only thing in his mind was Rin. *Damn it why can't I get her out of my mind lately* thought Sesshoumaru with a glare on his face. "My Lord your tea" said a servant coming in with a cup of tea. "Has Rin eaten?" asked Sesshoumaru. "No, my Lord" said the servant waiting for the sign to leave. "Very well you may leave" said Sesshoumaru wondering where she was. "She didn't eat yet? That's very odd" said Sesshoumaru before getting up heading toward Rin's chambers. *Why do I care if she ate or not?* thought Sesshoumaru as he neared her chamber. He opened the door, but found no one there. Sesshoumaru smile as her sent rose in the air he knew where she was.
At the lake...
The scene around here was so beautiful, the trees surrounding the lake look like a large willow tree, while the fire flies made it look like the place was glowing, there were a few boulders that were in the lake, made it easy for Rin to sit and scrub herself. Rin started to listen as the wind played with her hair, and made this wonderful music in the air it was if the music was being played just for her, she started to hum along with the wind as the music got louder. Sesshoumaru could hear Rin clearly, she was humming along with the wind, she heard it too, her voice was so high [AN: that means it's good, she has a very nice voice] and beautiful. Sesshoumaru got closer, but didn't let her see him, she looked like a mystical creature [AN: Come on to us he's mystical but to him his normal so I hope you get what I'm trying to say] with her glowing body and her hair cascading down her back like a water fall. She was half way in the water only her upper body was visible, her eyes shining like she saw something pretty. [AN: Oooh all the pretty colors] Sesshoumaru's breath caught in his throat, his eyes were only on her, he heard her singing as if she knew this song by heart, her voice vibrated everywhere, and somehow it wasn't hurting his ears at all.
Kitto kitto bokutachi wa
Ikiru hodo ni shitte yuku
Soshite soshite bokutachi wa
Ikiru hodo ni wasureteku
Surely, surely as we
live we know more.
And, and as we live
we forget.
Rin was now washing her body with the soap that Jaken had brought for her. Sesshoumaru took in the sent of morning glory, that's what she was like, she was like the morning glory, they bloom in the morning gracing everything with it's beauty, but when the light hit's it, it goes back hiding, she was hiding from him...
Hajimari ga aru mono ni wa
Itsu no hi ka owari mo aru koto
Ikitoshi ikeru mono nara
Sono subete ni
Things that begin
always have an end.
If you can live on,
think always of that.
Sesshoumaru listened as this maiden, this beautiful maiden was slowly making him drop what ever defense he had up, she was driving him mad with her voice, her body, her movement...[AN: Corny I know]
Moshimo kono sekai ga shousha to haisha to no
Futatsukiri ni wakareru nara
Aa boku wa haisha de ii
Itsu datte haisha de itai n da
If this world were split into
winners and losers,
I'd rather be a loser.
I always want to be a loser.
Rin was now singing as the music continued from the wind, her soft voice just continued to coo through the lyrics. Sesshoumaru listen to the lyrics, she was pouring out her soul in the song, her thoughts, her feelings. Where they that important to her?...
Kitto kitto bokutachi wa
Kanashii hodo ni utsukushiku
Yue ni yue ni bokutachi wa
Kanashii hodo ni kegareteku
Surely, surely we are
more beautiful when we're sad.
That's why, that's why we are
dirtier when we're sad.
Sesshoumaru smelled salt, she was crying? But why? he continued to listen to her lyrics, they were stating that when they were sad they were beautiful yet they were dirty? She knew so much more then she seemed to know...
Mamorubeki mono no tameni
Kyou mo mata nanika wo gisei ni
Ikitoshi ikeru monotachi
Sou subete ga
To protect us and ours,
we must sacrifice something yet again.
Those who can live on
think always of that.
Rin? What did you sacrifice? Maybe a human life? No how could that be, he always taught her to be hateful of humans. Then how could that be? Sesshoumaru watched with a frown, as laughter rose in his head...
Moshimo kono sekai ga shousha to haisha to no
Futatsukiri ni wakareru nara
Aa boku wa haisha de ii
Itsudatte haisha de itain da
If this world were split into
winners and losers,
I'd rather be a loser.
I always want to be a loser.
The laughter erupted...*Did you forget?* asked the same Youkai voice. "...No how could I forget..." said Sesshoumaru. *Well it's time for you to learn of love* said the Youkai. "Love?" asked Sesshoumaru. *Yes, the weak human emotion your so afraid to feel, the emotion that makes you stupid* said the Youkai. "When you came to me all those years ago you looked like Rin" said Sesshoumaru. *I am Rin, and Rin is me, I told you she serves as a vessel, we share her body, she has a soul, and I am her mind* said Youkai. "Why Rin?" asked Sesshoumaru. *Because I knew she would be something great, her heart is open, just like her mind, but you never saw that until tonight* said the Youkai. Sesshoumaru frowned again in the truth of the Youkai's words. He never saw Rin as Rin...
Boku wa kimi ni nani wo tsutaerareru darou
Konna chibboke de chiisana boku de shika nai
Ima wa kore ijou hanasu no wa yametoku yo
Kotoba wa sou amari ni mo
Toki ni muryoku dakara
What can I tell you?
I'm just a small, helpless person.
That's all I'll say for now
because sometimes words
are completely powerless.
Sesshoumaru was broken from the spell of the moment as the soft music kept playing yet the magical voice was gone, and now he smelt heavy salt, Rin was crying in to her hands her hair cover her face. The last verse shocked him as he recalled it. Was Rin hiding something from him? *Or maybe you never let her act up on it* said the Youkai.
Sesshoumaru walked up to Rin, she heard him coming so she pushed herself down in to the water so, he couldn't see her. "Sesshoumaru-sama?" asked Rin. "It's getting dark, you should get inside" said Sesshoumaru holding her the short thin inner kimono up. "Yes, Sesshoumaru" said Rin as she step out of the water revealing herself slowly, it not like he hasn't seen her naked before. Sesshoumaru's eye traveled down as more of her was exposed, first her creamy shoulders, then her full breast, then her flat stomach, then her very woman hood, her long limps, her knees...She was like nymph emerging from the water, as droplets traveled down her body, he wanted so much to reach out and trace each and every part of her body with his tongue. Rin took the kimono from his hand, as her wet cold one touched his warm one, she looked up and the music rose again mesmerizing them both. "Rin" said Sesshoumaru as he traced her wet lips. Rin looked up as him, as a warm feeling rose with in her stomach.
Sesshoumaru could still hear the song as the music played from gods know where. [AN: Freaky music playing out of nowhere 0_o] "Sesshoumaru-sama?" asked Rin. *Gods she's beautiful, nobody could compare to her even this place pales compare to her* thought Sesshoumaru as his hand cupped her cheeks. "I don't want you to catch a cold. Get dressed, I'll expect you to be at the dining hall" said Sesshoumaru before turning to leave. "Yes, Sesshoumaru-sama" mumbled Rin, but he still heard her. *Your a fool, the girl wants you yet you don't take her* said the Youkai in his head. "I won't take advantage of her" said Sesshoumaru. The Youkai laughed *You are a fool* said the Youkai. Sesshoumaru was angry. Very angry. "I'll kill you if you talk to me like that again" said Sesshoumaru. *Kill me? Fool! I'm Rin if you want to kill her as well, then go right ahead* said the Youkai. Sesshoumaru walked in to dinning hall very angary he needed to kill something. [AN: I think fluffy is losing it, he is talking to a being in his head]
In the Dinning Hall...
Sesshoumaru sniffed the air as Rin's sent caught his nose, then he heard her voice. "Rin-chan, it's so good to have you back here, it was getting dull without you" said one of his servants. "Yes, I missed you as well" said Rin's voice very cheerful coated with the light sadness. "My Lord wants you at the dining hall" said the servant. "I'm not very hungry, but I'll join him any ways" said Rin. "I have to say Rin-chan I think Lord Sesshoumaru is very luck to have you, you always think of him before yourself" said the servant. Sesshoumaru snarled *How dare she* thought Sesshoumaru deciding who to kill. "No, I don't think so, I owe him my life, if it should be anyone it should be I that is grateful that he kept me this long" said Rin. "You see always thinking of him first before yourself" said the servant smiling. "Really" said Rin. "You don't love him do you?" asked the servant, Sesshoumaru's head went up in curiosity. "Love? even if I did, do you think it would be returned?" asked Rin with sadness. Sesshoumaru's heart clenched. *What is this feeling* thought Sesshoumaru. "I suppose not" said the servant. "I should join Sesshoumaru-sama before you and I get in trouble" said Rin. "Come down later we'll have our little chats" said the servant. "Very well, I will" said Rin as she walk in to the huge dining hall. Rin bowed to Sesshoumaru before taking a seat next to him. Another male servant came in to serve them dinner. Sesshoumaru watched form the corner of his eyes as the servant smiled at Rin with affection, and she smiled back. *Change of plan, kill this one that has taken a liking to Rin* thought Sesshoumaru. The meal was a quite one, Sesshoumaru ate, as he watched Rin play with her food trying to force herself to eat so he'll be happy. "If you are not hungry, you don't have to eat" stated Sesshoumaru.
Rin just smiled "No, I'm fine" said Rin. "Why lie, I can see your not hungry, you hardly ate anything" said Sesshoumaru. "I had a big lunch that's all" said Rin looking down. "You are excused if you wish to go to bed" said Sesshoumaru. "Yes, good night Sesshoumaru-sama" said Rin walking quietly away from the dinning hall. *She didn't kiss you good night* said the Youkai. "You getting quite annoying" said Sesshoumaru. Youkai laughed. *Just admit it what you heard is driving you insane, and that she didn't even kiss you good night* said the Youkai. Sesshoumaru just stood up, somehow he didn't feel hungry either. Sesshoumaru passed Rin's bedroom on his way to his own, he heard someone other then Rin talking. "Rin-chan, what's the matter?" asked a 'male' voice. "Nothing, I just have something in my eyes" said Rin. "Come on Rin-chan I know better than that" said the servant. "Really, it's nothing" said Rin. "That's not going to convince me" said the servant. "For some reason I can't seem to convince anyone" said Rin drying the tears. "Come now Rin-chan smile, you look so much prettier that way" said the servant. "Thank you" said Rin with a soft giggle. "I do feel like the hero, for making you smile" said the servant. "Yes, this smile is just for you" said Rin. "Well, goodnight Rin-chan I hope you sleep well" said the servant. "Yes, same to you" said Rin. Sesshoumaru walked away before anyone knew that he was there.
In Sesshoumaru's Chambers...
*Does this whole palace want to die?* thought as he recalled Rin's conversations with his servants. "It seem she talk to them more then she talk to me" said Sesshoumaru. *Strange isn't it, how it makes you feel* said the Youkai. "You have a tendency to talk when you are least wanted" said Sesshoumaru. *Hey, don't take you anger for your servants on me, I was just trying to help* said the Youkai. "You are making a fool of me because you think I can't kill Rin" said Sesshoumaru. *Can you kill her?* asked the Youkai. "Of course I can, she belongs to me, to do as I wish with her" said Sesshoumaru. *She belongs to you?* asked Youkai. "Yes, she belongs to me" said Sesshoumaru. *You see, she doesn't belong to you until you, you claim her as your* said the Youkai. "Claim her? I already have" said Sesshoumaru. *Yes, because you brought her back from the dead you think she belongs to you. Yes, I know, bla...bla...bla* said the Youkai. Sesshoumaru was growing very hateful of this Youkai. *Maybe you should sleep on it, 'we' are* said the Youkai. Sesshoumaru just growled, before getting up to take his armor off, and going to bed.
TBC
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AN: What you think? And I said it before the song doesn't belong to me it belongs to Ayumi Hamasaki and the Inu-yasha people. I know my spelling and grammar isn't that good so please cope with me. Thanks please review other wise I won't know if I should write more. ^_^