InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ So Emotional ❯ part 5 ( Chapter 5 )
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By: MIztikal_Dragon 
Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Hentai / Drama | Type: Continuation | Uploaded On: 12.05.2009 | Pages: 2 | Words: 2.2K | Visits: 338 | Status: Work In Progress
Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Hentai / Drama | Type: Continuation | Uploaded On: 12.05.2009 | Pages: 2 | Words: 2.2K | Visits: 338 | Status: Work In Progress
Disclaimer: I don't own anything besides my vehicle and my pets... and even then I think they might just own me.. lawlz
Sorry for the shortness of this chapter.
So Emotional
By Miztikal-Dragon
Part Five
It was almost funny that everything started at a hospital, he told himself running his fingers through his tangled hair. He blamed his half brother for the predicament he was in, for his weakness. After all, if InuYasha hadn’t gotten himself involved with Kagome and her problems in the first place then none of this would have happened.
Kagome would have never broken up with fiancée Naraku and in return he wouldn’t have had to hunt her and InuYasha down like wild animals and she wouldn’t have had to kill her then ex-fiancee in order to protect herself and InuYasha. InuYasha wouldn’t have been shot and they both wouldn’t have wound up in the hospital, InuYasha on the brink of death and he wouldn’t have had to get them out of trouble. Sesshomaru would have never met Rin--no first kiss, no first touch and she definitely would have never wound up in his bed naked.
It was safe to say that he blamed InuYasha for all of this and more, but he wasn’t angry at his brother in the slightest bit. How was his stupid half brother supposed to know that this slip of a girl, barely legal would have caused such a ripple in Sesshomaru’s life like a stone in a pond. It was ridiculous, almost disgusting, but then again he couldn’t help being drawn to her. She was plain, young, but it was her essence that had ensnared him in the end.
This mess he was in was completely his fault, he had fallen predator to his primal emotions, touching her soft skin, his fingertips itching to roam over the soft peach colored flesh to feel her reaction to him and he got more than he ever expected. The memory of the way her breath hitched, the way her muscles quivered made his loins stir and he had to bite back a groan as she moved in her sleep, her hand touching his need innocently. It was hard to think rationally around her and he knew that wasn’t a good thing for him in the long run.
He cursed her seductive siren’s voice, her childish ramblings as she spoke earlier of how she came to have his wallet, her drawn out story unleashing something in him he hadn’t known existed. There were too many men in her life, he counted four, five including him and only one of them he could say for certain was not a romantic interest. His brother was already knee deep in with Kagome and he doubted his brother was the type to skirt around with a girl while in a “relationship” so to say and that was thinking highly of his brother.
That left three alien people that Sesshomaru wasn’t sure about, no matter what the girl next to him claimed who posed a possible problem for him. Sesshomaru had no clue to why he was even thinking that he wanted anything to do with Rin other than their little “romp” so to say, but the very idea of her clutching another the way she had him had his blood boiling and not in a good way. A part of him was unwilling to think of anything but Rin, her ebony hair cascading down her shoulders covering her breasts from his gaze, her head thrown back in the throes of passion, her fingers touching him, teasing him and--
Stop! He hissed mentally throwing the soft silk sheets from his body and climbing out of his bed. It wasn’t wise to think of her in the carnal way, not when it would be so easy to turn to her and coax her to waking and into another mind blowing orgasm (or two). He needed to get his head on straight and couldn’t while there was a naked and very willing woman in his bed. The air was cold on his exposed flesh, gooseflesh raising on his arms and tiredly he went to the thermostat and turned it up, hoping it would warm up soon.
This was wrong, more wrong than anything he had ever done and he slipped on his robe fleeing to the comforts of his living room. He wasn’t the type of man to be consumed completely by female, especially one like Rin and he poured himself a drink trying to figure out where he had lost his mind at. There was no way he could go on and let things continue the way they were definitely headed. This thing, whatever it was, that was growing between the two of them would have to stop immediately.
No budding romance, no midnight meetings--Sesshomaru would have to put a stop to all the nonsense he’d wound up in. His drink burned his throat as it slid into his stomach, the warmth of the alcohol stealing away the making of a migraine and leaving him empty in silence. Letting Rin come (no pun intended) there had been a mistake he had temporarily overlooked and now it was staring him in the face and it was not an attractive sight.
Finishing off the amber liquid in his glass, Sesshomaru put it on the counter before the urge for another touched him. He needed to be level headed and at the top of his game and allowing himself another drink was not an idea he wanted to linger on. He would do things on his terms, but at the moment the next step would be to see exactly how Rin’s reaction would be when she woke. Either was he was going to lose something and he wanted it to be something he didn’t need.
Morning had come sooner than anticipated and tiredly, Rin yawned, her limbs stretching to ease out the kinks in back. She vaguely remembered why the sheets covering her were ridiculously soft and she smashed down the urge to bolt up like some surprised child. There was no doubt in her mind that she and Sesshomaru had made it back to his apartment, his lips ravishing her and awakening a fire in the pit of her belly. Their actions had left her relaxed and mushy in some ways, yet tense and nervous in others.
How was she supposed to react now that they had spent the night together in less than platonic ways? She didn’t think clinging to his arm was her style, nor his and the thought of being overly casual was almost annoying. Should she try and make small talk? What was morning after etiquette? Rolling over onto her back, Rin suppressed a shudder from the icy feel of the sheets next to her. Sesshomaru had obviously risen before her and she ran her fingers through her slightly matted hair trying to chase away the final remnants of sleep.
There was no point in her hanging around, it would be too awkward and pulling her thoughts together she slid off the impossibly comfortable bed and picked up her strewn about clothing. It took her a little longer than she would have liked to redress, her teeth worrying on her bottom lip as she searched in vain for her panties. Where had they gone to?
Oh well, she sighed heavily rolling her eyes as she picked up her cell phone and checking the screen. There were no missed calls and one text from Shippo and Rin frowned. It annoyed her that no one seemed to care that she never made it back the night before and that no one bothered to try and get a hold of her. It made her feel unimportant and worthless; however, it gave her the courage to leave Sesshomaru’s room.
She couldn’t stay there and wasting no time she dialed Shippo’s number hoping that he was awake and willing for company. The luxurious apartment was silent, nothing out of place, a complete array of orderliness and emptiness and Rin sighed heavily again. It wasn’t even comforting that Sesshomaru wasn’t there, as if she wasn’t worth his time and though she agreed, him rubbing it in did not feel like a bed of roses.
“Hullo?” Shippo’s voice was scratchy and hoarse, he had been asleep and now Rin felt guilty for waking him.
“Hey it’s me, sorry for waking you.” she replied softly trying to keep her voice light. “Do you think you could come get me? I need a ride home.”
“Home?” he suddenly sounded more alert and she mentally groaned as she unlocked the door. “Where are you?”
“I-well,” a hushed sigh drowned out her thoughts and Rin snapped her head to the side feeling heat smack her in the face. The sudden sound had startled her, her previous thoughts of being alone now disproved though it would have been better if it had been just her.
Sesshomaru sat off to the side of the kitchen at what she thought to be a desk. His back was slouched over and his fisted hand resting on his cheek the only thing between his face meeting the top of his desk. Long silver hair flowed over his shoulders and his soft bangs curtained his face; yet by the lack of moment Rin was surprised to say the least that Sesshomaru was fast asleep. There were papers laying in front of him in an organized mess and the urge to run her fingers through his hair was almost uncontrollable.
“Rin?”
“Oh,&# 8221; a shiver errupted down her back, her heart pounding wildly in her chest “I’ll--I, I’ll explain things when you get here.”
“Okay,” Shippo was completely awake now and his voice helped her push down the emotions bubbling up in the back of her head. “Where exactly is here?”
She couldn’t help but slip closer to where Sesshomaru sat sleeping, her lip throbbing underneath the pressure of her teeth. There was no way she could stay, not now at least, nevertheless she wouldn’t just up and leave like some flouzy. Hunting down a blank piece of paper, she slid the pen from Sesshomaru’s relaxed fingers and quickly jotted down a note for him for when he joined the land of the living.
“Rin?” Her friend’s voice had gone an octave higher and she frowned at the tone. “Is everything okay?”
Ignoring the thought of telling Shippo never mind and crawling back into Sesshomaru’s bed, she let herself out of the expensive home prattling off the address as she went. Shippo would be waiting for an answer when he came for her and he would be the only one who heard it. As far as she was concerned, she had a good time, but her night with Sesshomaru had never happened. She had to forget about him and move on or else she would undoubtedly become obsessed with him and that was never a good thing.
She had too many complications, too many conflicting emotions and there was no point in rushing into something she wasn’t even sure she wanted. Granted she was more than positive that she could easily get used to Sesshomaru’s presence, the heat of their passion was proof to that. The only problem was how fickle she felt. From his reaction, Rin knew that there was definitely something between her and Sesshomaru, maybe something mind blowing and wonderful; although she wasn’t sure if it was the right time to try and explore the possibilities.
After all hadn’t she been smitten with Kohaku not that long before? Hadn’t she had feelings for him that she couldn’t ignore, couldn’t control? And now, well now those feelings felt muted and she wasn’t willing to put him on the back burning when for so long she had wanted only for him to notice her as the woman that she was. Rin didn’t want to have a wishy-washy disposition, didn’t want Kohaku to think that she had just been playing him for a fool if there was really something there and the only thing it would cost her was Sesshomaru.
E/N: Can't think of a reason why this chapter was soo short besides it compelling me to leave it there. I'm working on planning out the next chapter... and working on other stories. Hope more will be out soon!
Sorry for the shortness of this chapter.
So Emotional
By Miztikal-Dragon
Part Five
It was almost funny that everything started at a hospital, he told himself running his fingers through his tangled hair. He blamed his half brother for the predicament he was in, for his weakness. After all, if InuYasha hadn’t gotten himself involved with Kagome and her problems in the first place then none of this would have happened.
Kagome would have never broken up with fiancée Naraku and in return he wouldn’t have had to hunt her and InuYasha down like wild animals and she wouldn’t have had to kill her then ex-fiancee in order to protect herself and InuYasha. InuYasha wouldn’t have been shot and they both wouldn’t have wound up in the hospital, InuYasha on the brink of death and he wouldn’t have had to get them out of trouble. Sesshomaru would have never met Rin--no first kiss, no first touch and she definitely would have never wound up in his bed naked.
It was safe to say that he blamed InuYasha for all of this and more, but he wasn’t angry at his brother in the slightest bit. How was his stupid half brother supposed to know that this slip of a girl, barely legal would have caused such a ripple in Sesshomaru’s life like a stone in a pond. It was ridiculous, almost disgusting, but then again he couldn’t help being drawn to her. She was plain, young, but it was her essence that had ensnared him in the end.
This mess he was in was completely his fault, he had fallen predator to his primal emotions, touching her soft skin, his fingertips itching to roam over the soft peach colored flesh to feel her reaction to him and he got more than he ever expected. The memory of the way her breath hitched, the way her muscles quivered made his loins stir and he had to bite back a groan as she moved in her sleep, her hand touching his need innocently. It was hard to think rationally around her and he knew that wasn’t a good thing for him in the long run.
He cursed her seductive siren’s voice, her childish ramblings as she spoke earlier of how she came to have his wallet, her drawn out story unleashing something in him he hadn’t known existed. There were too many men in her life, he counted four, five including him and only one of them he could say for certain was not a romantic interest. His brother was already knee deep in with Kagome and he doubted his brother was the type to skirt around with a girl while in a “relationship” so to say and that was thinking highly of his brother.
That left three alien people that Sesshomaru wasn’t sure about, no matter what the girl next to him claimed who posed a possible problem for him. Sesshomaru had no clue to why he was even thinking that he wanted anything to do with Rin other than their little “romp” so to say, but the very idea of her clutching another the way she had him had his blood boiling and not in a good way. A part of him was unwilling to think of anything but Rin, her ebony hair cascading down her shoulders covering her breasts from his gaze, her head thrown back in the throes of passion, her fingers touching him, teasing him and--
Stop! He hissed mentally throwing the soft silk sheets from his body and climbing out of his bed. It wasn’t wise to think of her in the carnal way, not when it would be so easy to turn to her and coax her to waking and into another mind blowing orgasm (or two). He needed to get his head on straight and couldn’t while there was a naked and very willing woman in his bed. The air was cold on his exposed flesh, gooseflesh raising on his arms and tiredly he went to the thermostat and turned it up, hoping it would warm up soon.
This was wrong, more wrong than anything he had ever done and he slipped on his robe fleeing to the comforts of his living room. He wasn’t the type of man to be consumed completely by female, especially one like Rin and he poured himself a drink trying to figure out where he had lost his mind at. There was no way he could go on and let things continue the way they were definitely headed. This thing, whatever it was, that was growing between the two of them would have to stop immediately.
No budding romance, no midnight meetings--Sesshomaru would have to put a stop to all the nonsense he’d wound up in. His drink burned his throat as it slid into his stomach, the warmth of the alcohol stealing away the making of a migraine and leaving him empty in silence. Letting Rin come (no pun intended) there had been a mistake he had temporarily overlooked and now it was staring him in the face and it was not an attractive sight.
Finishing off the amber liquid in his glass, Sesshomaru put it on the counter before the urge for another touched him. He needed to be level headed and at the top of his game and allowing himself another drink was not an idea he wanted to linger on. He would do things on his terms, but at the moment the next step would be to see exactly how Rin’s reaction would be when she woke. Either was he was going to lose something and he wanted it to be something he didn’t need.
Morning had come sooner than anticipated and tiredly, Rin yawned, her limbs stretching to ease out the kinks in back. She vaguely remembered why the sheets covering her were ridiculously soft and she smashed down the urge to bolt up like some surprised child. There was no doubt in her mind that she and Sesshomaru had made it back to his apartment, his lips ravishing her and awakening a fire in the pit of her belly. Their actions had left her relaxed and mushy in some ways, yet tense and nervous in others.
How was she supposed to react now that they had spent the night together in less than platonic ways? She didn’t think clinging to his arm was her style, nor his and the thought of being overly casual was almost annoying. Should she try and make small talk? What was morning after etiquette? Rolling over onto her back, Rin suppressed a shudder from the icy feel of the sheets next to her. Sesshomaru had obviously risen before her and she ran her fingers through her slightly matted hair trying to chase away the final remnants of sleep.
There was no point in her hanging around, it would be too awkward and pulling her thoughts together she slid off the impossibly comfortable bed and picked up her strewn about clothing. It took her a little longer than she would have liked to redress, her teeth worrying on her bottom lip as she searched in vain for her panties. Where had they gone to?
Oh well, she sighed heavily rolling her eyes as she picked up her cell phone and checking the screen. There were no missed calls and one text from Shippo and Rin frowned. It annoyed her that no one seemed to care that she never made it back the night before and that no one bothered to try and get a hold of her. It made her feel unimportant and worthless; however, it gave her the courage to leave Sesshomaru’s room.
She couldn’t stay there and wasting no time she dialed Shippo’s number hoping that he was awake and willing for company. The luxurious apartment was silent, nothing out of place, a complete array of orderliness and emptiness and Rin sighed heavily again. It wasn’t even comforting that Sesshomaru wasn’t there, as if she wasn’t worth his time and though she agreed, him rubbing it in did not feel like a bed of roses.
“Hullo?” Shippo’s voice was scratchy and hoarse, he had been asleep and now Rin felt guilty for waking him.
“Hey it’s me, sorry for waking you.” she replied softly trying to keep her voice light. “Do you think you could come get me? I need a ride home.”
“Home?” he suddenly sounded more alert and she mentally groaned as she unlocked the door. “Where are you?”
“I-well,” a hushed sigh drowned out her thoughts and Rin snapped her head to the side feeling heat smack her in the face. The sudden sound had startled her, her previous thoughts of being alone now disproved though it would have been better if it had been just her.
Sesshomaru sat off to the side of the kitchen at what she thought to be a desk. His back was slouched over and his fisted hand resting on his cheek the only thing between his face meeting the top of his desk. Long silver hair flowed over his shoulders and his soft bangs curtained his face; yet by the lack of moment Rin was surprised to say the least that Sesshomaru was fast asleep. There were papers laying in front of him in an organized mess and the urge to run her fingers through his hair was almost uncontrollable.
“Rin?”
“Oh,&# 8221; a shiver errupted down her back, her heart pounding wildly in her chest “I’ll--I, I’ll explain things when you get here.”
“Okay,” Shippo was completely awake now and his voice helped her push down the emotions bubbling up in the back of her head. “Where exactly is here?”
She couldn’t help but slip closer to where Sesshomaru sat sleeping, her lip throbbing underneath the pressure of her teeth. There was no way she could stay, not now at least, nevertheless she wouldn’t just up and leave like some flouzy. Hunting down a blank piece of paper, she slid the pen from Sesshomaru’s relaxed fingers and quickly jotted down a note for him for when he joined the land of the living.
“Rin?” Her friend’s voice had gone an octave higher and she frowned at the tone. “Is everything okay?”
Ignoring the thought of telling Shippo never mind and crawling back into Sesshomaru’s bed, she let herself out of the expensive home prattling off the address as she went. Shippo would be waiting for an answer when he came for her and he would be the only one who heard it. As far as she was concerned, she had a good time, but her night with Sesshomaru had never happened. She had to forget about him and move on or else she would undoubtedly become obsessed with him and that was never a good thing.
She had too many complications, too many conflicting emotions and there was no point in rushing into something she wasn’t even sure she wanted. Granted she was more than positive that she could easily get used to Sesshomaru’s presence, the heat of their passion was proof to that. The only problem was how fickle she felt. From his reaction, Rin knew that there was definitely something between her and Sesshomaru, maybe something mind blowing and wonderful; although she wasn’t sure if it was the right time to try and explore the possibilities.
After all hadn’t she been smitten with Kohaku not that long before? Hadn’t she had feelings for him that she couldn’t ignore, couldn’t control? And now, well now those feelings felt muted and she wasn’t willing to put him on the back burning when for so long she had wanted only for him to notice her as the woman that she was. Rin didn’t want to have a wishy-washy disposition, didn’t want Kohaku to think that she had just been playing him for a fool if there was really something there and the only thing it would cost her was Sesshomaru.
E/N: Can't think of a reason why this chapter was soo short besides it compelling me to leave it there. I'm working on planning out the next chapter... and working on other stories. Hope more will be out soon!