Kingdom Hearts Fan Fiction ❯ Bending The Rules Of A Heart ❯ Return My Feelings ( Chapter 3 )

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Chapter 3 - return my feelings
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Roxas and Axel had enterd the room side by side, walking at the same pace, never passing the other. "Sir" Roxas said.
Xemnas had been lookin out his window to the slowly forming Kingdom Hearts. He turned at the sound of the young teen's
voice. "Hmm, I see Axel succeeded in bringing you back." Xemnas gave the slightest bow to Axel, and Axel returned it.
"Axel if you don't mind, I would like to speak with Roxas." Axel replied "Sure, don't know why you'd ask if you could talk.."
He was interupted. "Alone" Xemnas said harshly. "Um...well, sir...uh I dont think thats such...a uh..." He stopped and
scratched his head with his pointer finger. Why did he want to say no? Was it because he would leave his beloved Roxas in
the hands of another? ALONE? What, am I....jelous? Axel thought to himself. But Roxas had no recolition of thier love life.

nothing. nodda, not even a kiss, I mean who the hell dosen't remember thier boyfriend? Wait...Was I his boyfriend? Did Roxas
Consider me his boyfriend? Stop being a pussy and so No dammnit! He looked at his past lover, looking at him with curious
eyes. What could be taking him so long to answer such a simple question? Roxas asked himself within his still, slightly sore
mind. Xemnas began tapping his foot singnaling that he was waiting for an answer. "No sir I don't think you can!" Axel coverd
his mouth realizing what he had just said. Roxas stepped back looking at his friend with even more curious eyes. Xemnas
riased his right brow, and slowy a grin of utter delight coverd his tan skin, His lips moved directed for the red angel.

"Hmm, i see, I heard the rumors Axel, of your...affair with Roxas, I doubted it at first but know I see your true colors"
Roxas jerked to look at Xemnas and then back to Axel. His face was in shock. Affair? AFFAIR? I had an Affair with Axel?
Roxas's mind buzzed with questions.he stood for a second in the silence of the room. Then he burst out laughing. "Ha ha ha,
very funny guys, you almost had me going there for a second. me and Axel...AFFAIR? ha, yea right like that'll ever happen!"
Axel turned to Roxas, his whole body ached, he wanted to die. right here, right now. the words from his past lover repeat
through his mind, ringing over and over again looping, taunting him. he begged to die. but he tightened his fist and
spoke.

"Ha, yea like that would ever happen" his face was coverd by a noticably fake smile. Axel turned to Xemnas urging him
to say something that would convince Roxas that his theory was right. Xemnas merely turned. Roxas with his smiling face,
Axel wanted that, he wanted that smile for himself, he wanted that smile to warmly hit him, that smile that lit up his
darkest days, making him feel as if he had a heart. Axel left, he couldn't stand the Amnesia that had taken his lover from
him. He ran down the many floors and steps until he reached the door to his room. He opened it to only return to his empty
room, the same emptiness that filled his body.

Axel dragged himself to his bed. then just let himself land on the bed giving
him the feel of leaping of a cliff, leaving his sorrows behind, only to be ruined when he hit the blood coverd cloud.
his door knocked. but he didnt want to get up, and he wanted to cry, but he wouldnt let himself go to that. he went to
the top of his bed sliding inside the slightly warm bed due to Roxas. he coverd there sniffing the wonderful fragrence that
was Roxas. His door opened slowly, then gently closed. "Axel?" It was indeed the voice of his past lover. but it wasent
really him.

"Axel, are you ok" Axel got up and put on a kooky face. "dur, what, like something would actualy bother me?"
how could he kid himself, it was bothering him, he couldnt take it, no kiss, no touch, no nothing. It's almost as if finding
Roxas was for nothing. Roxas got closer and then sat upon Axel's bed facing him. Roxas smiled. the blonde looked deep in his
friends eyes. What was he doing, he looked in Axel's eyes and wanted to...touch him, to feel his breath upon his neck,
a kiss upon his lips. the warm touch of that god-like man to touch him. Where did this all come from? what was it? he was so
confused. Im not gay! he scolded himself, and besides Axel is my best friend and thats all! why would he want to do such
things to his friend? Roxas was overwelmed by his emotions, he couldn't stop himslef. he quickly leaned in to kiss Axel
upon his lips, the lips were so juicy and silky smooth, wet almost.

he pulled away. Axel was up straight on his bed, shocked at what just happend. "Axel, i'm so sorry I don't know why i did it, it just sorta, im sorry im so so sorr.." Axel had lunged at Roxas grabbing his face with his glove coverd hands, imediatly sticking his tongue into his former lovers mouth. Roxas was so deeply confused this felt so good, so..right, he never wanted this moment to end. He then grabed Axel's waist pulling him in closer, and joining Axel, with his tongue. thier saliva swapped into eachothers mouth. neither of them gave up, their lungs began to burn, but neither of them was willing to let go of the other. Roxas wanted more of this. He wanted everything.

He reached to Axel's cloak and began to unzip it, Axel payed no attention, he kept moving his tounge
around in his lovers mouth. Roxas had compleatly unziped Axel's cloak, only the sleeves were holding it in place. he got
closer to Axel, and bagen to gently feel his lost lovers slighly muscular tan torso, Axel was bare. not a hair in sight.
Axel pulled away from thier kiss. and began kissing Roxas's neck. Roxas moaned, this feeling, this pleasure, felt so good,
Roxas was greedy and wanted even more. he moaned again and felt his hot partner begin to unzip his cloack, his boxer where
once again revealed.

he didn't care. He trusted Axel, he felt safe. Axel was on top of Roxas, slowly kissing lower until he
got to his naval. he stopped and compleatly removed his cloak, this gave time for Roxas to do so also, Roxas leaned up with
his skinny body, lunging his tongue back into his lovers mouth. Roxas took of his boots at this time as did Axel. Roxas was
ready for anything. the only thing keeping him from fucking me right now is his boxers. thought Roxas. he was scared, nervous
but continued kissing, is that what he wanted? did he want to make love with his partner, with..Axel? He didn't care. Axel
thought this was enough time for Roxas to get into the mood.

Axel could already feel his lower body craving for Roxas's sweet tight hole. but first he wanted to see it, his lover's length, while kissing he reached down passing the waistband of his
lovers boxers. his hand met with the young teens pubes. blonde, the same blonde sitting upon his head. he went lower to feel
that feeling again in his hand, Roxas moaned feeling Axel's warm hands upon his length. It quickly rised as Axel began
stroking it. Roxas pulled from Axel's mouth, and looked down, he felt a passionate explosion within him. his head twitched
back to face the cealing. Axel, wanted it, the sweet taste of Roxas's length in his mouth. He did as he wanted. he bagan to
lick the tip of roxas's length, which in Axel's opinion was big for a 15 year old. Axel at the age of 17 and was only an inch
bigger than his lover's length giving him the height of 7 1/2. making Roxas a total of 6 1/2 in length.

Roxas and Axel were evenly matched in thincness though. Roxas's moaned and began to fuck Axel's mouth. Axel could take it though, he wanted it.
rough, hard and fast was his motto. Roxas jerked from Axel's mouth and went for his lovers grey and black boxers, with flames
of red rising from the bottom. predictable, Roxas thought to himself. but he was looking for something else, something that
lay dormant beneath that thin lining of cloth. Roxas ripped it, Ripped the boxer's from Axel's body. Bare. once again, no
hair in site. but that didn't distract him to long, he insticntivly grabbed his lover's length and plunged it in his mouth,
sucking it as if it were his favorite ice cream. now Axel's head twitched back, Roxas enjoyed that moment, he felt like 'The
Boss' in the situation.

Axel couldn't believe it, Roxas had regained his memory and he was feeling the pleasure of his
lifetime. Axel rose his lover's chin kissing him, slowly pushing his lover flat on the bed, leaving himself on top. Still
kissing, Axel reached for his cock, scooting closer to Roxas's hole. Axel, with his length in hand, rubbed his cock on the
tight muscle on Roxas's hole. Roxas jerked, he was frightend. "What, what's wrong Roxas?" Axel looked worried at his sweaty
partner. "Axel, have we?.." he pauded "What is it?" Axel asked quite curious yet anctious to get back in action. "Have we
ever, went all the way?" Axel looked to his bed. "No, you never felt you were ready, but if your still not, I won't force you
to do something you don't feel comfotable with yet."

The last thing he wanted was to make Roxas feel as he had no choice. Roxas looked to his lover getting up from the bed gabbing the second layer of sheets to cover himself. He leaned into kiss
his lover once more. "I'm sorry, but I don't think I am quite ready yet." Axel was bummed. he slid beneath his covers to
conceal himself. putting his hands behind his head. Roxas looked to Axel's amrpits. He burst out laughing. "What? What's so
funny?" Axel asked his steal sweaty partner. "Is there anywhere you havent shaved yet?" Roxas said still laughing. Axel
smirked, "heh heh, i don't know? Ya wanna inspect me? he raised his left brow and gave of a suductive smile showing of his
pearly white teeeth. "Maaabeeey" Roxas said returning a smile. Roxas leaped back into the bad and cuddled with his partner.

Axel laughed. "yea yea you sick fuck!" Roxas again laughed sqeezing his lover slighly tighter. "Let's get some rest" Roxas
said yawning. "alright" Axel said holding the warm hands the embraced him. Roxas stroked Axel's hair as he went rested his
eyes and slowly fell asleep. Roxas rested his head upon his lover's and dove into the sweet dreams that lie ahead of him.