InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Stream of Consciousness: A LiveJournal Collection ❯ I Think of You ( Chapter 32 )

Title: I Think of You

Community: Iyhedonism

Theme: Slut

Place Earned: none

Genre: Dark, Introspective

Rating: R

Word count: 250

Warnings: implied rape, non-consensual themes

 

 

**Warnings and Info**

This story contains implied rape and non-consensual themes. Adults only.

Canon, takes place immediately after the end of the manga

Kagura Introspective

 

 

I Think of You

 

I am such a whore. My body still shudders from my orgasms, as I lay in a heap like a used dishrag. A broken rag doll, that's what I am. I can still feel the tentacles slithering over my skin, at once repulsing and exciting me. My body yearns for their touch, and I am helpless against the pull.

 

Ever since my last attempted betrayal, my master has been torturing me this way, tormenting me with the knowledge that my body craves him as much as my mind despises him. Though, it is a stretch to consider it my body. It has never been mine, I suppose. It has always been Naraku's. He owns my heart, and sometimes I wonder whether he doesn't own my head as well. My mind feels raped. I am such a slut.

 

Yet, when I long for death, and when things are at their darkest, I think of you. The only brightness in my dreary existence. Thoughts of your unfailingly solemn face, the ever-graceful way you move, your deep, authoritative voice…they warm me in a way that he never could. I don't know what I expect from you. That you will save me? I am already well beyond rescue. Yet, I still hope. I hope that if there is room in your heart for a small human girl, then perhaps there is room for me, a lowly, whorish abomination who doesn't deserve you.

 

I hope that I will see you once more before the end.