InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ The Heart Says in Silence, What it Fears to Say Aloud ❯ Only One ( Chapter 9 )

Title: The Heart Says in Silence, What it Fears to Say Aloud

Chapter Nine: Only One

Broken this fragile thing now

And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces

And I've thrown my words all around

But I can't, I can't give you a reason

Inu-yasha could've sworn he'd picked up Kagome's scent mere moments ago around the west, but that was where Koga was, she couldn't be there, she wouldn't do that again would she?

Kagome, you went back to him?

Of course she did you baka, she didn't go home so where else would she be if she wasn't with…you?

There was nothing he could do at that moment, Kagome wanted him to leave her alone, let her be.

How could he do that?

How am I supposed to not be with you Kagome?! How am I supposed to let you stay with that mangy damned wolf when you belong with me, wench?

Inu-yasha let his head drop when he saw the waterfall near the wolf-den. It looked nice enough and he could smell Kagome near.

A grin managed its way to his face, "She's laughing, I can feel it."

Sure enough the closer the hanyou got he could hear her voice as she talked to the little fox demon. Inu-yasha managed his way to the entrance without being detected and looked inside to find them.

"Shippo, you shouldn't be playing tricks on people like that." She managed through a fit of giggles.

The miko laughed harder than she ever thought she could when she saw Koga spinning on one of the kitsune's spinning tops.

"But you think it's funny."

"Yeah but I'm guessing that Koga-kun doesn't like it very much."

Kun, she called him "Koga-kun!"

A pout formed on his face as he wanted more than ever to slice the wolf in half with his sword.

But Kagome wouldn't like that; she couldn't forgive you for that.

The wolf-demon leader made his way towards the laughing pair once he managed to get off the twirling thing of doom.

He tried to look mad at the young kitsune that sat in the miko's lap but seeing them so happy, Koga couldn't help but smile at them.

"Think that was funny do you?"

The little fox-demon nodded towards the wolf-leader with a sly smile.

"Well I'll let you get away with it this once." Koga tousled the youth's hair and sat beside Kagome.

He's taking her away from me, even Shippo. They're mine!

For a moment the half inu-youkai's eyes flashed red and he snarled towards the disdainful image of the disgusting, mangy wolf with his mate and pup.

Wait, mate and pup!

He looked at the kitsune as he raced around the cave, playing pranks on members of the wolf tribe while Kagome smiled; content to see her pup happy.

I couldn't be so lucky, to have Kagome and Shippo.

I feel so broken up (so broken up)

And I give up

I just want to tell you so you know

"Mutt-face what are you doing here?"

Inu-yasha stepped into plain view and winced at the forlorn look that crossed the miko's features as she saw him.

"Inu-yasha" the words whispered as though praying that he weren't there; that he was just something she made up.

"I thought you said he wouldn't be coming Kagome."

His head dropped slightly at his adversary's words, so Kagome had told him that she wouldn't be with him after all.

She's staying with Koga…forever.

The hanyou left the cave with the miko following him.

"Why did you come for me Inu-yasha? I told you that-"

"I know you choose Koga!! Stay with him forever dammit, see if I care!!"

"No, Master Inu-yasha, I didn't expect you would."

Master…no don't-don't call me that Kagome, not like that. I didn't mean it, Kagome.

"If you care to, would you please tell Miroku and Sango that Koga will take us to see them tomorrow?"

No words were said in response and he closed his eyes hoping that if he opened them then it would all be not true; Kagome and Shippo would be curled up in her bed roll with the monk and demon slayer asleep beside them.

Here I go

Scream my lungs out try to get you

You are my only one

I let go, but there's no one that gets me like you do

You are my only, my only one

"Kagome…are you happy with Koga?"

"I don't know."

"Do you love him?"

"Not now, but maybe someday, Shippo needs a family and Koga loves me."

Inu-yasha nodded, "Marry him."

That was how it should have gone, he should have let her go and both knew that no matter how many "should have beens" passed by he couldn't completely give up, not for anything, no matter how much he wanted to.

"I can kill him." I won't let anyone have you, if they're not me.

"Goodbye Inu-yasha."

Made my mistakes, let you down

And I can't, I can't hold on for too long

Rand my whole life in the ground

And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

"Kagome, if you're not back tomorrow I'll come back for you."

She sighed heavily and looked back into the den to make sure that Shippo was alright.

"I don't see the point."

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only my only one

"You don't love him, wench. You can't stay with him."

"Who are you to tell me how I feel? You don't even know how you feel."

"If you're staying with him to make me mad then god dammit wench, you got your wish. You're going to stay with me."

Stay with me, Kagome. You can't love him, you can't. You belong with…

"I meant what I said Inu-yasha, I don't want to this with you anymore. I give up on you."

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one

A/N:

I know, I know you totally hate me but I'm working with what I think is best needed for this story. I hope you enjoyed this or that it got your attention!

Anime-Devil-101, Lisa, Sakuralover, Kamiko-Zephuru, & Brigurl thanks for the reviews! (No questions this time around)