InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ You Can Take Me, But You'll Never Own Me ❯ Close your eyes ( Chapter 4 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

It's coming... A dark shadow lingers over you as you sleep. Can you feel it or are you numbed by its presence? Quiet, child, don't open your eyes. Not just yet. The time has yet to come for such bravery. There will be times where you'll think it's the time to strike, but you only have one chance. Make sure it's the right moment before you use it. If used at the wrong time, it'll all be over. You'll be defeated. For now, walk blind. Don't open those eyes until you know the truth. Don't open those eyes until you know it's right. Don't open those eyes for anyone but yourself. Don't let them steal you. Don't let them trick you. Don't let this be the end. You'll make it out of here, child, just play with wits. Keep them closed and fight with your heart. Don't let the shadow encase itself around you.

Waking up on her back, Kagome's eyes slowly opened. 'What did I just dream of?' the girl remembered a black scenery to her dream with a mysterious voice speaking to her. Opening her mouth to let out a sign, she continued to stare at the ceiling. She couldn't decipher the voice in her dream, but knew it was familiar. 'Who was that?'

As her thoughts tried to dig deep to recognize the voice, Kagome turned her head to look around the room again. Everything was the same, nothing had changed. Her hopes of a nightmare were diminished as she knew she was in this for the long run. This was real. Forcing her face to look the other way, she noticed something that she hadn't before laying down to sleep. A door.

With muscles still sore, Kagome slowly made her way up to the door. It was a simple white with a matching frame. 'How did I miss this?' she thought to herself as she didn't know how she missed this bright door from the dark purple walls. Turning the knob, the door opened. As she peeked her head through, she brought her hand in and felt the wall for a switch. The room illuminated.

"A bathroom?" Kagome spoke aloud as she stepped in. Everything in the bathroom was a pearly white. The porcelain tub only beckoned for Kagome to go relax in it. Looking around more, she noticed white towels. That was all she needed to see to decide it was bath time.


Closing the door behind her, she noticed a lock on it. Gently pushing the button in, Kagome felt control for the first time being in here. She had a choice to be in the bathroom alone by simply locking it. Sure, a demon could easily break the door down, but if that were the case, they wouldn't have placed locks on the doors. A small smile formed on the girl's face as she took her hand off of the silver doorknob.

Turning around, Kagome headed towards the tub. As she knelt down to lift the lever up to hold the water in, she grabbed the metal knob and twisted it. As the water hit the bottom of the tub, she could feel the sprinkles of the forced water lightly dab her skin. Even that simple feeling was enough to relax her. Maneuvering the knob to find out the right temperature, Kagome let the water fill up.

As the water began to increase, Kagome stripped herself of her clothes. It was a painful process, but needed to be done. When her clothes were laying on the floor, she noticed how dirty they were compared to the bathroom. Her once clean clothes were dirtied by the cell floor. What use to be full fabric was now ripped and torn in various places. Biting the inside of her cheek, Kagome didn't know what she was going to do. Would she put the clothes back on once nice and clean? She really had no other option. Maybe after her bath she'd clean the clothes, but that risked being naked for awhile while they dried. 'Oh well, I'll deal with that later.'

Turning around to check the water, she noticed it had not yet reached her desired level. This waiting game was obnoxious. She was glad to be clean, but she just wanted to settle in. With another sigh, Kagome again turned around and noticed a mirror. A gasp escaped her mouth as she looked at her reflection.

"That's.....That's not me. That can't be me." her words were spoke aloud as she touched the mirror with her hand to see if it was really her. Her face was dirtied along with the rest of her body. She saw cuts and bruises in various places on her skin. Her black hair was tangled and very unhealthy. What got her the most were her eyes. They seemed to be lifeless. It was like a white coat was formed over the once vibrant eyes. She didn't feel like she had lost herself, but the image standing in front of her spoke otherwise.

The last time Kagome had seen herself was the day the demons flew from her shrine two years ago. Ever since then, she hadn't looked in a mirror. Sure, she had seen her reflection in the water, but that was always somewhat distorted; never a clear picture. She didn't know why she was this upset at her reflection, but she was. This didn't look like her.

Tearing her eyes away from the mirror, Kagome put her gaze back on the water. It was at the right level. Taking the metal knob once more into her hand, Kagome turned it all the way so the water would shut off. Placing her foot in first, she could feel shivers go throughout her entire body. As fast as her sore body would let her, Kagome placed herself in the hot water.

Sinking all the way down until her nose barely remained out of the water, Kagome closed her eyes. It had felt like forever since she had been in a hot bath. She made sure to take it all in. Bringing her hand to her face, Kagome plugged her nose and plummeted in the shallow water, feeling it surround her entire being.

The silence under the water was calming. Though she couldn't breathe, Kagome felt safe under the it. When her lungs could take no more, she slowly sat up. Filling her lungs with the much needed air, Kagome wiped her eyes from the water. When she opened her eyes, she noticed she was now bathing in brown water. Her upper lip began to twitch at the sight. It was all so very disgusting.

With her foot, Kagome flipped the lever down to drain the water. As it began to drain, she slowly stood up using the help of the bath rail. Shutting the curtains, Kagome turned on the water again, this time pulling up on the circular lever to make the water come out of the shower head above her.

Watching as the brown water built up at the bottom of the tub, Kagome refrained from looking below her anymore, not wanting to see how filthy she was. The bathtub did not have any sort of shampoos or conditioners, so she made sure to give her hair extra attention with the water. While washing her hair, she could feel the tangles within it. Not knowing how she would ever get them out, she just tried her best to get out all of the filth that resided within it.

When brown no longer spilled from her body, Kagome knew it was time to get out. Turning off the water, Kagome whipped open the curtains, exposing a foggy mirror in front of her. She was glad she couldn't see herself, but she was curious of how she appeared with dirt no longer on her. Shrugging it off, Kagome grabbed two towels; one for her hair and the other to put around her body. She now only had one dilemma: her clothes.

Looking at the pile of black and brown in front of her, Kagome ended up just throwing them into the tub, turning the hot shower back on. Closing the curtains once more, she decided to just let them soak. The shower would let the dirt escape through the clothes and down the drain. Or it would create a muddied mess. Either way, Kagome knew that that's what she wanted to do.

As she opened the door back to her room, Kagome was startled by a figure standing in front of her. It was the man that saved her from before. With a shaky stance, Kagome looked up at him. She didn't know what to do. She was frozen. They stood there silently.

After a good while, Kagome knew she had to say something. He was just watching her; it made her uncomfortable. "Thank you for earlier." She finally spoke out as she continued to look at him in his golden eyes. They were very stern even though he was saying nothing. Why was he looking at her this way?

Within moments, Kagome felt a stinging on her cheek as she now faced away from the man. Her mouth hung open as she brought her hands up her cheek. The towel that was on her head was no longer there. A quiet gasp left the girls mouth as she looked back up at the man. He had slapped her.


"Wh.. Why did you do that?" Kagome spoke quickly as she continued to hold her cheek, making sure to keep a hand on her towel so it didn't slip off of her body. Since it was the same side her cheek was struck on, her left eye began to well up with tears as the pain persisted to increase. The stinging was terrible.

Without a word, Sesshomaru grabbed the girl and tore the towel off of her body, exposing her everything. Kagome's hands quickly reacted by covering up her breasts, crossing her legs to try to cover her womanhood. She was in such shock that she didn't know what to do.


"She's yours." The white haired man spoke as he turned around to leave the room. "This is your last one." his voice was firm as he left the room, closing it behind him.

'Who is he talking to?' Kagome asked herself as she looked around the room until her eyes met red ones. Once her gaze fixated on the figure's eyes, a flash of color sprung towards her, pinning her to the wall. "What are you doing? Get off of me!"

The figure licked his lips before nudging his head in the girls neck. Kagome tried to squirm to get away, but the demon was far too powerful. "Stop it, please..." Kagome whispered as the demon began to lick her neck. A moan of protest came out of her mouth as his actions stunned her, making her stand still. She closed her eyes, trying to make it all go away. It didn't. She didn't understand why this was happening. Never had she heard about demons using humans for sexual favors. She was more naïve than she had originally thought.

As the figure lifted Kagome off of the ground, she found herself being tossed onto the bed. Opening her eyes, she looked just in time as the figure mounted himself on top of her. His eyes were cat-like, red irises and a black slit in the center. She couldn't muster up words to speak to him. She could no longer feel the stinging of her cheek, only the tears that fell down her face were felt.

"Stop crying!" the demon spoke in a harsh tone as he grabbed Kagome by her shoulders, shaking her. "If you don't, I will cut you into pieces." a smirk formed across his face as he watched the girl's eyes immediately stop producing tears. "Good. Now turn around and stand on all fours." he lifted himself from her as he spoke.


Kagome still remained frozen. Her breathing increased at his request. Her eyes darted to the man's hand as he increased the length of his nails. "I'm waiting." he spoke in an angered tone. Unlike the man who raised his claws before, Kagome knew she had no one to save her from this.

Slowly turning over, Kagome did as the demon asked. She was now on all fours on the bed. A part of her was glad that she didn't have to look at the demon, but the thought of not knowing what was coming scared her. She did know that she was going to be raped.

Kagome jumped when she felt the demon start touching her spine with his claws, leaving small red lines on her back. A wicked laugh was emitted form behind her. When the laugh subsided, she could hear the demon taking off his clothes and tossing them to the floor. Kagome remained still.

"What soft skin you have." The demon spoke as he continued to touch her back. A cold shiver went through her body when he made his way to her ass. She felt the bed sink as he brought himself onto the bed with her. "Spread your legs."

The words pierced Kagome's ears as she slowly began to do as she was told. It was then she remembered the dream she had. Closing her eyes, she listened to the words that once coursed through her head.

As the demon rubbed his member on her, a small scream escaped her mouth as he entered her. Grabbing her pelvis with his clawed hands, he squeezed her as he forced himself in and out of her. Each time he entered her, a breath escaped her mouth. The pain was incredible. She had never felt such pain in her life. She felt like he was tearing away at her insides. She couldn't believe this was happening.

When she felt him leave her, she thought it was all over. Her nightmare wasn't over yet, though. Flipping her over so he could see her eyes, the demon forcefully spread her legs once more and re-entered her. The look on her face pleased him as he watched the horror.

Pumping harder and harder into her, Kagome didn't know how much longer she could take the pain. She started to see speckled dots of black in her vision; along with the two red ones. His smile was prompted on his face as he watched her. He knew she wouldn't be conscious much longer. She knew it too.

Closing her eyes, Kagome no longer wanted to be apart of what was happening. Her body was already weak from previous occasions, why was it staying awake? Why wasn't it letting her escape? Why was she being betrayed by her body? She just wished it all would fade away. Her wish slowly came true as the pain increased by the demon pressing his claws into her sides. She was finally free from the pain.




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A/N: Sorry for errors! I will go in later to change them!