InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Tearin' Up My Heart ❯ Tearin' Up My Heart ( Chapter 1 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

It began as a normal day, at least to the rest of the world, it seemed. But I guess the rest
of the world was being fooled into a paradise that did not exist. Figured as much. Shippo was crying
for attention as usual, and normally that never bothered me 'cause he was cute. But today, I
was just completely sick of it. Miroku and Sango both ignored the fox-demon, as I walked my
bike along another dusty dirt trail. Shippo was in the basket, begging me to return home, and
grab the little chocolate candies he loved so much. I guess I finally had an idea of how InuYasha felt
about this.
No demons, no fights, no Shikon No Tama for weeks now. And it was pissing me off. All
we did was sleep, eat, and walk. No descent meal for a little while, either. This was boring. I should
be studying or something, at least, in my time. I mean, I hadn't sensed a jewel shard in, like, freakin'
forever. Can't we just rest until InuYasha smells Naruku, or something?! Aagh!
InuYasha was jumping, from tree branch to tree branch, expecting something to appear
out of nowhere. This was so senseless. My feet ached, and I felt like just abanding my damn
bike. I could just leave, no one could really say anything. I mean, not much anyway. Besides,
in my world, we were about to get off for Christmas Break. If only I could just go. This was
just so... boring.
"Yo!" InuYasha shouted, stopping to drop to the forest floor, "I think I smell something."
Ugh, finally! I rushed up to InuYasha, letting my bike clang to the ground. Shippo screamed.
"What is it, InuYasha?" Please let it be Naruku, so that I can get on with my life.
"I thought I smelled... blood. Human blood. Come on!" InuYasha dashed off, and I ran
after him; the others following. Up ahead, I heard the sound of a sword sheath. Oh Gods,
what now? But then I heard InuYasha yelp, and I quickly paced towards him to find him
on the ground. I blinked, not knowing why he was there. I gazed up, and saw a man wearing
a beaded mask holding a sword in his hand.
"What the hell?" I heard Miroku gasp. I could only gaze as the man let his sword fall to the
ground, sticking its sharp blade into something brown. As I moved closer, I noticed that the
man was wearing ceremonal robes and that the brown thing... was a dog?
"Um... excuse me?" I asked politely. The man looked up to see us, and opened his eyes wide.
He bowed, "I'm sorry. I didn't see you there." I nodded, and eyed the man suspiously, "What on
earth are you doing to that dog?"
"Oh... this is akward. This is my family's dog. He's fallen deathly ill, and my wife decided
that we should put him down. It's the best thing we could do for 'em." He seemed to nod off
for a second, then focused yet again, taking off his mask, "I'm sorry for my rudeness, I'm-" He
stopped cold, as he noticed InuYasha get up, and he seemed to loose all confidence, "Please,
spare me!" He yelled, and ran off into the brush.
I could only shake my head, it seemed no matter who we met they're always so confused.
InuYasha is hanyou, not youkai, you idiots! He's not going to kill you! I glanced at InuYasha,
as he glared at the villager, and then he looked down at the dead dog. He seemed to pity
him for a moment, then caught my stare.
"What?" he inquired. I stared, and then began to walk back towards my bike. That was
so utterly pointless.

Later on that boring day, as the sun began to set, we stopped to camp out for the night.
And boy was I grateful! I set up my sleeping bag near the fire that Sango had just made, and
tried to warm myself up. I glared down at my pillow to see Shippo already napping. Why wasn't
this a happy sight? I loved Shippo, but it just seemed everything was annoying me today. I needed
some time alone, I decided. I excused myself from the group, telling Sango was going to take
a dip in a spring nearby. InuYasha seemed to not care, so I just walked off.
As I ambled solo, feeling the cool evening breeze, I felt suddenly free and I enjoyed the
feeling. I stretched out my arms, as I came across the spring. The scent of crisp water droplets
riding across the air was so relaxing. I slowly undressed, letting the cool air give me chills. I sighed,
long and deep, and then allowed one toe to test the water. Perfectly warm. I stepped in, the feeling
of smooth ripples flowing soothed my entire being. Making my way towards a rock on the other
side of the shore, I layed my head against it and cleared my mind.
This was the only good thing that had happened all day, except for the strange exiperence
with the dead dog. That was really creepy, but these are different times than my own. I guess
I still have some adjusting to do, even after all this time. I closed my eyes, and breathed deeply
then exhaled. I let out a moan, as I felt a tiny fish swim by my leg. I almost wanted to giggle,
'cause it was so neat to bathe with fish. Well, that's just me.
I began to drift with the water, daydreaming about a giant Christmas tree that all of
Tokyo could see. And millions of presents at the bottom, seeming to cover miles and miles of
the city. The smell of evergreen was sweet and the picture of the Christmas lights burned
into my mind. But then, suddenly, the image was gone as I felt someone's eyes burn a hole
into my bossom.
I opened my eyes, and glanced around. Just trees, stars, and water. Cool refreshing water.
I tried to calm myself down, with the image of the tree again, but it seemed to not be the same
feeling as before. So then I tried to think of a song I liked, and my mind popped up one quickly.
"Tearin' up my heart" by N'sync. Not a favorite, but something. I hummed, trying to trace my
brain for the lyrics. All I could do was think of the chrous. I sang, softly, and the beat in my head
told me the feeling of being watched was nothing. Just my imagination.
"It's tearin' up my heart, when I'm with you..." I sang, beginning to feel relaxed once more,
"but when we're apart, I feel it, too." Now, I felt the need to go buy that damn CD when I
get home. As I finished the lyrics, I felt that burning sensation again. I wanted to scream. So,
I built up my confidence, and yelled, "Who's there?!"
The trees creaked in answer, producing a whisper upon the wind, "Just me." I jumped,
as I heard the voice, "Dammit, InuYasha! You scared me!" Well, he just ruined my good
moment... I felt the urge to say the magic word, but I knew he hadn't really done anything...
yet.
"What are you doing over here? I was tryin' to take a bath here!" I bitched, "and now
you just ruined my good moment. Thanks a whole lot!" I could see his cute lil' dog ears
flatten. I had hurt his feelings. I should be remorseful, but it seemed that remorse left
my body. "Ugh, you should be... ashamed or something!" I growled.
"Its just..." he muttered, "I noticed you left, and couldn't help wondering where the hell
you had gone to." Then, his ego took control, "I mean, what the hell were you thinking Kagome?
You shouldn't of went alone, especially when Naruku is still around!"
"Well, excuse me, but we haven't found shit in the last 3 weeks InuYasha! So, don't get
off on telling me where I can and can't go without your permission!" I screamed, stepping out of
the water, and grabbing my shirt to cover my breasts from his view.
"Well, you know what, you're a bitch!" he shot back. It seemed that it didn't matter anymore
what he called me, 'cause at this time I didn't give a damn, "Like I care what you call me InuYasha!"
He growled,"God, what the fuck is wrong with you Kagome? You've been so silent for the last couple
of weeks, and now... this?!"
"Hate to say it, but this is so boring! We haven't done anything, but walk and walk!
And I am so sick of it! So, you know what, I'm going home and staying there until something
actually happens!" I stormed off, as the branches broke and swayed to the movement of
InuYasha following after me.
"You have no right to be a bitch to me, Kagome! I protect you, and this is how you
repay me? Go home, and see if I CARE!!!" He screamed, at the top of his lungs. His voice
stopped me dead in my tracks. It seemed the forest shook with his rage. I had really pissed
him off. But my ego seemed to still not care, so I hesitated for a moment, and then said,
"Good, then I might as well stay there. Goodbye, InuYasha!" Relization hit me, as I
paced off in a wave of dust, that I had left my skirt.
I turned around, not caring what InuYasha did, and went back to the spring. Grabbing
my dirty skirt, I began to walk back towards camp. I was naked, dripping with water, and full
of firece anger. And probaly teenage hormones, but who really knew? My barefeet didn't take
kindly to the forest floor, as I felt rocks begin to cut my skin. Now I was pissed, and I knew
these cuts wouldn't heal for who knows how long. I just wanted to "sit" InuYasha until his
spine broke from the pressure.
It seemed my entire body was tense. I was 16, and I was stressed. This was not good.
I could still make out the sounds of InuYasha's leaps behind me, so I began to walk faster.
Then, the sounds disapated. I paused, and listened. Now I knew I wasn't that damn fast.
InuYasha's way faster than most humans, so why was the sounds gone? I shivered, as the
air temperature dropped. Just great.
"InuYasha?" I turned around, and noticed that he was gone. Just gone. Oh no, had I
really pissed him off that bad that he would just leave? I began to pace back towards the
spring to make sure he hadn't died, or something. Gods, I feel so awful right now. Maybe I
should just apologize, so I'll stop feeling so angry or whatever.
"InuYasha?" I whispered, and felt a chill run down my spine. I'm nude, in a forest
I've never been in, looking for a hanyou, at night, and I'm pissed. This is just so wonderful.
Way to go, Kagome. I called for him, again, but still no reply. I guess, he just wants to be alone
right now. "Well, then, InuYasha, I'm... going home." Still no reply. This was wigging me out.
So creeping me out, in fact, that I didn't notice when he appeared right behind me. I
felt the slightest scratch against my back, and I screeched. As I began to take leave, his arm
grabbed my waist and my hands let go of my clothes. They dropped to the ground. I was completely
bare, and a blush hotly steamed my cheeks.
"InuYasha?" I managed to get out, still creeped. I could hear him mutter something under his
breath, and then he moved towards my ear. His warm breath trailing itself down my shoulders
and back, "Kagome..." I gulped, as I began to feel dizzy, noticing the change in his tone. It
seemed husky and deep, like velvet. "You're not going anywhere. You're going to stay right here,
and we're gonna talk this out. Understand?"
I nodded. He tensed, as he pulled me closer against his body, and whispered, "You are not
going home. Is that final?" I wanted to scream, but then I realized I could just sit him and run.
I opened my mouth to say it, but his hand went right over it. "It's alright, you don't even
have to say anything. I know you agree, 'cause if you don't, I could do horrible... unimaginable
things to you. Got it?" I nodded, and I felt the strong sting of tears feel my eyes. This was so
unlike him. I shouldn't have pissed him off. My big mouth.
I wanted to tell him to let me go, and just leave me alone. But I couldn't say shit. And
I had no idea what was actually going on in InuYasha's mind. Perhaps, I didn't want to
find out. I felt his nose begin to sniff my neck, and then his tongue touching my cold skin.
Chills ran up and down my body. I was gonna scream.
"You taste good," he almost whimpered. My stomach dropped, and I just wanted to
curl up into a tiny ball. Then, I noticed something poking my lower back and knew I
was gonna die. The hand holding my waist moved up to cup my breast, and I shivered
as the tip of his claw traced circles around my erect nipple. My eyes closed. I knew this
was inevitable.
The hand covering my mouth began to scratch against my cheek, and I mummered as
it deepened. The pain coming fast, then fading, as his finger flicked my nipple and then
pinched it. I let out a moan, against my better judgement. Then the hand trailed down my
belly, then lower towards my nest of black curls hidden there. I wanted to fight, but it
was useless, and I knew it. He allowed himself to fondle my swollen lips, before going
between the folds to attack the nodule inside. I hadn't noticed before, but I was already
slick down there, as I felt his fingers easily rub my cilt. Now, I couldn't help the moans
that came out. I buckled, as my legs turned to liquid under his touch.
Why hadn't he done this before? But then suddenly, sharp intense pain on the side
of my neck as he bit into it, drawing blood. I yelped, as I felt his tongue clean the wound
and then I realized that he had sneaked his finger inside my tight opening. He let the finger
discover my inner depths. "You're... so warm, Kagome," he whispered, against my neck,
"Oh Gods, I need you."
My body throbbed with want and lust. I never knew InuYasha's touch could do
such magic to me. I needed him. I did. His erection pushed against me, painfully.
Why wouldn't he just do it? Please, just let him do it. And it seemed my wish came
true, as he removed his fingers and let his mouth savor the taste of them. Immediately
after, he turned me around and I caught his yellow eyes head on. His eyes were still
yellow, but clouded with a little scarlet which frightened me. Then, before I knew it,
he closed the few inches between us, and I felt his warm lips touch my cold ones.
His tongue slid into my mouth, exploring it's mystery and then finding mine.
When he broke the kiss, he whispered huskily in my ear, "If you run, I will
catch you and if you say anything," he arched an eyebrow, "I won't make this pleasant,
alright?" I nodded, not caring about pain or anything else. I just wanted to be satisfied.
He kissed me again, more dangerously, if there is such a kiss. His fangs cut my bottom lip,
as he gave me a carnal bloody kiss.
Then, he took off his red robe, and threw it onto the ground. We followed with it, as
he laid me down onto top of it and then took off his pants. There was nothing underneath,
as I gazed at the thing that popped out. His rigid hard cock was something I had never
seen before, and I had always been curious, but I wouldn't do anything silly at this time.
He forced my legs apart and held my feet in his hands, as he adjusted himself. Then I shut
my eyes tight, and waited for the pain.
InuYasha thrusted straight into me, and the pressure made my eyes open wide. My mouth
formed an "o" as I screamed, the pain tearing me in half. I half-expected to die, as he fucked
me, but I didn't because as soon as the pain came, it was gone. It was replaced by a strange
feeling, as he thrusted himself in and out of me. My hands reached up and touched his cheek,
and then went behind his neck, as I pushed him towards me for a kiss. And the kiss was rough
and tender at the same time.
As he entered me each time, his tip seemed to touch something deep inside. And each
time he touched it, I would tense. And the tenses grew stronger, as I breathed heavily and moaned
my wordless passion. Then, I screamed, "Fuck me!" InuYasha growled my name, and grabbed my
breasts, squeezing them. I let out a yelp, as I neared the edge, and then he whispered my name
into my ear, saying something about how tight I was. That took me over the edge, and I screamed
his name. His tongue nipped at my lips and my neck, as I felt him twitch inside me. I
started to come down, as I felt hot liquid pour inside me. I closed my eyes, fatigued, as I felt his
lips touch mine gingerly.
He removed himself and then laid down next to me. His arm wrapped itself around my waist,
once more, and felt his claws stratch my belly softly. I reached over and hugged him, allowing
my leg to lean on his. I cuddled next to him, smelling his sweet scent of forest, blood, and love.
My fingers touched his lil' doggy ears, and I rubbed them. Before I drifted off to sleep, I could
hear the unmistakable sound of purring.