InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Sing ❯ Missing You ( Chapter 7 )

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“Hey everyone,” rin said walking into the living room. She walking over to the couch and sitting next to Sesshoumaru.

“Hey rin do you know anything about concrete symbols,” Ayame asked looking at her homework.

“Um I think that concrete symbols are symbols that you can use your five senses with,” rin answered.

“Then what is an abstract symbol,” Ayame asked practically pulling her hair out.

“An abstract symbol is something you see but it means something different, like a dove carrying an olive tree branch means peace,” Rin replied thinking.

“Hey rin can we talk,” Kagome said coming into the room with a concerned face.

“Sure,” rin replied getting up and walking out of the room.

“Rin I really don't know how to say this but your family was murdered in the middle of the night last night there is going to be a funeral for them and they wanted you to sing,” Kagome said looking at her feet.

“Ha ha sure they are,” Rin said laughing going back into the other, but kagome grabbed Rin's arm and dragged rin so that they were looking each other in the eye.

“Rin do I look like I'm lying,” she said

“My family isn't dead kagome,” rin replied

“Rin I know it hurts but…,”

“Kagome this joke has gone on long enough I'm not going to take this,”

“RIN I'M NOT LYING YOUR FAMILY IS DEAD,” Kagome yelled as the others came in the room. Rin ran out of the room and out of the house and into the rain. Sesshoumaru glared at kagome and chased after Rin.

Sesshoumaru found rin in the park under a tree just staring down at the grass; Sesshoumaru sat down and wrapped one arm around her shoulders, but didn't know what to say.

“Rin are you okay,” he finally said.

“I'm fine,” she said still looking at the grass.

“Really I mean after…,”

“Kagome was lying my family is not dead I'll play along and I'll sing at the funeral but there is no way in the world that I'll ever believe that crap kagome said about my family,” rin said. Sesshoumaru pulled her closer to him and smiled.

“Okay rin,” He said resting his head on hers and wrapping his other arm around her.

“Rin are you ready the car's here,” Kagome yelled up at rin. Rin came down wearing a black dress that went down to her knees, it was spaghetti strapped, and she was wearing a pair of black gloves that went to her elbows. Her make up was so perfect. She was wearing a pair of black heels where the strings wrapped around up her leg. She basically looked beautiful.

“Hey well lets get this thing over with,” Rin said walking to the car. Kagome rolled her eyes and joined the girls in the car.

“Okay now the singer is a sister, daughter and the last direct member of this family Rin,” The priest said introducing rin. The other girls started getting up, but rin turned to them and put her hand up as to say that she was doing it alone.

Missing you

Chorus:
Though Im missing you
(although Im missing you)
Ill find a way to get through.
(Ill find awa to get through.)
Living without you.
cause you were my sister, my srenght, and my prode.
Only God may know why, stll I will get by.

Verse:
I would have known that you had to go.
But so suddenly, so fast.
And how could it be, all the sweet memories
Would be all,all that wed have left.
Now that youre gone, everyday I go on.(I go on)
But lifes just not the same.(lifes just not the same baby)
Im so empty inside , and my tears I cant hide.
But Ill try, Ill try to face the pain.
Chorus:

Though Im missing you (the choir joined in)
(although Im missing you)
Ill find a way to get through.
(Ill find awa to get through.)
Living without you.
cause you were my sister, my srenght, and my prode.
Only God may know why, stll I will get by.

Verse:
Oh, there were so many things
That we could have shared(uh-huh)
If time was on our side.(time was on our side)
Ooh,yea.
Now that youre gone, I can still feel you near.
So Ill smile with every tear I cry.

Ill see you again.(oh yeah)

Chorus:

Though Im missing you
(although Im missing you)
Ill find a way to get through.
(Ill find awa to get through.)
Living without you.
cause you were my sister, (you were my sister)

my srenght, and my prode.
Only God may know why(only god___ may know why), stll I will get by.

Chorus:

Though Im missing you
(although Im missing you)
Ill find a way to get through.
(Ill find awa to get through.)
Living without you.
cause you were my sister, (you were my sister)

my srenght, and my prode.
Only God may know why, stll I will get by.
missing, missng , missing, missing, missing, missing, missing
Im missing you

"To Where You Are"
Who can say for certain
Maybe you're still here
I feel you all around me
Your memory's so clear
Deep in the stillness
I can hear you speak
You're still an inspiration
Can it be (?)
That you are mine
Forever love
And you are watching over me from up above

Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile to know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

Are you gently sleeping
Here inside my dream
And isn't faith believing
All power can't be seen
As my heart holds you
Just one beat away
I cherish all you gave me everyday
'Cause you are my
Forever love
Watching me from up above
And I believe
That angels breathe
And that love will live on and never leave

Fly me up
To where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile
To know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are
I know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

"You RaisedMe Up"

When I down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.

You raised me up, so I could stand on mountains;
You raised me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I was strong, when I was on your shoulders;
You raised me up... To more than I could be.

You raised me up... To more than I could be.

After the funeral everyone gathered in the car and went back to the girls house. The thing that bothered them the most was that rin wasn't crying, or sad.

“Rin are you okay,” kagome asked.

“Yeah I'm fine why wouldn't I be,” she answered back, everyone looked at her.

“Well your family did just die I thought…,”

“I TOLD YOU A MILLION TIMES MY FAMILY ISN'T DEAD,” rin screamed at Kagome. Everyone looked at her in shock.

“No rin your family is dead,” kagome said.

“STOP SAYING THAT,”

“Rin,”

“NO I'M NOT PLAY THIS GAME ANYMORE KAGOME, NOW I'M GOING TO CALL MY FAMILIY NOW,”

“FINE GO AHEAD RIN THE WONT ANSWER CAUSE THEIR NOT THERE,”

“Kagome stop it,” ayame said looking at her

“NO SHE WANTS TO KEEP PRETENDING IT'S TIME FOR HER TO FACE REALITY…,”

“KAGOME IF YOU DON'T SHUT UP RIGHT NOW, I SAID STOP IT NICELY, BUT IF YOU DON'T SHUT THE FUCK UP I'LL MAKE YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP OKAY SO STOP IT RIGHT NOW,” Ayame screamed at her.

“No guys if she wants to keep this lie up let her,” Rin said.

“RIN DON'T YOU GET IT YOUR MOM ,DAD, BROTHER, AND SISTERS ARE DEAD RIN, SO YOU MIGHT AS WELL FACE IT YOUR FAMILY IS DEAD AND THEIR NEVER COMING BACK, GET IT NOW YOU ARE THE LAST ONE OF YOUR FAMILY…,” Kagome started screaming but Sango walked up to kagome and SMACK. Everyone was looking at kagome and the girl who smacked her. Then they heard someone run upstairs and saw that rin was missing.

“I dont know who you think you are kagome, but I'll be dammed if I sit back and let you talk to anyone like that,” Sango said warningly.

“She wouldn't face the truth okay, do you know how fustrating it is to know your aunt, uncle, and four cousins are gone, and the one left is acting like they never exsisted,” kagome said with tears in her eyes.

“Almost as frustrating as having the time of your life having everything going great for you and you finally gain some selfrespect only to have your parents die, being reminded by so many people that you're the only one left, and then have your cousin yell that their never coming back,” Sango said crossing her arms.

“Sango you're not getting it..,”

“NO KAGOME WHAT YOU'RE NOT GETTING IS THAT FOR SOMEONE SO SMART YOU CANT EVEN TELL WHEN SOMEONE IS IN A STATE OF DENIAL, KAGOME BEFORE THEY DIED RIN ALREADY FELT ALONE, THEN AFTER THIS WHEN RIN LOSES HER FAMILY AND THE ONE THING SHE NEEDS MOST IS FRIENDS YOU MAKE HER FEEL EVEN MORE ALONE THAN BEFORE OKAY SO STOP ACTING LIKE A DAMN SELFISH SPOILD BRAT THAT DIDN'T GET WHAT SHE WANTED AND TRY TO THINK OF SOMEONE ELSE OTHER THAN YOURSELF,” Sango screamed at Kagome. Sango turned and went upstairs to go check on Rin. Sesshoumaru and Miroku followed her. Inuyasha walked over to kagome and put an arm around her shoulders. Kagome shook him off and looked at him.

“YOU THINK SHE'S RIGHT DON'T YOU LIKE I'M JUST A SELFISH BRAT,” She yelled at him.

“Kagome when you yell like that everyone does,” he said back.

“AND WHY IS THAT,”

“BECAUSE IN THAT WHOLE ARGUMENT BETWEEN YOU AND SANGO AND NOW INUYASHA THE ONLY PERSON YOU WERE EVEN THINKING OF DEFENDING WAS YOUR OWN SELFISH ASS,” Ayame yelled at her, and turned to run up to her own room. Koga followed to check on her.

“She's right,” Inuyasha said before going upstairs to check on Ayame and Koga leaving kagome alone.

Okay that's all for right now but in the next chapter there is going to be a fight.