Kyou Kara Maou Fan Fiction ❯ Running Away ❯ Running Away ( Chapter 1 )

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]

Disclaimer: I don’t own Kyou Kara Maou
A/N: Yes this is a re-post, but this is totally different form the last one. When I re-read this latter I’m going to be like, I really wrote that? I had trouble with the last scene and it was my first sex scene. I hope it’s not to bad. OMFG I made Wolf the seme… I did that because I personally don’t think that he would submit to Yuuri… maybe the Maou, but not Yuuri…
Rate: M
Warnings: Yaoi, Smut
Something’s just don’t work out, and it’s kind of sad to think about. He and I will never work out either and that kind of hurts. It hurts to know that as long as we live on Earth we will never be together. There’s nothing wrong with loving some one so much that you’re willing to change for them… right?
I looked up at Yuuri; he was focused on what the teacher was saying… well at least it looked that way. His eyebrows were drawn together and he looked constipated. Yep he was tryingto focus on what the teacher was saying. English was his worst subject. I had to suppress a laugh.
It wasn’t too much later that the bell rang dismissing us. I was packing my things up to get ready to go home when he walked up to me. I looked up at him and he gave me a weird look.
“Hey Wolfram,” He paused and I continued to stare at him, “Umm… do you think that you could help me with my homework?” He smiled sweetly at me, as if it’d help.
I look at him questioningly. “Why should I help you wimp?”
He glared at me, “Don’t call me wimp.” He sighed, “Please Wolf?”
“Fine,” I said looking back down at my desk and shoving the last of my papers in to my bag, “but we’re going to my house this time.”
Yuuri laughed sheepishly, “Yeah that might be a good thing considering what happened last time.” He put his hand behind his head nervously and let out a nervous laugh.
“I like your mom and all, but forcing me into a dress was a little too much…” I said and a blush made itself noticed on my face.
He laughed. “But it looked so cute on you. You know you’d make a hot girl.” I gave him a shocked look and it was obvious that he had realized what he had said yet. And the look on his face when he did was priceless. “What I meant was--"
“Wimp,” I said as I walked past him and out the door. “Ehh? Wolfram wait for me!”
I tried hard to ignore the sinking feeling in my stomach, but it just wouldn’t go away. Even if it was wrong I had to tell him. Even if he’d never want to be around me again I have to tell him; it hurt more to hold it in then the thoughts of losing him did. But when was the right time?
We were a little over half way to my house when it started to rain. I was so cough up in my thoughts that I didn’t even notice the clouds that were rolling in. I stopped and looked up at the sky and Yuuri began to run, but when he realized that I wasn’t following him he stopped and turned to look at me.
“Wolf?” I looked at him; he was smiling giving a searching look as if looking for something that only he cold see. His smiled faltered as he continued to look. “We should get out of the rain.” His voice was soft and I nodded.
When we got to my house I realized that the gates were locked, that told me nobody was home and my mother had already left. “I guess we’re just going to have to go over.”
“Go over this?” Yuuri asked me seemingly shocked as I was already almost up the 20ft gates. “Ehh?”
“Come on you wimp. I won’t let you fall.” I said and stared down at him from the top of the gate at which I now sat.
He gave me a pout, “Do I really have to?” I sighed and began sliding down the other side. “Yes you do. I don’t know the code to unlock it for you.” I smiled brightly at him and the rain continued to pour down on us. “Don’t worry, Yuuri, if you fall I’ll catch you.”
Our eyes met and he must have believed me because he shoved both of our bags through the gate and began the accent up. He sat at the top and looked down at me for a second before he began to slide down. Everything was going fine until he got close to the bottom and his grip slipped.
“Yuuri!” I dropped both of the bags and cough him, he may not have weighed a ton, but he wasn’t all that light either, considering from where he fell from that didn’t help either, and he sent us sprawling to the ground with him on top of me.
My cheeks grew hot and he just stared at me. “Wolf, are you okay?” he asked still right over me though he wasn’t directly on top of me anymore. I nodded feeling slightly dazed, but happy.
I soon snapped out of my floaty feeling. I pushed him away from me and sat up. “I told you I’d catch you.” He had stood up and was offering me his hand, which I ignored and stood up by myself. I grabbed my bag and threw his at him. “It looks like we’ll need to clean up.” I said feeling slightly nervous I ignored the feeling as I began to walk up my driveway.
“Hey Wolfram,” I turned and looked at him as he ran to catch up with me, “dose this mean that your mom’s gone again?” I nodded as I turned and continued to walk; it was pointless to stand out in the rain. “Oh. So is anybody coming to stay with you like last time?” I shook my head. “So you’ll be all alone?” His voice seemed kind of sad.
I stopped, but didn’t turn around to look at him. “Yes, Yuuri, I will be besides the maids and the cook I will be all alone.” Usually when mother left she sent one of my brothers, Yozak, or that purple thing, to watch me, but this time she didn’t. I was glad of that too, I wanted some alone time. I started walking again and I had almost made to the door when he said:
“Why don’t I stay with you then?”
My world froze. I turned toward him not believe what he had just said. “What?” I asked. I had to be sure that I had heard him right.
“I said: ’Why don’t I stay with you?’” he smiled. “I’m sure that you don’t want to be alone, and I could use some away time from my family. I mean I love them and all but it kind of gets a little-- Wolf?” He was staring at me now. “Wolf, are you okay?” He looked kind of worried.
I shook my head to clear it. “Do what ever you want. Now quit stalling, if we stand out here in the rain we’ll never get you caught up on that homework. The only thing we’ll catch is a cold.” I said turning around as he gave a sheepish laugh.
“Wolf, what should I do about being all wet?” Yuuri asked innocently.
I unlocked the front door to my quiet house. “I guess no maids or anything either,” I sighed and then turned my attention to Yuuri’s question. “Well I figured that you would take a shower and I’d bring you some dry close to wear while I put yours through the wash.”
“Oh.” He said as he took his shoes off and fallowed me upstairs. “Are you sure? I don’t want to--“
“Yuuri, we have five bathrooms, you using one’s not going to make the world end.” I said with a sigh. “We can take on at the same time even.” I ignored how wrong that sounded. “Or we could take one together… or what ever.”
“Wha?!?” He spazed, and I smirked, it was funny. “Take one together?! You’re joking right? I mean…” He rambled on and on about something I didn’t care to hear so I stop listening.
I smiled at him over my shoulder even though what he had said hurt, I hit it. “Of course I was joking. I mean who in there right mind would want to take a show with a wimp like you?” I turned away from him. I had to because the look on his face was priceless and it made me want to laugh and right now I didn’t feel like laughing. ” I mean all you’d do is get in the way. I bet you could even wash anyone’s back right.”
He glared at me. “I could to.”
“Could not.”
“Could to.”
“Could not.”
“Could to!”
“Could not!”
So that was the argument that eventually led me to be taking a shower with him. A long shower, but soon we were sitting in my kitchen at the island books spread out in front of us. I looked over his shoulder as he translated the paragraph that the teacher had assigned us; I had already finished all of my work.
“Are you hungry?” I felt him tense. He had obviously forgotten that I was there. He looked at me a blush spread a crossed his cheeks, which I decided to ignore, and he nodded. “Okay then I’ll make us something…” I stepped away from him and began to rummage through the cabinets unsuccessfully. “Yuuri,” I said frustrated when I couldn’t find anything that I could actually make, “Do you know how to cook?”
He laughed and shook his head. “My mom always cooks.”
I groaned, “How about take-out or pizza or something?” “Pizza.” I nodded and went to the phone and ordered. “It’ll be here in about forty-five minutes. Call your mom.” I said tossing him the phone. I walked into the entrance and unlocked the gate and activated the open sincere switch. I hit the switch for the out side lights and stood there for a few seconds before returned to the kitchen.
He was off the phone by the time I got there. “It’s been arranged.” I must have looked confused because he smiled, “I’m staying with you until your mom gets back. I’m going to get my clothes and stuff tomorrow.”
“Okay.” I said shortly before going over to the fridge and opened the freezer. I smiled when I seen that it was stoked with ice cream. I look at the note from the chef and smiled, at least someone remembered to leave me something besides alone.
Would Yuuri desert me like everyone else always does? Will he leave me here to rot away while he goes on with his life? Would he forget me? Will he hate me? The fear rose up inside of me and I began to quietly panic. I bit my bottom lip hard to stop the tears.
But even surrounded by people I’m alone…
…I don’t want to be alone anymore.
Everybody says that they love me, but if that were true then they wouldn’t leave me behind all the time. They all say that they love me but they never do anything to prove it. They never try to show me that they actually care. I feel lost… all the time. I don’t want to feel that way anymore.
I cast a look at Yuuri over my shoulder; he was busy with his work. I smiled, he looked constipated and that told me that he was actually working. I smiled and shut the door and walked around the island to where Yuuri sat and took the paper from him and looked it over. “It’s all wrong.” He let out a groan and he seemed to almost cry. “Try again…”
“But Wolfram--" “EHH! Don’t want to here it.” I snapped at him, “Do what ever you need to, to get that paragraph in English. Do you understand?”
“Ehh… umm I don’t know?” Yuuri said frustrated, “Can you speak to me in Japanese please?”
“NO I can’t not until you learn!” I snickered at his frustration. “Maybe if you paid attention you’d pick up at lest some of the things that I’m saying.” This was too fun, the look he was giving me he knew that he was going to learn the language or I was going to beat it into him. But I also just wanted to tease him because it was so much fun.
He glared at me but it really didn’t have any effect. I’d seen scarier. “Okay Wolfram I get your point.” He sighed calming down obviously realizing that it wasn’t going to work. “I’ll study.”
“Damn right you’ll study!” I snapped at him. Then I added as an after thought, “Wimp!”
“Wolfram, I have a question.” I looked back up at him to show him that he had caught my attention. “How’d you learn English so well?”
“Conrad taught me.” I said with a shrug. “He studied in America for a while so when he came back he taught me English. Gunter taught me French and Gwendal said I had to take Latin, which I hated. And of course as you know I grew up speaking German.”
Yuuri stared at me. “Damn you almost perfect.” I blushed; once again he didn’t realize what he had said to me. This kind of made me happy, to know what he really thought because if he had realized what he had just said he’d try to justify it and that always pissed me off. “So you’re German?”
“Yes, you wimp, I am!” My cheeks were now red in anger instead of embarrassment. “If you couldn’t figure it out by my looks then you should have guessed by my name! You know you’re really slow for having such a smart brother!”
He narrowed his eyes and glared at me. “Well--" the doorbell rang cutting him off and that made him even madder. I left him and went and answered the door. I paid for the pizza and returned to the kitchen. I really need to figure out when I was going to tell him.
I looked out the window and noticed that the clouds had cleared up and then the idea hit me. “Yuuri take these up to the third floor balcony, I’ll be up there in a minute.” He gave me a confused look but did what I said anyway. I grabbed something for us to drink out of the fridge and when into the entrance and turned off the out side lights, locked the door and followed Yuuri up the stairs.
When I had arrived at the balcony he had spread a blanket out on the ground, most likely to keep his ass from getting wet, but I chose not to say anything I just sat down next to him.
“So,” Yuuri started curiously, “why’d you tell me to come up here?”
“The stars,” I stated simply. “There always prettier after it storms.” I lied, but I couldn’t tell that I invited him up here so that I could confess my love to him. He might just get up and run away. I wouldn’t put it past him.
“Oh.” He sounded disappointed and I glanced at him as he reached for one of the boxes in between us.
“And I figured you in all your girly wimpy-ness would like to see them.” That one pushed it, I know. I just don’t know why I said it.
The look on his face was one of shock that I had said such a thing and anger that I had called him girly and wimpy. When I thought he was going to hit me he started to laugh and I stared at him like he was crazy.
“I’m sorry, but you look like I was about to hit you.” He said shaking his head with a smile.
I blushed and I thank god that he had made night so dark or else Yuuri would have seen it because he was staring right at me. Then he looked away and began stuffing his face. I cast a glace at the sky, were he was staring while stuffing his face and soon I join him.
We talked, laughed and ate and soon the pizza was gone. I picked up the boxes and threw them into the house for later. Maybe I’d actually pick them up later.
“You were right.”
“Huh?” I looked over at him he’s staring at the sky. “What non-sense are you speaking?”
He looked at me and smiled, “It is beautiful.” He said it while staring at me and I blushed. I couldn’t help it. I mean how could I not? It almost seemed like he was talking about me even though I know that that’s impossible. I felt the urge to lean in and kiss him as cliché as it was. I bit my lip and pulled back realizing that I was leaning in.
“Yuuri there’s something I want to tell you.” I sighed and stood up and walked over to the railing and leaned heavily on it. “It’s really important and I…” I stopped when I felt his hand on my back. He was standing right behind me.
“Wolf? What’s wrong? I turn around and looked at him. He was so close to me with that worried look on his face.
I don’t know when I did it but I was soon clutching on to Yuuri’s shirt. “Yuuri we’ve been friends for awhile now and…” He had a confused look on his face. I bit my bottom lip to stop it from trembling and continued, my pride not letting me stop. “But Yuuri I think that I have fallen for you.”
I drop my head down and my forehead touches his chest lightly. I didn’t want to see the rejection in his eyes that I knew was there. I knew this because as long as he is Yuuri and I am Wolfram, we could never be together. It just wouldn’t work because of who we are and the way that this world is, but I had to tell him, he needed to know because I was fading away.
And god I feel like such a women here clinging to him like I am but right now I’m on my last question and he’s my life line. So I cling not ever wanting to let him go. I clinch my fist harder in his shirt and it helps to hold back the tears. I really don’t care if he rejects me, hates me, as long as he doesn’t leave me like everyone else always does.
I feel his hands in my hair and he pulls on it gently to get me to look at him. He’s only slightly taller then I am. “Wolf…” he said it softly his voice sounded broken like he couldn’t decide what to do. He reached up with his hand that wasn’t in my hair to wipe away the tears that started flowing down my face which I couldn’t hold back anymore. Then it happens:
He kissed me.
It was short sweet and innocent, but it told me everything. I still hadn’t quite gotten over the shock of it before it was over. Yeah I had just told him that I loved him but I didn’t expect that.
Our eyes met and he blushed and pulled away slightly. “Sorry about tha--!” I didn’t want to hear it so I shut him up by pulling him into another kiss. My eyes closed and I leaned more into the kiss, wanting more, wanting everything, but nothing. I was happy with him being there, I was happy because he wasn’t going to leave me.
He pulls back though and he suddenly looked really tired. “We should really talk about this…” I give him a pleading look and he sighs. “There something that need to be understood though.” He sighed. ” We need to talk before this goes any further.” He lets out another sigh that’s really getting old. “You know I’ve been thinking about this for a while. I just couldn’t get it out of my head. I guess that’s when I started falling behind in school.” He lest out a humorless laugh. I just watched him, needing to know what he was going to say like I needed the air that I had to breathe.
“I remember I started thinking about you more when Murata made that comment about us looking so cute together. I remembered how it didn’t even seem to bug you that he said something like that. Later he insisted that you liked me, but I didn’t believe him. The more I was with you the more I saw it was true and the more I thought about it.”
I listen, as annoying as Murata was I liked him, but now I liked him even more. I felt like kissing the perverted boy… on second thought I’ll just leave that to his ‘friend’. “At first it bugged me because you know we’re both guys and it’s not right, but after awhile I began to thank about how I felt when I was around you and I realized that I loved you too, but I still couldn’t get over the fact that you were a guy.
“Murata,” he let out a humorless laugh, “Murata’s the one who smacked some sense into me.”
“So, that’s what you to were fighting about…”
“Yeah,” he looked sad. Murata had left for the states and Yuuri didn’t tell him good-bye. “He told me that it didn’t matter what anybody else said as long as I loved you. He said it was our relationship, not ours and the rest of the world. That’s when it all fell into place.
“I just wanted to be with no matter what, but I don’t think that I could let my parents down like that… What are you doing?”
“Calling Murata,” I said pulling my cell phone slightly away from my mouth.
“Why?” He didn’t seem happy, but he’d just have to get over it.
“To tell him how much I love him.” I listen to it ring while ignoring what ever it was that Yuuri was spazing about. All I heard was something about cheating and being in love with him… but I don’t know.
“Hello?” The half awake sounding voice of Murata met my ears.
“I love you.”
“Wolfram?” he asks confused, “Well at least I hope that it’s you…”
“Yeah. Who else would it be? Are there other boys that would call you so early in the morning to say that?” I laughed slightly.
“Yes. I’ll send you his picture later.”
“Oh really?” I smirked; Yuuri was giving me an interested look. “I always knew you swung both ways.” I snickered. Yuuri was looking at me bewildered.
“Yeah, whatever sex is sex.” I laughed at how vulgar he was being. It was just like him. “But I guessed it was you because of the time on my watch… I can’t figure out how to reset it.” He yawned.
“Did I wake you up?” I sounded innocent; I knew that I had woken him up.
“It’s okay I have to get up in a few minutes anyway. So do you mind if I ask you why the sudden confession of love?” I could hear the smile in his voice, so I knew what was coming. “I mean there’s not really anything that I can do for you. I mean we could always have a kinky three-some.” I glared at the phone. ”Though I thought that you were in love with Shibuya I’m honored that you’d…”
“I am.” Him off before he says too much…again. When it comes to things like this the boy’s almost too predictable. Yes I like Murata, but just not that much.
He sighs and I hear some shuffling around, “So he finally told you, ne? I guess that would be the only explanation because you only call me when you want something that you can’t get.”
“Yeah.” I look at up at Yuuri, he’s staring past me. “Hey Murata I think he wants to talk to you. So I’ll call you later.” I handed Yuuri the phone, “When you get done I’ll be in my room.” I picked up the boxes on my way down the hall and took them down to the kitchen and threw them away. I walked over to the island and piled up his homework all nice and neat knowing that he wasn’t going to get anymore done.
I sighed before leaving the room and turning off lights as I went. I went quickly up the steps to my room. I pulled out pajamas for him to wear and sat them on the bed and then walked down to Gwendal’s room and grabbed the over-sized dress shirt he’d left for me on his bed. He was getting smarter, I always took one to sleep in when I was alone, but even though I wasn’t alone I wanted to wear it.
When I entered my room Yuuri was sitting on my bed gawking at my phone. “I thought I was lucky…”
“Huh?” Yuuri looked up at me. “Murata sent you a picture.”
I walked over dropping the shirt on the bed and grabbed the phone from him. The picture was taken at an odd angle and I could tell that it was dark. In the middle of the picture was a boy in the first stages of waking his eyes half-lidded and icy-blue, his hair platinum blonde and disheveled. You could barely tell that he was male, but he very cute and totally ukeish. “Lucky? He looks like a girl.”
“Well you don’t have much room to talk…” he muttered under his breath.
“What did you say!?” I snapped.
‘Err… Nothing…” He smiled sheepishly before snatching up the close and running to my bathroom.
I quickly changed before texting Murata back: He’s cute.
A few minutes latter I got my reply. Thanks. He woke me up. There was a picture attached of Murata looking thoroughly harassed and looking at the camera with that ‘oh god, please help me’ look. Obviously the boy wasn’t as ukeish as he had looked. I sat the phone on my desk before turning out the light and climbing into bed.
Yuuri walked out of the bathroom and stared at me. I glared at him as the light from the bathroom spilled out into my room and across my bed. My eyes had just adjusted to the dark and the light was to damn bright. “Yuuri,” I buried my face in my pillow, “shut off that damn light and get in bed.”
He muttered something I didn’t care to hear, before shutting the light off and climbing into bed. We laid there in an awkward silence. “So what are we now?”
I didn’t reply I just rolled over and lowered my upper body onto his. I could feel the heat coming off of his face as leaned down and kissed him, barely brushing our lips together. “Anything we want.” I whispered against his lips.
I felt him shiver underneath me. “Wolfram…” he whimpered. His hands found my hair and he pulled me down to crush our lips together. I opened my mouth and ran my tongue over his lips and he gasped giving me room to explore. My tongue ran over his and it seemed to shy away, the heat coming off his face intensified.
I pulled back and laughed slightly. “What are you so embarrassed about?” Our eyes met in the dark. I felt the blush run over my face.
“I’m not embarrassed… I’m just…” I could feel the heat intensify on his face.
“You’re just what?” I asked shifting my weight to my elbow and ran my other hand soothingly through his hair.
He turned his head away from my hand flustered. His cheeks were so red I could see them even in the dark. “I’m just nervous…”
I smiled and grabbed his chin making him look at me. “You don’t think I’m not?” My eyes had readjusted and I could see his expression which made me laugh slightly. “Why are you so surprised?”
“Haven’t you done this before?”
“Yes.” I leaned down and placed a chaste kiss on his lips. “But that doesn’t mean that I’m not nervous.” I smiled down at him.
“What’s so different about this time?” I sighed, he so demanding. My fingers found their way back to his hair and tangled themselves there. “Because they took charge and they knew what to do and even when they didn’t they were so full of themselves that they made it seem like they knew what they were doing. This time it’s me in charge and I’m afraid I’ll fuck something up.”
“So you’ve done this more then one way? Is there more then one way to do this?”
I glared down at him and remained silent. “I guess I’ll just have to show you…” I leaned down and kissed him passionately. No more questions, no more interruptions. I planed on keeping him too distracted to make anymore. I really doubted that it would actually work that way though.
Stupid virgin and his nervousness…
I ran my tongue gently over his lips and he opened his mouth and let me in. I prodded and explored every corner that my tongue could reach. Our tongues rolled against each other almost like in battle, but soon the overwhelming need for air kicked in and I had to pull back. He let out a disappointed sound and I smiled at him.
“Wolfram…” he squeaked. My hand had made its way into his pants. I smirked, “And people though I was ukeish.” He made a noise of protest but I cut him off by kissing him again, lightly, teasingly before my mouth begin its exploration of his neck.
My other hand undid the buttons on the front of his shirt before I pushed it back to give me more room to explore. My teeth sank lightly into his skin and he let out a loud moan. I continued kissing, licking barley scraping my teeth across his skin, until I came to one of his nipples. Oh this is going to be fun.
I sucked on the pink nub biting it lightly, running my tongue over it to soothe it when he squeaked. “Why do I have to be on bottom?” he whined. I glared at him through my hair and continued what I was doing only moving to the other nipple instead.
The sounds he made were delicious as I continued my way down his stomach. I stopped at his navel and dipped my tongue into it and he made an even louder sound. I rand my tongue teasingly across the top of his pajama pants, letting it slide underneath them every once and a while. He grabbed my shoulders and suddenly I was looking up at the ceiling.
“Yuuri?”
His eyes locked with mine and I saw something almost predatory there. That was new, definitely a change from his normal push-over, wimpy self. “It’s not nice to tease.” He said. This was definitely going to be interesting.
I smirked as his lips clashed with mine. I hoped that he didn’t get use to the idea of me submitting to him because it wasn’t going to happen very often. He hands worked on the buttons for my shirt as he proceeded to repeat the steps that I had just done.
I sighed, it felt so good. I didn’t make the sounds Yuuri had made though, and he seemed kind of upset about that, but I had more experience then he did. I was use to this. I know I was loud my first time… so loud that we got cough, luckily he wasn’t mad about it, he found it unbelievably funny. My hands when to his hair and I pulled on it lightly. He looked up at me. “Yuuri…?”
“Shh…” he placed his lips gently over mine. His innocence made me wish I still was… His tongue was in my mouth again his hands down the front of my underwear, I whimpered lightly. When he pulled back there was a light smacking sound. It made my cheeks color more.
“H-h-hey,” I couldn’t think straight with his mouth against my ear breathing hotly into it and his hands molesting me, “how is this fair? I’m more naked then you.” He squeezed and I moaned loudly.
He laughed and I took the chance to push him back into the bed. My hands made quick work of his pants and boxers, and now he was naked. “Now it’s the other way around.” He smiled at me. It made me wonder what he was thinking. His eyes gave to hint to what it was that was going through his mind. On the other hand he could just be that happy, and that thought made me squirm.
I sat back on my heels my hands pressed between my thighs. My face was red and I knew it. My shirt was unbuttoned almost all the way was falling of my shoulders. I stared at him as he sat up too; my eye wondered his body, my cheeks turned redder. It wasn’t like I hadn’t seen him naked before, but this was different… maybe it was the way he was looking at me, like was about to eat me. “Yuuri, I…”
“Damn Wolf.” He leaded forward and cupped my cheeks. I leaned in to his touch. “Your beautiful.” I blushed it was one thing to have everyone tell you that but it’s an entirely different thing to have somebody you’re in love with tell you that. It made my stomach turn as all the heat that wasn’t making my face red gathered there. “I was just teasing you earlier when I said you were near perfect, but I think that you are as close to perfect as a human can get.”
I blushed but I hid it behind anger. “Hump!” I said turning my head to the side my nose up in the air, “You shouldn’t spew such non-sense.”
He laughed, “But it’s true, Wolf.” He smiled at me and made me squirm.
“Whatever, wimp!” He glared at me but I ignored him. I slid off the bed and padded lightly across the room to the door.
“Oi, Wolfram! Where are you going?”
I didn’t look back at him I just kept walking. I felt on the edge of hysteria, I needed air. I pushed the balcony doors open and stepped into the cool damp air and it instantly calmed me down.
Once I knew that I wasn’t going to freak out and turned to go back in. He stood there in the doorway watching me with worried eyes. I looked at him and laughed, I had to. With his hair dishevel and his pajama pants inside out he look like a mess.
“Yuuri…’ was all I managed to choke out between hysterical laughter. My body shook violently and I was to the point of being unable to stand.
He grabbed me and tried to make me stand. “Wolfram?”
“I’m sorry…” I said once I got it controlled into a mild giggle.
What the hell is wrong with me?
On second thought I don’t want to know.
I looked up at and he was giving me a questioning look. He was still holding me up by my forearms. “Yuuri… you can let go of me…”
His hands flew back like I had burned him and he laughed sheepishly. “We should go back in it’s cold.”
“Yeah…”
I sat in the middle of my bed and he laid his head in my lap as I absentmindedly played with his hair. “Yuuri I was thinking.”
“Humm?” He yawned.
“You know how you said that you could let your parents down?”
I had his full attention now, “I know my mom wouldn’t care, but my dad and Shouri are another story…”
I didn’t say anything, my family already excepted. “I think we should go visit Murata.”
He sat up and turned to me, “Why?”
“To get away…” I said softly still looking at the spot he was laying in instead of up at him.
“Wolf, is something wrong?” He asked taking my face into his hands and gently angling my head to look at him.
“No, I just…” I sighed and turned my head to the side. “I don’t know.”
He grabbed my face again with the same gentleness making me look at him again. “Okay,” he smiled, “I’d fallow you to the sun.” He lean and kissed me again.
I smiled at him, “Thanks. You know I never got what I wanted out of you.”
“And what would that be?” he asked questioningly.
“Your virginity,” I said pushing him back and pinning him there. I took advantage of his gasped and went in for an open mouth kiss. My tongue played with his before I pulled back. “And I want it now.”
The blush covered his face, “You’re shameless.” He pulled me down into another kiss.
“Hey,” I snapped playfully, “I’m in charge here.” He laughed and I took the time to pull back off the pajama bottoms (still inside out) off. I undid the last few button of my shirt before throwing it to join the rest of the clothes on the floor.
“Why didn’t you tell me?” I tilted my head to the side in confusion. “You don’t have any underwear on!”
“You never asked.” I said as if it was the simplest thing in the world, unembarrassed. “Now shut up! If it’s not sex related then it can wait until later.”
My mouth found his neck quickly. I bit down and sucked roughly leaving my mark there. He moaned loudly. I smirked and moved down his body, the gasp he made when I came to his navel was a slight shock. Who knew he could be so loud?
“Wolf--ram!” the exotic way he moaned my name as my mouth licked the tip off his erection. My eyes focused oh his face while I busied my mouth. I licked the underside of his erection before swallowing it.
His eyes were shut and I smirked as I sucked hard, pausing at the top to run my tongue around the head. I pulled back and he groaned.
“Don’t worry Yuuri, I’m not done yet…” I reached into the drawer of the bed-side table and pulled out what I needed.
I thickly coated three fingers before settling my self between his spread legs. I lifted up one leg at I pressed a finger to his opening.
“Ahh, Wolf…”
I reached up and wiped the tears out of his eyes, “Shh, it’ll stop hurting, but it’ll hurt more if I don’t do this…”
He nodded and shut his eyes tight. He let out an involuntary groan when I added another finger. I scissor him and he whimpered. I pulled his harden shaft into his hand and played with him as I continued to stretch him.
He finally moaned loudly moving in to my hands. He came hard all over my hand and his chest with a groan. I sighed and he looked at me apologetically as he could through hard breaths and pink tainted cheeks. My fingers moved with in him searching for that one spot. I knew exactly when I found it from the gasping moan he made to the way the his shaft started to harden again.
“Wolf… again….” He said slutly.
My fingers brushed across that spot again and he gasped. Pushing his hip upward, that’s when I added the last finger.
His eyes snapped shut and he bit his bottom lip to keep from whimpering out in pain. I leaned down and kissed him. His eyes opened and he stared at me with teary eyes. “I know…” I said softly.
I started moving my fingers slowly and he winced at every movement. I continued this for a few minutes before he turned into a slut again, pushing his hips down hard against my hand. That’s when I decided that he was ready.
“This is going to hurt…” he blinked at me but didn’t reply. I grabbed the lub and rubbed some generously onto my erection. I pulled his legs up over my shoulders before leaning down to kiss him light, just brushing my lips across his. “Are you ready?” I whispered against his lips. He nodded and I pressed my lips against his again as I pressed into his opening.
He cried out as I pushed slowly into him, pushing every little bit to help him get use to the feel. Tears spilled from behind his closed eyes as I thrusted slowly for a few more thrusts.
“Harder…” He finally whimpered out opening his eyes. I obliged and moved my hips harder I groaned, he was so tight. He whimpered the word again and again I obliged. I soon had my pace fast and hard, who would of known that he would like it the same way I did.
“Wolf-ram…” He moaned out my name as he came, his muscles clinching around me causing me to come right after him. I released into him with a groan.
I collapsed on his chest. “Nuh… Wolfram…”
“Humm?”
“Are we going to school tomorrow?”
I pushed my self up onto my hands pulling out of him. “Your kidding right?” He gave me a strange look. “That was just round one… do you really thing that you could walk after a few more?”
Yuuri’s eyes widened and then he smiled.