InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Only You ❯ Only You ( One-Shot )

Disclaimers: I still do not own InuYasha or any of the manga/anime characters. They belong to the wonderful genius Rumiko Takahashi. However, I do own anime episodes 1 - 126, all four movies, VIZ manga volumes 1-19, key chains, a patch and various buttons, and the large Kirara, Sesshomaru and InuYasha plushies.

 

AN: This oneshot begins during anime Episode 154, “Kagome's Instinctive Choice,” or manga Part 310, “Irritated Heart.” It also follows the oneshot “Spider Bite,” which you can read at http://www.mediaminer.org/fanfic/view_st.php/121599/ .

 

Thank you to inufan625 for acting as beta!

 

This was written as a birthday gift!fic to inuhanyounikkie. This is just a small thank you for your consistent long reviews and your wonderful artwork. Happy Birthday, Nikkie!

 

^~^ Warning: Lemons

 

Only You

 

InuYasha wasn't sure what to do. They had become so much closer after the incident with the evil “baby” that was an incarnation of Naraku. Kagome had returned to her home, and he had followed after her. The result of their meeting there, in the dark, after everyone had left for the evening, was like nothing he had ever experienced, or ever expected. They had become one that night, each needing to feel that they were wanted by the other. Kagome had coaxed him into joining with her, and their union was unlike anything he had ever felt. For the first time, he understood that he truly belonged with her, and that she wanted him there.

 

They had made love, as Kagome had called it, over and over that night. They had so many pent up frustrations that needed to be released that they couldn't get enough of one another once they had discovered what it felt like. They had made quite a thump when they fell out of the bed together. Fortunately, InuYasha hit the floor first so that he could cushion the blow for Kagome. The result was that she then impaled herself on his length and had ridden him hard, almost making his eyes roll back into his head as he exploded into her again. He had repaid her by flipping her over on her back and eating her out, slurping and sucking and thrusting his warm tongue into her until she was writhing off of the floor in pleasure.

 

Then, just afterwards, there was the incident at the school festival. InuYasha couldn't believe that she was there on stage, declaring her love for another man; and he came to challenge him for her, as was his right. He realized too late that it was not for real, and did his best to play along until a real demon showed up on stage. InuYasha had whipped out Tessaiga and destroyed it, along with part of the gymnasium.

 

They had hunted down and taken care of the final demon, and then InuYasha had barely allowed Kagome time to change out of that strange dress before he had carried her to a secluded area of the school, and proceeded to ravish her right there. How he knew about the unused classroom that was being used for storage she didn't know, but he let them in through a window and then set her on a teacher's desk. At least he removed her panties rather than just ripping them off before he went to his knees and plunged into her depths. He held a thigh in each hand, but then rested her legs on his shoulders while he worked his thumbs up so that he could spread her apart and devour her completely. The hanyou had made her come three times before he finally stood and dropped his hakama, and entered her in one swift thrust. Kagome was already so sensitive from her previous orgasms that he soon felt her wet hot channel start to flutter around him and draw him further in. He cupped her buttocks in his hands and pulled her up to him as he pounded into her even harder. No one could hear them scream together over the sounds of the festival going on outside. As he remained inside of her, he pulled her body up so that he could kiss her. With one hand behind her back, and the other gently caressing her breast, he tried to pour his love for her into her; trying to show her how he felt, though he could not say the words. He thought she understood.

 

 

InuYasha was looking at the miko, sitting on the side of the hill. She was really upset, but he didn't exactly understand the reasons why. It turned out Kikyou was still alive, and Kagome had managed to save her from Naraku's miasma. When InuYasha had come after her, it was to find that Kagome had saved Kikyou, but that Kikyou was gone. He was relieved that Kikyou had not died after all, mostly because he had felt guilty at not being able to save her, nor had he been able to say goodbye. But he had stayed with Kagome, and not chased off after his former love as she expected him to. Kagome had just told him she hated him, and he was deeply troubled by that. When he'd tried to snap her out of it, she sat him.

 

 

His heart was still thumping when he finally approached her. He still didn't have the nerve to say anything, so he sat near her instead and waited. Finally, she took notice that he was there and he heard, “What do you want?”

 

“Are…are you still mad at me?”

 

Kagome looked away from him. He hated it when she turned away as much as she did when he did that to her. “Aren't you going after her?”

 

“No. She's all right, isn't she?”

 

“Yeah. I think so. She seemed to be healed. But I know that you really want to see her, so go.”

 

“No, if she's okay, I won't go,” he responded.

 

They sat in silence for a few moments before InuYasha asked the question that was eating at him. “Do you still hate me?”

 

“Huh?”

 

“You said you hated me.”

 

“I…I did?”

 

“You don't remember?”

 

Kagome shook her head.

 

“Yeah, you did. How could you forget a thing like that? Now, take it back.”

 

 

Miroku, Sango, and Shippou had been watching all of this.

 

“I can't believe that all he cares about is getting an apology,” Sango commented.

 

“What a baka!” Shippou added for good measure.

 

Sango sighed. “He doesn't really care about Kagome's feelings at all. Come on. I think we've seen enough.”

 

“I want to see him get sat again!” Shippou exclaimed.

 

“I do not think Kagome will do that again. She seemed to regret doing it earlier. Let us go and make camp. I think we are all too tired to travel any further today,” Miroku said.

 

 

InuYasha waited until the others were out of sight, and then gently gathered up the miko in his arms and carried her to a clearing that was far enough from the others for them to have some privacy. However, Kagome was not responding as he had hoped. Instead, she remained where he stood her, listless and staring off into space. InuYasha removed his haori and spread it out on the ground, and then scooped the miko back up and sat down with her in his lap. Trying to show her how he felt, he leaned forward to kiss her, but she turned her head away.

 

“Kagome, what is it? Please, talk to me.”

 

“I thought it would be enough. I poured my feelings out to you and told you that I love you. I made love with you because I thought if you just wanted me that way, it would be enough. But it isn't, InuYasha. You still want her, not me.”

 

“Kagome,” InuYasha said softly. He wasn't good with words; he was much better at showing with his actions what he felt. However, he could tell that this time, it wouldn't be nearly enough. “Fuck, if I had wanted to be with Kikyou, I would have gone after her. But I didn't. I stayed here with you. I only wanted to make sure she was all right, that's all. You are the only one I want to be with.”

 

The hanyou felt the miko sob against his chest. He gently rocked her in his arms and let her cry. “Fuck, Kagome. I thought you understood how I felt. I'm no good with words. I never expected to see Kikyou again. I'll admit I was deeply saddened when I thought Naraku had killed her, and then I couldn't find her body; but I was just as upset when I thought he'd got you. And then you told me, you showed me, how you felt. You showed me that I do have a place to belong, and that it is with you. I will still worry about Kikyou's safety; I can't help it. But you are the one I want to be with. You are the one that I need. Please Kagome, let me in. Will you tell me why you are so upset? I know I fucked up, and I'm sorry. What do I have to do to make it right?”

 

“InuYasha, why…” but Kagome couldn't finish her question.

 

“Why, what? Kagome. Fuck, just tell me,” InuYasha responded in frustration.

 

“Why haven't you tried to make love to me again? Why haven't we been together since we came back? I thought you had decided the whole thing was a mistake and was pretending it had never happened,” the miko practically whispered. “I thought once it looked like Kikyou might be back, you regretted everything that we had done.”

 

“Oh, Kagome,” InuYasha started as he pulled her tightly to his chest. “We really haven't had the chance. You don't know how many nights I wanted to just grab you and run off somewhere with you. But I couldn't, not with the others there. And you haven't done anything to give them any idea that things may have changed between us. I thought…well, I know what you said, but still, I thought…”

 

Kagome sniffled and prodded, “You thought what, InuYasha?”

 

“That maybe you were ashamed after all. I figured you didn't want the others to know, so I just played along, even though it was killing me. I thought you were ashamed that you had done such things with me,” he answered softly.

 

Kagome pulled her head up so fast at that statement that she whacked InuYasha in the nose. “Oh kami, I'm sorry, InuYasha.”

 

InuYasha rubbed his nose. “It's okay; you didn't hurt me.”

 

“No, not that. Well, I am sorry I hit you in the face; but InuYasha, I thought that you didn't want the others to know. I thought I was doing what you wanted. I mean I would understand. I can only imagine what Miroku would be like if he found out. You'd kill him for his relentless teasing, and then Sango would kill you, and then I'd have to kill Sango and be stuck with Shippou. You really don't care if the others know about us?” the miko asked.

 

“I think we should be careful who we let know. There are many who would not be happy at the thought that I had defiled a human, much less a miko. If you want to let Miroku and Sango know, I'll go along with it. But any time we go into a human village, we need to act like we always have. And that isn't because I don't want to be with you, because I do. It's for your own safety. I couldn't bear it if anything happened to you,” InuYasha said seriously.

 

“All right, InuYasha. We can play it by ear with the others.”

 

“Keh?”

 

The miko giggled. Sometimes she forgot that he didn't get her modern euphemisms at all. “We can let them know when it's the right time. When they need to know, we'll tell them. It can wait until we are both ready.”

 

“Kagome.”

 

When she looked up, InuYasha cupped her face in his hands and lowered his mouth to hers. She wrapped her hands in his kimono and pulled him to her, and then lay back on his haori. He nipped at her lips and she parted them to grant him access. The hanyou responded by eagerly thrusting his tongue into her mouth and relished the flavor of her as his hands worked their way up under her top, only to find her bra hiding the breasts he wished to caress. He felt her hands join his as she unclasped the closure in the front. She'd worn this bra many times now, hoping she would get to do that before he shredded it from her body in his haste. Her action was rewarded as he cupped her breast in his hand before he rolled the nipple between his forefinger and thumb until it became hard.

 

Kagome couldn't help but to relax and bring him to her. Kami, how she had wanted this, how she now needed this. As much as she had needed him after he had rescued her from that hideous baby, she needed him even more after her rescue of Kikyou. She hated feeling like Kikyou was mocking her, and refused to even thank her. Kagome hated the fact that it seemed like they were testing her, that she might let Kikyou die because she considered her a rival for InuYasha. However, she couldn't have let Kikyou die if she was the only one with the ability to save her. And she had briefly hated herself for saving her, and then feeling used by her. And then she told InuYasha she hated him because she felt the whole thing was his fault, that he was responsible for her angry feelings and insecurities within herself.

 

 

The miko invited him in to explore her mouth as her hands first grabbed his kimono to pull him down with her, and then found their way under it so that she could rub his bare skin. He felt like he was glowing, on fire, at her touch, and threatened to consume her with his heat. She had to turn loose long enough to unclasp her bra to give him access to her breasts before she wrapped her arms around him again.

 

It wasn't long before they were both burning with the need to be in contact with each other's flesh. They pulled and tugged and shed their garments and threw them aside.

 

“You are so beautiful,” InuYasha whispered as he lay next to Kagome's now naked body. She blushed at his intense stare until his lips crashed down on hers again. While his tongue assaulted her mouth, his hand found her breasts. This time, he spread his fingers so that he had his thumb on one nipple, and his middle finger on the other, as he started rubbing in a circular motion to tease both of them into taunt little peaks. He nipped at the corner of her mouth before he made his way to her ear. He suckled gently on her earlobe before he made her shudder by thrusting his tongue into her ear. Circling the rim, he trailed kisses down the curve of her neck to her shoulder, stopping to nibble at the sensitive area where her neck and shoulder met.

 

He moved his hand to cup her breast as he rubbed it in a spiraling pattern with his thumb, lightly running his claw across the nipple. As his hand continued to fondle her right breast, he assaulted the left with his mouth. First, he nipped lightly at the nipple before he darted his tongue across it. Then, he pulled the breast into his mouth as he lathed it with his tongue in a pattern similar to what he was doing to the other with his hand.

 

The miko under him could not help but to arch her back to meet him, demanding even more. Her hands found their way to his head and wrapped themselves in his hair, holding him to her breast. Then one hand moved down to caress his cheek with her thumb, while the other started to gently rub an ear, drawing a contented growl from her lover. He responded by reaching over to pull the other breast into his mouth and giving it much the same treatment. As he rolled his tongue around her pert nipple, his right hand trailed down to her abdomen where he spread his fingers wide and begin to rub in circles, applying the most pressure with his palm. He brushed the curls that covered her most private parts with the tips of his fingers, but did not yet move any further. In response, she arched her back again, trying to get him to move his hand to the hot wet slit that was dripping with her desire for him.

 

He kissed his way to her belly, and once again she arched into him, desperately wanting to feel him between her legs. Kagome ached for him, needed his touch, and needed to be one with him again. Instead she felt him kiss the inside of her thigh, for he had moved and had now settled between her legs. He ran feather touches up the insides of her thighs, raising Goosebumps from the chills it sent through her. She pulled her feet up and opened wide, spreading herself apart for him. At first he settled his nose between her folds and just took a deep breath, relishing in the fact that she was this hot for him. And then no longer able to resist the assault of her scent on his senses, he relented and flicked her clit with his tongue, making her gasp.

 

InuYasha at first gently licked at the juices that were pouring out of her, taking long, slow strokes from her opening to the top of her clit. Her little nub had now become swollen and hard and he changed his attentions to it, sucking on it and then thumping it with his tongue. Then he drove his thick, warm tongue up into her and curled it, licking her walls and almost making her scream. He started rubbing her nub with the pad of his thumb while thrusting his tongue into her. He didn't even stop when she was writhing off of the ground in pleasure, and screaming his name to the surrounding wood.

 

At some point, neither knew when, Kagome had hooked her legs around InuYasha's neck and was holding his face to her hot center. When she finally relaxed and let him go, InuYasha thought she couldn't take much more.

 

They had said not a coherent word this entire time, other than when Kagome screamed out InuYasha's name as she came. She was panting when she rolled over on her stomach and pulled herself up on her knees. She looked over her shoulder and said, “InuYasha, I need you in the same way I think you need me. I know before you thought I wouldn't want to do it this way, but I do. I'll do anything for you.”

 

InuYasha's youkai surged at seeing the woman he loved before him presenting herself to him as an Inu bitch would. He had not asked her to do it in their earlier couplings because he had witnessed enough humans that snuck into the woods to fuck to know they were usually face to face. His Inu instincts had begged for him to do this, but he had resisted, thinking she would not want to. The hanyou was already painfully hard as he guided himself into her. Already well prepared, she was hot and wet and ready to receive him.

 

Kagome let out a small gasp as he mounted her from behind. They had not been together since they had returned from her home, and she needed to be stretched again, at least some, to accommodate his size. He seemed to understand and was slow and careful as he proceeded to sheathe himself inside of her.

 

“Oh fuck, Kagome, you are so hot and tight. Fuck, I've missed this,” he whispered, more to himself, as he started to move into her. He started to thrust in long, slow strokes at first.

 

“Harder, InuYasha, and faster,” he heard Kagome say as she stretched her arms out in front of her and almost bowed to the ground. He complied and started to pick up speed, and they both started to pant.

 

“Harder, Inu…Yasha…harder,” Kagome gasped as he started to hit somewhere deep inside of her. If she could only get him to hit that spot…

 

Kagome was trying to create more of an angle with the hanyou, when he suddenly moved his hands from her hips down to her thighs and pulled her legs up off of the ground. He rose fully to his knees, holding her to him as he pounded relentlessly into her.

 

“Oh…yes…yes…yes…there…harder. .. harder,” the miko panted. “There… don't… stop… faster… oh… YES… InuYashaaaa!!!”

 

The hanyou continued to thrust into her, unaware that his eyes had glazed over red and the stripes had appeared on his cheeks as the miko before him submitted to him and accepted him, even begged for him to fill her with his seed. She wanted him, and he wanted her like he had wanted no other. A few more hard fast thrusts, and he exploded to coat her womb. Not willing to lose his contact with her, he carefully set her knees back on the ground, and then helped her to lay on her stomach with him still buried deep within her. She was surprised but content as he lay across her back, and started growling, even if she was a little surprised when she found elongated fangs gently holding her shoulder to keep her in place. However, the growl was more of a deep rumble that she found soothing, and even sensuous, as it made her body vibrate in response. Kagome suspected that if she could see his face right now, she would be looking at Youkai InuYasha. And yet, it did not frighten her in the least. If anything, the miko was pleased and relieved that his demon half recognized her as his lover, or perhaps something more. She was almost disappointed when she felt him finally slide out of her and release her shoulder.

 

InuYasha rolled off of Kagome and then rolled her over on her back. He grinned at her, revealing his fangs as he looked at her with his eyes glazed over red in lust.

 

Kagome looked at his face and saw that what she had suspected was true. From the look on his face, it appeared he wanted more so she said softly, “Do you want to do that again?” as she lay back and opened herself to him.

 

She wasn't disappointed when she felt him lapping furiously at her again. Even though InuYasha was more youkai than human at the moment, he still thrust his tongue up into her before licking at her clit and nub again. She noticed that this time he kept his claws away from her, since they were now longer and even sharper. He did cup her buttocks in his hands and pull her off the ground to his face so that he could completely consume her. This time she came so hard that all she could do was gasp. She couldn't even say his name because she couldn't catch her breath as she writhed against his mouth.

 

She was surprised when InuYasha finally allowed her body to rest on the ground again, and then worked his way up between her legs. With his youkai mostly in control, Kagome thought he would only want to take her from behind. She did not expect him to make love to her where she could see his face. She reached forward to guide him towards her, and then a hand down to guide him in. Once he had joined with her again, she fisted her hands in his mane and pulled his face to hers. He hungrily thrust his tongue into her mouth as he began to rock into her.

 

InuYasha turned her mouth loose as he pulled his body upright, and wrapped his hands under her butt to bring her with him. Kagome was already sensitive from her multiple orgasms, and it seemed like it was far to short a time before her body was spiraling out of her control. She could feel him tensing up as he prepared to fill her again, his testicles slapping against her buttocks as he sought his release. This time he yelled, “`gome, arrrrrrrrghhhh,” when he burst into her, and then collapsed over her body. She moved her legs just enough to get comfortable under him, and then reached around his torso so that she could rub his back. Kagome turned her head just enough to kiss his cheek, and then realized he was softly snoring. She kissed him gently one more time, and said softly, “I love you, too.” Entwined together with her lover, the miko fell asleep as well.

 

 

Kagome woke to find herself now on her side, with InuYasha gazing lovingly at her while he gently stroked her cheek with his thumb. Not wanting to ruin the moment, she reached forward to softly kiss him on the lips, and let her forehead rest against his. It was hard to miss his sigh, though this time he sounded content.

 

“Kagome,” InuYasha said softly. “You weren't afraid of me.”

 

“Why would I be?” she answered.

 

“I…I allowed my youkai to take over. I'm sorry.”

 

Kagome reached towards him to cup his cheek. “InuYasha, it is part of who you are. For some reason it seemed to bring out your more basic instincts when I wanted to try that with you. But it's okay. And I was relieved to know that your youkai recognized me and wanted me, just as I want you. I love all of you, never forget that.”

 

InuYasha responded by sitting up and pulling her into his lap. He wrapped his arms around her, and held her close. Kagome snuggled against him, and just let him hold her.

 

 

The others were starting to get worried when Kagome and InuYasha had not returned. They were even more so when they went back to where they had left the couple, and discovered that they were gone. Sango fretted and Shippou whined while Miroku attempted to grope Sango and was slapped for his transgressions. Sango tried to get Kirara to take her up to find the couple, but the firecat refused to transform, and very pointedly went and curled up near the fire. They had finally decided they could do nothing but wait, and had settled around the fire, when Kirara raised her head and meowed.

 

Sango and Miroku looked up to see InuYasha carrying Kagome back towards them. The slayer started to get up, but Miroku put a hand on her shoulder and shook his head. At the same time, he was grabbing Shippou by the tail and making him stay put. The houshi recognized almost immediately what the other two had not. InuYasha was not carrying Kagome on his back, or even in his arms in front of him as he would when she had been hurt. Instead, the miko was wrapped around his body, her head resting on his shoulder with her arms around his neck and her legs around his waist. InuYasha had one hand around her back, and the other cupped under her butt to support her. He also had a look of peace and contentment on his face that the monk could not remember ever having seen before.

 

“I think, Sango and Shippou, that they have made amends with each other,” Miroku told them.

 

Kirara meowed, almost as if in agreement.

 

Shippou started to say something, but Miroku yanked the kit into his lap by the tail and took his hand that had been on Sango's shoulder and slapped it over his mouth. “Not now, Shippou.”

 

Sango took a deep breath as she looked at the young woman she considered like a sister. She waited while Kagome untangled herself from the hanyou and turned around. They were all surprised when she leaned back into him and he wrapped his arms around her waist, and she rested her arms over his.

 

“Are you all right, Kagome? We were really worried,” the demon slayer inquired.

 

“I am now Sango. I think we both are,” Kagome responded.

 

“Things have changed, haven't they?” Miroku asked.

 

InuYasha answered as he squeezed Kagome, “Yeah, Monk, they have.”

 

 

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