InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Secret Confessions ❯ Painful happiness ( Chapter 1 )

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Chapter 1: Painful Happiness

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`Why did it have to happen...again?...'

 

The same thoughts invaded her head for the millionth time. They were unwanted, uncalled for and the vile reality. Kagome stared aimlessly at her ceiling, laying down on her bed and re-counting the thoughts of what she saw three days ago. She was utterly miserable and so very tired. Her sleeping routine dropped dramatically low and now she barely slept at all. All on account of the incident that took place three days prior in the Sengoku Jidai.

 

*Flashback*

 

Kagome stared peacefully at her friends while they slept in Kaede's hut. She was currently sitting propped up in her sleeping bag, awaiting Inuyasha's return. She knew she would not be able to sleep without knowing her hanyou was watching over her. Well, he wasn't necessarily her hanyou, but in her mind she could call him anything she wants.

 

She couldn't deny it now. Sure on the outside she still remains shy towards Inuyasha whenever they were close and particularly affectionate to each other, but on the inside everything screams, `I love him so muchhh!!!' and wants to throw herself at him. Her hallucinating mind even thinks that the hanyou mimics her feeling in return.

 

She mentally scoffed at herself for even thinking such a ridiculous idea. Though, it has now been two and a half years since she fell into this Era and they have certainly become much closer. Perhaps the idea wasn't so ludicrous after all. Well, Inuyasha and all his stubborn pride would never allow him to show his feelings for her. Though it wouldn't be her Inuyasha if he would. Unfortunately also, that stubborn pride doesn't allow him to forget a certain predecessor of hers...

 

Kagome shook her head furiously to get those thoughts out of her head. `That is the last thing I need to be thinking about now! ' But internally, couldn't deny the reality. She sighed. Inuyasha still hadn't returned and she began to stand up to go looking for him. Kagome knew that Inuyasha would not approve of her wandering around at night without any protection, but Inuyasha isn't here right now is he? She grabbed her bow and a few arrows, opened the mat to the wood hut and set off to look for him.

 

Her searching took her into the woods and it didn't take long for Kagome to hear the rather angry voices of two people arguing. A man and woman. She found she acquired quite a disgusting feeling in her stomach with what she was about to find. The miko crouched down low and followed stealthily to where the voices were coming from. She immediately recognized the voices and saw for herself. Her fears confirmed.

Inuyasha and Kikyo.

 

Kagome did not have acute hearing of that of Inuyasha and was unable to distinguish what the two were arguing about, and dared not crawl closer. She saw Inuyasha pacing madly and randomly throwing his hands up in the air for extra emphasis on what he was talking about. Kikyo looked eerily calm, her Shinidamachuu floating around her and was responding back with a dead look. Suddenly Inuyasha stopped talking and pacing altogether. Kagome gasped thinking she was found out, but the hanyou merely turned towards Kikyo and bared his fangs and growled a response to whatever Kikyo said.

 

Then the world stopped. Kikyo shook her head sending black tendrils flying and fell into his arms. The hanyou look immobilized, and then Kikyo did the worst. She crushed her mouth to his. Inuyasha did not back away. Kagome saw enough. Her vision blurred with salty tears, and she threw her bow and arrows down. The miko ran, her destination to the old well, her regular life-saver. She didn't care if she was found out, she just didn't want to remain watching her world break down. Kagome flung herself over the opening and the mystical light engulfed her. Sending her back to her time.

 

*Flashback ended*

 

Kagome sighed and once again felt the hot sting of tears in her eyes. Sure she knew he still had feelings for Kikyo...but...enough to kiss her once again? She thought back to the kiss she gave him in Kaguya's castle. Practically the same as the one she witnessed, but meant for different reasons. Her clothes were now simple, a delicate, baby blue tank top and white very shot shorts... Kagome didn't care for her attire right now, with nobody else living in the shrine. Her mother, brother, and grandfather were gone for a relaxing vacation.

 

“ Just my luck ...” Kagome mumbled in the darkness of her room. The only light was her bedside lamp and the moon spilling into her room. She could have really used someone to talk to. Kagome placed a hand over her eyes and gently banged her head on the backboard of her bed a few times. She didn't have many options left. Either go back to the Feudal Era, pretend like nothing happened or stay in her time, mourning and mulling over what happened and never see Inuyasha again. No, she could never leave her friends just hanging there. Maybe she could mix the two. Go back to the Feudal era, say good-bye to her friends, declare her love for Inuyasha and sprint back to her time and seal the well up.

 

That could work. Kaede trained her miko powers very skillfully and she could most definitely seal the well up. As for the kakare of the sacred jewel, Kikyo was there. Kagome groaned and hit her pillow with the hand that wasn't occupied with covering her face. She didn't want to be forced into doing that. The look on her friends' faces...Sango-chan...Miroku-sama...and especially Shippou. Of course the obvious truth rears it's ugly head...she couldn't leave Inuyasha. No matter what. Also, she wouldn't be able to leave the Warring-states Era, she loved it too much.

 

She was stuck.

`Well Inuyasha is probably happy now...' Kagome thought bitterly. ` He has his special Kikyo.' The miko suddenly widened her eyes. She was not that type of person. That person of acidic resentment. Didn't she once promise herself that Inuyasha's happiness meant her happiness? Kami, she did. Well, she should stick to that promise. Kagome uncovered her face and dropped her hand to her side to yet again stare at the ceiling. She didn't want to think about this anymore, she'll die of stress! Kagome needed another way of expressing her thoughts. The agitated and tired teenager turned on her side and opened up her bedside table. She took out a piece of paper and a pencil. Kagome thought for a moment about what she was going to write, and it came to her. A poem.

 

Who shall it be?

The princess or the popper.

Maybe the answer's obvious,

You're heart belongs to her.

 

You probably know,

I'm not one for sloppy seconds.

My love just wasn't enough,

For your entire affections.

 

I thought we grew closer,

These two years we were together.

But now I understand,

It never will be `us' not now, not ever.

 

Even so,

 

I will come back.

I will have a smile.

Maybe we could get along,

Once and a while.

 

I will try to be content,

Regardless your decision.

Your happiness is my happiness,

Despite not being my vision.

 

I have one more thing to say,

Just one final lesson.

I love you Inuyasha, so deeply,

That's my secret confession.

 

~Kagome Higurashi

 

Kagome looked at her poem critically. `Well...not that bad?'This poem was not leaving her room anyway.She thought for a moment about the title.

 

Secret Confessions.

 

Kagome set the paper back down on her miniature table, and sat up to stretch. While, cracking her fingers her stomach growled. The frustrated miko realized she hadn't eaten in quite a while and departed her room to find some food.

 

Completely missing the amber eyes watching her in the darkness.

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* Flashback *

 

“ For the fucking last time Kikyo! I will avenge your death by destroying Naraku into a oblivion, nothing more! I can't leave...” Inuyasha stuttered for a moment, a rosy blush dusting his cheeks. `Get on with it you damn coward!! Now is the time, Kikyo will eventually find out any ways you fool!” Inuyasha stared defiantly at his former love, and voiced proudly. “...I can't leave Kagome.”

 

The hanyou and deceased miko have been arguing for some time now. Once Inuyasha smelt her scent of graveyard soil, he knew now was the time to tell her. To tell her the truth. When Naraku would be destroyed, he would not be able to follow her to the soulless fire known as hell. It would simply be impossible for him now. The fearless silver-haired, inu hanyou had come to care deeply for another. So deeply that it was pure, un-adulterated... love. Kagome was now his everything. He would not leave her with the woman he once loved. He would not leave her alone in uncertainty and with a broken heart. He would never forgive himself.

 

So he came to the decision that his past beloved should know his entire affections. He had left Kaede-babaa's hut to look for her and confess. He was unsure of what her reaction may be, but his mind was made up.

 

He knew why he had cared for Kikyo in the beginning. It was because of his human side that yearned for companionship, and Kikyo was the first person to show this. Even so she kept this companionship a secret, fearing that if word got around that she was befriending a hanyou, she would be looked down upon. Kikyo would be proper and distant when they met, and...she wanted for him to become human. At one point he thought he would, just for that bit of companionship. Now Kikyo was not like she was back then. Now she was ruthless, cold hearted and selfish. After Inuyasha had confessed that he would never think of leaving her reincarnation, her eyes widened the slightest bit, and then Kikyo bit out a cruel and sadistic laugh. “ Oh Inuyasha, you truly think you will not follow my requests?” The undead miko tried her hardest to make her pale face look even more pathetic. “You shall once again forsake me?”

 

Inuyasha looked at her with the utmost seriousness, willing her to understand. “Kikyo...going to hell with you...will not solve our problems.” He folded his clawed hands into the sleeves of his haori. “ Our relationship was betrayed so easily. The fact is, our love was not complete, not foolproof, not pure.” His molten gaze hardened a bit. “ You wished for me to become human...to change what I am so I wouldn't taint your image.” Kikyo remained looking unfazed at these words.

 

“I will admit...I am not completely fond of what I am either, but, Kagome accepted me, saved me from the arrow that you pinned me with and stayed with me even through the times that I was being a complete jerk and baka.” Inuyasha averted his gaze. “Even through the times that I said I would stay with you.”

 

“Kagome thinks of only my happiness, not even taking into consideration hers. I'm sorry Kikyo, my stubborn head, which took me too long to realize what I had in front me, has came to its final decision. ” He concluded boldly, his gaze penetrating Kikyo's, his golden pools revealing the truth. Kikyo looked at him sadly, understanding that he is not lying. In one last ditch effort; she tried to ridicule her reincarnation. A bad move.

 

“So you will choose the second, the copy.”Inuyasha furrowed his heavy black brows. Kikyo's mocking laughter rang out through the dense clearing. “Inuyasha...she will never live up to the original!” Inuyasha was full out growling at her, hackles raised.

 

“Kikyo, she will never live up to you? Fuck, she's way past your standards!” He barked angrily. Kikyo was fed up. She sensed her recreation, watching from a distance, and was surprised Inuyasha didn't notice himself. She internally grinned madly, determined to give this Kagome a show. Kikyo shook her head drastically and threw herself into Inuyasha's arms. She knew he was furious and stunned. For a split second, she used her miko powers to paralyze him, so he would stay put. The hanyou was frozen now. For dramatic affect to give Kagome quite an eyeful, she reached up tenderly and kissed him.

 

Inuyasha was taken aback when his former love threw herself into his arms. He was still furious with her earlier comments and could not understand her motives. Suddenly he was frozen, absolutely shock still. `Damnit!! She used her fucking priestess powers!!' Then it all clicked in. He didn't notice it before, the new scent that was not too far away. ` Oh goddamn shit!! It's Kagome!!' He frantically tried to move, trying to get away from this cruel un-dead miko. The he felt her cold, lifeless lips on his. He was mortified. He distinctively heard Kagome's footsteps bolting from the foliage, and smelt the fucking dreadful smell of her salty tears.

 

`Fuck...' Not even a minute later, the spell broke off and he roughly pushed Kikyo away, snarling rabidly. “What the fuck was THAT!!” Inuyasha shouted lividly. She smiled a icy, dead smile. “Just one last taste before I am gone to the nether worlds...” With that Kikyo's shinidamachuu picked her up and then floated away, with a misty aftereffect.

 

Inuyasha for a second remained staring up into the sky, where Kikyo just vanished to. He said his final farewell. “Good-bye Kikyo...” he muttered, tenderly. His hair blew silently in the gentle breeze, the leaves of the trees nearby blowing softly. The hanyou's amber eyes then opened wide as he remembered the reason for his earlier anger. ` Kagome!!' Inuyasha turned around sharply and dashed out of the forest at top speed, determined to catch up to Kagome, or at least travel to her time to explain himself.

Just as he was about to jump into the time well he stopped. That would not be a smart idea. Kagome was probably now furious, emotional and, he flinched at the next thought, crying. Inuyasha' s known the miko from the future for quite some time now, and he knows firsthand that Kagome needs her space for a little time when angry. He hung his head in defeat. Later, there would be a lot of explaining to do. `Damnit! You're being a fucking coward again!! She needs to know!” The hanyou balled his fists, and grudgingly turned back to go back to the old hag's hut.

 

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Inuyasha sat Indian style, brooding with a scowl on his face perched on his favorite branch in the Goshinboku. For the past three days the dog-eared hanyou was doing that a lot lately. His friends, of course, blamed him for Kagome returning to her time. Inuyasha didn't blame them. Besides going back for supplies and tests, her main reason for returning back home was because of him. Of course his frowned face never revealed that he was worried about Kagome when she want back home.His insults and bullying on Shippou were a cover up, for him not to slip that he cared so deeply.

 

He always felt bad for Sango when Kagome left. She was the only one the tajiya could talk to about private situations and things like that. As well Shippou, for now the little kitsune relied on Kagome for so many things. Miroku...well the houshi enjoyed Kagome's ability to stop Inuyasha from pummeling him. Inuyasha clawed his beaded rosary. A curse and a connection. Kagome meant a lot of things to everyone...especially him. He not only knew that he wanted her beside him, he wanted her. Wanted her in so many ways. A little delicious shiver ran up his back and he growled not wanting his thoughts to turn in that direction. Inuyasha definitely knew how much he wanted her to be lying, writhing underneath him, to see her whole body without having to face an osuwari, and to have her screaming his name in ecstasy. He was an inuhanyou, and his needs were prominent enough.

 

He shook his head clearing these thoughts. He had to fix this problem. He knew that he was not the most expertise person in voicing his feelings aloud. The craters in the ground were proof enough of that.

 

He couldn't, wouldn't live without Kagome now. He was unsure of what her reaction may be when he tells her that he wants her to be with him always. Rejection the highest assumption. But, Kagome more than once has displayed her feelings openly to him. He knew they became closer of the years. So maybe...just maybe...there might be a chance.

 

Suddenly his thoughts were interrupted when a orange ball of fur landed on his lap.

 

“Inuyasha!!” The young kitsune wailed. “ Get her back!! I want Kagome back!!” His turquoise eyes were watering and he sniffled. “Whatever you did... can't you get sat few times and fix it all?” Shippou looked down dejectedly.

 

Inuyasha scowled and sighed until he heard another voice. “ I must agree with Shippou, Kagome's cheery mood has been sorely missed.” Miroku commented from underneath the tree staring back up at Inuyasha. Sango came to go behind Miroku.

“Inuyasha...get your butt over to Kagome's time and apologize.”The demon slayer looked damn near threatening. Inuyasha growled but realized they all were right. He hopped down form his branch and gave Shippou to Miroku.

 

“I'll fix everything tonight.” He reassured gruffly, averting his eyes. He immediately took off into the forest.

 

Miroku's face was then graced by a rather lecherous grin. “So...Inuyasha will be going back to Kagome's time alone.” He turned to Sango. “Does that give you any ideas?...”

 

Suddenly Sango felt a rather smooth gloved hand rubbing her bottom. “ITTAAIII!!!” She screeched and a none to pleasant visit from Hiraikotsu landed on Miroku's head. The monk was sporting a very large lump.

 

Shippou sighed.

 

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* Flashback ended*

 

That left Inuyasha sitting just outside Kagome's window, watching her. He had been watching her for some time now. She mostly sat on her bed, looking mournful, angry, pensive and hurt...emotion after emotion. The hanyou smelt her tears over and over again. `Damn...how much can one person cry in a night? It's killing me.” Inuyasha tried waiting for the most opportune moment to finally confront her.Out of nowhere she took out a piece of paper and a writing utensil and began writing. He assumed it was making more notes for those stupid tests.

 

Once she seemed to be finished, she had looked at her paper for quite a while, practically contemplating it. She took a deep breath and placed the paper back on the table beside her bed. Kagome got up and stretched. For a moment Inuyasha feared that he would be found out, but the miko merely finished stretching and left her room. Inuyasha found entering her room now was perfectly opportune.

 

~~~

 

Kagome slowly climbed up the stairs, rubbing her eyes. The soup really did her some good. For the past three days her sleeping habits as well as her eating habits lowered. Suddenly a shiver ran through her spine. `Weird...' She walked through the opening of her door and stopped cold.

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Inuyasha sat on her comfortable bed, and inhaled Kagome's room appreciatively. Everything smelled like her, and his youkai side approved. He eyed the paper the raven-haired girl was holding moments ago and made a grab for it with his clawed hands. His eyes narrowed when he recognized her authentic and odd writing. He interpreted it anddifferent emotions flitteredthrough his eyes when he read each line. Confusion, hurt, anger...then he read it, the second last line and his jaw fell open eyes widened. `D-did she mean it?...'He always knew she cared for him but to see it on written in black and white, was awe-inspiring. Then the person of his thoughts entered the room looking like she saw a ghost.

 

Kagome's eyes flicked towards her poem and she grew more pale, her breath hitched. Inuyasha scorching amber eyes penetratedher stormy blue almost brown eyes. Suddenly, Kagome's eyes narrowed growing darker with a look of disgust at the helpless hanyou.

 

“O-hisashiburi...”She spat out viciously. The normal cheerful form of this greeting was turned malicious and dryly sarcastic. Inuyasha's black brows raised, his eyes widening, never hearing his precious miko ever use a tone of voice like that before. He needed to explain...quickly.

 

“Kagome..I-”Inuyasha was stopped short when Kagome held up a hand to silence him. She was fed up and still not ready to hear whatever excuse he came up with. Just minutes ago she was stressing out over what she should do with her future, she did not need this. She didn't want to hear any of it.

 

“I don't want to hear it Inuyasha!!” She chuckled sadly. “We've talked about this before haven't we? I know your feeling for Kikyo...you don't have to explain. I don't have to come back if you want her to look for the shards with you.” Kagome was lying through her teeth.

 

Inuyasha felt like he was slapped in the face. He tried to reason desperately. “No!! Fuck...I don't-”But Kagome was already leaving her room. Inuyasha snarled. He was going to make her listen one way or another!!The hanyou leapt offher bed and slammed the door shut just as she was about to leave. Kagome back peddled and turned to Inuyasha to shout but was cut off when he roughly grabbed her by the forearms and pressed her up against the back of her door.

 

“LISTEN TO ME!!!” Inuyasha growled dangerously low. Kagome was about to open her mouth to reprimand him for his actions, but cut off with a squeakwhen his grip tightened as a warning. “I am one hundred fucking percent sure that you saw me and Kikyo...” Kagome cringed. “...And I am also one hundred fucking percent sure that you didn't hear what we were saying.” Now that thwarted Kagome.

 

“Kagome,”Inuyasha nuzzled her neck seductively and appreciatively, causing Kagome to shudder as her arousal spiked. “My Kagome.” Her breathing stopped.

 

“I was fighting with Kikyo because...” He averted his eyes for a second. `Now or never...' He looked back into her surprised eyes. “Because I told her the truth...I told her that I couldn't go to hell with her because I would be leaving behind somebody that I care so damn much about. Kagome...leaving you would be ten times worse than any hell I could face.” Kagome's eyes sparkled with unshed tears.

 

“But then why did you-”Inuyasha instinctively knew what she was going to say and cut her off.

 

“She used her powers.” He grinded out bitterly, his fangs bared. “She paralyzed me, and it was then that I realized you were watching...by then it was too late.” He shuddered strongly thinking back to that unwanted, cold kiss.

It finally all clicked in for the miko and she was relieved and also so damn happy that Inuyasha, in not so many words, told her he loved her and cared for her deeply. That he chose her over Kikyo. Kagome saw him shudder and knew he was thinking back to his and the un-dead miko's kiss and raised her hand to caress his face. He leaned into her touch. Encouraged, Kagome couldn't resist and raised her other free arm to stroke his downy soft puppy ears.Inuyasha immediately felt a hot flash boil his blood and a low pleasured growl rumbled threw his chest.

 

If this was heaven, he felt like dying then and there. Kagome was stroking his sensitive ears so tenderly and it felt so fucking good. The ears that represent his filthy hanyou blood. As well he had just confessed, well not entirely, that he loved her, and her actions proved that at least she wasn't disgusted.Kagome suddenly halted her ministrations, and Inuyasha looked up at herexpectantly. `It's my time to explain...'Kagome thought with a small smile.

 

“I jumped to the wrong conclusions...gomen nasai... I should have trusted you.”She looked away sadly. Inuyasha put his clawed finger to her chin and tilted her head back for their eyes to meet once agin, encouraging her. Kagome continued. “But it happened before and I thought...you would choose her in the end.”

 

“Keh. I could've guessed that much...I kinda read your note...” Inuyasha whispered with a small smile tugging at his lips.

 

Kagome smiled back. “ I was dead wrong. Inuyasha... I knew there was always something special about you and I don't mean the kawaii ears...” Inuyasha teasingly growled and Kagome giggled sweetly. “ Also I don't mean that you are a hanyou...I mean what's in here.” She brought the hand that was scratching his ears a moment ago and pressed it to the front of his haori, where his heart is. Inuyasha looked down bewildered, his mouth slightly opened.

 

“The first time I met you...you did try to kill me.” Inuyasha cringed at the memory and Kagome continued soothingly. “But...that never happened again. After that all you did was protect me, I thought for only the jewel...but I guess over time it became different. You slowly opened up for me and in the end...” Kagome hesitated for a moment, suddenly feeling uneasy with his golden eyes searching. `You can say it now...' “...I fell in love with you so deeply.”

 

Inuyasha suddenly felt as if a giant weight was lifted off his shoulders and he felt like he could take on Naraku right then and there. Kagome saw him visibly enlighten and took that as a good sign. She took a long needed breath.

 

“Kagome...you were right it did become different not only that I felt the need to protect you...it grew into so much more.” Inuyasha looked at Kagome with the utmost seriousness. “I...started to feel the need that no other guy can ever have a claim on you. Of course ningens can't smell the claim and that's most of the reason I hated you coming back here.”He said with a growl, blush dusting his cheeks. Kagome had a look of dawning on her face, knowing the direction this conversation was heading.

 

“Whenever I carried you...my scent and claim would grow stronger and youkai would know that you...”Once again he hesitated. “...That you had someone courting you, and they would stay clear.”Kagome's breathing started to become shallow, their closeness in this conversation becoming much more apparent to her.

 

“Except that fucking wimpy wolf...he was a damn exception.”Inuyasha stopped his growling for a minute when he noticed the scent that was permeating the air...Kagome's arousal. He willed his body desperately not to comply to the scents in the air...but his youkai half's control already was slipping. He noticed their faces were coming much closer while talking and now he could just flick his tongue out and taste her delicate skin. “ Kagome...when Naraku is destroyed...will you be mine? Will be my mate?”Inuyasha whispered.

 

Kagome gasped at his declaration, his face so close to her that she could move an inch and their lips would meet. `Actually, that sounds very appealing right now.' She whispered back fervently, “Of course, Inuyasha.”

 

“Kagome...inu youkai mate for life...no other spouses and no separating... hanyou are no exception.” Inuyasha penetrated her gaze with all seriousness, and involuntarily thrust his hips up gently, for extra emphasis on his growing erection.

 

Kagome looked at him, desire darkening her eyes once feeling him press his arousal near her now heated core. “ I'd have my life no other way.” With that she swung her leg around his hips and grinded her pelvis against the bulge in his hakama and moaned. Thank the Gods that her family was out...and thank the Gods that she went on birth control.

 

Inuyasha groaned at the damn pleasuring friction their bodies were creating. His hakama was now uncomfortably tightand with one final deciding look in Kagome's sparkling eyes, the hanyou kissed her. Hesitantly at first, but when they broke apart, Inuyasha placed his hands on her hips and Kagome kept one hand at the nape of his neck, the other going back to his ears and rubbing wildly. Inuyasha gave a rather loud growl when hot pleasure ran through his veins and he crushed his lips to Kagome's.

 

Kagome never in her life felt this good. Not even a hot bath after a tiring fight was this pleasant...and of course not this arousing. Being a virgin she was still hesitant... but gaining courage. Their lips broke apart for a fraction of a second before meeting more forcefully, Inuyasha's tongue sweeping across Kagome's bottom lip, begging for entrance. Kagome gasped at the sensation and Inuyasha took this opportunity to plunge his tongue into her mouth, tasting her thoroughly. Inuyasha groaned at the sweet taste of sakura blossoms. He had never tasted anything so good.

 

His tongue felt like fire as it stoked hers dominantly, his lips moving in the most erotic manner imaginable. Kagome was responding with equal fervor, her tongue stroking eagerly back. Inuyasha and Kagome broke apart to meet back with a lingering hot open-mouthed kiss. Their hands started moving. Kagome's right hand wound its way into his long, thick, silvery hair and her left moving down his arm to squeeze urgently at his biceps. `So powerful...'

 

Inuyasha's left hand combed through her raven tresses and his right slipping steadily under her shirt to feel the heated flesh. Their lips broke apart for Inuyasha to kiss Kagome's jaw heatedly, with open-mouthed kisses, swiping his tongue out to taste the soft skin. Kagome whimpered and moaned, music to Inuyasha's twitching ears. Kagome simultaneously thrust her hips up to grind against Inuyasha's rigid erection. Kagome swore she heard a distinct `yip'. His kisses were becoming more forceful, the hanyou trying to hold his youkai half down. The kisses were also going lower.

 

Kagome pressed her head back against her door, her breathing reduced to panting now. Inuyasha trailed searing kisses down her throat, sucking, licking and nipping from time to time. His mouth came in contact with the strap that was attached to her tank top andwith his fangs pulled it down to expose her shoulder. He immediately began licking and sucking at the now uncovered shoulder blade. Kagome moaned as her legs started to buckle. She needed to takethis to her bed.

 

Kagome took Inuyasha's hands away from her body and gently tilted his head up to get away from her neck. He whimpered then growled in response, not to keen on being pulled away from her sweet flesh. Kagome moved the two of them towards her bed, moved the sheets then fell down upon them. Seductively, she dragged her hand past her breasts to her neck, coaxing the hanyou to come and touch. Inuyasha didn't waste a single second and pounced on her, immediately attacking the neck. He placed his hands underneath her thin-strapped top and trailed slowly upwards, his hands feeling like molten lava. Kagome's skin was flushed and she gasped then moaned when Inuyasha's calloused hands came in contact with her bra-clad mounds.

 

Inuyasha scowled getting fed up with the barriers. With his claws, he shred Kagome's top along with her bra. Kagome looked downcrossly wanting to reprimand him for his actions, but was cut short when his scorching mouth descended upon hers, his tongue thrusting in to taste her sweetness. Inuyasha couldn't get enough of her. He finally was able to see her unclothed without getting an unpleasant `osuwari.' He broke away from the kiss, earning delicious mewls from Kagome, to finally take a close look at his bitch.

 

Inuyasha's chest was rumbling with an approving growl. Kagome's breasts were not overly large but enough to make any man's mouth water. Her rosy peaks were already standing, with her heated body being exposed to the night's air. Kagome was growing uneasy at the heavy scrutinizing of her chest and moved to cover herself. Inuyasha immediately snarled at her actions.

 

“Don't you dare cover yourself Kagome.” He declared, his eyes darkened with lust piercing her own stormy blues. But behind the lust, the miko could distinctly see the love that shone through. “You're beautiful...”Inuyasha whispered endearingly. That earned him a lingering kiss. Once they broke apart Inuyasha descended his skilled mouth to her left breast, his hand massaging the other.

 

Kagome felt white-hot pleasure shoot through her entire body at his actions. It was actually Inuyasha that was giving her such pleasure, and that made her so very content. While he was switching breasts, kissing the valley in between, Kagome dropped her hands to tug at his haori, wanting to see him in the same state of undress. Inuyasha moved away from her chest to tear away his two shirts and continue his torture. His chest was finely muscled but not overly so. It turned Kagome on enough as it is.

 

Smelling her growing arousal, Inuyasha placed his hand on her thigh, kneading, and slowly going lower towards her wet core. Kagome whimpered sexily as he pushed off her shorts and sliced her panties. She reminded herself to sit him for that later. But those thoughts and all others for that matter flew right out of her head when his clawed fingers stroked her clit. Kagome threw her head back and moaned.

 

“Ohh...Inu-Inuyashaa!..”

 

Her legs were toned and long, and so creamy soft. Inuyasha swore to himself that this was perfection alone. `Goddamn fucking shit! She so damn wet! And only for me...' This thought made the hanyou's ego burst through the roof. It didn't help when his name was being screamed from her tantalizing lips.

 

“That's it Kagome...Only scream for me!!” Inuyasha managed to choke out, still showering kisses all over the miko's chest.

 

It was all over when Inuyasha thrust two claws into her heated core. She threw her head back once again and cried out to the heavens.

 

“INUYASHAA!!”

 

Inuyasha groaned long and hard at the feeling of her virgin walls contracting around his fingers. `Damnit...so fucking hot, wet and so damn tight...' He was surprised when he didn't cum right then and there in his hakama.

 

“FuckKagome...only scream that way for me...”His breathing was erratic, his erection past being just painful.

 

`That was...gods that was...' Kagome couldn't even think of the words to describe what she just went through. Never in her life had she experienced a kind of pleasure like that. Looking down to give Inuyasha recognition, she saw her hanyou's eyes slammed shut and his arousal evident with it being pushed vigorously against the soft curve of her thigh. Realization his her and she realized he was putting her pleasure before his...and she could imagine how much it hurt for him.

 

“I-Inuyasha?...” The hanyou slowly opened his eyes for her and raised his body so he was straddling her. His breathing was nothing more than pants. She looked into his eyes and their lips met, his mouth easily winning in dominance over hers with all the pent up frustration.Kagome brought her hands down to untie the knots that held his hakama in place. Once they were undone she tugged them down and he kicked them off his legs.

 

Kagome now realized that she has never seen his legs before. They were perfectly sculpted, with all the years of running and leaping from trees, but the thing that caught her utmost attention was the appendage standing firm between his legs. Inuyasha once again started trailing kisses down her neck and Kagome took that opportunity to reach down and gently stroke his rigid manhood. The hanyou froze, his whole body going stiff as he flung his head back sending silver tresses flying and he chocked out a moan.

 

Kagome was encouraged and curled her fingers around his arousal. Inuyasha was panting. Their was a jerk of his hips and a disbelieving groan. Kagome moved her hand up and down slowly, putting different kinds of pressure on the length, reeking havoc on the hanyou above her.

 

`Shit...I need her to stop before...' He gave a loud whimper and flung his free hand down to stop her. Kagome looked at him puzzled.

 

“I only want to cum in one place...” Inuyasha muttered. Kagome nodded her head and let go of his manhood, earning a moan. Inuyasha placed himself accordingly above Kagome. He looked at her one last time, his eyes still much darker.

 

“Kagome are you sure? You have the chance to back down now...if not I won't be able to stop. It will hurt.”

 

“Inuyasha...I know it will hurt...but I was saving myself for you...I love you, please... onegai...make me yours.”Kagome pleaded

 

Inuyasha growled low. “You were always mine. I love you too.”

 

With that Inuyasha descended his lips down on Kagome's and thrust in her core to the hilt, simultaneously breaking through her virgin barrier. The miko did cry out, but Inuyasha's lips muffled it. `Ohh... I didn't know it would hurt this bad.' He waited for a few agonizing moments before Kagome hesitantly thrust her hips up. Inuyasha pulled his mouth away from her and snarled, his youkai half wanting to take complete control but his ningen half not letting it. He started at a slow pace letting her become adjusted.

 

The pain that Kagome had experienced was fading rapidly to become immense pleasure. She moaned Inuyasha's name out...loudly. Big mistake. Inuyasha's control snapped, like a dry twig. He snarled rabidly and began pounding into Kagome at a fast pace. He was going to cum soon and he would not leave his mate behind. Inuyasha flung his hand down to stroke Kagome's nub and that sent her head flying backwards, shrieking and bearing her neck...showing the ultimate submission.

 

“Ohh...Harder...Faster...OHH deeper Inuyashaa!!”

 

That was it. Inuyasha could take it no longer. He threw his head back howling and white hot pleasure shot through him, his seed filling Kagome to the brink. He then flung his head down, piecing his fangs into her neck, marking her. Kagome's orgasm blinded her, starting form her toes traveling up her body and engulfing her while she screamed, feeling Inuyasha's fangs close in on her neck. Once their climax ended, they were both spent, sweating and panting. Inuyasha fell to Kagome's side, taking his teeth away from her slender neck and was breathing heavily. He spooned the miko, pressing her against his chest, licking her wound while dragging the blanket up to cover them.

 

“Inuyasha...you bit me?..” Kagome inquired breathlessly.

 

“I marked you as mine...” Inuyasha answered gruffly back, as well breathless.

 

Kagome turned to face the hanyou smiling. He gave a gentle smile in return. “Well, I guess my secret confession isn't a secret anymore...”

 

The two lovers kissed before falling into a peaceful sleep.

~~~

 

HOLY CRAP!!! My first lemon!!*Blushes* Well I don't think it was that bad? Really long though...I changed the type because it really is a one-shot because their wasn't much of a plot. Please review:)

 

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