InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Not my Fiancé ❯ Not my Decision ( Chapter 3 )

Chapter 3 Revision Completed

Oh lookie, it's a bird, it's a plane, no, it's Star with another revision of NmF! I totally rock my own socks. But I have to go get ready for my Girl Scout meeting so I'll just be moseying along and hiding from those evil little girls in my troop. I'm the oldest of course. Uh, the things I do to get into good colleges… And now for the story…

~FAR AWAY FROM HERE~

“Ayame…” Rin whispered as the girl sneaked into the wedding right after the flower girl started down the aisle. She quickly took a seat next to Rin. “You are late for everything.”

“So at least I'm here right? Damn, I don't even know why I bothered to get them a gift it made me extremely late. Not to mention Kouga is still in the hospital for his ankle and the good car is with him. He's such an ass…”

“I thought he was supposed to be out by now…” Rin whispered.

“That dumb ass wolf called himself riding the rail down the stairwell to escape the hospital; you know he has a fear of needles…”

“Yeah that time they pricked his finger for a blood test, Sesshoumaru, Inu Yasha and Miroku had to hold him down. Then to top it off he fainted.” Rin snickered lightly as the first bridesmaid began to walk down the aisle.

“Well they were going to give him a shot of morphine right into his ankle to ease the pain and swelling, and his dumb ass plotted an escape route. He ends up flying off the rail trying to avoid some old guy and ended up breaking his arm too…” Ayame said with a big grin as she flicked her auburn hair over her shoulders. “He had to get two shots instead of one.”

“Poor baby…” Rin said softly having forgotten her own problems in pursuit of a laugh from the problems of others.

“He's alright but I had to take the old car to the store and it stalled at every single light. And it isn't even like I'm for this wedding all the work I had to do to get here.”

“Why is everyone against this?” Rin muttered.

“Like you aren't, because everyone knows, with the exception of the bride and groom that the only one he'll ever really love is you…”

`Why won't this pain go away? Every time someone tells me of his unknown love I want to scream and cry. Because if he did love me I wouldn't be sitting down watching the wedding, I would be in it… as the bride…' Rin thought.

Ayame looked at her and studied the hurt look that seemed to be in her eyes. `I couldn't even begin to imagine the turmoil that was going through her mind…' She couldn't read those eyes except for the pain that radiated out of them. `Even Kouga didn't put me through this much…'

“Ayame, is it wrong of me to be jealous?” Rin asked.

“Not one bit,” Ayame said.

“Is it wrong for it to hurt right here?” Rin said placing her hand on her heart. And she looked at the other girl as a solitary tear ran down her cheek.

“Oh Rin,” Ayame said looking over the girl. She squeezed Rin's hand gently.

She looked so sad but she had accepted Sesshoumaru's marriage before anyone else. Even though they almost all believed that Kagura was is it for the money. They had all tried to tell him in their own ways but he didn't listen. And two weeks before, Rin had taken her turn. The only people, who knew, what really happened in that room, were her and Sesshoumaru.

“I heard about what happened…” Ayame whispered.

“What!? Nothing happened yesterday. Don't listen to Sango…” Rin answered back in a forced whisper. “She's always been crazy…”

“No…” Ayame said raising an eyebrow. “I was talking about two weeks ago… But what happened yesterday?”

“No-oth-thing…” Rin stuttered out and then began to stare at the floor.

“You did the freaky with him didn't you? Oh girl, you are so nasty…” Ayame said loud enough for the lady sitting alone in the aisle in front of them to turn around and give them the look. “It was probably all over the bed he and Kagura are going be tumbling in wasn't it?”

“No it was nothing like that…” Rin muttered as her cheeks burned red.

“Oh so it was a little dry hump thing…” Ayame asked.

“No…”

“Something from the back?”

“No.”

“What an oral examination?”

“No!” Rin said a little too loud as the back half of the church turned to look at her. She smiled weakly at them and wished that she could sink into the chair. After a few seconds they slowly returned their attention to the front and Rin continued her conversation with Ayame. “Dear god Ayame stop hanging out with Miroku…”

“So what exactly did you do that was so wrong that you can't look me in the eye.”

“Nothing, it was just a little kiss. Are you happy now?”

“No, because if I remember correctly in high school just a little kiss from Sesshoumaru to you was a full blown porn video that was too hot for TV and illegal in the old people state, Florida.” Ayame replied. “Reminded me of something I would see on Jerry Springer Uncut…”

“So we made out, Kagome walked in alright…” Rin sighed and blew a stray lock of hair out of her eye. “It was a mistake and it will never happen again.”

“Yeah sure it won't at least not where Kagome can just burst through the door…”

“Ayame…” Rin whispered out half sighing her friend's name. This was a repeat of the Sango episode just taken up to Rated R status.

“You know what you need to go get your man…” Ayame whispered. “Wait, scratch that, I order you to go get your man…”

“What?” Rin asked under her breath.

“I know you aren't going to let that gold digging bimbo take Sesshoumaru from you…” Ayame whispered back.

“Would you all rise for the entrance of the bride?” The mistress of ceremonies, Kanna, said in a monotone voice. Rin stood up and looked Ayame straight in the eye.

“Why isn't that you Rin? Why are you just sitting back and letting him ruin his life?”

“Because it wasn't her wishes… it was his mother's last request that he marry a demon.” Rin whispered. “I might be an immortal but I'm not a demon.”

Kagura made her way slowly down the aisle and smirked at Rin as she passed. “Did you just see how she looked at you? I'll take that bitch downtown…” Ayame muttered as she began to roll up her sleeves.

“Ayame stop it…” Rin whispered mortified at Ayame's clearly born in America attitude. This child didn't give a damn who she offended or why as long as she got her opinion out she was fine.

“Dearly beloved, we are gathered here today to join these two in holy matrimony…” The priest started.

“So that's just it? You're going to just give up on him…”

“Do you take this man to be your husband? (Blah, blah, blah)”

“I'm didn't give up on him… He gave up on me.”

“If anyone knows a reason why these two should not be wed speak now or forever hold your peace.” Fingers itched in the seats, tension seemed to line the air, and all the people in the back turned their attention to Rin.

Ayame began to raise her hand but Rin slapped it down. She glared at her but the pain shown brightly in her eyes. `Don't.' Rin mouthed.

“Rin…”

“He's not my fiancé. He's not my Sesshoumaru…”

“Okay then by the power vested in me by the city of Tokyo, I now pronounce you man and wife, you may kiss the bride. I now present to you Mr. And Mrs. Sesshoumaru Takahashi…”

Sesshoumaru and Kagura made their way back down the aisle. For a second he caught Rin's eyes and hesitated. `Stop me Rin, please…' His mind screamed out to her. Rin responded by just pulling her eyes away from him and looking toward the floor.

`Is this how it is going to be now? Will she hate me like this forever? Will she push me away because I know how she feels about me? Does she even realize how I feel about her?' Sesshoumaru thought as he and Kagura went through the double doors.

Then the wedding party began to leave and after that the guest. “Rin are you going to be okay?” Ayame asked as Rin began to walk away.

“Surely Ayame, the sun will shine again…” Rin replied as she walked out of the church. `I've got to get far away from here…' Rin thought. She was walking so fast that she accidentally bumped into someone.

“Rin, I haven't seen you in a while. You would bump into less people if you walked with your eyes open.” The young man said with a smile as he enveloped her in a tight hug.

“Kohaku…”

 

~JUST JUMP IN A TAXI CAB~

Then all of a sudden

I felt that maybe for a little while it wouldn't hurt

And that I could go on with it all

But I felt guilty

Like I still had an allegiance to him

So here I am again

Confused and tired

Of being denied what was rightfully mine

So I think to heal

I'll look through what is left of my hopes and dreams

And organize them into the stars

I'll then take the one most precious to me

And find that special someone for me

~PACK YOURBAG AND GET AWAY FAST~

 

Dun, dun, dun… Kohaku, what was he doing at the wedding? What happened when Sesshoumaru's mom died? What happened when Rin told Sesshoumaru how she felt just 2 weeks before his wedding? MUWHAHAHAHAHA I love making up questions for this story.

 

Newer Comments: Okay most of my people's know that I always have something to say so here goes. I really like fixing this story even though the errors are always there. I also enjoyed writing this story the first time even though many people cursed my name because of my updating skills. I was really thinking about retiring and asking BA326 to take over some of my stories but I flicked that idea off. I love feedback okay. And it would be nice if you explained to me why you hate or love this story. I love reading lengthy reviews. But if you don't have the time to do that just drop me an email and explain what I can do to me stories to make them better as goldenkiss500 (at) yahoo (dot) com. Most people think I just write stories for the heck of it but really I'm trying to improve my writing style for:

1. Journalism is one of the top 5 things I'd like to major in college

2. I actually do have tests coming up where adults will be reading my writings and grading them. (SAT, AP Lit test, AP US his. test ect.)

3. I like constructive criticism and praise. Makes me really happy and want to dance the Macarena

Anyway that's about it for now. Thanks to the regular people who have been supporting me from the beginning. I could never forget about you guys. But that's all for now, peace…

P.S. For those of you looking for Rin's reaction in NmF2, I'm working on it for ya'll. No promises but it should be out before December. But after I'm done with this story I'll probably start revising NmF2 just because it's there. So look out for it.

Those who are waiting for BRM, sorry almost done with the next chapter but I keep avoiding it for some reason. I do promise to have it out before the New Year. SO please don't shoot me.

Attic fans, writers block, cramp and everything else. Every time I look at it I freeze up. I write about 3 sentences a day. I'll probably post it before the end of the New Year but there are no promises there.

BA326 and everyone else who reads UF, I'm in the process of starting the next chapter and deciding how long I really want the fic to turn out to be. I'm thinking I could wrap it up in the next few chapters but I could also stretch it out so I'm still debating.

And you poor people who are stuck on LV, I'm stuck in an undeveloped idea. I chopped a piece out and it's working. It should be out before Thanksgiving because I'll probably finish it on this Wednesday.

SLR is worked on when I'm depressed and almost suicidal. I haven't been that down in the dumps. All who read that know that it could be another year before I update again on it…

So I think that's all of them for now. Look out for my first book for Goddess's Forbidden Blood which should be out around Christmas (If I'm in a good mood). Bye now…