InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ The Miko and the Taiyoukai ❯ Rage ( Chapter 9 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

Kagome came to being held in Sesshoumaru's arms. He was nuzzling her hair. She was enjoying being held so close to him, when she remembered what he said to her. He loves me; he wants me to be his mate. She thought on this again, and hid her head against his chest and passed out again.

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Inuyasha had just exited Kaede's hut to discover that Kagome had not come through this way. Kaede said that she had not felt Kagome's presence in quite awhile. Kaede would have known if Kagome had come through.

Inuyasha ran over to the remainder of his group and told them what he had found out about Kagome.

“She has not been through here!” Inuyasha yelled at the rest. “She did not go to her home beyond the well. Where the hell is she?”

“Inuyasha, calm down,” Sango said. “Why don't you just let her go? You have Kikyou now.”

“You know something, don't you?” Inuyasha said, advancing on Sango.

“She wasn't happy here anymore, anyone with eyes could see that,” Sango said, standing up, pulling her hiraikotsu up with her.

“You would dare draw something against me?” Inuyasha growled. “Tell me what you know about Kagome.”

“She doesn't love you anymore. She loves…” Sango said, putting her hand to her mouth, knowing she said too much.

“Tell me now, Sango, tell me,” Inuyasha growled at her.

“Inuyasha, leave Sango alone!” Shippou yelled.

Inuyasha hit Shippou on top of the head, making him cry, silencing his arguments.

“Inuyasha, you will leave Sango alone,” Miroku said, grabbing the beads around his cursed hand, a threatening gesture, as the wind tunnel could suck Inuyasha into the void.

Inuyasha ignored them all and went after Sango. He grabbed her, digging his claws into her arms and growling into her face, his eyes going red and demonic markings beginning to show on his face. “Who? Who is it, Sango?” He shook her, and then threw her against a tree. Kirara changed shape and stood between Inuyasha and Sango.

Sango felt pain in her arms and back, but she was not as weak as Inuyasha thought she was. She stood up and shouted at her, “I will never tell! I love Kagome like a sister, and I will never betray her trust!”

This enraged Inuyasha, and Kirara stopped him from reaching any of his former friends. Miroku grabbed Shippou and Sango and jumped onto Kirara. Inuyasha rushed them again, and Miroku hit him with his staff. They rushed away, taking to the sky, because they knew that Inuyasha could jump high. They did not understand why Inuyasha would be so angry about Kagome's departure, since he obviously loved Kikyou, and she was a miko, and could find the jewel shards, but for some reason, Kagome's leaving enraged him.

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Kikyou watched all of the drama from the shadows. She made sure that her aura was masked and her soul collectors were keeping to themselves, but she was still surprised at Inuyasha's rage. Her soul collectors had told her of the flight of Kagome to Sesshoumaru, which confused her, but still made her happy. Inuyasha's rage was a surprise, but it matched the hatred in her heart. She had never felt closer to him. She had him all to himself now. When he was alone, when he gave up the pursuit, she came to him and comforted him. They made love, if it could be called that. It was angry, and violent, and each one loved it.

The gentle lovemaking was gone, only this angry version remained. Each got off, Kikyou several times. She loved the violent side of Inuyasha. She vowed to take the Tessuiga from him at every opportunity so that his inner youkai could come out. She thought of the sex that would happen when he was in that state, and came even harder. She loved that part of him. She always had loved the thought of him being a hanyou. She never really wanted him to become human, it was always the danger she wanted, the thrill that really dangerous sex can have, where you don't fear death, but you wonder if you will walk away bleeding, or if your lover will.

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“Sango,” Miroku asked, “Are you hurt, dearest?” He made a move to grab her ass.

Sango slapped him in the face. “I am sore, but not really hurt, but that doesn't mean you have to check my butt.”

“Where is she, Sango?” Shippou asked.

“She is with Sesshoumaru, Shippou.” Sango said quietly.

“SESSHOUMARU?!?!”

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A/N: Yeah, Inuyasha turned into a bit of an asshole, but I never really liked him or Kikyou, so all of you Inuyasha lovers, feel free to send your reviews. I can handle it! Don't spare my feelings about this story. If you have suggestions, please give them to me.

Thanks again to Kittenkit, kipanny, and kace19 for your reviews. I really appreciate it!

To answer your question, kipanny, I had a few different neurological problems, and eventually they led to me needing to leave my job. I am still an employee, and still have all the benefits that went with being an employee. I was a manager with a ten member team, as well as a few assistants, and when I am cleared by doctors to go back to work, I will have it all again. I am an accountant specializing in sales tax. The neurological problems are pseudotumor cerebri, which is an overabundance of cerebro-spinal fluid. Basically, you have too much fluid around your brain. This causes pressure that can blind you and gives you all the symptoms of a brain tumor. I got this in 2003 but worked through it until 2007. I had three eye surgeries (where they take your eye out of the socket and make cuts in the sheath that covers the optic nerve. I ended up having both in 2004 and then the left done again in Oct 2008. I had a lot of lumbar punctures (spinal taps), about one every three months - these were to relieve the pressure in my brain. It was risky, and there was always a risk of infection, which could kill me. There were also risks of where a hole put in that would not close. I ended up in the hospital many times after lumbar punctures because holes didn't close and low pressure headaches are very painful. I had surgery this year, in January to put in a shunt to help relieve the pressure. They put the valve on too high, and I have had terrible low pressure headaches since the surgery. I am hoping it gets better, but if it does not, they will have to adjust it. Ugh.

At the end of September, I got pneumonia and had to be taken by ambulance to the hospital where I spent nine days. I also got an asthma attack that lasted seven of those days. It sucked.

The last problem was called Trigeminal Neuralgia. This is where the main nerve in your face, which controls sensations but not movements, is compromised. The nerve becomes inflamed and can only send pain sensations. The only way I can describe this is lightning and electricity striking your face. They call this the suicide disease, because sometimes you cannot help the patient. This disease is not fatal. You could live out your normal lifespan with this terrible thing that will strike at any time. There were medications that were tried, but nothing worked. Sometimes they made me see double, or hallucinate. Sometimes I was so screwed up I could not spell my own name, or figure out how to fill out a check. Once I left work at five pm and at ten pm I found myself in the parking lot of a donut shop that was a mile away from work. I have no idea where those lost hours went. It was scary. The attacks were so bad I could not talk. I chose a risky and invasive surgery to help mine. They cut off my ass-length hair and did brain surgery to get the pressure off the nerve and pad it with shredded Teflon to make sure there were would not be any more pressures on it. By the time of surgery, I could not eat or talk. I had a feeding tube, but I did work at home up until four hours before I left for the hospital. I now have a big scar behind my ear, short hair, and a titanium plate in my head.

The problem went away entirely for nearly a year and a half. Now I get an attack every once in awhile. I am still on heavy medication. The surgery caused my entire right side to be weak. I have to use a cane sometimes. I can't see well. I have short hair. I have terrible migraines that last for days. In short, it sucks, but the constant attacks of trigeminal neuralgia were worse. I am hoping my health recovers soon so I can go back to work.

I am 29, and will be 30 in June. I met and fell in love with someone I met from myspace last March. We now live together and are talking about marriage. I sent him a message one night when I was ill and could not sleep. Sometimes I get insomnia even though I am on heavy medications for epilepsy (which is to stop muscle spasms in my face), nerve problems, and of course, pain. Vicodin and morphine and oxycontin, oh my! He had a picture on his profile of a cool snow fort and I saw he lived ten minutes away, so I sent him a message. We met in person two weeks later, and our first date lasted ten hours. No, we didn't have sex, but it was simply…magic.

So, that is the story. I am still sick, and working on getting better. I write because I love to and have the time. I am working on two novels and have a really great short story that has already been sold. I hope this clarifies things, kipanny!