InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Vision of Love ❯ Chapter 7 ( Chapter 7 )
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
After Sesshomaru dropped Inuyasha off at home, Inuyasha didn’t go into his apartment. Instead he got into his car and drove around.
He’d been driving for about ten minutes when his cell phone went off. Thinking it was Sesshomaru or Miroku he let it go to voicemail.
Unfortunately he couldn’t get his mind off everything that had happened in Club Blue’s parking lot. The same sickening scene replayed itself over and over in his head.
“That fucking cunt! I trusted her! I loved her and for what?! So that she could have some money?! Ha ha… The bitch had me pussy whipped! I almost lost my brother and best friend because of her! When was she going to tell me about the abortion?! On our fucking honeymoon?!” he yelled to himself.
Mimicking Kikyo’s voice, Inuyasha said, “Hey, Inu-honey, while we were in college I was fucking you and Naraku and I got pregnant. I didn’t know who the father was so I had an abortion. He-he.” Then in his normal voice he continued by saying, “Ha! I should have listened to Sesshomaru and Miroku.”
As Inuyasha was driving around trying to find a way to remedy the situation Kikyo had put him in he started to think about Kagome Higurashi. He thought about how she made him feel from the first moment he’d met her and held her hand.
Pounding the heel of his hand on the steering wheel he yelled, “FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! Why couldn’t I have fallen in love with someone like Kagome?! Oh, no! Not me! I had to go and latch my dick on that no good cheating whore!”
Inuyasha felt a headache coming on and decided to go home.
He drove for a little while before he pulled into the parking lot. He looked down at his watch and realized that it was almost two in the morning.
As Inuyasha turned off the engine and got out of the car he noticed that he wasn’t at his apartment building. He was at Kagome’s.
Laughing to himself he said, “I’ve got Kagome Higurashi on the brain.”
He started to get back into his car. Suddenly he stopped and looked at the building Kagome lived in almost longingly. He took out his cell phone and flipped it open. He scrolled down the screen until he reached her number and pressed send.
Holding his breath, he listened as her phone rang. On the third ring he heard Kagome’s sleepy voice say, “Moshi, moshi.”
Inuyasha suddenly found himself actually afraid. He was unable to say a word.
More alert now Kagome said, “Moshi, moshi.”
Swallowing hard Inuyasha finally found his voice. “Hey, Kagome. It’s me, Inuyasha.”
“Oh, Kami! Are you all right?! I called you, but you didn’t answer!”
“Yeah, I’m fine. Sorry I didn’t answer you. I had a lot on my mind.”
Looking at the clock on her beside table Kagome asked, “Inuyasha, where are you?”
“Um… I’m in your parking lot.”The way he said this sounded more like a question than an answer.
“Do you want to come up and talk about what happened tonight?”
“Well, yeah… But it’s late,” Inuyasha weakly protested.
“So?”
He sighed. “Okay. Let me walk to the door. I’m still in the parking lot.”
“All right.”
Inuyasha hung up the phone and headed for Kagome’s building. Once he made it there he rang her bell. He waited until she buzzed him in and walked over to the elevators.
When he reached her floor he got off. He went to her door and realized that, just like before, she had left the door open for him. He walked in but didn’t see Kagome in the living room.
“Kagome?” he called out.
“I’ll be out in a minute. Take a seat,” she said from the bedroom.
He walked over to the leather couch and sat down. He started thinking about why he was here and how he had gotten here in the first place when all he was trying to do was go home. Was it some sort of sign?
One problem he was having, besides Kikyo of course, was how he felt about Kagome. He didn’t know why he had the feelings he did for her. All he knew was that they were there and growing. Every time he saw her his heart skipped a beat. He remembered how he felt when he had touched her too. That spark he felt. He’d never felt that with Kikyo.
Inuyasha was so lost in his thoughts that he didn’t realize that Kagome had left the bedroom and had come into the living room. When he did, he looked up and noticed what Kagome was wearing. She had on blue pajama pants with a drawstring and a white baby t-shirt that showed off her breasts and flat stomach. To Inuyasha she couldn’t have looked sexier.
He stood up as she came into the room and said, “Look, I’m sorry I came so late. I just… I was just driving around and found myself at your doorstep.”
“No, Inuyasha. It’s okay, really. I was worried about you,” Kagome told him. “I tried to call you after you left but you didn’t answer so I left a message.”
Inuyasha looked down at the floor. “I’m sorry, Kagome. I just had a lot on my mind.”
Kagome sat down on the couch and waited for Inuyasha to sit. When he didn’t she gently took his hand and pulled downward until he sat down. She sighed and said, “Look, Inuyasha. I don’t want to get into your business, okay? But if you want to talk about anything I’m here for you. We’re friends, right?”
He nodded while looking at the floor sullenly. “Yes, we’re friends.” Then he added to himself, ‘But I want to be more than your friend.’
Inuyasha moved closer to Kagome and sighed as he told her, “I don’t know what to do, Kagome. I really don’t. I’m so confused. She was my first love and I would have given her anything. Can you believe I even asked her to marry me after we graduated from college? She cheated on me for three years. How did I miss it? How didn’t I know? I mean it was three fucking years!”
Kagome just nodded her understanding as Inuyasha went on to explain everything that had happened between him and Kikyo. How he had almost lost Sesshomaru and Miroku. How he had listened to Kikyo and her friends. He even told her what happened earlier at Club Blue’s parking lot.
“Oh, Inuyasha… I am so sorry,” Kagome said, wiping the tears from her eyes.
He glanced over at her. “Don’t cry, Kagome. Please.”
“I can’t help it,” she sniffled. “So, what are you going to do now?”
“I don’t know.”
“Do you… Do you still love her, Inuyasha?”
“I don’t love her like I did when we were together. I don’t know if you can even call what I feel for her love anymore. But… I do care about her. However, after this abortion bullshit that is on thin ice.”
Kagome moved closer to Inuyasha. She put her arms around him and hugged him.
“Everything will work out, Inuyasha. You’ll see,” Kagome told him.
He hugged her back. “I hope so, Kagome. I hope so.”
They released each other and looked deep into each other’s eyes. Kagome broke the eye contact first with a nervous laugh. She wiped her eyes with the back of her hands and said, “I’m such a cry baby.”
“You’re not a cry baby, Kagome,” Inuyasha whispered.
“Yes I am.”
Inuyasha shook his head. Kagome looked back up at him. Their eyes met again. This time Kagome didn’t look away as their faces slowly came together. Before either of them knew it their lips pressed together in a kiss.
Kagome parted her lips for him. He put his hand on the back of her head to deepen the kiss. Their tongues caressed each other’s softly at first, but soon gave way to a rising passion.
When they broke apart Inuyasha continued to kiss down her jaw line and neck. Kagome closed her eyes and leaned into him. She moaned as he nibbled on her flesh softly. She grasped onto his shoulders and held on tightly.
He ran his hands up and down her back. He noticed that she wasn’t wearing a bra. Not that that was much of a surprise. After all, it was night time and she had been asleep. Most women didn’t wear their bras to bed.
“Kagome…” Inuyasha moaned between kisses.
“Hmm?” Her mind was swimming.
Inuyasha brought his hand behind her head again. He very gently pulled on her hair so that her head would go back. Once she was in position he kissed her again and pushed her down to the couch.
Kagome knew she should stop him. He was on the rebound. She didn’t even know how he felt about her. However, she found herself unable to push him away.
Once she was on his back he again began to pepper her neck and throat with kisses. One of his hands cupped her breast through her shirt. She moaned unable to help herself. She had never felt the touch of a man before. Everything was so new and exciting.
Spurred on by her moans his hand quickly worked under her shirt. He moaned himself when he felt the soft flesh of her breast under his hand. He felt her nipple harden at his attentions. His pants started to become uncomfortably tight. He ignored it and focused his attention on Kagome.
Needing to taste more of her skin he lifted her shirt until it was bunched up over her breasts. She gasped surprised as the cool air hit her rapidly warming body. He descended on her breasts, swirling his tongue around her nipples. She arched her back and whimpered in frustration. Her thighs were rubbing together in an attempt to satisfy the ache between them.
“Please…” she begged unable to stand the torturous teasing anymore.
Inuyasha very quickly flicked the tip of her hardened nipple with his tongue. Kagome gasped and again arched up into him. He moaned when his tongue made contact with her taut peek. Unable to resist anymore he suckled on her nipple like a babe. She started moaning and grabbed the back of his head to push him closer to her.
One of his hands cupped her neglected breast as he sucked and nibbled on the other. His other hand travelled down her side to her hips. He could feel her rubbing her legs together in frustration. He was going to take care of that problem.
He used his knee to part her legs. His hand cupped her through her pajama bottoms. She gasped as he rubbed her with care. He could feel her moisture through the fabric urging him onward.
Inuyasha switched breasts to lavish the same treatment on the second as he had the first. His hand worked into her pants and panties to rub her slick folds. He groaned from her breast when he realized just how wet he had made her.
He rubbed her clit, keeping his eyes on her face, and got the response he wanted. Her eyes went wide with shock as her hips lifted into his hand. He couldn’t understand why she looked so surprised.
Inuyasha continued to rub her clit softly so as not to overwhelm her. She whimpered and bucked into his hand. Each move she made was more desperate than the last. He eventually pulled his hand away and dropped her breast. Before she could protest his lips found hers.
Kagome kissed him back and wrapped her arms around his neck. Every now and then they’d part for air only to kiss again. He finally moved away a little to remove her shirt. He threw it to the floor as Kagome started to lift his shirt off him.
She stared at him for a moment in awe. He was muscular, but not so much that it was unattractive. His skin was naturally tanned too. Something that was rare with Japanese men and woman.
Kagome didn’t have much time to gawk before he kissed her again. This time their kiss lasted a shorter period of time. He started to work his way down again. He paused at each of her breasts for a brief period of time before heading further south. He lavished her flat stomach with loving kisses until he made it to her navel. He swirled his tongue around it making her squirm. Soon he dipped his tongue in causing her to jerk slightly under him.
Inuyasha made his way down again. He eyed the drawstring holding her pajama pants up. Why he found them so sexy on her was beyond him. He reached out and untied them as if savoring opening a long awaited present.
Once they were untied he gently pulled both her panties and pajama bottoms down her hips and legs slowly. Soon they joined the rest of the clothes on the floor.
Kagome had never been naked in front of a man before, but found herself oddly comfortable with Inuyasha gazing down at her appreciatively. She saw more emotion than lust in his eyes.
He spread her legs carefully and gazed down between them. He licked his lips in anticipation as he bent down. He kissed her inner thighs, running his tongue along her flesh. Every now and then he’d nip at her. He switched thighs teasing them both. Soon however he could no longer resist. He spread her folds with his fingers and took a long, slow, torturous lick from her dripping entrance to her clit. Her hips lifted off the bed and followed his tongue. When he reached her clit she bucked into his face and bit her lip whimpering. He groaned and dipped his tongue into her wet heat, tasting her juices.
After spending some time thrusting his tongue in and out of her and listening to her moans of approval he turned his attention back to her clit. He swirled his tongue around it teasing her. She wiggled under him trying to get him to hit the right spot. Her hands flew to his head and grabbed his hair. She tried to lead him to the right area, but still he teased her.
Finally he flicked her clit with the tip of his tongue causing her to arch up off the couch and cry out. He treated it with rapid licks while moaning as her flavor consumed him.
Kagome began to squirm under him. She’d never felt anything like this before. She could feel the pleasure intensifying with every lick. The erotic noises Inuyasha was making only heightened her pleasure. She could hear him moaning and gentle wet noises that only turned her on more.
Suddenly Inuyasha buried his face completely in her folds. Her eyes widened as her head fell back. She nearly screamed as he began to suck on her clit furiously. His movements were becoming more desperate, as if he craved every drop of her essence. She managed to look down and saw that his head shaking with movement as he devoured her.
She felt him slide a finger into her and begin to pump in and out of her sopping core. Soon he replaced it with two and began to thrust into her frantically. He was desperate to make her cum.
Kagome continued to cry out and buck into his face helplessly. Her hands were clenched into fists pulling on his hair. She couldn’t take much more of this.
“I-Inuyasha… I… I can’t anymore…” she gasped out.
He didn’t stop however. If anything he doubled his efforts.
Suddenly Kagome’s eyes went wide as she nearly pulled Inuyasha’s hair out. She cried out loudly as her whole body tensed. Pleasure like she’d never felt before coursed through her body in electrifying jolts. Her whole body started to thrash violently as she was consumed with the pleasure he brought her.
Once her thrashing had stopped Inuyasha removed his fingers and drove his tongue back into her depths. He licked her juices up savoring the taste. When he had partaken in everything she had to offer he kissed his way back up her body. His lips were still wet with her cum. She surprised him when she grabbed him by the forelocks and pulled him down for a kiss. She could still taste herself on him. Somehow it only turned her on more.
Kagome reached down and began to unbuckle his belt. He let her and continued to kiss her. He again made his way to her neck just as she started to work on his jeans. As soon as she opened them she pushed them and his boxers down his hips to his knees. She gasped when she felt his hot, naked shaft press against her thigh.
Not knowing what to really do, but wanting to bring him some form of pleasure herself, she reached out and ran her hand along his length. He moaned as he continued to lavish her neck with kisses. Hoping she was doing this right she wrapped her hand around his cock and began to stroke it. She couldn’t get her whole hand around him, she didn’t have the biggest hands, but she did the best she could.
Inuyasha gasped then groaned as his hips began to thrust into her hand. Encouraged by his response she stroked him harder and faster. He hissed as his hips increased the pace along with her.
Emboldened by his obvious enjoyment she brought his cock to her pussy as she continued to stroke him. She blushed at her brazenness, but couldn’t wait anymore. He shuddered against her as the head of his shaft made contact with her wet folds. She rubbed him against herself sensuously.
“K-Kagome?” he moaned into her ear.
Hearing the obvious question in his voice she panted out, “Yes?”
He pulled away from her and looked down at her. He looked her right in the eye as he said, “I… I think… No… I know I love you.”
Kagome gasped and let his hardened length go. Her eyes widened as she felt tears welling in her eyes. Before she could say anything he put a finger to her lips.
“You don’t have to say anything. I don’t expect anything from you. But I had to let you know. I just had to tell you.”
Kagome grabbed his wrist and moved his hand away from her lips. “Baka… Don’t you know how I feel about you? Don’t you know I feel the same way?”
Inuyasha looked at her as if he couldn’t believe what she was saying.
“I’ve loved you since the moment I saw you. Why do you think I kept asking you to go to the club with me? Why do you think I keep asking about your heart and where it lies? It’s because I love you.”
Inuyasha didn’t stop himself from kissing her with a rising passion. As he kissed her he rubbed himself along her folds to tease them both. She put her legs around his hips and locked them together behind him. Once she was in position Inuyasha pulled away from her lips. He kept his eyes on hers as he slowly entered her groaning.
Kagome suddenly tensed under him as if she were experience great discomfort. She bit her lip and whimpered painfully. Inuyasha’s eyes went wide when he realized she was experiencing pain and not pleasure.
‘No way… She couldn’t be…’ he thought.
His suspicions were confirmed when he came to her barrier. He stopped moving completely to give her time to adjust. Why hadn’t she told him?
“Kagome?” he said concerned.
Kagome’s face was twisted into a painful expression. Hoping to ease her through this, Inuyasha began to lavish her neck and breast with kisses. He reached down between their bodies and began to rub her clit. He hoped the pleasure would override the pain that she was obviously experiencing.
She slowly began to relax. Once she had Inuyasha considered the best way to do this. He’d never taken a woman’s virginity before. He didn’t know if he should ease into it or break her barrier quickly.
He pulled away from her breast and looked down at her. He brushed her sweaty hair off her face affectionately. “Kagome, do you want me to stop? Is it too much for you?”
Kagome looked him in the eye. He saw no hesitation in her brown orbs. “No. Don’t stop.”
“Do you want me to go slow or break it quick?”
“Break it fast.”
Inuyasha kissed her lips to swallow the scream he knew was sure to follow. He lifted himself up off her body with his free arm while his other hand continued to rub her clit softly. As he kept his lips pressed to her he gave a swift, powerful thrust sheathing himself inside her completely.
As expected, Kagome screamed into their kiss. Her whole body tensed as her hands clenched into fists. Once her scream had turned to painful whimpers he started to kiss her neck again. He made his way to her ear and whispered, “I won’t move until you do. I promise. Take your time.”
She nodded as he again started peppering her with kisses. He made his way to one of her breasts and started to suck on her nipple. After a minute or two she started to relax and moan from his attentions. He still didn’t move, however. Not until she raised her hips in a slow, experimental thrust.
Inuyasha moaned at the movement. Kagome realized she was okay now. She thrust against him again and said, “I’m ready.”
“Are you sure?” Inuyasha asked rubbing his hips against hers.
“I’m positive.”
Inuyasha gave a slow thrust while keeping his eyes on hers. Her eyes went wide at the sensation, but he could tell that it wasn’t from pain. He continued to ply her with long slow strokes. She met him thrust for thrust. His eyes closed slightly as he moaned. He bent down and started to lavish her with kisses unable to help himself. He felt an overwhelming desire to show his love for her. An urge he couldn’t and wouldn’t resist.
“Inuyasha?” Kagome moaned thrusting her hips against his harder. “Go faster, please.”
He slowly increased the pace of his thrusts so that she could become accustomed to them. She kept asking him to go faster. Finally he was forced to stop kissing her to appease her. He lifted himself up and began to take her hard and fast. He pounded into her furiously while keeping his eyes on her face.
She cried out as she met his frantic pace. He was still rubbing her clit with his right hand causing her hips to buck into his with more and more force. Inuyasha finally closed his eyes to savor the feeling of her all around him.
Inuyasha moaned along with her as he started to rub her clit harder. She choked out a sob that was music to his ears. They were both sweating and flushed as their moans, groans and cries filled the air.
Kagome felt the coil wind up and begin to snap. She wrapped her arms around Inuyasha and dug her nails into his back as she came closer to completion. Inuyasha gasped then groaned at how tight she was gripping him. He knew she was close. Any second now she’d cum all over his cock.
She suddenly threw her head back and arched off the couch nearly screaming in ecstasy. Inuyasha moaned along with her as he felt her release on him. He continued to rub her pearl as her tight heat rippled and spasmed around him. He abruptly crushed his lips to hers to swallow her cries. He gave a few more powerful thrusts crying out against her lips as he emptied himself inside of her.
He stopped his frantic pounding but continued to rub their hips together affectionately. He took his hand away from her clit and cupped her cheek as he kissed her. She kissed him back until he pulled away. Both of them were panting and trying to catch their breath.
Inuyasha put his forehead on her chest and closed his eyes. He snaked his arms around Kagome and pulled her as close as possible as he tried to catch his breath. Never before had he felt such pleasure and it certainly wasn’t his first time. Which brought up a very good question. Why hadn’t she told him that she was a virgin?
He eventually felt Kagome stroking his hair. He looked up at her. She smiled softly at him. He smiled back and kissed her again.
As they kissed Inuyasha finally pulled out of her. He settled down next to her on the couch and held her close. She settled into his arms and remained quiet as he stroked her hair.
Inuyasha simply laid there and watched her. Her eyes were closed and she had a blissful, satisfied look on her face. After a few minutes he thought she had fallen asleep. That was until he heard her voice say, “Inuyasha?”
“Hmm?” he responded never taking his eyes off her beautiful face.
Kagome opened her eyes and looked up at him. “Did you mean it?”
He looked a little confused. She averted her eyes and looked down at his chest. To clarify what she meant she whispered, “Did you really mean it when you said you loved me. Because even if you don’t that’s okay. I don’t regret it.”
Inuyasha brought his finger under her chin and lifted her face so that he could look her in the eye. “I meant it, Kagome. I don’t go around saying things like that lightly.”
She smiled up at him. He leaned down for another kiss. When they broke apart a minute later Inuyasha ran the back of his hand down her cheek softly and asked, “Why didn’t you tell me?”
Now it was Kagome’s turn to look confused. “Tell you what?”
“That you were a virgin.”
“Why does it matter? Would it have stopped you?”
“I don’t know.”
“So, you wouldn’t have wanted me if you knew?”
“That’s not what I mean and you know it. What I meant was that I might have done things differently. Like I would have at least taken you to the bedroom.”
“I didn’t want a big ceremony. They always talk about a girl’s first time having to be special, but to me this was special. I didn’t want a big to-do. I wanted it to be real. I didn’t want my first time to be any different than it would have been had I not been a virgin. Besides, when was I suppose to tell you? When I met you in the auditorium or while we were dancing on the dance floor? Should I have screamed it out on the top of my lungs over the music?” Kagome then imitated what she would have said if she had told him at the club by saying in a strong clear voice to pretend that she was yelling, “Hey Inuyasha?! Great dance moves! Oh by the way, I’m a virgin! You want a beer?!”
Inuyasha started to chuckle. He supposed she had a point. It wasn’t like being a virgin was something you just announced.
Kagome smiled at the sound of his laugher. It did her heart good to see him happy. It was better than how he had looked earlier.
“Um… Inuyasha?”
He stopped laughing and looked down at her. He raised his eyebrows in a ‘What?’ gesture.
Kagome looked nervous. He frowned and started to worry about what her next words would be.
Ignoring Inuyasha’s frown she asked, “Where do we go from here?”
“Didn’t I already tell you that I loved you?”
“That doesn’t mean you necessarily want or can have a relationship with me. I don’t know if you’re emotionally available or not.
Inuyasha held onto her tightly. “I’ll be fine. And as for where this is going I want to see more of you.”
“You’ve already seen all of me.”
He cracked a smile and snorted. “Not what I meant, woman.”
“But in what capacity do you want to see me? Just as friends? As more than friends? As friends with benefits?”
“More than friends, but with the benefits.”
Kagome giggled and slapped his chest. He continued to smile as he listened to the sound of her laughter.
When she finally stopped laughing she said, “Let’s not tell the others yet. It just might complicate things. They’ll say you’re just on the rebound and that this is won’t work. Plus I don’t want Sango and Rin to make a big deal of it.”
“Agreed. I don’t want to have to deal with Sesshomaru and Miroku either.”
“We’ll tell them eventually.”
“After we see how things go,” he agreed.
“Definitely.”
They looked at each other again. Their eyes met and stayed on each other. Soon they were kissing each other tenderly.
Once they reluctantly broke apart Kagome settled back into Inuyasha’s arms. They both cuddled together as they closed their eyes and fell asleep.