InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ The Enchanted Mirror ❯ Desperation ( Chapter 5 )

Disclaimer-This is for all previous and future chapters *eyes dart around* no-one sue me please i do not own inuyasha.Lord Sesshomaru shot in a panic through his halls, from library to library, searching for answers. He had to admit it was a selfish thing, but he couldn't bare it any longer. He had to find a way to make the rest of her human. And she could only be turned human not demon, nor even a half-breed like his filthy so-called brother. He Sesshomaru- who was known for his icey demeanor and frost-bitten eyes- was searching for a way to turn her into the one thing he'd sworn he'd hate above all others. How ironic.But no longer could he go without truly touching her. No longer could he go without hearing her voice. No more would he let himself suffer with lack of her. The great taiyoukai had fallen and fallen hard for her long ago, but never admitted it- even as he nightly visited her within the entrapment she survived in. He was in love, and never had he thought it would make him so painfully desperate.He ripped through the ancient castles scrolls, and books. Tore down the shelves. Destroyed anything and everything in his path between one library to another. So many spells but none that could ease his anguish. There was nothing. Nothing.Desperation soaked through him to the very core as he let out an anguished howl filled with all the fury and pain it could hold. He could feel servants of his castles auras rush through the barriers that surrounded the castle entrances in attempts to escape the raging demon lord.He fought for control of himself. Fought so hard with his instincts to rend and tear to escape from the powerful stabbing within his chest, and to regain focus. But he only managed to make his emotions even more urgent. He crashed through the room he was currently in ripping the pages apart not even caring to look at them anymore. Just tearing anything he got his hands on to shreds.He found nothing.---Somewhere inside the castleShe was locked within the confines of the hot spring. Diving deep down under the water to lay across the smooth grey stone at the bottom. Hating that he had left her. She curled at the bottom of the spring wishing for him to return. He had come in shortly after she had awoken to find her world so changed, and held her tight to him. She felt so safe to be locked within his arms. He had looked deep into her darkened eyes, and pleaded her to speak with him.When she could not force her throat to make the sounds to answer he had abruptly dropped her into the water.When she had come up he was gone.Thinking of the rage in his eyes as he pushed her away made a strange feeling grip her heart. She did not understand what the deep pain could mean, but knew that only he could make it leave her. And that only he could begin it.-- Returning to the librarySesshomaru paused from his rampage in surprise. Holding the dark leather bound book carefully in his hands. Turning it over almost as though wondering how it had gotten there. He held it carefully as though too much pressure and it might explode into dust. This was it. His mothers spell book, filled with all of the teachings you could receive in the darker side to magics. With this small collection of papers, the he never paid heed to he would make her his. Forever.He held the book in wonder not even deigning to notice the shadowed figure slipping from the broken barrier of the castle, caused by his releasing the servants.He was too busy reveling in this new found power to realize that a certain precious women was held in that shadows arms.