InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ sister ❯ regret ( Chapter 1 )

Sister

 

 

 

 

I exit my room and creep down the hall. I stood there for about five minutes deciding whether I should go in. each time I tell my self that it is the last time then the sun sets and I find myself at the same point again. I know it is wrong but I can't stop myself. I feel weak and disgusting. I know it is a sin, I know it's against the law but worse of all I know it will make my mother cry. This is the last time I tell myself yet again as I opened the door. I know this is the last time. I see her small form lying on the thin satin of her bed covers. I know she's awake but she pretends to be asleep. It is her way of living in denial. If she pretends to sleep then she can pretend nothing happened. This way she can still call me brother and smile when the sun rises.

 

I walked towards the bed and stared at her. I don't understand what I find so addictive about her body. It is the tiny, thin and young body of a twelve year old girl. There is nothing special about it. I remember that I thought the same thing when I touched her for the first time two years ago. Her body small and fresh like a young rose bud. I also remember the shame and pleasure as I toyed with her nipples and pulled her pajama bottoms down. I remember staring at her `Dora the Explora' panties and her flat chest thinking that I was a pervert. Yet still I felt no shame pulling her panties down to stare at her hairless pussy. My whole body trembled as I looked at the plump untouched vagina. Knowing that I was the first man to ever see and touch it gave me a thrill. I pulled the pajama bottoms and panties off her legs and threw them over the side of the bed. I spread her legs wide and stared at her beautiful pink pussy. It was so many different shades of pink, the deeper I looked the darker pink I saw. I used my index finger to poke at the slit.

 

It was so tight my finger couldn't enter. It got bruised from my finger trying to enter it. Now it looked red around the point of entry. It seemed liked a bruised fruit. It got me wondering what it tasted like. Soon I couldn't resist. When I realized what I was doing I was kneeling on the floor with her legs around my shoulders and my lips were upon her. She tasted fresh and a bit salty not a bad taste so I continued to lick at her. I curled my tongue around her clit and sucked gently. I bit one plump half of her vagina lips. I felt her body shiver. It was then that I realized she was awake but pretending to be asleep. I wondered if I should stop. My mind is telling me yes but my body is yelling no. I snuggled my head deeper between her thighs and used my tongue to lap at her opening. I pushed my tongue inside to lap at her inner walls.

 

Her body shook violently then it went limp. Slight tremors were still shuddering through her body. I turned her on her side and got into her bed. I felt out of place against her pink satin sheets. I pulled my dick and pushed it between her legs. I put two of my fingers in her mouth. I pushed her body down as I grind up against her ass and pussy lips. I thrust repeatedly between her thighs. The fleshiness of her thighs, pussy lips and ass rubbing against my dick was amazing. My hips were out of control and now I was thrusting faster and faster against her. I could feel how close I was to coming. I grabbed her ass and spread wide until I could see her asshole. I took my fingers out of her mouth to lubricate her asshole. I roughly push my dick against it until only the tip was inside. I felt her small body close around my dick and that was enough to send me over the edge. My mind lost focus and went blank. Pleasure coursed through my veins and pooled in my cock. My body shuddered in ecstasy and shame. I just came in my little sister's asshole. It was awhile later when I pulled the tip of my dick from her asshole. I spread her ass wide a second time to watch her tiny asshole try and keep the creamy fluid inside. My jizz dribbled out and ran down the crack of her ass. I realized what I was doing and quickly jumped off the bed. I felt dirty. I didn't want to feel like that again but I knew I was going to do it again. I got her panties and pajamas from the side and put them back on her. I placed her in the same position I saw her in and left the room.

 

I have never fully penetrated her ass or her vagina. Until this day I have always accepted that that is a line I can not cross. Even though I know this I find myself outside her room each and every night for the past two years. I am moving out of my parents home tomorrow so tonight is the last night without fail. I t is getting harder and harder just to caress and rub against her. I'm beginning to want more. But before I do something I will regret or something Kagome will hate me for, I will leave. I did not come tonight to touch or molest her. I came to say goodbye. `Kagome I know you are awake, I have always known you were awake. Tonight you don't have to be afraid, I won't touch you. I came to say that I'm sorry. I know I'm not a good brother but I hope you know that I love you. I feel so disgusted with myself for forcing you to live with my lust. It hurts me to hurt you like this,' I brushed her hair away from her face and gently kissed her forehead.

 

I walked out the door impervious to a set of tear filled blue eyes. `Inu-nii…'