InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Sing ❯ Hurt ( Chapter 8 )

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“Rin, are you okay,” Sango said quietly walking into rin's room followed by Sesshoumaru and Miroku. Rin was sitting on her bed clutching her pillow. Sango walked over to her and sat in front of her, Sesshoumaru sat beside rin and put his arms around her, and Miroku sat on the floor and put his hand on Rin's legs. Sango glared at him so he moved his hand to rin's hands. Rin heard more shouting in the back ground.

“YOU THINK SHE'S RIGHT YOU THINK I'M A SELFISH BRAT,” she heard kagome scream, and she couldn't make out what Inuyasha said but heard kagome shout, “AND WHY IS THAT,”

“BECAUSE IN THAT WHOLE ARGUMENT BETWEEN YOU AND SANGO AND NOW INUYASHA THE ONLY PERSON YOU WERE EVEN THINKING OF DEFENDING WAS YOUR OWN SELFISH ASS” Rin heard Ayame yell and run up stairs, she heard Ayame slam her door.

“Ayame can I come in,” She heard Inuyasha and Koga ask ayame. Then she heard a door open and the close, and she heard some one else run upstairs and slam their door. `Most likely kagome' rin thought. Rin started crying causing sesshoumaru to hug her closser.

“Rin it's okay,” Sango said going on the other side of rin hugging her. Miroku sat on the bed in front of her still holding her hands.

“No it's not okay it's all my fault you guys are fighting and its all my fault I can't do anything right,” Rin said.

“Don't say that it's not your fault Kagome's the one that doesn't know when to shut up she sould have never said thoes things to you,” Sesshoumaru said. Sango smiled at him as to say that's what I was going to say.

“No I was acting like an idiot thinking that it was joke that my family was still alive I should have know that it was true,” She said crying, “ Kagome's right my family's gone and their never coming back, guys I'll never see my mom, my dad, my sisters layla, Emma, Star, and my brother kohiji again,”

Sango had enough she got up and walked out of the room as angry as can be. Rin got up and followed Sango scared what she might do. Rin was followed by the guys. Sango slammed her fist hard on Kagome's door causing Inuyasha, Koga and Ayame to come out of Ayame's room. Ayame's make up was smeered all over her face.

“Whats going on,” Ayame whispered to Miroku. Miroku told them what happened. Ayame went to rin and hugged her not letting go. Sango kept banging on kagome's door screaming for kagome to come out.

“WHAT,” Kagome yelled coming out of her room. Sango didn't waist a second and punched Kagome in the face. Causing kagome to fall to the ground but not unconsious. Kagome looked up at her. Kagome's lip was bleeding.

“DO YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT RIN JUST SAID,” Sango yelled pulling kagome up by her hair. “SHE SAID THAT YOURE RIGHT YOU PUT THE THOUGHT THAT SHE'LL NEVER SEE HER FAMILY AGAING. IF YOU HAD KEPT YOUR MOUTH SHUT LIKE AYAME ASKED NONE OF THIS WOULD HAVE HAPPENED,” Sango kept yelling.

Kagome got out of Sango's cluttches and punched Sango. Sango punched kagome twice as hard as before. The girls fell to the floor and started tearing each other apart fighting. The guys and Ayame rushed to pull the girls apart. The guys grabed sango off of kagome while Ayame pulled kagome off the ground. Ayame got in front of Kagome as to stop her from going after Sango. Kagome was bleeding from her mouth and her nose and she had bursies all over her face. Sango just had a couple of scratche and bruises. Sango was being held back by four guys (Yes including sesshoumaru) and the guys were still having trouble holding her. (Like I said before when she's mad look out). Rin went to help hold back Sango.

“Sango stop it,” Rin said. Sango stopped stuggling and looked at rin. “Please,”

“Ok Rin,” Sango said putting an arm around rin. Sango looked at kagome and glared. Sango and rin walked off. Ayame ran after them but not before giving Kagome a syimpithetic look.

“That's all that we had to do,” Miroku said looking at the guys. “we just had to say stop it please and she would have stopped,”

Inuyasha walked over to Kagome and tried to give her a hug, but she shook him off and glared at him for a second before going back into her room alone and slaming the door.

The next day was the worst. Rin woke up and went and took a shower, got dressed, put her make up on , and hesitated to go down stairs. She slowly made her way downstairs. She saw the guys laying all over the place. Inuyasha was on the L shaped couch on one side and Sesshoumaru was on the other side. Koga was on the recliner chair, and miroku was on the love seat. Rin giggled at the sight of them. Sango had told the guys they could stay since the helped break up the ugliest fight on the face of the planet. But they couldn't come up stairs. Rin walked into the Kitchen to find Sango sitting at the table again drinking coffee. Rin sat across from her. Sango's brusies had healed over night and the cuts weren't bad enough to notice.

“Mornin,” Rin said.

“Oh hey rin,” Sango said looking up from her coffee. Showing the only cut that was noticeable that was on her lip. “That was some day yesterday,” she said sarcastically.

“Yeah it was an eventful day,” Rin answered.

“Well I thought yesterday was lousy,” Miroku said coming into the kitchen and wandering through the frige.

“Are the guys up yet,” Sango asked.

“Well me and Sesshoumaru are,” Miroku answered sitting down at the table with a cup of coffee. “But we're stll deciding wether or not to wake Inuyasha and Koga up.”

CLUNK. “Nope Sesshoumaru rolled Inuyasha off the couch him waking him up, now Sesshoumaru's walking towards koga, OH no you don't I want to do it,” Miroku said getting up and running into the living room. CLUNK. Sango and Rin went in to check on the guys. Inuyasha and Koga were chassing Miroku around think that he woke both of them up. They heard footsteps coming down the stairs. Everyone looked to see if it was Kagome. But Ayame came down.

“Hey guys,” She asked. She looked around the room and asked, “Where's Kagome,”

“Like I give a shit,” Sango said.

“Come on cant you give Kagome a break,” Ayame asked sango. “I mean she did just loose a good chunk of her family can you blame her for being upset,”

“No I cant blame her for being upset,” Sango started but continued, “But I do blame her for the things she said,”

“Is that even fair,” Ayame asked getting angry with sango, “Rin was the one who wouldn't admit the truth and that's why kagome got mad,”

“DON'T YOU EVEN START WITH THAT BULL SHIT,” Sango yelled. “YOU KNOW THAT IF YOU'RE WHOLE DIRECT FAMILY WAS KILLED YOU WOULDN'T WANT TO FACE THE TRUTH EITHER AND WOULD DENY IT,”

“YEAH BUT…,” Ayame started.

“BUT NOTHING, IF YOU KNOW YOU WOULD ACT THE SAME WAY WHY ARE YOU TRYING TO BLAME THIS WHOLE ARGUMENT BETWEEN ME AND KAGOME ON RIN,” sango screamed.

“CAUSE RIN WAS THE ONE WHO STARTED IT,”

“YOU HYPOCRITE, YOU KNOW IT WAS KAGOME WHO STARTED IT BY YELLING AT RIN,” Sango yelled.

“I'm not listening to this anymore,” Ayame said grabbing her car keys and school things and heading for her car. Koga followed her, but came back in to give them their paper. Rin walked over to the paper and took out the job section. They heard more footsteps coming down stairs meaning it was kagome. Sango grabbed her keys and walked out of the house, Miroku, Rin, and Sesshoumaru followed. But Miroku and Sesshoumaru got in Sesshoumaru's car.

Once they got to school things got worse. The whole group was split up. Ayame wasn't talking to, or hanging out with Kagome or Sango which means that Koga wasn't able to either. Sango wasn't talking to Kagome or Ayame, which meant Miroku couldn't either. Kagome wasn't talking to Ayame, Sango, or Rin, and Inuyasha loving her so much stuck with her even though she said not to so he wasn't communicating with the either. Rin couldn't talk to anyone but Sesshoumaru, Sango, and Miroku. Rin had to face the fact that the whole group had been split. Not only the group of friends but the band was obviously no more.

Rin was looking through the job paper for a job obviously. Rin had gone through the whole thing and was starting to get frustrated. Then she came across this add that said `LOOKING FOR SINGER FOR COFFEE HOUSE MUST BE 15 OR OLDER AND NO BANDS.' `Well it looks like I wasn't going to be in a band anyway' she thought looking at how her friends were all walking to different cars.

“Hey sango could you take me to the coffee house downtown please,” Rin asked sango as the got into the car.

“Sure why,” Sango asked putting her keys in the ignition.

“I'm appling for a job there,”

“Why,”

“Cause without my parents that would mean that the other parents would have to pay more and I don't want to have to put that them,” Rin answered.

“You're so thought full,” Sango said suspisously, “And the fact that you would most likely have left over money for shopping has nothing to do with it,”

“Damn you figured out my plan,” Rin said looking out the window not wanting to see sango's all knowing expression. Sango drove into the parking lot and parked the car.

“Hello how may I help you,” the manager asked rin and sango.

“I was wondering if I could apply for the singing job,” Rin asked holding up the newspaper add.

“Well are you 15 or older,” The manager asked. Rin nodded and showed him her drivers licence. “Well can you sing,” Rin nodded again. “Well go over their to the podium and sing something.”

Rin walked over to the stage and thought of something to sing. She went over to the piano player and told him the song. The manager went over their and said, “attention every one this is audition number 12 tell me what you think,” Rin walked to the microphone.

"Mine Again"

I remember when you used to be mine
Way back when
I was too naive to love you right
But now if I only had the opportunity
I would do anything
Because my heart still believes

[Chorus]
Maybe you could be mine again
Maybe we could make that dream for real
Like way back then
When love was yours and mine
Maybe we could bring it back to life

It's irrelevant to dwell on the past
I'm accountable for what went bad
And I mean that
But I keep on praying for another chance
Just to have you back
Cause I've grown
And I know how to be your everything

[Chorus]
Maybe you could be mine again
Maybe we could make that dream for real
Like way back then
When love was yours and mine
Maybe we could bring it back to life

No, no it ain't over yet
I just can't accept the possibility
We weren't made for each other's arms
I know you're my destiny
We can't erase what was meant to be
Part of you and part of me
If we try one more time
Maybe somehow we'll survive

Maybe you could be mine again
Maybe we could make that dream for real
Like way back then
When love was yours and mine
Boy maybe we could bring it back
Maybe we could bring it back
Maybe we could bring it back to...
Life
Maybe you could be mine

Everyone snapped, Rin smiled and steped down from the stage and went over to the manager and asked “Did I get the job,”

“Yeah you got it,” He said, Sango and Rin cheered. “You start tonight at 7 don't be late oh and you bring your own songs to sing go it,” He said, Rin nodded an ran out of the coffee shop. Sango drove them home, and she saw kagome's and ayame's car there.

“You know I think I'm gonna go do some last minute grocrey shopping,” Sango said. Rin nodded and got out of the car and started walking towards the house but she turned around.

“Hey would you come tonight,” She asked, Sango nodded, then she waved and drove off. Rin walked into the house. And saw inuyasha and Kagome sitting on the couch watching a movie. Ayame and Koga were most likely in the basement watching t.v then. Rin walked up to her room and went in and layed on her pillow. `I have to find a way to get everyone back together I mean it is all my fault' she thought to her self.

Rin suddenly sat up with an idea. She got up and ran to get her phone. She texted a message to everyone but sango, telling them to come to the coffee house at 7.

Everyone text back ok.

Rin was at the coffee house at 6:30 waiting for her friends to arive. One by one they all showed up. Rin smiled and greeted them. They all sat at defferent tables only Sesshoumaru, Miroku, and Sango all sat at the same table. Inuyasha and Kagome sat together, and Ayame and Koga sat together.

“Introducing our new coffee house singer Rin,” The manager said. Rin walked up on stage and sat on the stool.

“this song is for all my friends who are in the middle of an argument,” rin said into the microphone.

Why do I feel so sad.

Friends we've been for so long
Now true colors are showing
Makes me wanna cry, oh yes it does
'Cause I had to say goodbye

By now I should know
That in time things would change
So it shouldn't be so bad
So why do I feel so sad

How can I adjust
To the way that things are going
It's killing me slowly
Oh, I just want it to be how it used to be

'Cause I wish that I could stay
But in time things must change
So it shouldn't be so bad
So why do I feel so sad

You cannot hide the way you feel inside, I realize
Your actions speak much louder than words
So tell me why, oh

By now I should know that
That in time things would change
So it shouldn't be, it shouldn't be so bad
So why do I feel so sad

By now I should know
That in time things must change
So it shouldn't be so bad
So why do I feel so sad

By now, by now I should know
That in time things must grow
And I had to leave you behind
So why do I feel so sad
If it couldn't be that bad
Tell me why

By now I should know
That in time things would change
So it shouldn't be so bad
So why do I feel so sad

“This next song is for my family that just died and my cousin Kagome.” Rin said.

"Hurt"

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there

Rin looked at kagome as to say this part for you.
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss
You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that
I've missed you since you've been away
Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line to try to turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself

By hurting you

“The next song is what I was feeling when I found out my parents had been murdered and now that my friends are fighting,”

"Note To God"
If I wrote a note to God
I would speak whats in my soul
I'd ask for all the hate to be swept away,
For love to overflow
If I wrote a note to God
I'd pour my heart out on each page
I'd ask for war to end
For peace to mend this world
I'd say, I'd say, I'd say

*Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong
On this road we're on*

If I wrote a note to God
I would say what on my mind
I'd ask for wisdom to let compassion rule this world
Until these times
If I wrote a note to God
I'd say please help us find our way
End all the bitterness, put some tenderness in our hearts
And I'd say, I'd say, I'd say

When Rin finished the last not everyone snapped. Miroku stood up and started clapping. Sango pulled him down and whispered in his ear.

“Oh,” he said and started snapping. Rin walked off stage and went to the area where her friends were sitting.

“I'm so sorry for making you guys fight,” rin said. Sango got up and walked over to Kagome. Kagome got up to defend her self. The guys were ready to get up and hold her back. Sango just hugged kagome. Then Ayame came over and hugged Sango and kagome. And rin joined in the hug.

“Aww, I love you guys,” Miroku said wiping back fake tears and hugging Sesshoumaru.

“Miroku get off me,” Sesshoumaru said trying to pry Miroku's arms off him.

“We love you too,” Inuyasha and Koga said hugging Sesshoumaru and Miroku. The girls turned to look at the guys and started laughing. The guys all fell over causing the girls to laugh harder. Kagome went over to Inuyasha and helped him up. Ayame went over to Koga and kneeled down and gave him a hug and pulled him up. Sango held her hand out for Miroku and lifted him up. Rin helped Sesshoumaru. They all decided to go home. The guys again spent the night in the living room again