InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ senior year.... ❯ Talk Away ( Chapter 23 )

A/N: warning, lemon in this chappie. If you don't like that kinda thing I advise you don't read it. Okay, read away! ^_^

Kagome froze. Sesshy continued to look at her, occasionally letting his gaze wander from her eyes. He didn't make any attempt to move or speak. Kagome knew she had to do or say something, but she hadn't been prepared. The pain that still surged through her body didn't matter anymore; she was focused only on Sesshy. "Sesshomauru…" She mumbled, taking a few steps toward him. He looked at her expectantly, though of what he expected, he wasn't sure. She was quite close to him now. She searched in eyes. He had tried, and failed to hide the emotion. What she saw was hurt; sadness, and suddenly she realized, that what she didn't see was Inuyasha. This time, when she looked at Sesshy, she saw someone completely different. A better person than Inu would ever be. But she was concerned now, because the love that had before shown in Sesshy's expression, was now gone. She wondered if he would forgive her (for being a psycho! Tina: really? Me: no, otherwise I would've put that in the actual story…duh…just read!) "I'm sorry." She said. {Wow. That was lame} she thought. And as though in accord with her thoughts, Sesshy frowned. And still he said nothing. She shuffled over and sat on the rock, right beside him, feet suspended over the water, showing how much shorter she was. Then finally he broke the silence. "I don't want you to be sorry," He said softly, "I want…" he trailed off, his mouth still open as though he knew what he wanted, but couldn't find the words. But he had the words. He just figured they would sound stupid. Kagome unconsciously inched closer to Sesshy, their shoulders were almost touching. "You want…?" she said, asking for the rest of the sentence. But the words didn't come. "Never mind." He said. He was suddenly aware of how close she was, but made no movement. Kagome rolled her eyes. "Finish the sentence!" she demanded. "Don't be a jerk!" she blurted. {Oh shit.} She realized her mistake. Tears stung his eyes. He had never cried before, and he wasn't about to. He slid away from her. "Just go," he mumbled. "Sesshy I didn't mean it, come on, I'm sorry, I - "

"Just go!" he growled, pushing her extended arm away. She tried to stand up, but her flip flops fell into the water and her arm slipped on the rock. He grabbed her shoulders and pulled her back into a sitting position before she could fall in. "I'm sorry," she said again. Sesshy sighed. He had to get it out of his mind even if she didn't love him. "Like I said, I don't want you to be sorry, I want," he took a deep breath, "I want you to say you love me. And that you don't see Inu when you look at me, and that you don't still have feelings for him..." The words spilled out of his mouth one after the other. She put a finger to her lips, and he stopped. She deliberately brushed her foot against his leg, and put an arm over his shoulder. She leaned into him and whispered, "I do love you, and its because you are nothing like Inuyasha, and I don't have feelings for him." At these words he smiled. He had been fully ready to watch her slap him and/or walk away. He sighed inwardly in relief and happiness. Then he became conscious of the feeling of her body pressed against his. Her breath was warm against his neck. His arms wrapped around her waist, and his hand slid up and down her back. Then he slowly lifted her shirt up, she leaned away so that he could pull it over her head. In turn she removed his shirt, and pants, and slipped out of cargos and panties. They slid down into the water together, it came up to their chests. He unclipped her bra and flung it over to the ledge with the last of their clothes. It was getting darker. The moon peeked out from over the surrounding treetops. He embraced her body, his arms tightly encircling her back. Hers were clinging around his neck. He licked her lips slowly with his tongue, she responded by sliding hers out and licking over his tongue, and finally they entered each other's mouth and explored. His hands glided over her buttocks and down to her thighs, rubbing and caressing gently. They made their way slowly over to the shallow side. When the water level was at their ankles they stood still. Their bodies were dripping wet. He lowered her steadily and got on top of her. His palms smoothed over her breasts he leaned in and kissed just above, and continued up her neck and returned back to her mouth, sticking his tongue back in. He was in her now, and she moaned, and rolled over ontop of Sesshy. His hands slid down to her hips and then he placed them over her butt again, squeezing slightly. Her hair hung over her face and tickled his cheeks as they continued to kiss. When the passion finally subsided they lay, still half covered by water. Her head was cradled under his chin as she nuzzled up to him. They said nothing. They didn't need to say anything. They were together, the silence was beautiful.

As they dressed, Kagome began to feel guilty. This wasn't her first time and she felt that it should have been. {This is all Saitouru's fault!} she thought. She should've told Sesshy what had happened, but figured it was useless.

A/N: no time for stupid comments I have to go before I get grounded from the computer, hope you liked the chappie. YAY for Sesshy and Kagome!!!!! Now bye! Tina: yes. Bye!