InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Pleasantries ❯ Inuyahsa ( Chapter 1 )

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]

Pleasantries
By: Angel of Androgyny
Disclaimer: No own Inuyasha.
 
I see you
 
The silver haired angel of death hovering in the forest
 
Never hearing your silent foot-falls
 
As you walk up and embrace me from behind
 
It's so sweet at first
 
Like floating on an opiate cloud
 
Then the dream turns nasty and twists into an ugly nightmare
 
You push me to the ground and call me a dirty stinking half-breed
 
Ripping my hakamas from me you thrust into my unprepared entrance
 
But, I don't mind the searing pain or the humiliation
 
…Because you are touching me
 
You're noticing me
 
And you want me
 
Only me it seems
 
I smell the scent of another yokai on you
 
Did the female not satisfy you?
 
Is this why tonight's session is so wild?
 
Gods… what would my companions think of me now?
 
Submitting to a male?
 
My own brother in fact!
 
Humans have such feeble grasps on things like this
 
They just don't understand that any touch any attention from you is all I
need
 
The simple fact that you come to me brings me gratifying pleasure
 
Even the searing pain cannot delude that
 
Or the mortification
 
I am a hanyo I have been humiliated in some way or form my entire life
 
Why not have a purpose for it now ne?
 
Your thrusting becomes even more frenzied than when you began
 
Hitting that spot within me that even through your painful thrusts makes me
 
shiver and moan
 
No…
 
None of them will understand how even in this unbearable pain I can find
release
 
I barely understand it
 
All I know is that you are the only one who can give it to me
 
You hit that spot again and I moan and arch my bruised back off the ground
 
You give me this odd look then bend your head down and lick the tears
 
away I hadn't even noticed were forming in my eyes
 
I bet you are perplexed as to why they aren't red
 
This would be considered rape if I were any other hanyo
 
But I'm not
 
You grab tight to the hair on the top of my head
 
Forcing it to the side while you attack my neck
 
Raking your fangs across it leaving bloodied bruises in your lips wake
 
Thanks how am I going to explain that to Kagome?
 
A clawed hand goes to my battered hips in a death grip
 
As you hold my hips still and spill your burning seed deep inside me
 
It hurts but the warm fluid acts like a lubricant
 
Helping to dull the pain
 
I desperately hold you to me
 
Creamy legs wrapped tight around you and I stroke your hair as you
 
continue to cum
 
It takes you minutes instead of seconds to finish
 
Much more time than that of a human male
 
But I don't mind
 
This is the only time I am truly allowed to touch you
 
Stroke your hair and murmur soothing words too you as shudders wrack
 
through your body from your release
 
 
I am the only one who has seen you like this aren't I?
 
 
Seeing the greatly feared Sesshomaru so utterly defenseless
 
It's nice
 
You nuzzle your nose into my chest when you are done
 
Even doze for a little bit knowing no one would dare interrupt
 
The smell of you and your powerful yoki would immediately scare them off
 
But even this doesn't last long
 
Once you regain your senses you tare yourself out of me
 
And flinch away like you've been burned
Maybe from my utter longing for you
 
Then you slap me across the face saying what right do I have to touch this
 
Sesshomaru?
 
That I am a filthy hanyo
 
You slap me again then turn on your heel looking all dignified and regal
 
And return to your human girl and that toad retainer
 
Leaving me torn up and bleeding on the forest floor
 
Humiliated but not ashamed
 
Fore I love you and any touch
 
Any attention is all I need
 
No one can understand it
And I don't want to be saved from it
 
I pick up my discarded hakama's and sniff out the hot spring I passed by on
 
my way here
 
While I clean my self off and check my cuts and bruises for infection I can't
 
help but feel anticipation for the next time