InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Take Me Away ❯ Chapter 10: Back and forth inside my head ( Chapter 10 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

Title: Take Me Away
Author: DeityOfDeath
Archive: Yes please...
Pairings: Inu Yasha/Sesshomaru, mentions of Inu Yasha/Kagome and Inu Yasha/ Kikyo
Category: Drama, romance, slash, Mpreg,
rating: NC-17/R
Spoilers: Most likely.
Warnings: Yaoi, Lemon, Rape, Non-con, Mpreg, Incest, SPOILERS!
Disclaimers: I never have nor will I ever own Inu Yasha or its chars. They are property of Rumiko Takashi and major companies.

Note from Author: Thank You for reading and supporting fan fiction! Enjoy and please review!

The chapter titles are lyrics from the song "Take Me away" by Avril Lavign

Chapter 10: Back and forth inside my head

"Stay with us Inu Yasha! Sesshomaru's still alive and he won't be happy if you die like this!"

I felt nothing. I was numb and the fuzziness got thicker and thicker and the sound of static like bells got louder. I felt myself engulfed by both and then there was quiet.

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Warmth, it radiated from something or someone very close to me.

I took a deep breath and smelled a familiar scent. It smelled like rainy days, fur and a something deep and musky and just a tad bit minty or lemony. This smell belonged to one person and one person only, Sesshomaru. I felt his strong arms wrap around my body as if he had sensed my waking and I felt myself lifted and turned gently in the opposite direction I had been facing. I was now facing a very naked and well muscled chest. I followed that pale expanse of chest up past the collar bone and up that long graceful neck until I reached that defiant chin and thin red lines along his cheeks and up past his pointed ears and finally stopped by those entrancing golden eyes.

I could get lost in those eyes and yet I couldn't look away. He brought his lips to my forehead and left a kiss. He then kissed my nose, cheeks and finally my lips. It was as if he were a dying of thirst and my lips were a cold fresh stream from which he quenched his thirst. He pulled his lips from mine and we both lay there panting and red from desire. I could have stared at him forever but my heart clenched and even though I ached to find the answers of what we were to each other I numbed that aching pain and decided to put those thoughts aside for now.

"The pups..."

"Are being taken care of by your friends."

"But I want to see them."

He smirked and pulled me closer," You smell of blood and death. I can still smell deaths hands on you."

I felt him bury his nose and face in my hair and then nuzzle my neck, sending chills and tingles up and down my body.

"Should I bathe before I go see the pups?"

I heard him chuckle and his breath warmed and tingled my neck and the area behind my ears.

"Well I don't think they'll mind but it might help erase the scent of death from your skin and it might put me at ease. Would you bathe for me?"

I felt my cheeks grow hot and I closed my eyes and nodded, "Does the smell of death on me upset you or do you just dislike the smell itself?"

His arms tightened around me almost painfully, "You. The smell bothers me on you. You had used up too much energy and you were bleeding and when you passed out I had just entered the cave and all I saw was you, blood and Kaede holding our last pup."

I was astounded. Had he just confessed? I wrapped my arms around him and nuzzled into that toned chest as I felt a warmth gathering in my eyes. I didn't want to cry. I don't cry! Damn hormones! Damn him! Leaving me open like this with everything showing clearly on my face and making me cry!

"Are you crying?"

"Shut up!"

I felt him sit up and pull me into his arms and then I felt him lift me up as he stood. I wrapped my arms around his neck and buried my face in his shoulder blade, my face hot from embarrassment.

We stopped and I heard a sliding door being pulled or pushed open and then we started moving again. We stopped once more and I felt myself being lowered on the ledge of something and as I felt my feet touching a cold wooden floor. I looked up and saw that I was now sitting on a bathing stool in the middle of a large bathroom. I had no time to think because his hands were on me, removing the one and only layer of robe that had been wrapped around me and tossing it somewhere behind us. His hands moved along my body causing me to shiver and his heated lips pressed against my neck, shoulder and then back. I felt a bucket of warm water pour over my body and then I watched as his right hand, holding a soft cloth began to scrub my body. The cloth left behind a trail of lavender and lemon scented bubbles and suds.

I immensely enjoyed how thoroughly and deeply washed my hair and scalp, lathering it up with those long talented fingers and just rough enough to clean and soft enough to please.

I relaxed against him and allowed him free access to my body. I stiffened only once in pain and twice in embarrassment because he was very thorough in his washing. When he reached my chest I yelped in pain. I looked down and his face peered over my right shoulder to examine what had caused me pain. We both saw my chest had grown large and swollen and surprisingly enough my nipples were beginning to ooze a white material.

Milk! I could produce milk! I wasn't sure whether I should be embarrassed or awed. I had no idea how two nipples were going to feed seven pups but if it was help to ease the pain and pressure in my chest then I would be more than willing to give it a try.

"You ache to feed our pups," Sesshomaru stated more than asked and I blushed and decided it was best not to answer.

"They'll have to wait a few more minutes, as will you."

With that said he lifted another bucket of warm water and poured it over my body, rinsing off the suds and any blood and dirt that had remained.

He lifted me once again in a bridal style and carried me over to the wooden tub that steamed and smelled of the freshest bath salts and stepped in with me still in his arms. He sat down and moved me so that I was lying across his lap and my head against his chest. I lay there and let his presence and strength calm and heal me as well as allowing the water to ease the soreness and aches my body had accumulated. I was almost asleep in his arms when a soft knock on the door interrupted our serene break.

"What is it Jaken?"

"Sesshomaru-sama the pups are restless and crying. They refuse to calm."

I sighed and grinned, "They are like their father and have little or no patience."

I stood up and almost slid back into the water thanks to a mis-step but he was at my side and helping me out of the tub with no time wasted. I grabbed one of two large towels sitting by the bath and wrapped it around myself. I felt another wrapped around my hair and then twisted tight to be stacked atop my head.

"Ow! What in the..."

I turned to look at Sesshomaru and had to bite my lip to keep from laughing. There in front of me with that all too familiar serious look on his face was my brother, my lover and the father of my pups with his long hair wrapped up in a towel just like he had wrapped my own. I shook my head and walked past him, a few snickers escaping as I did.

I entered the small area that was for dressing and found robes waiting in two piles. I looked at both and had to wait until he grabbed items from the one closest to me and began to unfold them. I was surprised to feel his fingers removing the towel from around my waist and his fingers quickly tossing it aside and wrapping a clean ivory colored under robe around my body and tying it quickly.

"You don't have to dress me, I'm perfectly capable."

He raised an eye in question but smirked and continued to lift the next layer of robe which was a shade of pale blue.

"Can you tie this one and the last a tad loose? I'll need to be able to lower the top so that I can nurse the pups."

He nodded and did as asked and lifted the last layer which was a gorgeous outer robe that was a shade of white with deep golden patterns of stars and moons. Instead of tying it like he had the others, he slid my arms through the sleeves and left it untied and loose around me.

I watched as he dressed quickly and feeling useless and far too much in his debt I grabbed the ties and tied them for him as well as helped him with his outer layers. Once done with his last layer he walked to the door and slid it open revealing a very nervous and pacing the hallway.

"Lead the way Jaken."

We followed him down the hall and after 3 hallways and three left turns we found ourselves close to my quarters and Sesshomaru's but across from our rooms with the doors wide open and the sounds of angry and frustrated crying newborns. I shook my head and walked in with a straight face. There were six baskets lined with blankets and quilts and in each lay a pup except for the last one. In the last one lay two pups.

"They're in order from first to last. I suggest you give them names so we can stop calling them ichi, ni, san, shi and so on and so forth," said Kagome smiling.

"Seven...you went out and outdid yourself Inu Yasha. Or should I give credit to Sesshomaru," asked Miroku as he leered at both of us.

"Perhaps you can teach me a thing or two...ow!"

Sango stalked away looking peeved.

I walked over to the first basket containing my first pup and my first son and leaned over, carefully lifting him from his basket and holding him close taking a deep breath and allowing his personal scent to fill my nose. His scent that was so similar to his fathers.

"I think we should name this one Kosuke."

"With what kanji," asked Sango.

"The kanji for rising and sun."

"Well your rising son is getting rather angry and I believe he's hungry," said Kagome.

I blushed and cleared my throat, "Um...if you don't mind I would like to 'feed' them in private."

"Let's go gang. Let us know as soon as you're done. We want to hear the rest of their names," said Kagome as she pushed the others out and allowed Jaken to close the screen doors.

I exhaled and sat down on a set of cushions and opened my robes enough to reveal my chest. I closed my eyes and pretended what I was about to do wasn't the weirdest thing I had ever done in my life besides being pregnant and giving birth to seven pups. I felt that warm face nuzzle against my chest and then a jolt of surprise ran through me when he latched on finding what he had been in search of. I felt someone standing beside me and when I looked up I saw Sesshomaru watching approvingly. I sat there and felt the strong suckling of my first pup for a good five minutes before he tired and let go, unfortunately for me my chest continued to dribble milk over my clean robes. I sighed and tried not to let it bother me as I gently held Kosuke up to his father.

"Take him and place him over your shoulder to..."

He took Kosuke and did what I was about to ask him without me even had finished saying it. He placed Kosuke against his shoulder and gently patted and rubbed his back until a soft burp was heard and continued to do so to make sure no other gas remained. I was must have looked as surprised as I felt because Sesshomaru gave me a look.

"I often watched my mother's sister care for her pups."

I nodded and stood up walking over to the next basket where my second son lay, his husky voice still filling the room in wails and his arms and legs kicking unlike the others who had begun to tire and now either slept or lay quietly in their baskets. I lifted him and rubbed against his silvery hair, stopping to rub and scratch his ears gently.

I put him against my chest as I walked around the room gazing into the baskets and like his brother he went for the left side of my chest but unlike my first he was a tad bit overzealous and suckled almost painfully. Zealous...yes that described this one.

"Kanage, zealous one," I said grinning down at the tufts of silvery ears atop his head.

Sesshomaru made a soft sound of agreement and went to lay a now sleeping Kosuke in his basket. I walked over and looked down at the third basket that contained my third pup, my beautiful daughter with her fluffy silver ears amidst waves of curling silver hair. She stared up at me through silvery blue eyes. She was as pale as the moon and twice as lovely in my eyes. The very fact she was alive was a miracle and a blessing.

"What should we name her," I asked removing, Kanage from my chest and wiping his milk covered face with my sleeve. I turned around and handed him over to his father and then bent over and lifted her from her basket.

He looked at her intently as I placed her against my right nipple and she slowly nuzzled and began to nurse. She was by far the gentlest.

"Hoshi, or perhaps Mika," I thought aloud.

"Mizuki," he said with a hint of pride.

"So instead of star or new moon she will be our 'beautiful moon'. Mizuki it is."

I heard a new set of wails begin and I began to realize what I had gotten myself into way too late.

"Lay down on the pillows and I'll bring you the next pup so that you can feed two at a time," Sesshomaru said as he lay Kanage in his basket.

I did as I was told and watched as he walked over to the fourth basket and picked up our fourth pup and our third son and walk over to me, kneeling so that he could help place him into my free arm. He was the oddest looking of my pups but not in a bad way. He had the soft silver hair and pale golden eyes that looked like moons in that cherubic pale face. Besides his coloring the only thing that gave away his demon heritage were the slightly pointed tips of his small slender ears.

"He has a very interesting look to him," said Sesshomaru.

I nodded and smiled down at our calm and quiet son who nursed just as gently as his sister.

"Yasuo," said Sesshomaru.

"What's the meaning," I asked.

"Peaceful one, I am betting that he is the quietest out of all of our rambunctious pups."

I nodded in agreement and nodded down at Yasuo," He's finished. Can you take him and burp him. I'll take care of Mizuki."

With one arm freed I gently burped Mizuki and smiled down at her. She looked at me quizzically and I held her up to her father who once again had free hands since he had laid Yasuo back into his basket. He held her for a minute or two more than the others and then placed her into her basket. He walked over and lifted our fifth pup from his basket and brought him over.

"This one looks a lot like you," I said as I took him into my arms and guided him to my sore chest.

"But he has your hair coloring," answered Sesshomaru.

"Should we name him Yashamaru," I asked grinning.

"It has potential but no. Seiji seems a better suited name."

"Seiji, as in lawful?"

Sesshomaru nodded and I shrugged, "Why not, sounds fitting to me. Let's just hope he doesn't have your old sense of justice."

Sesshomaru grinned at that and went to get the next pup. He walked over to the sixth and final basket and leaned over lifting my sixth pup and walked over.

"Naraku said that he was quiet so he must take after you."

Sesshomaru laughed as he handed me our fifth son, "Well he has a point. You are anything but quiet."

"I'm quiet sometimes!"

"When," he asked as he knelt down watching me feed our pups.

"When I'm sleeping and there are other times...," I replied blushing.

"Oh, I would say not. You talk in your sleep and sometimes you even growl. And as for the other times, you are quite noisy during mating."

I blushed and ignored him,” Then what should we name him?"

"Ginkatsu; a silver victory, a victory over you when making him and your victory over my heart when you carried him."

If I could blush a deeper shade of red I would have but instead I settled for just hiding my face in my hair and remaining quiet.

"Ah, so you can be quiet. I shall remember that words of endearment unarm you vocally," he teased.

I snorted and nuzzled Seiji, "He's done."

Sesshomaru grinned as he leaned over and took Seiji from my arms, planting a kiss on my lips as he did so. I lifted Ginkatsu and patted him on the back glad for the distraction. He burped and when Sesshomaru returned he passed me our seventh and last pup and I handed him Ginkatsu.

My last pup, the one I had passed out giving birth to and there for the only one I had yet to see or learn the sex of. I looked down at it now and saw soft silvery hair and pointed ears. Her eyes were a cloudy shade of blue and they didn't seem to focus. I felt a hand on my shoulder and I looked up into Sesshomaru's serious eyes.

"She reacts to sounds but can't follow the motion of our hands or objects. The priestess' sister is unsure of the cause but says that little can be done. She will be able to live as normal a life as is possible when one has a disability."

I nodded and held her in a tight hug before moving her to my chest to nurse.

"Rin says she has eyes that, 'look like ice on the ocean' so we've been calling her Fuyumi."

"Frozen sea, it's a very nice name, Fuyumi."

She nursed longer than the others had and I let her. I lay back and pondered my pups, each different and each with a life and destiny ahead of them. I hoped I could provide them with the right path in which to reach whatever goals or dreams they set for themselves.

To Be continued...

Okay...I wanted to get this off my chest.

Some people were irritated that I hadn't taken the clichéd route and made it 3 boys and 3 girls or made the number more even. First of all that rarely happens in nature. If any of you out there have the perfect ratio of boy/girl in your family then you are one in a small number that was lucky. Personally in my family we have a grand total of 3 children. 2 girls 1 boy. My Aunt has ALL boys and my Uncle all girls. Life is not predictable and like I had called it earlier to make it so would be "Clichéd". Even sets of quints, septuplets and other multiple births have an odd ration of boy/girl.

Another thing, boys are not stupid.

::sighs::

I feel like I'm talking to the first graders I used to teach... Okay If boys were so horrible then you wouldn't be reading this fic because it features…

:drum roll:

BOYS! Okay secondly many great series feature interesting male chars :cough:HARRY POTTER:cough: Ender's Game, Trigun, Saiyuki, Full Metal Alchemist ect...

Variety is the spice of life but life is unpredictable.

Kat