InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ The Strength Within ❯ Why Me ( Chapter 6 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

11/7Sorry for the long wait, been busy with school and stuff , but i'll try to make time for my fics. Well I hope you guys liked the lemon in the last chapter and here's the morning after.Me
"What do you think I should do Miroku?"
"Personally? I think your fucked." Inuyasha glared at him.
"Thanks for the vote of confidence asshole."
"Hey! Now I'm being serious, she barely even talks to Sango and they're like this," He held up his hand with his index and middle finger twisted together. "and after what you did to her and not to mention the demise of her whole family... dude, to put it in plain terms, your fucked."grunted in response and after a few moments of silence asked, "So what do you think I should do?" He threw a sideways glance at Miroku.
"If she'll even listen to you? Beg. Lots and lots of begging. Not to mention flowers and candy sometimes help, but in your case I don't even think that would be good enough." Inuyasha grunted again and they both turned back toward the on going soccer game. Miroku shook his head, "You called her with Kikyo on the phone? Damn."growled, "Hey! I was drunk what do you want from me!"team scored a goal and everyone around them went nuts. They were currently up 4 to 0 with 15 minutes left in the game. Inuyasha and Miroku were usually the star players and all but Inu was fouled out and Miroku was benched for being accused of not paying attention and consequently passing the ball to the opposing team. When being asked where his head was he merely stared off in the direction of the cheerleaders and responded "Heaven".shook his head again. "But still, you cheated on her and with a girl that could pass as her twin no less! Man that was low."sneered. "Shut up. You didn't know what it was like."companion sighed, "I may not know what it was like for you, but I'm telling you right now, there is no Earthy force that would ever make me cheat on my Sango."snorted. "This coming from a letch?"
"This coming from a letch." Miroku agreed and turned his attention back to the game.slumped a little in his seat. It was true, yeah he cheated on Kagome, but he never meant for it to happen. Then with that whole thing about her family dieing, he just felt awful. He tried calling her afterwards but she never picked up. So he figured that he'd just talk to her at school, but she never showed up. He even stopped by her house a couple times but she never even answered the door. He couldn't even show up at the goddamn funeral because his damn parents didn't even tell him. He was furious when he found out he missed it. He trashed his whole room and then some.he asked his father why he simply said "It was for your own good." His father knew Kagome didn't need Inuyasha making an ass of himself in front of the whole service and causing more grief to a girl already on edge from being orphaned. Inu's parents offered to take care of Kagome but she turned down their kind offer in light of her not wanting to leave the house she grew up in and the house so full of the memories that she's trying so desperately to hold on to.was running all out of options when he turned to Miroku. Right now there was only a hand full of people who even knew of the break up, his parents, Miroku, and his asshole brother included.Sesshomaru knew.'s where this whole thing originated from.blind, deaf, mute could easily tell that Kagome was in love with him, but for some reason was blind to it herself. He would see the little glances she gave him when she thought no one was looking, or the little smile she always had when she was around him. She was always content with Sesshomaru around and the moment she caught wind of him her whole countenance would change. The smile would become a frown and those loving glances would turn into vengeful ones directed at him.couldn't take it. 'Why was Sesshomaru so much better than me? What did he have that I could never even touch?'didn't take much for Inuyasha to become jealous, but this was over doing it. Inuyasha always had a thing for Kagome. If asked directly he would furiously deny it, but he himself was guilty of those loving glances every now and then when she was over his house hanging out by the pool with Sessho or in school out on the track.was by stroke of luck that when he asked her out she said yes, but the whole time he was with her, she wasn't with him. She would always space out or sometimes when she'd look at him her eyes would be sparkling then they'd dull when she recognized him, like she was disappointed. He knew that she never meant to do it, that is was unconscious but that didn't dull the pain anymore than knowing it was his brother that she wanted to see and not him.no one could really blame him when one day while driving he saw the most amazing Kagome look-a-like and took his chance. Kikyo looked almost exactly like Kagome, he knew it was wrong, but to love Kagome as much as he did and for every time she looked at him she saw someone else...it just killed him.to him Kikyo was his perfect Kagome. When she looked at him, it was him she was looking at, she was never disappointed or anything when she saw him. To him she was just a stand in. I suppose that he treated her the same way Kagome treated him, but like I said he knew it wasn't right, he knew she wasn't really Kagome, but love is very powerful and will make you do some crazy things just to get a taste of it in return.shook his head from his thoughts when he realized they were about a minute from becoming League Champs.
"Hey Miroku does Sango know?"scoffed. "Do you actually think you would be living and breathing without medical aid if she knew? If I ever told her what you did...man..." Miroku let that hang in the air, letting Inuyasha's mind wander off and think of all the horrible things that accomplished boxer could and would eventually do when she found out. "Now the only reason I didn't tell her myself is because she has enough to deal with as well, you know she was really close to Kagome's family too so she's pretty depressed herself, but really I'm just surprised that Kagome didn't tell her herself. I mean they tell each other everything."
"Yeah, but you said it yourself that they haven't been talking much since it happened." Miroku nodded as the field and everyone around them erupted in cheer. It was their fourth straight year being champions and there was to be a big celebration afterwards at Inuyasha's house, of course it wasn't his choice but he really couldn't careless either way. "I gotta go, you coming to the party?"
"Yeah, I'll be there later with Sango. Where you going?"
"There's just something I have to take care of first." And with that Inuyasha ran off the field with everyone cheering his name and congratulating him, after all it was him and Miroku that gave them the lead in the first place before they got kicked off the field.threw his soccer bag in the passenger seat of his Plymouth Cuda, turned the engine and sped out of the parking lot. He knew that he didn't have much time since he was back in town. It would only be a matter of time before he got to her and she slipped away from him forever and he'd be damned if he let his prissy half brother get what was his.ripped down the suburban streets with renewed vigor determined to get what he deemed his.

Ding Dong
"Hm?" Kagome slowly regained her consciousness. It was around...oh lets just say it's 4 in the afternoon when 'Sleeping Beauty' was awoken by the sound of her doorbell.
Ding Dong groaned and turned, trying her best to block out that annoying chime and came face to face with a sleeping Sesshomaru. "Naaahh!" she screamed, waking Sesshomaru and turning to end up falling off her bed. She groaned again from her spot on the floor.
Ding Dong
"Sesshomaru?" She called out from the floor, slowly peaking her head from the side of the bed trying to figure out if she was actually dreaming. 'Fat chance.' She snorted at the thought of having a real dream.
"Hm?" Sesshomaru grunted sitting up, proving Kagome right.
Ding Dong groped around on the floor to find something to cover herself with. "Fuck!" She cursed loudly at finding Sesshomaru's shirt. She growled while putting it on and buttoning it up.
"Kagome?" Sesshomaru called out from the bed.
Diiiiiing Doooong scowling, stood up dawning his half buttoned shirt and turned to walk out the door. "I'll be right back," she said reaching for her door. "I have to get the door." And she rushed down the stairs missing the smirk that appeared on Sesshomaru's lips after seeing her with his shirt on.'t get me wrong, he had no idea what happened either (well he did have an idea...) but seeing her with his shirt on and knowing there was nothing underneath just kind of stirred something inside him. When she left he shook his head and got to dressing up.is rushing down the stairs mumbling obscenities under her breath. "This is not happening," She denied as she reached to open the door, "this is not....happening"
"Hey Kagome."turned, looking up at the ceiling, screaming into the foyer "What the fuck have I ever done to you!" While shaking her fist in in anger.