InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Suicidal Attempts... ❯ Sesshoumarus Sorrows ( Chapter 5 )

Ohaio…

Gomenasaiiii….

My dear, (second) best friend was at the mental hospital all this week!

(Meaning computer…)

I guess spending time with me is perilous to anyone…

This is SO horrible!!!!!

You have no idea… This Horrible Science Fair Is Looming over me,

I had all the information needed in the computer!!!
ITS GGGOOONNEEEEE!!!!! *Bashes head on the wall *

Now I only have 2 weeks of Easter Holidays to do it ALL OVER!!! * Takes a V-deep breath * and I don't even mention all the DRAWINGS… It's all GONE…

All my Inuyasha soundtracks…(Downloaded with Kazaa.)

GOOoooonneeee… WAAhhhhh!!!!

I'm horribly depressed and cornered.

Sorry for not writing sooner…

At least I got my pay back- can you imagine how horrible it is?!

A whole week without computer!

That was even worse than school!
Ah, well…

At least I've given you plenty of time to review.

And I do hope you've taken the opportunity…

Well. Here's the new chappy!

(Reviews thingy at the bottom)

(OH! A very Important NB…

The VFO (Voice from above..) is my bullyi- oops. Best friend..

Dc is my bad conscience. (Do I have a good one?..)

GC is the yucky- yucky * gets hit on the head * …is the good conscience.

Who is she? Never seen her before..)

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Sesshoumarus Sorrows…

Small, white petals were falling smoothly from the blossoming sakura trees.

The wind caught them and tossed them around, playing.

They were helpless and insignificant compared to the whole big world, yes they were beautiful and wonderful on their own; but insignificant as ever, as their short and pointless lives came to their end, at the feet of passing by people, hurrying to make their lives be worth something.

Her long, black hair was flowing about her face, her deep brown eyes watched the petals fall silently.

`Just like people … ` She thought.

Everything was slightly depressing to this silent girl.

She sighed deeply as she continued watching the little petals dance on the wind.

The school bell had probably rang ages ago, not like she cared though…

Well. Not really.

She just couldn't stand all those happy faces and pointless chattering.

What was there to smile about anyway? Nothing…

She stood up from the old, vandalized wooden bench, took her school bag and started walking in the opposite direction of where the school was. She did this quite often now, not like anyone would notice,

And if her parents found out? So what…

She brushed a small, white petal from her hair irritably, where was she going anyway?

She looked around her. Sure enough it was close to the school, but she's never been here before.

`Strange…' She thought. `But at least its quiet here…'

At the end of the street she noticed an old temple, happily, she made her way towards it, but stopped at the top of the stairs.

In the garden stood an enormous tree.

It was blossoming.

There was also a house, the girl raised her foot to step into the garden, but froze as she heard a great * thump * coming from the house.

She looked up into the window, to see two figures, slightly obscured by the curtains.

Putting her foot down, to see an old man, equipped with a broomstick exit the house, she turned on her heels and strode down the stairs angrily.

`Damn. Cant all those people just disappear?' She wondered, imagining how wonderful it would be when the world is empty…

She even stopped for a mere second, a smile spreading across her sad and beautiful face.

With a small shake of her pretty head, she shattered one of her numerous, depressing dreams and looked about her.

On the opposite side of the street, a bit further down the road, stood a huge, white building, obviously newly built.

She crossed the road and went up the steps leading to the front door, stepped over the porch and went inside.

It was clearly deserted, she stepped over a pair of trousers, frowning as she did and went up the stairs, hoping that they will lead up onto the roof.

She was walking slowly, taking care no to make any noise, just in case there was someone in the house.

"OI!"

She jumped up so that her feet left the ground and tumbled gracefully all the way down, offering the man at the bottom of the stairs quite a view…

Not like he minded. Really.

"Itaiiii…."

The young man hurried to help her up, brushing her clothes as he did.

"I'm so sorry…" She mumbled, wondering why her abused behind was feeling so nice and warm all of a sudden.

A loud "HENTAI!!!" was followed by a loud * Slap *.

Miroku rubbed his red cheek, muttering." Like I've never heard that before…"

"Who are you?" He asked, passing her her school bag.

"Mind your own business! Hentai." She snapped, grabbing her school bag.

"Well. As a matter of fact…" He stated, getting up. "This is my business!

You are trespassing in my territory!"

"I'm WHAT?.."

Miroku sweat dropped.

"Never mind. This is my house and you weren't exactly… Invited in you know…

He made a great deal of dusting his behind, watching the pretty girl from the corner of his eye. She thought it would be best for both of them if she pretended not to notice…

But she did notice that he was a foreigner.

He had a very nice tan, his black hair fell into his eyes with a sort of casual elegance, he also had dark..*Purple* eyes, which darted across her uniform, stopping for a second on her short skirt and twinkling slightly.

"Ok…" She rolled her eyes. "My names Kikyou. Who are you exactly and what is this place?"

Miroku smirked. "Name's Miroku. And * this *" He said, gesturing unto the hall.

"This is my church."

Kikyou sweat dropped.

"I'm a missionary from UK. I'll shortly be receiving all the books and equipment I need."

He looked at Kikyou in a weird manner.

` I just do hope he doesn't get any ideas…'

"Do you want to be my first church member?" He asked suddenly.

Kikyou sweatdropped again.

`Well… He seems nice enough…Even taking in his…Unusual habit of groping school girls.."

"Well, I suppose I could." She said thoughtfully.

"Though I have NO idea whatsoever about what I'm supposed to do. Or what is all this about."

"Yeah…"He said with a look of dawning comprehension.

"I haven't thought about it my self…"

This time Kikyou couldn't find anything reasonable to say.

"…"

Finally Miroku broke the silence. "Well. Have fun I suppose… ^_^"

Kikyou shook her head; she was going to regret it.

She just *knew* that…

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In a completely different part of Tokyo.

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Sesshoumaru sat in his room, in front of the computer, staring blankly at a blank page.

A cigarette stuck out of his mouth, unlit, he didn't like cigarette smoke.

His eyes were red and tired, longing for sleep…

He leaned back in his chair. "Just a second.." He mumbled, closing his burning eyes. His head was throbbing madly, he rubbed his temples with clawed thumbs, but the pain wouldn't subside.

"Oh, would you just give me a break? You miserable creature." He growled.

`First sign of going insane.' He thought.

`No, this is the second one. The first one was adopting this-`

A loud bang downstairs, accompanied by Jackens loud quacking announced Rins arrival from school.

"SESSHOUMARU-SAMA!!"

Cried Rin, swinging the door to his room open, with yet another head-shattering BANG.

"Sesshoumaru-sama!" Cried the human child, what seemed into his ear.

"Look what I made for you in school today!"

She squealed happily as she climbed onto his lap, pulling his hair, poking him in the eye with the card she was holding and stepping on…somewhere, in the process.

When she finally settled down and it looked like he might as well survive for the next few minutes, she opened the card and started telling him what Easter was all about, in a sing-a-song voice.

Sesshoumaru closed his eyes.

It was already about a month since he started searching for his hanyou brother with the help of the dream youkai Dakara, resulting in sleepless nights and `zombie days'.

"Sesshoumaru-sama? Are you listening?"

"…? Huh? Oh yeah…Listening…" He mumbled, already half asleep.

Jacken burst into the room, tripping over his own feet and sliding all the way to Sesshoumarus chair.

Rin stood up, once again threatening to sterilize Sesshoumaru and pulled the cigarette out of his mouth.

"Sesshoumaru-sama!" She said, looking at him earnestly. "Smoking is bad for your health!" She recited, throwing the cigarette at Jacken, hitting him in the eye.

`Yeah. But compared to you its nourishing…' He groaned inwardly.

"Rin doesn't want Sesshoumaru sama to die!" Sesshoumaru remained silent.

`And neither does Sesshoumaru Sama. Now would you get-off- my-`

Rin jumped off, almost causing him to cry out. `I] 4 P4II\I...'

Rin put the card on top of his head and ran out giggling, followed by Jacken.

When the din (And the pain in his groin) had finally subsided, Sesshoumaru straightened out and taking the `roof' off his head tossed it into the already overflowing with Rins gifts rubbish bin.

It was filled with flowers, ribbons and all other things he couldn't care less about that Rin brought to him from school.

His head throbbed madly.

`I am-going - to - work…No rest for this Sesshoumaru until it's all done.'

`Oooh…The bed feels so nice and cool...'

Rin sat in her room, looking out of the window.

Now, after locking the annoying Jacken-sama inside the wardrobe, she could have a little time to her self.

* Sigh *

`Sesshoumaru-sama is so nice to Rin…'

She thought dreamily, ever since she met Sesshoumaru-sama, her life became full.

Full of happiness, joy and hopes, things she never possessed before meeting him.

She watched the little white petals as they fell.

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VFO-"Hn…Don't think she wants to find out what Sesshoumaru thinks about her appearing in his life…"

GC: "Now, Be nice, VFO! I'm sure he likes Rin…Somewhere…Deep inside…"

Dc: "Oh yeah...Deeeeeep inside. Preferably underground.

That's where he likes her. ^_^"-

* Gets blasted by VFO *

Author: * SIGH… *

****The Higurashi Shrine****

(You remember where we stopped. RIGHT?)

After letting Inuyasha pay the bathroom a visit, Sango returned to the `educational question'…

"So, Inuyasha. Can you read or write?" She asked him, adjusting the monstrous pile of books and paper she brought just in case…

"Whaddy'a `ean?" * Crunch * * chomp * * glugluglug *

"Course a"- * chew - chew * "Course a can' "

Sangos eyebrow twitched. "So is it CAN or CANT? …"

* Chomp - slurp *

Sango sighed. Perhaps she should've asked him first. And then let him have breakfast,

She looked round the room warily, which was now all covered in crumbs and other bits of food, which weren't very welcome in a bedroom.

"Good. Then you'll go to school with Kagome." She said, looking at the hanyou, who was at the time trying to force whole chickens leg down his throat.

After hearing her last statement, Inuyasha did such a jump, that any self respecting squirrel- youkai would be proud of.

The chicken leg got stuck.

Inuyasha spluttered and coughed until he freed himself from the leg, tossed the enemy into the corner and turned to a very green Sango.

"WHHAAATTT???!!!"

"That's it!" She shouted, and punched Inuyasha in the stomach,

"YEOW!"It felt like her knuckles collided with a lump of metal, causing paint to sear through her arm.

Finally getting over the pain in her knuckles and the desire to kick the grinning hanyou below the belt, she picked up all her books, and placing them in a neat pile on the chair, turned to Inuyasha.

"Alright." She managed through clenched teeth. "You clean up all the mess. I'll be back soon." With that she disappeared down the stairs, leaving behind a very p.oed hanyou and the mess he was responsible for.

"Clean-up-the-mess?… oh, I'll clean it up alright." He muttered, stuffing bits of chicken into her trainers…

As he was about to stuff her bag with all the other leftovers, with an evil grin plastered across his face, an image of Kagome finding this came to his mind.

Feeling guilty and ashamed, he somehow managed to bring the place back to its usual state.

Soon after he finished, Sango came in, carrying a plastic bag, obviously in a slightly improved mood and threw a notebook at him. (A paper one, mind.)

"Inuyasha." Inuyasha gulped. "Now I'm gonna teach you the basics you have to know in order to get into a school like Kagomes. Then-" "Err.." "Don't interrupt."

"Err…" "WHAT?!"

"But I don't have any papers…thingies…You need those to get into a school, right?"

^_^'''

`Good point.' Thought Sango. How come I forgot that part…'

"Well, we only need your birth certificate. Right?"

"How should I know?" Shrugged Inuyasha.

"I wasn't expecting a question anyway. Baka." She snapped. Inuyashas ears flattened to his head. `Kawaiii!'

"Right." She cleared her throat. "I guess I'd just have to pay your…family a visit then. Do you know where they live?"

Inuyasha shook his head, eyes cast down and ears flattened down.

`This is hopeless…' She thought. "Do you at least know where they work?"

Inuyashas ears shot up and he beamed at her, at last he knew what to say.

"My… Musou is an arkitet."

Sango sweatdropped. "Well. That wouldn't be that hard… There aren't many architects around."

Inuyasha flushed.

"Well, lets get started on these then." She looked at the pile of books.

Inuyasha prayed for a swift end.

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In a boring History Class. (Sorry Mr. Stephen. History is boring)

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Kagome stared out of the window, she already got in trouble a few times today, for not paying attention, but its not like she cared though.

A few boring lectures couldn't get her mind off him…

The drowsy atmosphere wasn't helping her to concentrate at all, she closed her eyes.., Inuyasha was leaning forward, holding her waist, his hot breath caressing her cheek.

"Higurashi!" A loud and anything but romantic voice snapped her back to reality.

"Head the next paragraph for us please."

Said the old, wheezy history teacher. Looking at her expectantly.

Kagome started.

"1732! Musashi Murasai!" Whispered Yuki urgently.

"Oh. Sorry. 1732, Musashi Muras-"

She was interrupted by the bells loud, * DRRRIIINNGGG * produced by the schools dying bell.

`Shimatta.' She cursed inwardly. ` Its only first break.'

"When will this school end?…"

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Higurashi Shrine

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`Inuyasha has already done all the material up to grade sevens level…'

Sango thought, impressed.

She was watching him from her chair, he was sitting on the floor, with his elbows on the bed, with his right side to her.

She watched the muscles on his right arm and shoulder flex as he was busy writing an essay for her.

That muscled back… That swarthy skin… That-

She shook her head. She shouldn't be having these kind of thoughts about him, although his body was… Grown up, he was still a teenager. Or more like a kid, even.

She sighed.

He stopped writing and looked out of the window, now he had his back to her completely. He was only wearing a pair of jeans, his back and neck exposed to her.

Sango shook her head sadly, and he is so naïve…

`Probably thinking about Kagome, well, I think he's done enough for today.

I did this in about 6 years.' She sweatdropped.

"Inuyasha." He swung around to face her, looking guilty and blushing slightly.

Sango smirked. `Yeah. He was thinking about her.'

"You've done enough for today."

Inuyashas features brightened, "You mean I wont have to do any of this horrible stuff anymore?" He asked earnestly. Sango sweatdropped. "Yeah, something like that, and-"

She said, extracting a box from her shopping bag, "Its time to do your hair."

Inuyasha raised a black eyebrow. "You have a problem with my hair?"

He asked, with a suggestion of a threat in his almost growling voice.

Sango merely rolled her eyes, clapping a hand to her forehead, why on earth did she get involved in all this...

"No Inuyasha. Its just that nobody wears their hair this long.

And well… They have black hair, and yours is. The opposite."

Inuyasha sulked at the fact that a chance for a battle was lost. He was beginning to feel trapped like…A little puppy.

"Keh."

About an hour later, Inuyasha was examining himself critically in front of Kagomes mirror.

A new pair of shoes, jeans, a black shirt a red bandana and a necklace…

Whoa, he looked better than he remembered himself ever.

`Maybe Kagome will like me now…That I'm like every body else…'

He thought doubtfully, his hair was now just below his shoulders and ebony black.

He smirked, `now, no one will stare at my ears…and I'll be able to walk around without hiding.'

He adjusted the red bandana and jumped out of Kagomes window, deciding to follow Kagomes scent, soon, though he realized that it was rather impossible.

Growling in frustration, he just went down the road and walked without thinking.

Well, without thinking about the road he was taking.

He was really worried that Kagome wont like his new look…

The next thing, he found himself standing in front of huge, open gates,

"Shi-ko-nu Hi-gh." He read the sign, shrugging; he went inside, truing to sniff out Kagomes scent, but amongst all the other scents, which made him dizzy, it was undetectable.

When the bell rang, he almost had a heart attack, jumping up in the air and straightening out, he noticed all the people pouring out of the building, he tried to find Kagome but didn't see her.

He started feeling uncomfortable and noticed that almost every body was staring at him, his hand shot up to his head, `No, the cloth thing is still there, why are they all staring at me?'

Feeling hot and slightly nauseous, he made his way through the groups of people all ogling him, focusing on the entrance.

Finally he was inside feeling slightly better, and trying to ignore all the stares and whispers as he walked up to a group of whispering girls, who immediately stopped talking about whatever they were discussing and turned to him.

Inuyasha opened his mouth, finding that it felt like the inside of his mouth and throat were sandpapered.

"Um…Do any of you here know where I can find Kagome?" he asked hopefully.

One of the girls stepped out and asked him, stammering "H-Higurashi?"

"Yes-" But he needed no further instructions, he saw her in the end of the corridor,

and next to her…What was that Homo guy thinking, annoying Kagome like that?

He was smiling at her, asking her something, and Kagome…

`WHAT THE?.. Why was she blushing?!'

That's it.

He walked up to the unsuspecting Hojou, who had his back to him and grabbed him by the shoulder, swinging him around so he was facing him.

Hojou cried out in surprise and pain, and found him self staring into a pair of VERY angry and… golden eyes.

"O-ohaiyo…" He stammered, smiling weakly. Inuyasha turned to Kagome, "Is he being a pain?" he asked hopefully.

"No." Ice entwining each sound. "Let him go, Inuyasha."

Inuyasha obliged sulkily, Kagome turned to Hojou, "Hojou-kun, sorry. This is Inuyasha." She turned to Inuyasha and muttered through gritted teeth, "And- this - is - Hojou-kun, Inuyasha." Inuyasha had to suppress a great shiver; he's never been this frightened.

"Well, I think I'd better get going now…Well, see you tonight Higurashi!"

Inuyasha raised an eyebrow. Hojou was gone.

Kagome turned to her friends, offering them the most unnatural smile they've ever seen. "Excuse us for a second, would you?" and grabbing Inuyashas hand, sending a wave of warmth into his body, she hurried outside.

Finally she found a spot with no one to disturb them and swung around to face him furiously. Inuyasha sighed, this was not going as he planned, he was supposed to be the hero, but now he felt like a murderer.

"So, what's up?" She asked cheerfully, as if nothing has ever happened.

Inuyasha sweatdropped. "So. You're not going to kill me or anything?" he asked smirking.

Kagome rolled her eyes, smiling.

"Well," started, seeing that his life wasn't in danger anymore. "Sango taught me a lot of stuff today, and you see, did my hair." He mumbled awkwardly.

Kagome was still smiling, "It looks cool." She said simply.

Inuyashas heart started racing, he reached out and cupped her face in his hands, Kagomes eyes widened, "Inuyasha?.." She whispered, putting her small, warm palms on his burning chest.

Inuyasha stroked her cheek with one of his thumbs, "Why is every one staring at me so strangely?" He asked in a whisper, his voice almost breaking.

Kagome didn't want to tell him the truth. She was too jealous.

"Don't mind them. They're stupid."

Inuyashas eyes were partly closed; he was leaning down, his face centimeters away from hers.

"Just what do you think you two are doing?!" Came an angry voice, followed by its owner, their elderly French sensei, Kaede.

"The bell had rung five minutes ago! I shall report you to the headmaster!"

Kagome hurried away as fast as she could, leaving Inuyasha to deal with the furious French teacher.

Kaede turned to Inuyasha.

"What happened to your uniform, young man?" She asked angrily.

"Keh. I don't have time to waste on you, you old hag!"

With that he jumped over the wall, leaving a furious, gaping Kaede to fume, had he said something like that to her a couple of years ago, she would've chased him, and he would've got what he deserved. Sighing and shaking her head at the young these days she scuttled away, muttering under her breath.

Inuyasha wasn't looking where he was running, in the end; he found himself next to he shrine, deciding that he still had plenty of time, he decided to look around a little.

Meanwhile…Sango was deeply engaged in a conversation with Inuyashas stepbrother…

Inuyasha noticed the tall white building and decided to investigate, he went inside, looking around curiously, and went up onto the roof.

He bent over the railings, looking at the houses and blossoming sakura trees underneath him- he suddenly felt someone's presence, turning around quickly, he found him self staring into a pair of deep brown eyes…

So, here it is!

Ok… A little NB- in my story, Kikyou and Kaede are not related.

In any way, well, maybe a little. They're both Japanese.

My dear Reviewers-

Thanks to those of you who reviewed!

Ye are the salt of the earth! * Sweatdrop * ^_^''

AMANDA: o.k. think that just Amanda would do. Will it? * Eyes tight shut, waiting for bashing * Ok, I might as well get down to watching The Ring sometime…

When I finish my science project… * sigh *

Really glad you like my story.

* Someone * and I wont mention any names, Nini, say its horrible.

You are my `best' reviewer!

Oh, btw, any ideas on what I should draw?

Horrible stuff just loves me, so does bad luck, I'm still horribly depressed about all my work being gone, ah, well, every cloud has its silver lining.

I lost my science project, but I got 38 more Gs of memory and a newer monitor.

^_^

Well, keep reviewing and you shall be rewarded!

Err… In Heaven… =^..^=

Inuyasha forever- Arigotou for reviewing!

Ahhh… Men carrying a white jacket… Sweet memories…

Isn't the white van wonderful?..

And the letters that say `Mental Hospital' are my favorite colors too..* Sigh *

And the siren is sweeter than `I want to change the world', well, maybe ``I want to change the world' is sweeter…

Vatever.

Give me five; I'm a Hebi Youkai too.

Hiss.

Coz I was born on the snakes' year, kukuku…50 PI-I34r /\/\3 …j00, cr347ur3 0f d I>4rI<I\I355….

Don't kill me.

Or else you'll get killed.

My life belongs to Nini… * sigh *

Well, keep reviewing, or else you'll be the one facing my wrath, just do hope you will, I'm too lazy for chasing anyone.* chews on a huge chocolate bar * Especially snakes.