Kingdom Hearts Fan Fiction ❯ Exploration to bliss ❯ chapter 7 ( Chapter 7 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

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Warnings: Yaoi, Profanity, mentions of suicide. If this isn't to you're liking push the back arrow and read a fic more suitable to your liking.



Chapter 7



Leon blinked looking up at his weeping lover. "He? What are you talking about?"

Cloud held Leon closer hidding his face from his love, he sobbed into his lovers chest, his golden hair was drooping with sweat as was his body covered in it.more then before. "He..did it again" he whimpered out

"......When was this?"

Cloud tremble with sobs as he clung to Leon "just...just now" he choked out before breaking into more newer tears.

Leon narrowed his eyes. 'Now?' he thought 'but you haven't moved an...inch' realization striked him, and he hastily shoved cloud off of him.

Cloud whimpered as he moved to reach for leon " leon... please" he sobbed tears falling

The brunette threw back the comforter, throwing his legs over the side of the bed, he looked at Cloud completely emotionless. "You just had sex with another man...while you were laying on me..in my arms.." he said icily "Stop playing with people's emotions..grow the fuck up Cloud."

Cloud moved away and sobed into the comforter, his body shook with regret, " he came in here, I thought he was you at first, i was still half asleep.. i didn't mean to" he choked out once again, his body curled as he sobbed.

"Oh? Tell me who's name did you cry out? Mine or his?"

Cloud thought for a second and pull him legs to his chest and began to cry yet again. "...Hi..yo...I..I don't remember" he whimpered

Leon quirked an eyebrow. "It was that good that you don't remember who's name you cried out? Hn..."

Cloud trembled "I grabbed you to wake up!" He whimpered softly not facing Leon.

"YOU LET ANOTHER MAN FUCK YOU ON TOP OF ME!!!!!!" Leon seethed. Pushing off the bed he grabbed his clothing off the floor and dressed himself. "You're an adult. You can say 'no'...." he paused for a moment "Oh yeah that's right...you always BEG for MORE."

Cloud pulled the comforter over him " Leon... if your leaving... leave the ring too" He said weakly he continued to cry though he didn't want to show Leon

Leon looked down at the ring on his finger, slipping it off he laid it on the night stand. "I wasn't lying when I said I love you. I wasn't faking my happiness when you proposed to me. It's obvious I'm not enough to keep you happy...."

Cloud tremble slowly "I love you Leon, with every bit of my heart. I didn't want it to happen, it's not like I plan it. I proposed BECUASE I want you to be there for me, becuase I want to be there for you... you're leaving me... I didn't choose to let him sneak in here and fuck me." he said slowly gaining his composure.

"You could've said no god damn it."

Cloud sat up slowly his eyes red and puffy "I want to leon... but I don't know how"

Leaning against the wall, Leon crossed his arms across his chest, his eyes remained narrowed and locked on his lover coldly. "Is that so? So any man can come along and fuck you and you'd never say no?"

Cloud looked at Leon " I don't know HOW to say no to Seph! YOU Know that! " he choked out

"I don't care who the hell he is! You fucking propose and it blows up in my face. I'll give you credit for being honest, and feeling guilt. But perhaps you should propose when you truly mean it...when you'll be able to handle yourself if another man walks in the room and starts seducing you...and you can say 'no'."

Cloud laid back down slowly " if you don't want to be here then leave Leon..." he said in a raspy voice as new tears fell

"It's not a matter of whether I want to stay or leave." Leon responded "It's the simple fact that we aren't ready and don't trust each other after all this time." He sat down on the bed and slid his shoes on.

Cloud didn't respond, he just held him self and cried.

"Do what you want." Leon whispered as he stood up and slowly made his way to the door. "It's no consern of mine any longer."

Cloud sniffled "Then my life isn't important to you, it will be thrown away" he said calmly

Leon froze. "Wh-what?"

Cloud sniffled as he shifted "You heard me it's not your consern"


"You're being unreasonable!" Leon cried "Don't do something so stupid like throwing your life away..."

Cloud got up slowly "I'm gonna do it"

Shakily walking over to the blonde he stopped in front of cloud. "Don't."

Cloud looked at Leon and shoved him away walking to his personal bathroom "just leave leon" He spat out

"Are you fucking INSANE?" Leon screamed "why are you doing this? yeah my words were harsh and i am angry and hurt but don't twist the knife any deeper...i don't won't to lose you completely..."

Cloud walked into his bathroom "well you know what Leon, You did fucking lose me! Becuase you don't understand ANYTHING I say!" He spat grabbing a razor from his sink.

Quickly following Cloud into the bathroom, he seized the razor out of the blonde's hand. Making sure he didn't cause any harm, he clenched the blade in his hand. "Your right..I don't understand why he's so hard to say no to." he said softly.

Cloud looked at Leon his eyes narrowed "You said what ever I did wasn't any of your concern!" He spat trying to get the blade from him "You never listen to me! You never understand!" He cried out as tears fell.

Easily avoiding Cloud's attempts to grab the razor, Leon got fed up with it and pinned the blonde against the wall. "I didn't mean that you aren't any of my consern. I said that to provoke you into asking me to stay.To make me listen. To show me you still care. Instead you want to kill yourself? What kind of logic is that? There's alot I don't know about you. I've told you time and time again that I want to know all about you...." he rested his head on Cloud's shoulder. "I love you....so much..."he said softly

Cloud held onto leon and sniffled "I don't know much, I don't remember leon.. I love you, If you leave I'll kill myself."


Leon held him close and couldn't help but feel relieved and trapped and decieved at the same time. Now knowing that he had no other choice but to stay. Not that he didn't want to, but he was terrified to even suggest leaving. The weight of the possible suicide of his lover weighed heavily upon his mind. He felt guilty, though in all reality he had no reason to. "Let's go to bed." he whispered

cloud nuzzled leon "Too dirty" he whispered


"Well, go ahead and shower then, I'll change the sheets. I'll join you when I'm done."


Cloud nodded slightly "Love you"

Forcing a smile to his face, the brunette let go. "I love you too." he said softly as he walked out of the bathroom


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Sephiroth smiled and reached out, catching the smaller boy and holding him close to his body. "Whoa, careful, Sora."

Sora blushed and looked up at Seph "Heh, I guess I got too excited." he said happily as he rubbed the back of his head

Seph's lips curved up. "In more ways than one, I can see," he commented, lightly brushing his hand over Sora's cock.

Sora shivered slightly and smiled "Sephy.." he purred out moving his hips into seph's hand, "Can I at least get the sand outta my naughty bits?" He said happily

Sephy's lips curved even more. Seducing this boy was easier than he had throught. "How about I help?"

Sora smiled "Okay! sounds like fun....uh... wait... Riku said I wasn't supposed to ..." he looked thoughtful "Is this called cheating if I do stuff with you?" he asked innocently

Sephiroth gave him an innocent look. "Not at all. We are just doing what people do at an adult sleep over."

Sora smiled and nodded "Okay!" he said happily "Can you help me get the sand out of my ass?'"

Sephiroth smiled, helping the smaller boy into the shower and trailing his hands over his back and along his cheeks. "I think I can."
Sora murred happily moving into his touch "Mmm yay!"

With water slick hands, Sephiroth teased the crack between the cheeks, before tormenting over the puckered opening, allowing the water to follow the path of his hand and up to the opening to clean some of it.

Sora shivered slightly as he bent over allowing seph more access "It feel weird" he gasped out panting softly.

Sephiroth nodded. "I'm certain it will. You've got water going inside and cleaning you out."

Sora squirmed slightly "So weird."

Seph pushed the finger deep inside, using the water to clean the passage of all sand that could have gotten into him.

Sora squirmed again pushing himself on to seph's finger "Hnnn Sephy" he panted softly as he looked back at the elder "It feels good like.. i'm being filled with warmth." he said timidly

The silver haired man couldn't help but smirk. "As if someone was cuming inside you over and over again, right?" he asked, using his long fingers to make certain there was no more sand inside of him.

Sora moaned happily "Yeah" he panted out moving into seph's fingers, "It feels really goood" he purred out happily as he looked at seph to watch him "What are you doing?" he asked innocently

Sephiroth smiled. "Just using my finger to guide water into you."

Sora looked at seph and smiled "It feels different from when I do it" he said before blushing in realization that he had said that out loud.

Sephiroth grinned. "Well, its pleasureable, isn't it? And I can stretch you while doing this." To prove his point, he began working in a second finger, pushing more water inside him.

Sora squeaked slightly in slight surprise before moving back into the elders fingers "Hnn.. it feels so good" he whimpered happily his body tremble slightly as he reached down stroking himself softly

Sephiroth placed a hand over his cock. "Come now, don't get too worked up. I want to tease you some more. I don't want to hurt you, after all."

Sora whimpered softly "But it feels so good, I want to cum" he whimpered "I want to feel you in me" he said softly

Sephiroth grinned. "And so you shall, Sora-dear. Think you can take my length or should I stretch you more?" he asked, working three of them inside the tight passage, that seemed eager for more, since it had so recently been used.

Sora squirmed "Hnn now ... please" he whimpered

Sephiroth removed his fingers and picked the lighter, more slender boy up into his arms. "Good. Wrap your legs around me and prepare for pleasure you've never felt before."

Sora nodded wrapping his legs around seph's waist his ankles hooking "Like this?" he tilted his head

"Yes, just like that," Sephiroth murmured, settling Sora's back against the wall and pressing his cock up at his hidden puckered opening. "Ready, Sora?"

Sora looked at seph and smiled "yes, but... you sure this isn't cheating?" he said one more time as he nibbled at seph's neck.

He groaned. "Would you make me stop if it was?" Seph asked, even as he teased the entrance with the swollen head of his penis.

Sora whimpered softly "I....I... nnn please" he begged softly

"Please stop? Or please take you?" Sephiroth asked.

Sora nipped at seph's collarbone "Take me" he panted out "Please"

Sephiroth smirked. Even though he hadn't said it wasn't cheating, the boy was begging. This really was easier than he had thought. "Kiss me and I will," he answered.

Sora looked at Seph and smiled before kissing Sephiroth happily his tongue timidly lapping at Seph's bottom lip

Sephiroth groaned, his tongue slipping out to tease Sora's, even as he shifted his hips and pushed deeply inside of the younger boys passage.

Sora whimpered as Sephy's wet, unlubricated cock pushed into him and pulled the elder closer, kissing him deeply, "Hnnn."

Sephiroth pushed himself fully inside, even as he sat there, kissing the boy more. "Let me know when I can move."

Sora kissed and nibbled at sephy's lips "Mm okay" he whispered

While Sephiroth waited, he kissed him deeply before trailing his lips down to tease his neck.

Sora whimpered his head tilted back as he groaned "Sephy... mmm move please" he said softly

Seph sucked on the back of Sora's neck, leaving a small mark, even as he began to shift his hips. He moved into him carefully, enjoying the feeling of moving in and out of the passage.

Sora squeaked and moan bucking into him slightly "Mmm your bigger then Riku" he panted softly

"I would hope so," Sephiroth laughed, beginning to push into the tight path over and over again. "Is it good, Sora?"

Sora moaned and arched into the length "Ung gods yes" he whimpered

Sephiroth began pushing into him further, picking up the pace, even as he searched for the one spot that would have Sora seeing stars.

Sora moaned happily, his body went tense when seph hit his prostate and cried out "Oh god! Sephy!" he Cried out,

Seph smirked. "Feel good, Sora?" he asked, even as he began moving faster into him, hitting that tight bundle over and over again.

Sora cried out until his voice was gone his body jerking and shivering "UHH!" he whimpered and squirmed as he tensed up again "i'm gonna"

Sephiroth used one hand and moved to hold the base of Sora's cock, holding off his orgasm. "No, Sora... not yet. I want you to feel pleasure like never before."

Sora whimpered softly "Uh! Please.. hnn so good" he whimpered bucking into him. "nhnng"

"Let it drag out. Enjoy this," Seph murmured, kissing him, even as he began to pound faster and harder into him, giving him pleasure that no other had attempted, dragging it out.

Sora yowled abd squirmed in bliss his eyes sparkiling in pure pleasure his body trembling and flexing "Uhhh uuhhh Gods please uhhh"

Sephiroth continued to move inside of him, waiting for the cry that would tell him that his partner really couldn't take it any more.

Sora screamed out in bliss his body twitching slightly " Sephy! Oh gods please" he cried out.

Sephiroth continued to take him with swift shifts of his hips. "Please what, Sora?" he panted, even as he took the boy higher and higher into bliss.

Sora cried out loudly "Release!" he cried out

Seph smiled. "Ok Sora... I'll give it to you." With the sound of skin hitting skin echoing in the bathroom, he began to stroke the length, letting go of the spot he had held to keep him from cuming.

Sora cried out his hips bucking his body tensed around seph's cock "Oh god!" He screamd out seph's name and came hard everywhere. "Hnmn!

Seph groaned, even as that tightening passage made him cum deeply inside of the younger boy.

Sora murred and nuzzled into seph looking happy and content "Hnn"

"Was that better than ever, Sora?" Seph purred to him.

Sora nodded into seph's neck purring happily "mmm yea... but i'm tired now" he whimpered

Sephiroth smiled, contentment on his face, even as his green gaze looked over Sora’s head, and met Riku’s shocked gaze from the teens' place in the bathroom doorway.

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