InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ sister ❯ no way ( Chapter 3 )

Sister 3

 

 

I forgot to say this but I assumed everyone knew. Inuyasha does not belong to me, it has never belong to me and it will never belong to me I found that I owned inuyasha only to wake up and realize it was only a dream. Also I do not make a profit from the story.

 

 

 

 

`Are you alright Inu-nii?' she asked. She looked so innocent and sweet; I couldn't bear to tell her what I feel. I knew it was a bad idea to come home even if it is her birthday. But I couldn't stay away. It was getting so hard to live without her. It was hard to sleep, eat…it was hard to breathe. I had made the decision to come here now I must be responsible for my actions. So I closed my eyes and lied. `My stomach hurts, I'll be ok in a minute,' I replied. Is it really ok to let her touch me like this? Shouldn't I stop this? Even thinking that I know I won't stop this. This was the first time she touched me of her own free will sexually. I want to enjoy this. I'm such a twisted bastard. My body aroused beyond control at the thought of my little sister touching me. Indeed, I am sick and twisted. Her fingers tightened around me. I lost all conscious thought. My body involuntarily shuddered I looked around to see if anyone saw me. Kikyou was looking straight at me. She smiled like she knew what I was doing. I felt dirty to have her see me in my moment of weakness. I hated it. No-one but Kagome can see me like this. She made something that means so much to me dirty and shameful. I didn't want to share this moment with anyone else.

 

She loosened then tightened her grip on me. My dick ached with unsatisfied passion. Tingles ran up and down my spine. Damn, she doesn't even know what she's doing to me. I don't want Kikyou to see what she is doing to me. It's best if I stop her. If I don't stop this now I wont be able to stop at all. But I don't want to stop. The vision of me burying my aching penis in my sister while our parent looked on cooled my ardor somewhat. I grabbed her wrist and gently pried her fingers away from my manhood (I have always wanted to use that word XD). I pulled my self together and placed some space between us. The pulse in my neck beat steadily with the throb of my dick. It makes a mockery of resolve not to touch her. Not to kiss her. Not to love her. I know I should get up and remove myself from the presence of temptation. My sister is in danger and she doesn't even know it. I look around for an excuse to leave the sofa. I found none. Kami-sama is tempting me and I'm a weak man. It will not take long for me to succumb to the lure of her defenseless body.

 

I glanced at the clock. It is already ten o'clock. `Mom…dad we must be leaving before the last train comes,' I said. I know I'm running away from myself but it's better than drowning in self-pity over what a pathetic person I am. `It's ok why don't you guys spend the night?' she asked looping her hand in the elbow of my dad as they got up from in front of the sofa. So clueless and innocent. Don't you understand that I'm trying to protect you? Don't you see the impure thoughts and desires I'm harboring for Kagome? Aren't you afraid I might loose control? Of course you are not worried. Because these are all my worries. I wouldn't want to burden you with them either. That clueless, innocent and sweet you, I want to preserve it. Even though it pains me I will not wipe that innocent smile off your face mother. I will not envy you the proud smirk on your face dad. I could see Sango considering that option since Mirouku was already asleep. Kikyou was watching me intently. I can't let it come to that. I'm not confident that I have the self-control for that and I really don't want to test myself on that.

 

`I'm sorry but I have an early class tomorrow,' I said my smile steadily in place. `Onii-chan please don't go,' she said, her eyes tearing up. `But I must leave I have to get home to prepare for school,' I answered. I must leave. I must leave now. I have to avoid being under the same roof as her. `But onii-san you never come see me anymore,' she pleaded. I know what she wanted. She wanted me to say that I will come and visit her everyday but that is a promise I can't keep. Before I lie I would rather escape. `Inu-nii come back tomorrow I have something for you,' she said desperately. I know this is a ploy to get me to visit but I could never resist her. `Okay I'll come but I won't stay very long. I tapped her on her nose. Miraculously the tears cleared up and her smile came out like the sun after a storm. It warmed my heart. Is it okay for me to be this happy? Will I really be okay?

 

I gently nudged her to get off the sofa so I could get off. I poked Mirouku with my foot so that he'll wake up. I outstretched my hand to help Sango and repeated the action for Kikyou. My friends said good-bye to my parents. I was under the impression that with them around it would give me few opportunities to do anything. A great barrier they were I thought glumly. I patted my sister on the head and whispered, `I love you.' `I love you too onii-san!' she yelled waving her hand wildly back and forth. I went to the door to say goodbye to my parent sand meet up with my friends.

 

I felt relieved. I made it through the evening without any mishaps. I felt like I made it through a snow storm in swim trunks and an umbrella without even getting frostbite. I got to see my sister. Now my heart is lighter. I replayed the evening over in my head and smiled. I watched as Mirouku and Sango walked out hand-in-hand. Kikyou stayed behind, I guess she didn't want to intrude on their private time together. I finished chatting with my parents and bent to put my shoes on. `I saw you,' came a quiet voice. I didn't have to look to know who it was. I felt panic circulate through my entire body. I shakily put on my shoes and I glanced at Kikyou. She stared at me with such scorn and disgust it broke my heart. `Doing that to a child is a sin,' she finished and flounced out the door.

 

I knew it was a matter of time before I paid for my happiness but who knew it would be so soon.