InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ The Hanyou Handbook: A Romance ❯ Chapter Eleven ( Chapter 11 )
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Disclaimer: Inu Yasha and its characters are owned by Rumiko Takahashi and Sunrise. I make no profit from this fiction. All original characters and story are owned by Donatella D.
Author's Note: Thank you to everyone who reviewed. Constructive criticism is always welcome. Enjoy.
Chapter Eleven
The next morning - way too early - the two brothers were rudely awakened to the sound of hammers and saws and various other construction noises going on much too close to their usually quiet hut.
“What the fuck‘s goin‘ on out there?” Inuyasha asked, while covering his head with a pillow.
“It was supposed to be a surprise,” Sesshomaru answered with a bit of anger present, not at the rude noise outside, but at himself for not thinking of it. How could he be so stupid? Obviously, he still wasn’t himself.
“A surprise? For who?”
“For you, dear brother.”
“What kind of surprise?”
“I am building us a house,” he said, still half asleep.
Inuyasha examined the prone position of his brother looking quite comfortable in his bed and said, “No, you’re not -- you’re sleeping.”
“Very funny, Inuyasha. I am having the villagers build it for me.”
“You scared the villagers into working for you? What’d you do, threaten to kill them?”
“Do you really think I would do such a thing?” He said somewhat shocked at the notion, as he turned himself over in bed and rubbed his eyes.
Inuyasha thought about it, of course he would do that. Was he kidding? “Well, you hate all humans, so why not use them for slave labor?”
“I do not hate all humans.”
Wow, a revelation! He always said he hated all humans. When did this big change in personality happen? Inuyasha thought.
“Nonetheless, they are being well paid and were quite happy for the work.”
Inuyasha decided he should not press the ‘hating humans’ issue and just be happy with the admission -- maybe some other time he’ll bring it up again. For now, he wanted to know more about this secret project his brother’s been working on. “So, this house will be for us? Why do we need a house when we have this hut?”
“I will not live in a hut, and neither will my mate.”
“I don’t mind it here -- I like the bed.”
“I mind it, and we will have a bigger bed.”
“Bigger than this?! Why do we need such a big bed? There’s only two of us.”
“Inuyasha, are you not pleased to have your own home?”
“Well, yeah…. I guess. When can we move in?”
“When the villagers are finished. It won’t take them long.”
“How big is it? Is it like a mansion?”
“No. Just bigger than a hut.”
Inuyasha sat back on his many pillows staring off into space and thinking about all the things his brother had done for him recently when Sesshomaru snapped him back to earth, “What’s wrong, Inuyasha?”
“Nothing. I was just thinking.”
“It’s good to know you can do that.”
Inuyasha huffed at his brother’s attempt at humor, and even if it was at his expense, he hugged him tightly and smiled. “You’re really trying to take care of me, aren’t you?”
“I’m glad you noticed.”
“Sesshomaru?”
“What is it?”
“Can we do that ‘not sex’ thing again?”
Sesshomaru almost laughed, “So, you enjoyed it, did you?”
“It was… nice.”
“Nice. Is that all?”
“Better than nice. It was fucking amazing -- the best thing ever! And the best thing that anyone’s ever done for me.”
“I’m glad I could make you happy, little brother, but there are some things I need to do first.”
“Awe, Your not gonna leave me alone, are you?” Inuyasha pouted.
“I won’t be gone long.”
“Can’t I come with you?”
“What if I send Rin here to keep you company?”
“No. I want you.” Inuyasha looked up at him with those giant, golden eyes and pouting mouth, and Sesshomaru melted -- just as Rin is able to do to him -- he couldn’t refuse his little brother anything anymore. If he wanted him to stay, then he would stay, and if he wanted him to do nothing but have ‘not sex’ all day, then he would do that too. Sesshomaru had become a slave to those big eyes and pouting lips; he was now only a shadow of his former self. Where will it end?
“You don’t want to let me out of your sight, do you?” Inuyasha shook his head like a five year old, which only endeared him more to his brother. “Fine. I will stay,” which brought a huge smile to Inuyasha’s face and another chip of ice was melted off Sesshomaru’s heart. “But you must be on your best behavior if I am to stay with you all day,” and Inuyasha nodded in agreement and followed it with a big hug for his brother.
Inuyasha truly adored his big brother, just as he always had, but now more than ever because Sesshomaru allowed it. He could never show his true feelings while his brother was trying to kill him, but with Sesshomaru being so nice and even affectionate, Inuyasha was able to express a lifetime of pent up love and admiration for his big brother, and he couldn’t be happier. It didn’t matter to him that Sesshomaru was ‘under his spell’; he was quite happy to take what he could get.
“Lord Sesshomaru. It’s Rin. May I come in?” Came the high-pitched shout from just outside the door.
“Yes, Rin,” and again she appeared with a tray full of food.
“I made you breakfast, Lord Sesshomaru!” She said with great enthusiasm and set the tray down.
“Thank you, Rin.”
“Lord Sesshomaru? Can I ask you something?”
“What is it?”
“Now that you’re living here in the village, can’t I come live with you too?”
“No, Rin. We agreed that you needed time with humans.”
“But I’d still be in the human village and now your going to have a big house and I promise not to take up too much room,” she pleaded, with giant brown eyes waiting to chip away the very last of the ice.
“I will consider it, Rin,” Sesshomaru gave in quickly. Actually, he had already planned a room for her in his new home, and he was looking forward to it as much as Rin was.
What a softy, Inuyasha smiled as he thought. Rin had him wrapped around her little finger. He had never seen this side of Sesshomaru before; it was like a completely different person.
“Oh, thank you, Lord Sesshomaru!” She practically sang, and danced out of the hut before he could change his mind.
“Eat, Inuyasha,” he ordered.
“I’m not hungry.”
“You promised you would behave. Eat.”
Oh yeah, he did promise. So, he took a bowl of rice and eggs and dug in, and though his stomach was hurting again, he didn’t want to worry his brother, so he tried his best to finish every bit. He was glad he did when Sesshomaru seemed happy he had eaten without a fight. The only problem was that now his stomach hurt even more and he knew he wasn’t up for having any ‘not sex’.
In fact, his stomach was hurting a lot, and not just his stomach now, but his general private area was hurting too, right between his legs. He laid down, turning away from his brother and curled himself up into a ball hoping the pain would go away quickly so Sesshomaru wouldn’t suspect anything wrong, but apparently, that was asking for too much.
“What’s wrong, Inuyasha?”
Inuyasha didn’t want to answer; he feared his brother would hear the pain in his voice, and now he wished he had just left the hut like he’d planned, only he still wanted his brother with him, especially now that he was getting a little scared that something was wrong. The pain seemed to be increasing by the minute and he wasn’t going to be able to hide it for much longer. Maybe the food was bad, he thought.
“Inuyasha, what is it?” Sesshomaru tried to turn his brother over and saw his whole body clenched into a tight ball of pain. Luckily, he was prepared for this; he read about it in the doctor’s book and knew exactly what to do. He lifted Inuyasha onto his lap, forcing a groan out of him.
“It hurts!” Inuyasha whimpered.
“Where does it hurt, little brother?” But he only got more pain-filled groans. He gently straightened him out so he could lay his hands across his stomach to ease his pain, but it wasn’t working as well as it had the first time he tried this. His pain must also be someplace else, he thought, and he knew where, it was just that Inuyasha had his legs clamped so tightly together that it made it impossible to get his hand anywhere near his crotch.
“Inuyasha, you must relax your legs so I can help you.” Sesshomaru wasn’t even sure if his brother had heard him; he was in so much distress from the pain that he could do nothing but make crying groans, so he had no choice but to pry his legs apart. He was surprised at how much strength he still had, but he succeeded, and managed to slide his hand between them and rest it where he could take away some of the pain.
Inuyasha started to relax as soon as Sesshomaru found the right spot. It didn’t eliminate the pain, but it certainly took the edge off, and Inuyasha’s groans settled down to a more quiet whine. “What’s happening to me?” he eked out.
“As I told you, little brother; your body is producing its female organs. You didn’t want to believe me.”
“Why does it hurt so much?”
“It will end soon.”
“My body transforms all the time -- it doesn’t hurt like this.”
“This is different. This will be permanent.”
“I don’t wanna turn into a stupid girl!” he screamed, as suddenly the reality of his situation was starting to sink in.
“You are not turning into a ‘girl’, Inuyasha. You will still be male.”
“Really? ‘Cause my dick feels like it’s gonna fall off.”
“I assure you, little brother, nothing will fall off.”
“Are you sure?”
“Yes.”
It was very reassuring to hear that nothing would be falling off, but Inuyasha was still worried. He had never been in any pain when he transformed from hanyou to human, or hanyou to demon, so why now? And what was causing all this anyway? Why him? He’d never heard of such a thing happening to anyone else; so what did he do to deserve this? “I want this to stop!” he screamed, “I don’t want to transform like this! How can I stop it?!”
“It cannot be stopped once it has started. I’m sorry, little brother, but there is nothing you can do.”
“But it only just started now -- maybe there’s still time to stop it!”
“No, it started weeks ago when you were feeling ill. It can’t be stopped now.”
“I don’t believe you! You just don’t wanna help me ‘cause you want this to happen! You find this amusing, don’t you?! That’s why you pretended to care, ‘cause you wanted this to happen to me! You probably planned the whole thing, you fucking bastard! I know you’ve always hated me, but you didn’t have to do this! You should’ve just killed me like you always said you would! Why would you do this to me? You didn’t have to do this.” he ended his tirade in sobs, and cried out his tears on his brother’s shoulder.
Sesshomaru kept his anger in check. He couldn’t help but feel sorry for his little brother and if it helped Inuyasha to blame him for what was happening, then so be it. That’s what he was there for -- to help his mate. However, deep down, the words did sting at his now de-iced heart, where only a few days ago he probably would’ve killed his brother for such an outburst. How quickly things change, he thought; and now all he did was let his brother cry on his shoulder, as he stroked his hair and tried to comfort him.
To be continued…
Author's Note: Thank you to everyone who reviewed. Constructive criticism is always welcome. Enjoy.
Chapter Eleven
The next morning - way too early - the two brothers were rudely awakened to the sound of hammers and saws and various other construction noises going on much too close to their usually quiet hut.
“What the fuck‘s goin‘ on out there?” Inuyasha asked, while covering his head with a pillow.
“It was supposed to be a surprise,” Sesshomaru answered with a bit of anger present, not at the rude noise outside, but at himself for not thinking of it. How could he be so stupid? Obviously, he still wasn’t himself.
“A surprise? For who?”
“For you, dear brother.”
“What kind of surprise?”
“I am building us a house,” he said, still half asleep.
Inuyasha examined the prone position of his brother looking quite comfortable in his bed and said, “No, you’re not -- you’re sleeping.”
“Very funny, Inuyasha. I am having the villagers build it for me.”
“You scared the villagers into working for you? What’d you do, threaten to kill them?”
“Do you really think I would do such a thing?” He said somewhat shocked at the notion, as he turned himself over in bed and rubbed his eyes.
Inuyasha thought about it, of course he would do that. Was he kidding? “Well, you hate all humans, so why not use them for slave labor?”
“I do not hate all humans.”
Wow, a revelation! He always said he hated all humans. When did this big change in personality happen? Inuyasha thought.
“Nonetheless, they are being well paid and were quite happy for the work.”
Inuyasha decided he should not press the ‘hating humans’ issue and just be happy with the admission -- maybe some other time he’ll bring it up again. For now, he wanted to know more about this secret project his brother’s been working on. “So, this house will be for us? Why do we need a house when we have this hut?”
“I will not live in a hut, and neither will my mate.”
“I don’t mind it here -- I like the bed.”
“I mind it, and we will have a bigger bed.”
“Bigger than this?! Why do we need such a big bed? There’s only two of us.”
“Inuyasha, are you not pleased to have your own home?”
“Well, yeah…. I guess. When can we move in?”
“When the villagers are finished. It won’t take them long.”
“How big is it? Is it like a mansion?”
“No. Just bigger than a hut.”
Inuyasha sat back on his many pillows staring off into space and thinking about all the things his brother had done for him recently when Sesshomaru snapped him back to earth, “What’s wrong, Inuyasha?”
“Nothing. I was just thinking.”
“It’s good to know you can do that.”
Inuyasha huffed at his brother’s attempt at humor, and even if it was at his expense, he hugged him tightly and smiled. “You’re really trying to take care of me, aren’t you?”
“I’m glad you noticed.”
“Sesshomaru?”
“What is it?”
“Can we do that ‘not sex’ thing again?”
Sesshomaru almost laughed, “So, you enjoyed it, did you?”
“It was… nice.”
“Nice. Is that all?”
“Better than nice. It was fucking amazing -- the best thing ever! And the best thing that anyone’s ever done for me.”
“I’m glad I could make you happy, little brother, but there are some things I need to do first.”
“Awe, Your not gonna leave me alone, are you?” Inuyasha pouted.
“I won’t be gone long.”
“Can’t I come with you?”
“What if I send Rin here to keep you company?”
“No. I want you.” Inuyasha looked up at him with those giant, golden eyes and pouting mouth, and Sesshomaru melted -- just as Rin is able to do to him -- he couldn’t refuse his little brother anything anymore. If he wanted him to stay, then he would stay, and if he wanted him to do nothing but have ‘not sex’ all day, then he would do that too. Sesshomaru had become a slave to those big eyes and pouting lips; he was now only a shadow of his former self. Where will it end?
“You don’t want to let me out of your sight, do you?” Inuyasha shook his head like a five year old, which only endeared him more to his brother. “Fine. I will stay,” which brought a huge smile to Inuyasha’s face and another chip of ice was melted off Sesshomaru’s heart. “But you must be on your best behavior if I am to stay with you all day,” and Inuyasha nodded in agreement and followed it with a big hug for his brother.
Inuyasha truly adored his big brother, just as he always had, but now more than ever because Sesshomaru allowed it. He could never show his true feelings while his brother was trying to kill him, but with Sesshomaru being so nice and even affectionate, Inuyasha was able to express a lifetime of pent up love and admiration for his big brother, and he couldn’t be happier. It didn’t matter to him that Sesshomaru was ‘under his spell’; he was quite happy to take what he could get.
“Lord Sesshomaru. It’s Rin. May I come in?” Came the high-pitched shout from just outside the door.
“Yes, Rin,” and again she appeared with a tray full of food.
“I made you breakfast, Lord Sesshomaru!” She said with great enthusiasm and set the tray down.
“Thank you, Rin.”
“Lord Sesshomaru? Can I ask you something?”
“What is it?”
“Now that you’re living here in the village, can’t I come live with you too?”
“No, Rin. We agreed that you needed time with humans.”
“But I’d still be in the human village and now your going to have a big house and I promise not to take up too much room,” she pleaded, with giant brown eyes waiting to chip away the very last of the ice.
“I will consider it, Rin,” Sesshomaru gave in quickly. Actually, he had already planned a room for her in his new home, and he was looking forward to it as much as Rin was.
What a softy, Inuyasha smiled as he thought. Rin had him wrapped around her little finger. He had never seen this side of Sesshomaru before; it was like a completely different person.
“Oh, thank you, Lord Sesshomaru!” She practically sang, and danced out of the hut before he could change his mind.
“Eat, Inuyasha,” he ordered.
“I’m not hungry.”
“You promised you would behave. Eat.”
Oh yeah, he did promise. So, he took a bowl of rice and eggs and dug in, and though his stomach was hurting again, he didn’t want to worry his brother, so he tried his best to finish every bit. He was glad he did when Sesshomaru seemed happy he had eaten without a fight. The only problem was that now his stomach hurt even more and he knew he wasn’t up for having any ‘not sex’.
In fact, his stomach was hurting a lot, and not just his stomach now, but his general private area was hurting too, right between his legs. He laid down, turning away from his brother and curled himself up into a ball hoping the pain would go away quickly so Sesshomaru wouldn’t suspect anything wrong, but apparently, that was asking for too much.
“What’s wrong, Inuyasha?”
Inuyasha didn’t want to answer; he feared his brother would hear the pain in his voice, and now he wished he had just left the hut like he’d planned, only he still wanted his brother with him, especially now that he was getting a little scared that something was wrong. The pain seemed to be increasing by the minute and he wasn’t going to be able to hide it for much longer. Maybe the food was bad, he thought.
“Inuyasha, what is it?” Sesshomaru tried to turn his brother over and saw his whole body clenched into a tight ball of pain. Luckily, he was prepared for this; he read about it in the doctor’s book and knew exactly what to do. He lifted Inuyasha onto his lap, forcing a groan out of him.
“It hurts!” Inuyasha whimpered.
“Where does it hurt, little brother?” But he only got more pain-filled groans. He gently straightened him out so he could lay his hands across his stomach to ease his pain, but it wasn’t working as well as it had the first time he tried this. His pain must also be someplace else, he thought, and he knew where, it was just that Inuyasha had his legs clamped so tightly together that it made it impossible to get his hand anywhere near his crotch.
“Inuyasha, you must relax your legs so I can help you.” Sesshomaru wasn’t even sure if his brother had heard him; he was in so much distress from the pain that he could do nothing but make crying groans, so he had no choice but to pry his legs apart. He was surprised at how much strength he still had, but he succeeded, and managed to slide his hand between them and rest it where he could take away some of the pain.
Inuyasha started to relax as soon as Sesshomaru found the right spot. It didn’t eliminate the pain, but it certainly took the edge off, and Inuyasha’s groans settled down to a more quiet whine. “What’s happening to me?” he eked out.
“As I told you, little brother; your body is producing its female organs. You didn’t want to believe me.”
“Why does it hurt so much?”
“It will end soon.”
“My body transforms all the time -- it doesn’t hurt like this.”
“This is different. This will be permanent.”
“I don’t wanna turn into a stupid girl!” he screamed, as suddenly the reality of his situation was starting to sink in.
“You are not turning into a ‘girl’, Inuyasha. You will still be male.”
“Really? ‘Cause my dick feels like it’s gonna fall off.”
“I assure you, little brother, nothing will fall off.”
“Are you sure?”
“Yes.”
It was very reassuring to hear that nothing would be falling off, but Inuyasha was still worried. He had never been in any pain when he transformed from hanyou to human, or hanyou to demon, so why now? And what was causing all this anyway? Why him? He’d never heard of such a thing happening to anyone else; so what did he do to deserve this? “I want this to stop!” he screamed, “I don’t want to transform like this! How can I stop it?!”
“It cannot be stopped once it has started. I’m sorry, little brother, but there is nothing you can do.”
“But it only just started now -- maybe there’s still time to stop it!”
“No, it started weeks ago when you were feeling ill. It can’t be stopped now.”
“I don’t believe you! You just don’t wanna help me ‘cause you want this to happen! You find this amusing, don’t you?! That’s why you pretended to care, ‘cause you wanted this to happen to me! You probably planned the whole thing, you fucking bastard! I know you’ve always hated me, but you didn’t have to do this! You should’ve just killed me like you always said you would! Why would you do this to me? You didn’t have to do this.” he ended his tirade in sobs, and cried out his tears on his brother’s shoulder.
Sesshomaru kept his anger in check. He couldn’t help but feel sorry for his little brother and if it helped Inuyasha to blame him for what was happening, then so be it. That’s what he was there for -- to help his mate. However, deep down, the words did sting at his now de-iced heart, where only a few days ago he probably would’ve killed his brother for such an outburst. How quickly things change, he thought; and now all he did was let his brother cry on his shoulder, as he stroked his hair and tried to comfort him.
To be continued…