Legal Drug Fan Fiction ❯ In The End ❯ Chapter 2

The wound had healed, no problems whatsoever. But it hadn't healed completely. A scar wrapped around Kazahaya's back and left side. And Rikuo would never forgive himself for failing him. Since then, he'd done everything in his power to keep Kazahaya's clumsy self from harm. And he had. Until tonight.

 

“Rikuo! The kid's awake and he wants you!” Saiga yelled through the bathroom door.

 

Rikuo shut off the flow of warm water and quickly towel-dried and dressed. He had to keep himself from running to their room. Before he could get inside however, Kakei stopped him with a hand. He smiled sadly at Rikuo and murmured softly, “He's only half-aware of what's going on. I'm not sure he recognizes you, but he's calling for you. He didn't recognize Saiga or myself. Be careful.”

 

Kazahaya couldn't remember things? And it was his fault. It was his fault for not protecting Kazahaya better. He hadn't done everything to keep his lover safe. Nodding slowly, Rikuo walked into the room and smiled at the prone Kazahaya.

 

“Rikuo?” Kazahaya asked softly.

 

“Hey. How do you feel?” Rikuo whispered, tangling his fingers with Kazahaya's limp hand.

 

“I'm sorry. I'm so sorry,” Kazahaya whimpered.

 

“Don't apologize. You didn't do anything wrong. It's my fault.”

Kazahaya was laid pitifully on his bed. The thin boy looked pathetic in his large bed. The white bandages stood in stark contrast to his skin. His brown-blond hair was matted and dirty.

 

“I should have fought better. I'm just… I couldn't do it. I was so surprised and all I could think about was you,” he smiled softly.

 

“It's over now. All you have to do is get better. Just get better. After your better, you can go spit on it's dead body.”

 

“Don't leave me alone,” Kazahaya begged softly.

 

“I would never leave you alone.”

 

“Will you… will you hold me?”

“Are you sure? I don't want to hurt you.”

 

“Something should be normal. I want it to be you holding me. Please?”

“If it will make you happy.”

 

Closing his eyes slowly, Kazahaya smiled a small, pained smile as he shifted slowly in his bed. Rikuo slid into the bed, wrapping his arms around Kazahaya's back and one over his waist. The brunette shifted until he was comfortably spooned against his taller darker lover.

 

“I don't remember a lot, but one thing I couldn't forget is you. Ever. I think even if I lost all of my memories, I would still miss you. Miss you holding me,” Kazahaya whispered. “I think that means I really love you.”

 

“I think that's what it means,” Rikuo smiled. He placed a kiss on Kazahaya's neck before whispering softly, “I love you too.”

 

“Thank you,” Kazahaya whispered.

 

“Go to sleep. I'll be here with you.”

 

Kazahaya nodded and obeyed. His body became suddenly heavier as all conscious thought fled the brunette's body. `I'll never let this happen to you again. Never. I promise. You're not going to be out of my sight again. Not if I can help it,' Rikuo promised silently.

 

Rikuo tightened his grip, keeping his hurt lover as close as possible before he shut his eyes and allowed sleep to claim him.

 

“Kazahaya,' Rikuo whispered, pressing his lips against the other's pulse point. “I want more.”

 

“M-more?”

 

“Yes. I want to make love to you.”

 

“What? Me?” Kazahaya asked blushing as he pulled away from Rikuo's grasp.

 

“Yes you. You're the one I'm in love with,” Rikuo explained plainly.

 

“I've… I've never…” Kazahaya sputtered.

 

“If you don't want to,” Rikuo whispered. “You don't have to. I'm not going to force you into it.”

 

“Be gentle with me?” Kazahaya asked shyly.

 

“I will never hurt you on purpose,” Rikuo answered. He smiled at the brunette before pulling him closer.

 

“I love you, Rikuo,” Kazahaya whispered.

 

“I love you too,” Rikuo responded, slowly kissing a trail down Kazahaya's bare chest.

 

The brunette squirmed under Rikuo's attention, it was too hard to stay still. The raven-crowned man stopped at Kazahaya's waist, his hands sliding down to play with the elastic waistband as he slid up Kazahaya's form to kiss his lover more deeply.

 

As he tongue-wrestled with Kazahaya, Rikuo slid his hand into the pants, caressing the growing erection there. Kazahaya moaned deliciously when Rikuo wrapped his large hand around the hardened length, pumping it slowly. Rikuo thought him more beautiful lost in the throes of pleasure. When he came, he would be even more beautiful still.

 

Determined to see Kazahaya like that, Rikuo broke their kiss to pull Kazahaya's pants off, freeing his straining erection. Rikuo licked his lips as he smiled seductively. He winked before bowing his head and sucking lightly on the damp head.

 

“Oh!” Kazahaya exclaimed softly. His hands found their way into Rikuo's hair and latched onto what he could grasp. Rikuo smirked and took more into his mouth. He let his tongue caress the underside of Kazahaya's shaft, massaging as he swallowed more of his lover.

 

Kazahaya could only moan. His pleasure was intense and he felt like he would burst if Rikuo kept it up. Forcing the ability to talk, he managed to whisper. “I'm… I'm gonna cum!” even as Rikuo swallowed, massaging Kazahaya with his throat muscles.

 

Kazahaya shivered before freezing as he exploded in Rikuo's mouth. “oh gods,” he shivered, holding onto Rikuo's head.

 

With a final lick to the flaccid length, Rikuo stalked slowly up Kazahaya's finely trembling body, stopping only to place his warm, salty lips to Kazahaya's. The brunette wrapped his thin arms around Rikuo's neck, all the passion and pleasure he could muster transferring to the larger man through the kiss.

 

“Kazahaya,” Rikuo murmured, breaking the kiss.

 

“Yeah?”

 

“I want to make love to you.”

 

“Don't… don't hurt me,” Kazahaya pleaded softly.

 

“I'll be as easy as I can.”

 

Kazahaya pressed his lips to Rikuo's, fear, determination and desire playing in his beautiful eyes.

 

“Rikuo!” Kazahaya's voice called, desperate and pained.

 

“I'm right here Kazahaya,” Rikuo soothed. He blinked the sleep from his eyes and wished for the pleasure of the dream to return.

 

“You won't leave me, will you?” he asked sadly.

 

“No. I'm never going to leave you. Not unless you ask me too. And then it'll be under heavy protest,” Rikuo smiled, pressing his lips to Kazahaya's too-warm forehead.

 

“I hurt,” he whimpered softly. “I hurt everywhere.”

 

“I know. I know. I can't do anything for that though. I can go get Kakei though,” Rikuo murmured.

 

Kazahaya didn't respond, opting to just whimper and lay very still. Tears flowed from his eyes and pain contorted his beautiful face. Resolved, Rikuo moved and rose slowly from the bed, determined to retrieve the pharmacist and spiritual detective.

 

“Don't leave me,” Kazahaya begged softly.

 

“I'm not. I'm going to get Kakei to take care of your pain. When Kakei comes up, I'll be right there with him,” Rikuo murmured as explanation.

 

Kazahaya looked pitiful and more vulnerable then ever before. Rikuo hated seeing him this way, it hurt him too. It hurt to see his lover laid flat from wounds that were healing slowly and internal wounds that were healing even slower. Rikuo sighed sadly and wrapped Kazahaya's hands around a pillow he slept with.

 

“I'll be right back, I promise,” Rikuo murmured.

 

Kazahaya tightened his grip on the pillow, clenching his eyes shut against the pain. Rikuo smiled sadly at his lover and hurried down to find the drugstore owner.

 

The stairway was cramped and the eighteen steps leading down to the store lasted forever. Rikuo grunted as he pulled the door open. Relief flooded his body as he saw Kakei's thin form appear behind the nearest aisle.

 

“Kakei!” he called.

 

“What can I do for you?” Kakei asked, his soft voice a calming salve on Rikuo's frazzled nerves.

 

Kazahaya woke up and he's in a lot of pain,” Rikuo murmured. “Can you give him something?”

 

“Let me see what I can do,” Kakei smiled, his handsome face showing his intense concern.

 

Rikuo bowed his head before turning and hurrying back up to Kazahaya's side. He walked calmly into the room they shared, hiding the anxious fear he felt. “Kazahaya, Kakei'll be up in just a minute. He'll give you something to make you feel better.”

 

“Rikuo?” Kazahaya asked softly, blinking his distant eyes in Rikuo's direction.

 

“I'm here.”

 

“I fell… it hurts… I'm being ripped… ripped apart,” Kazahaya whimpered.

 

Holding Kazahaya's pale hand tightly within his own, Rikuo bowed his head and smiled sadly at his broken lover. He tried to hide the tears he knew were coming but knew he was failing miserably. “You'll be okay,” Rikuo mumbled. “You have to be.”

 

“Rikuo, can you please excuse us? I'm going to change his bandages as well,” Kakei murmured softly, pushing his way into the room, not bothering to knock.

 

“I'll be outside,” Rikuo mumbled to the floor. He placed a soft kiss on Kazahaya's temple before leaving. He sighed heavily as he took a seat on the top step. Folding his hands before his face, Rikuo let the hot tears fall freely from his eyes.

 

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“Kudo-kun,” Kakei murmured, pressing a cool hand on the injured boy's brow.

 

“I… I'm dying, ne?” Kazahaya stuttered, turning his large faded emerald eyes on the psychic.

 

Dropping the fake cheer, Kakei nodded and whispered a soft, “Yes. Nothing can be done. This is going to kill you.”

 

Wow… thanks for the support for this story, I really hope you enjoy it! Thank you for your sweet and wonderful words, Quaria and YoukaiObsessed. I appreciate them all! Once more chapter and then this one's a wrap! Thank you for your support!