InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Redemption ❯ More than Gratitude ( Chapter 5 )

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Redemption

Chapter 5: More than Gratitude

 

As a month or so went by, the human known as Tensei, became a lot more accustomed to living in Sesshoumaru's castle although his memory still had not yet returned. Every night, Sesshoumaru sat in Tensei's quarters and sometimes fell asleep sitting up as he watched over him. Although they ate together, the young man was terrified at first by the fact that Sesshoumaru ate raw meat and also by the fact that he ate it with his eyes glowing bright red and growling with blood all over his hands, face and clothes. He found it repulsive at first, being that he was a human and all, but then eventually for some reason unknown to him, he started to find it to be a turn on. Sesshoumaru didn't talk to him that much, but once in a while he actually joked with him and when he did, he always said his name at some point. The young ningen started to develop conflicting feelings about the powerful Inuyokai that saved him and became just as terrified of his feelings as he was of the yokai. He desired desperately to be near him and he had no control over this desire. He almost felt as if he loved him, inspite of not knowing him that well.

 

Sesshoumaru started to notice the males fear of him, but he also started to sense other things that led him to believe the young man was feeling deeper feelings towards him than just reverence or gratitude. He noticed how his heart rate would speed up everytime he looked at him, or how his pupils would expand and the smell of desire in his scent. The Daiyokai thought constantly about taking him but felt conflicted about the idea at the same time. He didn't want to open up old wounds. He didn't want to desire him just because he reminded him of his deceased lover. He didn't want to feel like he was taking advantage of him in his state of having no memory. But one night after persistent resistance, he decided that he wasn't going to hold back his feelings and desires any longer. -

 

It is supper. Sesshoumaru and Tensei are sitting down in the same vicinity, with their own little table in front of them, eating dinner. For some reason, Sesshoumaru is not eating the way he usually does, but has decided to eat rice with still raw but chopped up meat on top, using really elaborately decorated chopsticks. After a few minutes of sitting there eating, Sesshoumaru starts thinking to himself, `How am I going to go about asking him this?' “Tensei,” he utters softly. “Yes, Sesshoumaru Sama,” Tensei replies politely. “You're joining me tonight in a hotspring outside the castle walls,” `Damn, that came out wrong! Now his compliance won't be sincere.' Sesshoumaru decides to reword his request, “If you'd like…” that was the best he could do. “I don't mind. It would be my honor,” Tensei replies impersonally. `That didn't come out the way I would have liked. Well at least I gave him a choice, and he did agree to it…honor…hm.' After they were finished eating, some of the servants started clearing everything away, as they headed off.

 

After arriving at the hotspring surrounded by the enchanted forest, Sesshoumaru releases the human, and he lands off of Sesshoumaru's back onto the ground below. “Where is this, why do the trees glow a green light,” Tensei asks in bewilderment. “They are enchanted. You are in the world of the Yokai.” “I didn't know Yokai had their own world.” “Actually, it's more like a dimension that is parallel to your own. There are hotsprings here, just as there are in your world, because this part of the dimension rests on the same plain as Japan. “Amazing,” Tensei replies in a very childlike way.” Sesshoumaru smiles slightly with amusement. “So are you ready,” he asks. “Oh…yes,” Tensei replies as if snapping out of a haze. After removing all of their garments, with Sesshoumaru not having on his usual clothing and armor, therefore making it a whole lot easier for him, they enter the hotspring.

 

Once they reach a certain spot where there are a couple of rocks jutting out of the water that they can lean against, they begin to relax not too far away from each other. At some point, Tensei playfully and swiftly jumps up before dunking his head and body down into the water. Sesshoumaru watches mirthfully. Sesshoumaru begins to think to himself, looking down as he bites his bottom lip, `I feel afraid…I hate feeling this way…what if he doesn't respond the way I'd like?' Finally, in the blink of an eye, Sesshoumaru transports himself in front of Tensei right as he is coming back up out of the water. Tensei jumps slightly with surprise. Suddenly, Sesshoumaru's fear goes away, and suddenly all he can think about is Tensei's lips, and how badly he longs to kiss them.

 

Sesshoumaru lifts his hand slowly in order to caress Tensei's cheek. The startled look in his eyes dissipates and is replaced by more of a soft worried look. “Do not be afraid,” Sesshoumaru utters gently standing up as Tensei, sitting down, continues to look up at him. Then he continues to speak but in a playful and sensual tone of voice, “I won't bight unless you want me too.” `Is this really happening? How can someone as beautiful and majestic as him want me?' Tensei thinks to himself as Sesshoumaru leans down and kisses him lightly on his lips. Tensei hesitates for a second, but then he finally reciprocates Sesshoumaru's actions and stands up as he submissively parts his lips in order to receive Sesshoumaru's eagerly awaiting tongue. He moans breezily as their kissing suddenly becomes more passionate and Sesshoumaru places his hand lightly behind Tensei's head as he uses his other hand to hold his waist. Tensei follows by placing both of his arms lightly and slowly around Sesshoumaru as he grasps his powerful back and shoulders.

 

After taking the time to savor every last bit of each other's mouths, they stop in order to catch their breath. “I see that you are no longer afraid.” “How did you know that?” “I can smell it.” “Right, I knew that.” Sesshoumaru looks into his eyes before then directing his gazes downward. He reaches for Tensei's hand and then Tensei's elbow bends as he brings it up out of the water. He studies the palm of his hand briefly as he traces some of the lines of it with his fingers. “You have such beautiful hands…I desire for you to touch me with them…” Sesshoumaru whispers. He then slowly directs Tensei's hand down his rippled abs and stomach until it reaches in between his legs. He moans delicately as he experiences the pleasure from the first manipulated caress of Tensei's hand against his cock. He also senses Tensei's heart rate, which has begun to increase tremendously. The smell of Tensei's adrenalin and pheromones intoxicates Sesshoumaru, causing him to pant with vigor. After a few moments he begins to notice Tensei moving his hand on his own and so Sesshoumaru takes his hand away. Tensei notices Sesshoumaru's extremely swollen erection and it causes him to swell more as well with anticipation of what's to come.

 

After a little while longer, Sesshoumaru directs Tensei's hand away from his crouch as he releases one last heavy groan. “Let's head back to the castle,” Sesshoumaru utters breathlessly. After they are finished washing the soap off of their bodies and cleaning their teeth, they depart. Back at the castle, as soon as they reach Sesshoumaru's living quarters, he disrobes Tensei and then himself before they continue from earlier on. As they kiss with studied intensity, they begin to drift towards the futon and even though the temperature of their surroundings is somewhat chilly the intense heat between them, keeps them warm.

 

When they finally reach the futon, Sesshoumaru pushes Tensei down gently onto it. After floating into the air like an angel and then drifting above him, Sesshoumaru slowly lands on top of Tensei's body. He gazes into Sesshoumaru's eyes, totally bewitched, and then they start to kiss again. Sesshoumaru's hand drifts erotically between Tensei's legs. He moans tenderly in response. Soon after that, as Sesshoumaru is still caressing Tensei, he whispers in his ear and says, “There are so many things I want to teach you…and so many things I want to do to you…” He caresses Tensei harder which gives his words more power. Tensei moans intensely in response before they begin to kiss once more. Eventually, Sesshoumaru stops kissing and caressing Tensei before sitting up, while Tensei is still lying down. “I want you to do something for me.” “I'll do anything you desire,” Tensei replies, breathlessly. “I want to watch you as you pleasure yourself and I want you to reach orgasm,” Sesshoumaru utters. Tensei responds meekly with a simple, “O.K.” before hesitantly placing his hand firmly around his drastically hardened cock and stroking it slowly.

 

Sesshoumaru senses his discomfort and insecurity and therefore tries to encourage him by saying with a smile as bright as the sun in a very gentle tone of voice, “You're so beautiful. Do not be intimidated. I will not judge you.” Seeing Sesshoumaru's ethereal like smile, relaxes him tremendously, and feeling a lot more confident, he begins to stroke himself faster with more intensity and emotion. Then once he's even more comfortable if that is even possible, he closes his eyes as he licks his lips, lasciviously. Sesshoumaru gazes down at Tensei as he rests on his knees with a view of everything between Tensei's open legs. Then he comes closer, until one of the insides of Tensei's creamy, soft, legs and thies are resting on each side of Sesshoumaru's body.

 

After utilizing a few more moments to take in everything about Tensei in the mist of his sexual arousal; the way his full, pink lips pucker out suggestively, the way his pelvis moves in perfect unison with the up and down motion of his hand as he writhes and pants lightly, the way his silky raven tented hair spreads out like ocean waves across the futon before falling over the edges: he proceeds to pump his hot and twitching erection, lustfully and fiercely as he peers down at Tensei with an emblazoned expression. “mmmm…That's right Tensei, keep stroking that cock for me…you look even more beautiful than before.” As he starts stroking his dick even faster, they both continue to pant heavily as they please themselves at the same time. Tensei moans Sesshoumaru's name at some point in a hoarse and breathless way with his eyes still closed. “Kami, you look so hot…mmhmmm…” Sesshoumaru moans. Finally, Tensei reaches the pinnacle of ecstasy, “Uugh…Oowh!! …Sesshoumaruuuu!!!...Ahhaa!!...hm- mm!…” As Sesshoumaru senses himself becoming weak with euphoria, he tilts his head back sharply, gritting his teeth and groaning as his eyes blaze like a burning forest and his upper body jolts back and forth tensely. `Oh, Naraku!' Sesshoumaru thinks to himself, longingly, before reaching orgasm with the intensity of a gamma ray burst. As all of the energy that he'd kept pent up for years was released, Tensei could have sworn that he felt the whole castle shake, not to mention all of the bright green light that filled the whole room like the Aurora's. Being bathed in Sesshoumaru's seed didn't hurt either. After both writhe and moan through the end of what seems like heaven, Sesshoumaru then crawls over to the side of Tensei before crashing onto the futon, lying on his back.

 

Tensei turns on his side in order to look at him face to face. But Sesshoumaru just continues to look up at the ceiling. Tensei senses that something is wrong and decides to speak up, “Is everything…ok,” he utters feeling slightly insecure but also concerned. Sesshoumaru just continues to lie there silently, looking upward with a tinge of sadness in his eyes. Finally he replies, “I think I'm going to sleep somewhere else tonight.” Tensei's stomach drops and turns to ice. “Did I…did I do something wrong?” Sesshoumaru pauses for a second before replying in an almost monotone voice, “No…you were wonderful…it's just that…I have to go.” As Sesshoumaru begins to get up, Tensei looks up at him with a worried, insecure, and saddened expression. Sesshoumaru simply gathers his clothing before leaving without saying another word. Feeling extremely insecure, rejected and used, alone on his futon with his face buried in his arms and the palms of his hands curved around the back of his head with his knees up near his chest, Tensei sobs quietly, until he falls asleep.