InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ shadowed love ❯ chapter 2: locking away pain ( Chapter 2 )

By Astrid

DISCLAIMER- I DO NOT OWN INUYASHA BUT I DID STEAL SESSHY-CHAN FOR MY OWN PERSONAL ENJOYMENT ALSO I STOLE KIKYO JUST SO I COULD BEAT THE LIVING CRAP OUT OF HER BUT THEN I REALIZED THAT THE BITCH IS ALREADY DEAD SO THERE IS NO LIVING CRAP IN HER. HE HE ^_^

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Shadowed love

Chapter 2: Locking Away Pain

"Oh Inuyasha how could you" I thought we were at least friends but I was wrong, nothing but a tool should have seen it coming after sesshoumaru told me after all he's rarely wrong and I hate him for that. I had to leave could not just stand there and watch this happen in front of me so I silently snuck back into the shadows,

and ran for the well of course he would try to come for me when he came back to camp and I was gone but I didn't care if he came he had better watch out because I was ready to purify his ass from here back to the medieval ages! Before I met sessouamru I would have taken me a couple of hours to get to the well and every demon within the forest probrobly would have seen me but now I was in sight of the well within the hour and nothing short of shadow it self had seen me pass.

Oh yeah it also helped that I stoped wearing my school uniform black baggy pants and a gray tight fitting halter top cam in handy when you needed to move fast and swiftly.

I jumped down the well as soon as I could when on the other side I pulled out a kanji (throwing star) that sesshouamru gave me and stuck it into the side of the well, the power that I put into it would be sure to cause inuyasha pain if he tried to come through, only sesshouamru would be able to bypass that lock, because my power had grown to mix with his also giving me the power to get pass the barrier that protected his lands, so you could say be both had a little bit of each other mixed with our auras,

anyway with me back home and the well sealed I could finally let the pain out and that's just what I did as soon as I steped out into the court yard of my families house I felt my knees become like jelly and I hit the dirt as tears and sob's wrecked my body, my mother must have heard because next thing I remember was she was holding me telling me that it would be ok.

Pretty much everything after that was a blur but I woke up in my bed the next day, hearing my mother yelling at my brother about stealing some eggs when she wasen't donr cooking, that made me smile because it made me feel normal like maybe it was all a bad dream, that maybe the well outside my house was not a portal to the past and maybe I was just some normal 18 year old girl who is just happy about getting out of high school. But reality is harsh and I hate to come back to it, but I didn't exactly have a choice when I saw how much of a wreck I was when I saw my self in the bathroom mirror.

My hair was tangled and had leaves in it, my lip was cut, and I could see dark circles and tear stains around my eyes. I looked like I had been living out in the wilderness for months, well that got me started cause in truth I had but a lot longer then a few months more like two years,

at that I broke down into fits of laughter and my knees gave way but that laughter soon turned into tears and I was once again crying my eyes out over that stupid houyu " damn you inuayasha DAMN YOU!" my mother heard me yelling because once again I was being rocked back inforth in her arms as she tried to tell me it would be ok.

`oh god kagome please, I know it hurts, I know inuyasha hurt you but you can't let him hurt you forever let it go honey he doesn't deserve your tears, and that's what made me stop at that moment I got a picture of sesshouamru telling me the same thing and I realized that they were right inuyasha didn't deserve my tears and I sure didn't need to waist time crying them over him.

So I stood up and gave a half hearted smile to my mother and started the shower, she took the hint and went back down stares and I got in and let the cool water pour over my pained and weary body, my head rested against the shower wall and I new it was not over, but far from naraku still had shards and still needed to be defeated and that's exactly what I was going to do alone if necessary, and I would get the rest of my soul back and inuyahsa would pay dearly for his betrayal, he would loose his beloved kikyo and know my pain.

++++ The western lands ++++

"Sesshoumaru-sama look what Rin found isn't pretty" the little girl said as she ran up to the stoic demon lord with a blue flower, he sat against the willow tree and watched his charged as she tried to put the flower in to jakin's hat telling him that it made him look better,

it was quite and amusing site to the normaly emotionless demon but of course he never showed it on his face, but ever since she had became his……..friend he had been showing more and more emotions even Rin had caught him laughing over a lesser lords infestation plight once and he could have sworn she told Shika her nanny about it because she had began to smile when he asked her to bring him something to drink, but of course she would never say anything because she new better but he could never hurt shika she had been in the family since before his father and was a perfect loyal caretaker she had helped raised his father and helped raise him after his mother had died.

His mother hmm that was someone he didn't like to think about much, not because he didn't like her on the contrary she was a incredible women, joyful, intelligent, powerful and kind, which was why he was thinking of her a lot lately, Rin reminded him of himself as a young child always happy and playful and well Kogome had reminded him of his mother a bit, yeah she was a bit more stubborn but Kogome had all the traits that his mother had and that's what attracted him to her so much,

she was a wonderful person to be around and talk to when she wasn't yapping on like a typical human. As he looked towards the east he wondered what she was doing now and if she was still following his dumbass brother…

(A/T) well that's it for now I'm tired and well its HOT ASS HELL HERE!! Anyway I updated like you all asked me too and they were all good reviews so THAK YOU!! ^_^

I will update again soon if I can but I need to know what you guys think so once again REVIEW REVIEW !! ^_^ As a side note I want to thank all the people who gave me my first reviews for this fic.

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Inuyasha: see now look what you've done, the bitch is trying to kill me now!!!

Kagome: I'm not a bitch inuyasha!!

Inuyasha: shut up wrench I wasn't talking to you

Kagome: inuyahsa……

Inuyasha: oh shit!

Kagome: SIT BOY!!!

Inuyasha: ~SLAME!!!~

Asrrid: (runs into room) what the hell was that???

Astrid: (looks down) oh inuyasha, what did you say to her now??

Inuyasha: %$%$#%# ^^&$#^%%$ %$##$ &^^$#^%

Astrid: oh well

Sesshoumaru: astrid are you going to stand out there and watch my stupid brother or come in here and keep my company?

Astrid ^_^ opps got to go byes ppls!! (runs back into bedroom slams door and locks it)

(koga walks in)

Koga: hey what the HELLL!!!!!!!

(koga falls in hole lands on inuyasha)

Kagome: opps hehe

Inuyasha & koga: ^$#$$*I&*^%^ ^$#&%% %&%%^#^%# 8(%&$$!!!!!!!!!