InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ No More Words ❯ Deep thoughts ( Chapter 2 )
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By: Haruka-chan 
Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Hentai / Fantasy / Romance / Angst / Action | Type: Alternate Universe | Uploaded On: 08.07.2003 | Pages: 1 | Words: 3.3K | Visits: 512 | Status: Completed
Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Hentai / Fantasy / Romance / Angst / Action | Type: Alternate Universe | Uploaded On: 08.07.2003 | Pages: 1 | Words: 3.3K | Visits: 512 | Status: Completed
No more Words
By: Haruka-chan
AN: This is about my favorite couple from Inu-yasha other then Kagome and Inu-yasha. This story is about Sesshoumaru and Rin. As you know "No More Word" is by Ayumi Hamaski. It's from the Inu-yasha movie ending song so please don't sue when I use it for this story. Thank you. Tell me what you think. Oh by the way in the story in Rin's era there are going to be some things that they probably didn't have, you know like beds, certain furniture and, etc., but I'm going to use them. *Edited version*
*....*- Means that it's character thoughts.
*~....~*- Character is thinking about what someone said in the past.
"...."- Means characters are talking.
****.....****- Means dreams of the character.
~~~***...***~~~- Means letters and notes from characters
Deep thoughts...Chapter 2
The pain of losing someone you love is most felt when, they are not there. Take a chance, and don't hold back...
Last Time...
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In Sesshoumaru's Chambers...
*Does this whole palace want to die?* thought as he recalled Rin's conversations with his servants. "It seem she talk to them more then she talk to me" said Sesshoumaru. *Strange isn't it, how it makes you feel* said the Youkai. "You have a tendency to talk when you are least wanted" said Sesshoumaru. *Hey, don't take you anger for your servants on me, I was just trying to help* said the Youkai. "You are making a fool of me because you think I can't kill Rin" said Sesshoumaru. *Can you kill her?* asked the Youkai. "Of course I can, she belongs to me, to do as I wish with her" said Sesshoumaru. *She belongs to you?* asked Youkai. "Yes, she belongs to me" said Sesshoumaru. *You see, she doesn't belong to you until you, you claim her as your* said the Youkai. "Claim her? I already have" said Sesshoumaru. *Yes, because you brought her back from the dead you think she belongs to you. Yes, I know, bla...bla...bla* said the Youkai. Sesshoumaru was growing very hateful of this Youkai. *Maybe you should sleep on it, 'we' are* said the Youkai. Sesshoumaru just growled, before getting up to take his armor off, and going to bed.
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That night...[AN: makes you think something great is going to happen]
Sesshoumaru sat up on his bed. *Danm her, isn't it enough that she's in my thoughts and now in my dreams as well* thought Sesshoumaru before getting up and opening the door to the balcony. The night's cold air cooled his hot skin. He looked down at the scenery "Yes, I have surrounded myself with beauty" said Sesshoumaru as a picture of Rin nude earlier flashed in to his head. He looked down to find something shining down below, something dressed in all white. [AN: AHHH! It's a damn ghost! Run fluffy!] Sesshoumaru jumped down form his balcony. *This intruder should know better then to intrude on my land* thought Sesshoumaru. "Who goes there" said Sesshoumaru, only to hear laughter. He walked closer to the form and gasped both in shock and anger. "YOU! WHAT ARE YOU DOING IN MY LAND?!?" asked Sesshoumaru. The woman before him just smiled as if she didn't hear him. "ANSWER ME!" said Sesshoumaru. "I'm just here to see the young woman" said the woman. "You have no right here, not anymore..." said Sesshoumaru. "I'm a spirit Sesshoumaru, I am not on your land" said the gentle voice. "You are a human, and a weak one at that" said Sesshoumaru. "Are you still angary with me for loving your father?" asked the woman with a gentle smile. "You dishonored us" said Sesshoumaru. "Is that why you are afraid to love Rin?" asked the woman.
"I do not love her, love is a weak emotion" said Sesshoumaru. "Tell me Sesshoumaru, do you know why your father left you with the Tenseiga?" asked the woman. "No, and I do not care" said Sesshoumaru. The woman came up to him her hand reached up and touch his cheek, Sesshoumaru tried to grab it and break it but his hand went through her hand yet he can feel her touch. "I loved you as my own, Sesshoumaru" she whispered. "I didn't want your love" said Sesshoumaru. "Your father and I knew about Rin" she whispered. "What?!?" asked Sesshoumaru. "Well, we weren't sure about it but it was said that you would be the one to save a life" said the woman. "That's why he left the Tenseiga for you" said the woman. Sesshoumaru just stood dumb founded. "I did not come here to tell you all this, but..." said the woman. "But what?" asked Sesshoumaru with narrow eyes. "I had to so you can still save the young girl" said Sesshoumaru. "What you mean save her?" asked Sesshoumaru. "She going to die Sesshoumaru, she's going to die of a broken heart..." said the woman. "Why?" asked Sesshoumaru. "...because, she cares for you Sesshoumaru, that Youkai will devour her, she will be Rin without a soul" said the woman. "Why do you care for her so much?" asked Sesshoumaru. "Because I care for you, and I know you love her and want her, but it is I that is holding you back" said the woman. Sesshoumaru just watched her as her eyes welled with tears. "Take her as yours before it's too late" said the woman now fading. Sesshoumaru just stood there and watched as the woman who was the creator of his half breed brother disappeared yet she reminded him of Rin how she cried like her.
"Don't let her leave you Sesshoumaru..." said her fading voice. Sesshoumaru woke with a jolt. "Why was that human in my dream? Then again was it a dream?" asked Sesshoumaru. The night was still young, he couldn't understand all these feelings that were running wild in him. Was Rin really going to die without him? What about him what would it be like without her? All these questions ran through out his head. "Sesshoumaru-sama are you all right?" asked a soft voice. Sesshoumaru turned to see Rin walking towards him. "I'm fine, but why are you up?" said Sesshoumaru. Rin blushed. "I...um had to get something to drink" said Rin. Sesshoumaru knew that she was with the servants, but didn't say anything. The moonlight danced across her face making the blush visible, it was a beautiful shade. "Well, if you are ok, good night" Rin said turning to leave. "Stay" said Sesshoumaru. "Huh?" asked Rin. "Sleep here" said Sesshoumaru. She didn't say anything only nodded before taking her robe off and getting in bed with him. Sesshoumaru saw she gave him her back and she was holding on to the sheets tight, as if she was naked. Rin waited for a while before turning to face Sesshoumaru, she stared at him sleeping.
Rin slowly put her hand on his cheeks and caressed it. Sesshoumaru liked the feeling of her hand on his skin. Rin's hand then traveled in his hair, she than started to comb out the tangles, she had done this when she was a child, when she slept with him, then her hands were chubby and small, now they were big and slim, they were like a brush. Sesshoumaru felt her hands in his hair, this for some reason gave him peace, so much that he felt like sleeping, his eyes were closed but he was not sleeping until now. Rin sighed and took her hands out of his hair she leaned closer, and kissed him on the cheek. Sesshoumaru felt her soft lips on his cheek, it felt good. "Good night Sesshoumaru-sama" she whispered before rolling to get out of bed, but Sesshoumaru caught her and pulled close to him. Rin's heart beats went faster as he held her tight in his arm, her face was now red, she didn't know how to react, how to breath for that matter. "I told you to stay" she heard him say in her ear. She nodded and just lied still. *What's wrong with him, he's been acting weird* thought Rin before sleep took over her and the comfort of being held by him was just to much for her. Sesshoumaru smiled as she slept in his arms, she was even more beautiful when she was asleep. *Rin, what is that you desire* thought Sesshoumaru looking down at her parted lips. Sesshoumaru just nuzzled his face in the hallow of her neck and took in her sent, before he to was taken over by sleep.
Next Morning...
Sesshoumaru woke to find Rin had gotten up and left, he frowned. *Did she not want to be with me* thought Sesshoumaru before getting up to dress. "My Lord breakfast is ready" said a servant. "Go and call Rin" said Sesshoumaru. "Rin-chan is already waiting for you at the Dining hall my Lord" said the servant. "Very well" said Sesshoumaru telling him to leave. The servant bowed and left. Sesshoumaru walked towards the dining hall heavy in thoughts.
In the Dinning Hall...
Sesshoumaru walked in to find Rin sitting across from Jaken, and he was yelling at her. "Stupid human" said Jaken. "Jaken" said Sesshoumaru. "My Lord" said Jaken. Sesshoumaru just gave him a glare. "Morning Sesshoumaru-sama" said a cheerful Rin. Sesshoumaru just nodded in response. Sesshoumaru saw that Rin's appetite returned and that she was smiling. The meals were always quite, but Sesshoumaru found comfort that Rin was eating not for his sake, but because for her own. "My Lord what shall we do today?" asked Jaken. Sesshoumaru saw that Rin had no interest in what he wanted to do so he just ignored Jaken. "Rin" said Sesshoumaru. "Yes, Sesshoumaru-sama?" asked Rin looking up. "You are left to do as you wish" said Sesshoumaru. "Thank you Sesshoumaru-sama" said Rin with a big smile. *This will give me chance to see you as yourself* thought Sesshoumaru. Rin smiled. Sesshoumaru nodded as he got up to leave. Jaken followed after him. "Morning Rin-chan" said a servant coming to clean up the table. "Morning, here let me help you with that" said Rin taking some of the dishes. "I'm glad your staying, it gets so lonely without you" said the girl. "I happy that I'm staying, traveling with Sesshoumaru-sama is fun, but staying here with you guys is fun too" said Rin. "Having you here kind of makes working here easier" said the girl as the two walked in to the kitchen.
In the Kitchen...
"What happened last night, after you left, I tried to go and give you back your hair ribbon that you left, but you weren't your room" said the servant girl. Rin blushed. "Oh nothing" said Rin. "Lord Sesshoumaru didn't catch you did he?" asked the girl nervously. "No, I heard noise coming from his room and went to see, if he was all right, and he asked me why I was up, but I told him that I was thirsty, but I knew he knew I was with you guys" said Rin. The girl nodded. "So what happen after that?" asked the girl. "I took the tangles out of his hair, and I guess I was tired so I fell asleep" said Rin. "On Lord Sesshoumaru's bed?!?" asked the servant girl. Rin nodded. Sesshoumaru smiled as he listen to the conversation, it was quite entertaining. "Was he angry, cause he didn't look angry this morning" said the girl. "I don't think he was angry" said Rin. "Your lucky that Sesshoumaru-sama likes you, but that's what makes Kana hate you" said the girl. "Kana-San hates me?" asked Rin. The servant girl nodded.
"Why? asked Rin. "She swears that Lord Sesshoumaru would have been hers, if not for you. Your getting in her way" said the girl. Sesshoumaru's ears perked up as he watched Rin. Rin laughed out. "Kana-san could have him, if she wishes, Sesshoumaru-sama isn't mine to keep from anyone" said Rin. Sesshoumaru frowned. "True, but that fact that he takes you ever where and watches out for you, is what makes her that way" said the girl washing the dishes. "Really, she has no reason to hate me" said Rin. "Don't worry about her, she's just mad that all the male Youkais' have the eye for you and not her" said Smiling. Rin blushed. "I mean if you weren't lord Sesshoumaru favorite, Kakeru-sama would have already asked you to be his mate" said the girl. "Kakeru-sama?" asked Rin. The servant girl nodded. "He doesn't mind that...I'm human?" asked Rin. Sesshoumaru watched as Rin lowed head. "No not at all, why would he or anyone, maybe Kana and Jaken but everyone else here thinks of you as Rin-chan" said the servant girl. Rin's face grew in to a big smile before she threw her arms around the girl. "Rin-chan what's wrong?" asked the girl. "Thank you...Thank you all" said Rin before strolling out. "Your very strange sometimes" called out the girl. Sesshoumaru watched as Rin walked toward the garden with a huge smile on her face.
"I'm just Rin, to them" said Rin as she walked around. *Why does that matter to her so much?* thought Sesshoumaru. *Because my Lord, of you* said the Youkai. "What do you want now?" asked Sesshoumaru annoyed. *Just answering you question for you* said Youkai. "My question?" asked Sesshoumaru. *Why the fact that everyone thinks just as Rin matters to her. Well, my Lord it's because you hate human, and she is human, would make you think differently of her as well* said the Youkai. "She knows that I don't think of her that way" said Sesshoumaru. *Really my Lord so why won't you let her love you?* asked Youkai. Sesshoumaru just sat and watched as she picked some flower to put in her bun that she had done. *My Lord she is beautiful, so what's holding you back?* asked the Youkai. "If she is what you desire, then why try and help me keep her?" asked Sesshoumaru. The Youkai laughed *My Lord, you saved her life for me, and in return I'm helping you understand her, anyway when her spirit is broken it will be easy for me to just take her over* said Youkai. "Her spirit?" asked Sesshoumaru. *You see my Lord, her care for you is what keeps her strong* said Youkai. "Why not take someone else's body?" asked Sesshoumaru. *I see it pains you even to think that she won't be yours* said the Youkai. Sesshoumaru just growled.
*If you don't claim her as yours there are other who want her* said the Youkai. "Who would dare take her from her, she belongs to no one but me" said Sesshoumaru. *You would be surprised at what love can do, if a human boy was to fall in love with her, he would do anything just to protect her* said the Youkai. "I can cut a human in to pieces with just one strike" said Sesshoumaru. *Yes you can, but the fact that he went up against you shows his love for her, why do you think your brother always takes care of that human girl, he loves her and she tries to protect him back showing her love for him* said the Youkai. "They are pathetic" said Sesshoumaru. *Maybe but, even if they die they die loving and trying, and not hating or holding back. Rin will eventually love someone other then you, and that's when you will truly lose her. Right now your losing parts of her* said the Youkai. Sesshoumaru narrowed his eye on the girl walking around in the garden. "She won't dare" said Sesshoumaru. *Love can make you do anything, and I'm just not talking about dying, you should ask your brother where he gets his power from, or even your father* said the Youkai. "How dare you, speak of my father?" asked Sesshoumaru. "Inu-yasha's mother is what gave him power, just like that human girl with Inu-yasha, she is the reason for him to fight on* said the Youkai. Sesshoumaru just growled. Rin looked around as if she heard him, but couldn't see him because of her human eyes. "I hope Sesshoumaru-sama is all right" said Rin. *You see, she worries for just by hearing you* said the Youkai.
"There isn't anything to worry about, she should know that I can handle what ever comes my way" said Sesshoumaru. *What if someone wanted to kill her, and I'm not talking about someone weaker then you* said the Youkai. "Who would dare?" asked Sesshoumaru. *You won't know how much, you need until you lose her* said the Youkai. "Why would I lose her?" asked Sesshoumaru, but the Youkai didn't answer. "Sesshoumaru-sama what are you doing up there?" asked Rin looking up at the tree he was standing on. Sesshoumaru didn't say anything, but just jumped down. "Rin?" asked Sesshoumaru. "Yes, Sesshoumaru-sama?" asked Rin. "Are you in love with someone?" asked Sesshoumaru. Rin's face turned about 10 shades of red, Sesshoumaru didn't think that was possible. [AN: Well she proved him wrong] "I...I um...no Sesshoumaru-sama" said Rin with a sigh. "Are you lying to me?" asked Sesshoumaru with narrowed eyes. Rin didn't know what to say. "Rin..." said Sesshoumaru. "Sesshoumaru-sama why are you asking me this?" asked Rin. "I can" said Sesshoumaru. Rin looked down and nodded.
"Well, are you in love with anyone?" asked Sesshoumaru. "What good is loving someone if they don't love you back" said Rin. Sesshoumaru didn't understand her. "Sesshoumaru-sama tell me something, am I that not good to look at that nobody can love me?" asked Rin. Sesshoumaru was taken back, was she implying that she wasn't beautiful enough for who ever she loved. "Rin..." said Sesshoumaru touching her cheeks feeling the tears that now flowed down her cheeks. Rin threw herself at him and held on to him tight as she possibly can. "Sesshoumaru-sama please don't leave me alone" she whispered against his chest. Sesshoumaru was a bit taken back by her action, but held on to her as tight as she was holding him. "Sesshoumaru-sama" she said as if it comforted her. He looked down at her she was just so beautiful, who couldn't think that about her. "Your beautiful" he said finally. Rin gasped *Did he just say I was beautiful* thought Rin as she pulled away to look at him. "Rin" said Sesshoumaru as he traced her lips. Rin looked up as him, as a warm feeling rose with in her stomach and she sucked in her breath. "Sesshoumaru-sama?" asked Rin. *Gods she's beautiful, nobody could compare to her, even this place pales compare to her, how many times did I say that?* thought Sesshoumaru.
Sesshoumaru couldn't resist the urge to hold her, so he stepped forward, watching her eyes widen even more, and pulled her against him. Rin closed her eyes as his haunting scent filled her nostrils and she wrapped her arms around his waist. She felt his head rest against hers and heard him whispering her name softly into her hair. She lifted her head and looked up into the beautiful golden eyes that gazed down at her with a look she had never seen in his eyes before.
TBC...
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AN: What you think, I know this chapter was sort of lame and short but I just couldn't think, anyway I tried the paragraph thing, hope it helps and like I said before I know my grammar sucks so please try to ignore it, Thank you all that reviewed and please review if you haven't. ^_^
By: Haruka-chan
AN: This is about my favorite couple from Inu-yasha other then Kagome and Inu-yasha. This story is about Sesshoumaru and Rin. As you know "No More Word" is by Ayumi Hamaski. It's from the Inu-yasha movie ending song so please don't sue when I use it for this story. Thank you. Tell me what you think. Oh by the way in the story in Rin's era there are going to be some things that they probably didn't have, you know like beds, certain furniture and, etc., but I'm going to use them. *Edited version*
*....*- Means that it's character thoughts.
*~....~*- Character is thinking about what someone said in the past.
"...."- Means characters are talking.
****.....****- Means dreams of the character.
~~~***...***~~~- Means letters and notes from characters
Deep thoughts...Chapter 2
The pain of losing someone you love is most felt when, they are not there. Take a chance, and don't hold back...
Last Time...
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In Sesshoumaru's Chambers...
*Does this whole palace want to die?* thought as he recalled Rin's conversations with his servants. "It seem she talk to them more then she talk to me" said Sesshoumaru. *Strange isn't it, how it makes you feel* said the Youkai. "You have a tendency to talk when you are least wanted" said Sesshoumaru. *Hey, don't take you anger for your servants on me, I was just trying to help* said the Youkai. "You are making a fool of me because you think I can't kill Rin" said Sesshoumaru. *Can you kill her?* asked the Youkai. "Of course I can, she belongs to me, to do as I wish with her" said Sesshoumaru. *She belongs to you?* asked Youkai. "Yes, she belongs to me" said Sesshoumaru. *You see, she doesn't belong to you until you, you claim her as your* said the Youkai. "Claim her? I already have" said Sesshoumaru. *Yes, because you brought her back from the dead you think she belongs to you. Yes, I know, bla...bla...bla* said the Youkai. Sesshoumaru was growing very hateful of this Youkai. *Maybe you should sleep on it, 'we' are* said the Youkai. Sesshoumaru just growled, before getting up to take his armor off, and going to bed.
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That night...[AN: makes you think something great is going to happen]
Sesshoumaru sat up on his bed. *Danm her, isn't it enough that she's in my thoughts and now in my dreams as well* thought Sesshoumaru before getting up and opening the door to the balcony. The night's cold air cooled his hot skin. He looked down at the scenery "Yes, I have surrounded myself with beauty" said Sesshoumaru as a picture of Rin nude earlier flashed in to his head. He looked down to find something shining down below, something dressed in all white. [AN: AHHH! It's a damn ghost! Run fluffy!] Sesshoumaru jumped down form his balcony. *This intruder should know better then to intrude on my land* thought Sesshoumaru. "Who goes there" said Sesshoumaru, only to hear laughter. He walked closer to the form and gasped both in shock and anger. "YOU! WHAT ARE YOU DOING IN MY LAND?!?" asked Sesshoumaru. The woman before him just smiled as if she didn't hear him. "ANSWER ME!" said Sesshoumaru. "I'm just here to see the young woman" said the woman. "You have no right here, not anymore..." said Sesshoumaru. "I'm a spirit Sesshoumaru, I am not on your land" said the gentle voice. "You are a human, and a weak one at that" said Sesshoumaru. "Are you still angary with me for loving your father?" asked the woman with a gentle smile. "You dishonored us" said Sesshoumaru. "Is that why you are afraid to love Rin?" asked the woman.
"I do not love her, love is a weak emotion" said Sesshoumaru. "Tell me Sesshoumaru, do you know why your father left you with the Tenseiga?" asked the woman. "No, and I do not care" said Sesshoumaru. The woman came up to him her hand reached up and touch his cheek, Sesshoumaru tried to grab it and break it but his hand went through her hand yet he can feel her touch. "I loved you as my own, Sesshoumaru" she whispered. "I didn't want your love" said Sesshoumaru. "Your father and I knew about Rin" she whispered. "What?!?" asked Sesshoumaru. "Well, we weren't sure about it but it was said that you would be the one to save a life" said the woman. "That's why he left the Tenseiga for you" said the woman. Sesshoumaru just stood dumb founded. "I did not come here to tell you all this, but..." said the woman. "But what?" asked Sesshoumaru with narrow eyes. "I had to so you can still save the young girl" said Sesshoumaru. "What you mean save her?" asked Sesshoumaru. "She going to die Sesshoumaru, she's going to die of a broken heart..." said the woman. "Why?" asked Sesshoumaru. "...because, she cares for you Sesshoumaru, that Youkai will devour her, she will be Rin without a soul" said the woman. "Why do you care for her so much?" asked Sesshoumaru. "Because I care for you, and I know you love her and want her, but it is I that is holding you back" said the woman. Sesshoumaru just watched her as her eyes welled with tears. "Take her as yours before it's too late" said the woman now fading. Sesshoumaru just stood there and watched as the woman who was the creator of his half breed brother disappeared yet she reminded him of Rin how she cried like her.
"Don't let her leave you Sesshoumaru..." said her fading voice. Sesshoumaru woke with a jolt. "Why was that human in my dream? Then again was it a dream?" asked Sesshoumaru. The night was still young, he couldn't understand all these feelings that were running wild in him. Was Rin really going to die without him? What about him what would it be like without her? All these questions ran through out his head. "Sesshoumaru-sama are you all right?" asked a soft voice. Sesshoumaru turned to see Rin walking towards him. "I'm fine, but why are you up?" said Sesshoumaru. Rin blushed. "I...um had to get something to drink" said Rin. Sesshoumaru knew that she was with the servants, but didn't say anything. The moonlight danced across her face making the blush visible, it was a beautiful shade. "Well, if you are ok, good night" Rin said turning to leave. "Stay" said Sesshoumaru. "Huh?" asked Rin. "Sleep here" said Sesshoumaru. She didn't say anything only nodded before taking her robe off and getting in bed with him. Sesshoumaru saw she gave him her back and she was holding on to the sheets tight, as if she was naked. Rin waited for a while before turning to face Sesshoumaru, she stared at him sleeping.
Rin slowly put her hand on his cheeks and caressed it. Sesshoumaru liked the feeling of her hand on his skin. Rin's hand then traveled in his hair, she than started to comb out the tangles, she had done this when she was a child, when she slept with him, then her hands were chubby and small, now they were big and slim, they were like a brush. Sesshoumaru felt her hands in his hair, this for some reason gave him peace, so much that he felt like sleeping, his eyes were closed but he was not sleeping until now. Rin sighed and took her hands out of his hair she leaned closer, and kissed him on the cheek. Sesshoumaru felt her soft lips on his cheek, it felt good. "Good night Sesshoumaru-sama" she whispered before rolling to get out of bed, but Sesshoumaru caught her and pulled close to him. Rin's heart beats went faster as he held her tight in his arm, her face was now red, she didn't know how to react, how to breath for that matter. "I told you to stay" she heard him say in her ear. She nodded and just lied still. *What's wrong with him, he's been acting weird* thought Rin before sleep took over her and the comfort of being held by him was just to much for her. Sesshoumaru smiled as she slept in his arms, she was even more beautiful when she was asleep. *Rin, what is that you desire* thought Sesshoumaru looking down at her parted lips. Sesshoumaru just nuzzled his face in the hallow of her neck and took in her sent, before he to was taken over by sleep.
Next Morning...
Sesshoumaru woke to find Rin had gotten up and left, he frowned. *Did she not want to be with me* thought Sesshoumaru before getting up to dress. "My Lord breakfast is ready" said a servant. "Go and call Rin" said Sesshoumaru. "Rin-chan is already waiting for you at the Dining hall my Lord" said the servant. "Very well" said Sesshoumaru telling him to leave. The servant bowed and left. Sesshoumaru walked towards the dining hall heavy in thoughts.
In the Dinning Hall...
Sesshoumaru walked in to find Rin sitting across from Jaken, and he was yelling at her. "Stupid human" said Jaken. "Jaken" said Sesshoumaru. "My Lord" said Jaken. Sesshoumaru just gave him a glare. "Morning Sesshoumaru-sama" said a cheerful Rin. Sesshoumaru just nodded in response. Sesshoumaru saw that Rin's appetite returned and that she was smiling. The meals were always quite, but Sesshoumaru found comfort that Rin was eating not for his sake, but because for her own. "My Lord what shall we do today?" asked Jaken. Sesshoumaru saw that Rin had no interest in what he wanted to do so he just ignored Jaken. "Rin" said Sesshoumaru. "Yes, Sesshoumaru-sama?" asked Rin looking up. "You are left to do as you wish" said Sesshoumaru. "Thank you Sesshoumaru-sama" said Rin with a big smile. *This will give me chance to see you as yourself* thought Sesshoumaru. Rin smiled. Sesshoumaru nodded as he got up to leave. Jaken followed after him. "Morning Rin-chan" said a servant coming to clean up the table. "Morning, here let me help you with that" said Rin taking some of the dishes. "I'm glad your staying, it gets so lonely without you" said the girl. "I happy that I'm staying, traveling with Sesshoumaru-sama is fun, but staying here with you guys is fun too" said Rin. "Having you here kind of makes working here easier" said the girl as the two walked in to the kitchen.
In the Kitchen...
"What happened last night, after you left, I tried to go and give you back your hair ribbon that you left, but you weren't your room" said the servant girl. Rin blushed. "Oh nothing" said Rin. "Lord Sesshoumaru didn't catch you did he?" asked the girl nervously. "No, I heard noise coming from his room and went to see, if he was all right, and he asked me why I was up, but I told him that I was thirsty, but I knew he knew I was with you guys" said Rin. The girl nodded. "So what happen after that?" asked the girl. "I took the tangles out of his hair, and I guess I was tired so I fell asleep" said Rin. "On Lord Sesshoumaru's bed?!?" asked the servant girl. Rin nodded. Sesshoumaru smiled as he listen to the conversation, it was quite entertaining. "Was he angry, cause he didn't look angry this morning" said the girl. "I don't think he was angry" said Rin. "Your lucky that Sesshoumaru-sama likes you, but that's what makes Kana hate you" said the girl. "Kana-San hates me?" asked Rin. The servant girl nodded.
"Why? asked Rin. "She swears that Lord Sesshoumaru would have been hers, if not for you. Your getting in her way" said the girl. Sesshoumaru's ears perked up as he watched Rin. Rin laughed out. "Kana-san could have him, if she wishes, Sesshoumaru-sama isn't mine to keep from anyone" said Rin. Sesshoumaru frowned. "True, but that fact that he takes you ever where and watches out for you, is what makes her that way" said the girl washing the dishes. "Really, she has no reason to hate me" said Rin. "Don't worry about her, she's just mad that all the male Youkais' have the eye for you and not her" said Smiling. Rin blushed. "I mean if you weren't lord Sesshoumaru favorite, Kakeru-sama would have already asked you to be his mate" said the girl. "Kakeru-sama?" asked Rin. The servant girl nodded. "He doesn't mind that...I'm human?" asked Rin. Sesshoumaru watched as Rin lowed head. "No not at all, why would he or anyone, maybe Kana and Jaken but everyone else here thinks of you as Rin-chan" said the servant girl. Rin's face grew in to a big smile before she threw her arms around the girl. "Rin-chan what's wrong?" asked the girl. "Thank you...Thank you all" said Rin before strolling out. "Your very strange sometimes" called out the girl. Sesshoumaru watched as Rin walked toward the garden with a huge smile on her face.
"I'm just Rin, to them" said Rin as she walked around. *Why does that matter to her so much?* thought Sesshoumaru. *Because my Lord, of you* said the Youkai. "What do you want now?" asked Sesshoumaru annoyed. *Just answering you question for you* said Youkai. "My question?" asked Sesshoumaru. *Why the fact that everyone thinks just as Rin matters to her. Well, my Lord it's because you hate human, and she is human, would make you think differently of her as well* said the Youkai. "She knows that I don't think of her that way" said Sesshoumaru. *Really my Lord so why won't you let her love you?* asked Youkai. Sesshoumaru just sat and watched as she picked some flower to put in her bun that she had done. *My Lord she is beautiful, so what's holding you back?* asked the Youkai. "If she is what you desire, then why try and help me keep her?" asked Sesshoumaru. The Youkai laughed *My Lord, you saved her life for me, and in return I'm helping you understand her, anyway when her spirit is broken it will be easy for me to just take her over* said Youkai. "Her spirit?" asked Sesshoumaru. *You see my Lord, her care for you is what keeps her strong* said Youkai. "Why not take someone else's body?" asked Sesshoumaru. *I see it pains you even to think that she won't be yours* said the Youkai. Sesshoumaru just growled.
*If you don't claim her as yours there are other who want her* said the Youkai. "Who would dare take her from her, she belongs to no one but me" said Sesshoumaru. *You would be surprised at what love can do, if a human boy was to fall in love with her, he would do anything just to protect her* said the Youkai. "I can cut a human in to pieces with just one strike" said Sesshoumaru. *Yes you can, but the fact that he went up against you shows his love for her, why do you think your brother always takes care of that human girl, he loves her and she tries to protect him back showing her love for him* said the Youkai. "They are pathetic" said Sesshoumaru. *Maybe but, even if they die they die loving and trying, and not hating or holding back. Rin will eventually love someone other then you, and that's when you will truly lose her. Right now your losing parts of her* said the Youkai. Sesshoumaru narrowed his eye on the girl walking around in the garden. "She won't dare" said Sesshoumaru. *Love can make you do anything, and I'm just not talking about dying, you should ask your brother where he gets his power from, or even your father* said the Youkai. "How dare you, speak of my father?" asked Sesshoumaru. "Inu-yasha's mother is what gave him power, just like that human girl with Inu-yasha, she is the reason for him to fight on* said the Youkai. Sesshoumaru just growled. Rin looked around as if she heard him, but couldn't see him because of her human eyes. "I hope Sesshoumaru-sama is all right" said Rin. *You see, she worries for just by hearing you* said the Youkai.
"There isn't anything to worry about, she should know that I can handle what ever comes my way" said Sesshoumaru. *What if someone wanted to kill her, and I'm not talking about someone weaker then you* said the Youkai. "Who would dare?" asked Sesshoumaru. *You won't know how much, you need until you lose her* said the Youkai. "Why would I lose her?" asked Sesshoumaru, but the Youkai didn't answer. "Sesshoumaru-sama what are you doing up there?" asked Rin looking up at the tree he was standing on. Sesshoumaru didn't say anything, but just jumped down. "Rin?" asked Sesshoumaru. "Yes, Sesshoumaru-sama?" asked Rin. "Are you in love with someone?" asked Sesshoumaru. Rin's face turned about 10 shades of red, Sesshoumaru didn't think that was possible. [AN: Well she proved him wrong] "I...I um...no Sesshoumaru-sama" said Rin with a sigh. "Are you lying to me?" asked Sesshoumaru with narrowed eyes. Rin didn't know what to say. "Rin..." said Sesshoumaru. "Sesshoumaru-sama why are you asking me this?" asked Rin. "I can" said Sesshoumaru. Rin looked down and nodded.
"Well, are you in love with anyone?" asked Sesshoumaru. "What good is loving someone if they don't love you back" said Rin. Sesshoumaru didn't understand her. "Sesshoumaru-sama tell me something, am I that not good to look at that nobody can love me?" asked Rin. Sesshoumaru was taken back, was she implying that she wasn't beautiful enough for who ever she loved. "Rin..." said Sesshoumaru touching her cheeks feeling the tears that now flowed down her cheeks. Rin threw herself at him and held on to him tight as she possibly can. "Sesshoumaru-sama please don't leave me alone" she whispered against his chest. Sesshoumaru was a bit taken back by her action, but held on to her as tight as she was holding him. "Sesshoumaru-sama" she said as if it comforted her. He looked down at her she was just so beautiful, who couldn't think that about her. "Your beautiful" he said finally. Rin gasped *Did he just say I was beautiful* thought Rin as she pulled away to look at him. "Rin" said Sesshoumaru as he traced her lips. Rin looked up as him, as a warm feeling rose with in her stomach and she sucked in her breath. "Sesshoumaru-sama?" asked Rin. *Gods she's beautiful, nobody could compare to her, even this place pales compare to her, how many times did I say that?* thought Sesshoumaru.
Sesshoumaru couldn't resist the urge to hold her, so he stepped forward, watching her eyes widen even more, and pulled her against him. Rin closed her eyes as his haunting scent filled her nostrils and she wrapped her arms around his waist. She felt his head rest against hers and heard him whispering her name softly into her hair. She lifted her head and looked up into the beautiful golden eyes that gazed down at her with a look she had never seen in his eyes before.
TBC...
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AN: What you think, I know this chapter was sort of lame and short but I just couldn't think, anyway I tried the paragraph thing, hope it helps and like I said before I know my grammar sucks so please try to ignore it, Thank you all that reviewed and please review if you haven't. ^_^