InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Resurgence ❯ Chapter 4

Blanket Disclaimer: I don't own InuYasha or any of the characters therein. They are the property of Rumiko Takahashi, and she does a beautiful job!

 

Chapter 4

 

***Warning: Please note that this chapter contains some explicit material

involving rape, so be forewarned if that sort of topic bothers you. ***

 

 

 

 

The inside of the house was quiet compared to the rest of the booming estate. Laughter and excitement filled the fresh air to the brim while inside…the difference was so great that just with walking through the door the calm immediately set over me.

 

My room was silent as well. The clean area was free of all the servants and the like as we dismissed them all to enjoy the celebrations. Today was as much for my father as it was for them.

 

I walked over to my closet, choosing to change into something more moveable. My garb felt like it was about to strangle me.

 

My eyes locked onto a silk cardigan with floral patterns, and a black dress skirt to finish the ensemble. It was dressy, but it gave me enough freedom that I would be able to move without restraint.

 

I tried to slide my open jacket off my arm. The awful thing always took so much time to disrobe. `I might have to call for Sango,' I thought as the blasted thing would not move.

 

I was just about to call out my door when I heard a noise coming from within my toilet; I quickly turned my head in that direction wondering what could have caused the ruckus.

 

“Sango,” I called out loudly, my voice booming into the empty appearing room.

 

Silence met my ears. I slowly started in the direction in which I heard the noise. `Maybe it was an animal of some sort that got in here,' I reasoned to myself as I stepped into the door way.

 

I walked a bit further, trying to take the whole bathroom in. My eyes swept over the entire room. Seeing nothing, I started to go back into my room when I heard a noise from within there.

 

My feet froze were I stood. `Now…I am bothered,' I thought as I stood in the walkway of the laboratory.

 

I slowly stalked passed the doorway of the bathroom. I peeked around the side of the door trying to see what had made the noise, when my eyes fell on Sir Bankotsu.

 

“Oh,” I said aloud. Glad that it wasn't some unknown force. “Bankotsu, you frightened me,” I replied as I brought my hand to my heart.

 

He flashed me a grin, “My apologies, my lady.”

 

I took in a deep breath. “It's quite all right,” I replied easily. “Were you looking for someone,” I asked as I turned to face him fully.

 

His smile widened a tad, “Why yes, I was,” he replied as he advanced towards me.

 

My eyebrow quirked as I took a step away from him, “And who, might I ask, are you searching for?”

 

He was about five feet from me, “You.”

 

The way he said that word made me shake involuntarily. I had this haunting feeling that something was completely wrong with this remark. “Well you found me,” I replied uneasily, trying to force myself to appear calm when I wanted nothing more then to scream for help.

 

A dark smirk crossed his features. His blue eyes deepened in what looked like lust. His onyx hair swayed softly with the way my porch door was slightly open….`Wait, I didn't open my porch window!'

 

Just as I was looking through the glass, Kouga, a young man from the Kings court passed my sight. I called loudly out to him, “Kouga, would you please come in here for a moment.”

 

He looked shocked, but then his faced cleared, and he smiled.

 

Kouga wasn't the first person I would have called for, with him being overbearing about his proposals, but he was better then no one with this eerie feeling I had with Bankotsu in the room.

 

I heard the front door to the estate open, and I sighed with relief. I looked back towards Bankotsu, “So what were you needing me for?” I asked him confidently.

 

He smiled at me but said nothing.

 

I waited for him to reply, but he just stood looking at me.

 

Kougas' footsteps could be heard coming up the stairs. I was grateful nonetheless. At least with Kouga in the room, Bankotsu would not try anything precarious.

 

Kouga stepped behind Bankotsu. His blue eyes were like my salvation at this moment. “Thank you so much for coming up here,” I replied honestly. Bankotsu was giving me a very bad feeling.

 

Kouga smiled, “It was no dilemma, Lady Kagome.”

 

He sounded very confident. I just shrugged it off. I perhaps just made his year by requesting his presence.

 

I turned to face Bankotsu again, “So, I am asking you once more, why were you searching for me?”

 

His eyes became hooded as he smiled at me. I took an unconscious step back.

 

He nodded his head at Kouga, and Kouga proceeded to close my door. My heartbeat accelerated tenfold. I took in a deep breath as I screamed help as loud as I could.

 

I hoped blindly that my scream would be welcomed with my salvation, but as I waited, that hoped seemed to diminish. There was no answer for retrieval.

 

I continued to back up. I ended up pinned against my bedroom wall. I immediately started shaking my head, “Please,” I begged out with tears beginning to stream down my face.

 

Bankotsu just chuckled.

 

I looked at Kouga. I saw that he was looking towards the ground.

 

I could use this to my advantage.

 

“Kouga, please don't hurt me. You don't want to hurt me… do you?” I begged him. The tears shaking my voice, making my plea sound more like a mumble then an actual request.

 

His blue eyes locked onto me. His orbs widened, “I would never hurt you,” he replied honestly.

 

I never thought someone could so honestly think they were not hurting another person and truly mean it until I saw his face.

 

Even with his answer my unease did not fade, in fact it began to worsen. I felt my lip began to tremble. I wanted to be strong. I needed to be able to fight off whatever was coming my way, but my strength began to waver as I looked over the men in front of me. There was no way that I could beat both of them off. I could try to run, but they would easily catch me, my ruffle of a dress - a horrendous maneuvering outfit. There was only one thing left to try.

 

I started running into the bathroom, trying to make my way to the window so I could yell as loud as my voice would carry, but one of them grabbed me around the waist.

 

The scream left my lips early, but alas, it made it out. My heartbeat quickened as I waited for any sound to notify that someone had heard. Any disturbance to let me know someone was listening, but as the seconds trickled by…my wish began to fail.

 

The hands were carrying me some place, but I fought with every fiber of my body to get free, my hands pulling hopelessly at the arm and punching him in the back.

 

My bed came into view, the large white down comforter. The massive pillows that aligned the headboard and the frame…cherry wood…chiseled to perfection.

 

My body slammed against the immense bed as they dropped me on the cover. Immediately I sat up, longing to escape. I felt as if this was my final chance.

 

Their hands held me down, forcing my body to bend to their will.

 

My back slammed against the down comforter once more. I fisted my hands in the white blanket as I awaited my doom.

 

I longed to run into the arms of my lover. I longed to cry out his name, but I knew none of it really mattered.

 

No one could hear me.

 

The celebrations going on outside my own estate were far too loud to hear of any disturbances inside the home.

 

My fate was sealed.

 

So I watched as my predators leaned over me, the mischievous smile turning in my gut.

 

“We're going to give it to you good,” Bankotsu replied.

 

I turned my head away, wanting to escape the inevitable.

 

I heard a taunting chuckle in the air, “What, no tears?”

 

My eyes were tightly closed. I felt my lip begin to quiver as I felt their hands running over my body.

 

I heard the material over my corset rip as they pulled at my dress, the loud noise tearing into my soul, for I knew… just as that small piece of material was just ripped away, so would my mind be… when they were done with me.

 

The confining fabric over my beast became free. They split the material down the middle, my undergarment the only cloth separating my chest from their prodding eyes.

 

“What do we have here?”

 

The chain around my neck was lifted from my chest. I opened my eyes immediately as I shot my hand out.

 

I pushed their hand away from the necklace, “Do not touch this,” I ground out, my anger reverberating from my core. I had only a small cover over my rage.

 

I locked eyes with Bankotsu, finding him the culprit. He was the one who tried to steal the one thing that meant more to me than anything else in the word.

 

His eyebrows were lifted in surprise.

 

My hand fisted around the silver pendant, “Do what you want to me, but never touch this,” I replied sternly.

 

He let out a little chuckle as he turned to Kouga, “Well, we did get her acquiescence, so you should consider at ease with yourself about this now,” he told him with a grin on his face.

 

Kouga was still looking skeptical, but he was also looking very determined. His stare was a very scary match. Bankotsu, I knew what he intended, but with Kouga…I felt for far too much.

 

After what felt like an eternity, I saw his smirk widen on his face. His determination was finally set, “Let us do this.”

 

My breath hitched, `they sound as if I am a business deal.'

 

They looked back at me. The resolve sketched in their faces. I felt an involuntary shudder run down my back. The chills ran all through my body. For the first time since they both entered my room, I knew that my life would never be the same.

 

I longed to scream out, to try to fight them, but it was no use. I became useless. I felt as if I was on the outside looking in. Just an observer in the immoral act that was about to take place.

 

Bankotsu started kissing on me. His firm hand running over me, over my breast, my legs, my stomach. His hand trailed up my body. He leaned over me. He placed his mouth to my lips. His tongue plunged into my mouth.

 

I had to hold back my urge to hurl. The act made me sick.

 

It was ironic how beautiful it would have been if it was InuYasha. When his tongue was inside my mouth I felt like I was in heaven. His slick appendage searching just as mine was. His hand never touching any place I would have troubles with, but he could touch me anywhere.

 

I wanted him to.

 

My brain rushed back to the present as I felt a mouth on my nipple. I let a startled grasp.

 

I looked down trying to see who it was, and I was flabbergasted to find that it was Kouga. I tried to search for Bankotsu, not being able to see him at the moment when I felt a finger touch my lower regions.

 

I let out a small cry.

 

I could not believe that I was going though this. I had to have been so naive to think that my life could turn as I always hoped it would, but sadly I was deceived. This…this was the hard truth.

 

Bankotsu grunted something to Kouga, and the next thing I new I was flipped onto my stomach.

 

This had to be the worst position I could have been in. At least with me on my back, I could see every move they made. With me laying face down, I had no idea what fate was in store for me.

 

My dress loosened around my shoulders. My eyes widened as my heartbeat accelerated.

 

The cool spring air danced on my bare shoulders as the dress was pulled down my back.

 

My bare skin a canvas to their hungry eyes, their lustfulness was driving me angry.

 

I made to kick my legs as I tried once more to break from their grasp. All I needed was to find someone… anyone, and the two of them would be done. I would only have to deal with the pain of being exposed and on the brink of eternal suffering, but it would be only memories of this moment that would bring such anguish, and it would be mine alone.

 

The next thing I knew… I was being flipped around once more. The amount of breeze that hit my skin was surprising. I looked down, and I was tormented to find that all my clothes had been removed.

 

I tried to cover my body with my hands but hands flung out to hold them over my head. I looked up to lock eyes with Kouga. Any minor attraction I could have had for the man from my uncles' court left as he stared back at me.

 

He kissed me roughly on the mouth. I tried to turn my head away. He grabbed my chin between his fingers holding me in place. He softly ran his tongue outside my lips.

 

It made me sick to think that he was still trying to be gentle, still trying to be kind, when I knew what they were about to do.

 

With Kouga holding me down at the top, Bankotsu got to work on my lower half.

 

I began to squirm as he tried to push his fingers inside of me, my small opening not expanding fast enough for him, the roughness of his fingers causing me to bleed.

 

I tried to think that maybe it was InuYasha doing this to me instead. That was the only escape I could get from this torture. He was being very persistent, constantly kissing me, running his hand through my hair and along my neck, his other hand moving back and forth at my entrance, his long fingers sliding in and out, but not gently as I would have imagined. He was rough, almost needy in his thrust.

 

My eyebrows quirked, `Why is he being so forward,' I asked myself as I lifted my hand to his hair, trying to appease him. To get him to slow down in his movements, this was not something that we needed to hurry.

 

“She's getting nice and wet.”

 

That voice set me back into reality.

 

They switched up positions.

 

Bankotsu held my top down as I looked on in horror as Kouga began to strip himself of his clothes.

 

I began to cry. Bankotsu was running his tongue inside of my mouth, his hands traveling over my body, circling my nipples, rubbing against my reserved regions.

 

I heard Kouga mumble something, but I wasn't quite sure what was said. After a moment, Bankotsu straightened himself up, but immediately Kouga got into his place.

 

I felt more tears trickle down my face as I saw him leaning over me, his body free from any clothing that he should have been wearing.

 

Bankotsu left my sight. No doubt he was disrobing as well, just waiting for his turn to do with me as Kouga was getting ready to do.

 

Kougas' actions weren't as harsh or as cruel as Bankotsu's, but I hated them as much as I hated his.

 

He was so gentle with the way his hand ran over my body. I was almost certain he had a mild shaking, from nervous or what…I did not know, but I was most certain that he felt uneasy about something.

 

His hand slid down my forearm as he kissed me, his tongue running shakily around my mouth, I wanted to bite him, making him move his tongue, but I had this feeling that I would undergo guilt about it afterwards, or possibly that I might get hit. The latter was far too convincing for me to even try.

 

I felt him using his knees to spread my legs. I tried to push him off of me, but my efforts were in vain. He was twice my size in muscle and weight. It would have never worked.

 

He started kissing the side of my neck. His wet mouth leaving his saliva traces as he moved across my pulse. I felt his hand cup my womanhood. I tried to holdback my sob, but a small cry emerged from my lips.

 

His lips covered mine as well, and then his finger plunged into me.

 

He was smart enough not to try and put his tongue in my mouth. I knew I would bite him. I would have left guilt and fear in the dust.

 

He started spreading my legs wider. I tried and tried to move out of his way. Forcing him to stumble in his actions was my hope, but the hard work failed every time.

 

He would just move me back right where he wanted me, not letting up in my endless torture.

 

He started grunting in approval as new wetness met him. I felt him adjusting himself.

 

I wanted to escape this. My consciousness couldn't handle it, so, once more, I fantasized about InuYasha. He was so much gentler then the last time. His actions spoke of love and adoration. His kiss was urgent but tender. He wormed his tongue into my mouth and I gladly accepted it. I swirled it with my own, loving the way our two appendages joined. He was always such a good kisser when he was bold enough to do so.

 

My excitement escalated when I felt his finger easing in and out of me. I began moaning. I loved this feeling, so unlike anything I had ever felt before, but at the same time…very beautiful.

 

I wanted more. I needed more as his moves became insistent. I wanted all of him.

 

“Please,” I begged out to him.

 

I felt something hard but soft plunge into me. My back arched off of the bed as the thrust caught me off guard. I opened my eyes, expecting amber and was met with blue instead.

 

Kouga was first to probe me. With my delusion fantasy about my love, he was able to slip inside of me without much effort at all. His motions causing the weirdest feelings I have ever felt.

 

Although the motion hurt, when first entering me caused so much pain, I did not ever think it would cease, but after a while, the pain began to lesson. This new sensation that I could not quite pinpoint was taking place. Was I actually feeling…pleasured?

 

Tears fell from my eyes at the thought. I was worse then my worst enemies, which just so happened to be right in front of me.

 

I began to cry out in agony as they both tried to enter me at the same moment. Bankotsu stood behind me as Kouga lifted me off the bed. Instinctually I rapped my legs around him from keeping from falling down, but as this new pain hit me, I wish I hadn't tried. Holes that I never knew could open that far began expanding. My pain doubling as I felt their hard stiffness come against me, trying to move inside of me.

 

They were both working on their own accord. I was just a body used as their pleasure maker.

 

I am not sure when I began to blank out, but just as the pain was becoming too much to bear… I let myself go, submitting to the darkness. The only place I could find refuge in against my hell.

 

I truly would never be the same after this.

 

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A/N: Well…that was a little hard to write. I want to apologize at how graphic it became at moments, but some of the information was also needed. This scene actually has a lot to do with how the rest of the story will play out. Was that foreshadowing? Lol.

 

arizonasiren1 - haha you have good taste. I have read like all those stories. It is hard to find ones that you haven't read when we have been reading for as long as we have been, but I read a good story like two weeks ago, its called “The God's Opinion” if you haven't read it, you should. She did a really good job with all the detail. Hope you liked this chapter! Thanks for reading, and please review!

Kokoronagomu - Lil6ter is awesome! I love her, though I haven't really read any of her completed stories, she is an excellent writer, and she always gives awesome advice. Thanks for the list! I will have to go and check some of them out. Some I haven't even heard of. Thanks for reading, and please review!

 

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