Loveless Fan Fiction ❯ Soubi's Journey ❯ Soubi's Journey ( Chapter 1 )

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]

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Rate: MA
Pairing: Kio, Soubi
Summery: Kio started paying attention to another man and Soubi isn’t happy about it. In fact he hates it. He hates it even more when Kio says he’s thinking about moving in with this man. What will Soubi do to keep Kio interested in himself and not some other guy?

Chapter 1: Kio’s pov
I hate being ignored! I cant believe that after I do everything for him that he still wouldn’t pay attention to me! It doesn’t help that my parents want me married off before I turn 20. Which happens to be in 3 weeks. I’ll never get him to be with me within 3 weeks let alone marry me within 3 weeks! I’m so screwed.

I was just sitting there sulking about my life as the teacher droned on about one thing or another when my friend Rodger sat down next to me.
“What’s up with you?” He asks me. I was about to say nothing when I just decided it didn’t matter anymore, that I may as well just tell him. So that’s just what I did. I told him everything from my problems with Soubi to my parents wanting me married by the time I’m 20. When I looked up at him he had a smile on his face.
“I so don’t see what’s there to smile about.” I tell him annoyed.
“You know that I’d help you out with anything.” he said.
“Yes, but there’s nothing you can do.” I tell him.
“Go out with me. Well at least pretend to anyway. That way if he do love you he’ll try to get you back and if he doesn’t then at least you’ll have me to show off to your parents.” He said I just looked at him like he had grown an extra head. Then I smiled; it might just work.

So that afternoon when I got home I told Soubi I had to go out so he would be eating alone. He of course asked me where I was going. I told him that I was posing for Rodger so that he could draw me. I was just going to go to a club or something . I was about to leave when Soubi asked me in that offhand way that he dose if I was posing nude. I said yes. I knew he was about to say something so I just closed the door and left without listening.

I was about to go into ‘heavens sanctuary’ when Rodger caught my hand. “Hey I didn’t know you were coming here.” He said as we sat down at the bar and ordered a bloody merry. “I didn’t know either I just ended up here.” I said and took a dink of my drink. About an hour later we both had quite a few drinks and were laughing at nothing and everything. That was when he asked me if I wanted a tattoo. I said yes and we left to one of his friends places.

“What do you want done?” asked a guy named John. “Umm…I don’t know how about wings in between my shoulder blades with the phrase ‘hopelessly in love with you.’” I asked. He nodded and got to work. I wondered what Soubi would think about it all and if he even would care at all. If he doesn’t I don’t really know what I’ll do but I don’t think I could live without him. I hear the man say ‘done’. “I didn’t even feel it.” I said as he handed me a mirror so I could see it before he bandaged it up. “You’ll feel it tomorrow.” He promised. I thanked Rodger and said that I better be going.

The cold air sobered me up some. It must have been at least 3:00. I wonder if he even thought of me. It seems that I cant even do anything with out it being connected to him. Not even getting a stupid tattoo! It pisses me off that he gets away with out thinking about me when I’m endlessly tortured by thoughts of him. Yet I cant bring myself to leave him. I try I really do but it never seems to work out. I guess that’s what love is. To never want to be with them, but cant live without them. I sigh as I walk up the steps to our apartments. I look up when the door was thrown open.

Soubi’s pov:
“Where have you been?!” I demanded as he walks in the door. “I’ve been trying to get a hold of you for hours!”
“Oh well you cant have you cell on when your in a tattoo parlor.” He says.
“Tattoo parlor? I thought you were going to this Rodger guys place!” I yell.
“Well after he finished drawing me he asked me if I wanted to go grab a few drinks. I was kind of thirsty so I said what the hacek and went.” he explained.
“That doesn’t explain how you ended up getting a tattoo.” I say as I go to see it.
Just as my hands go to lift up his shirt he moves away and says I cant see. “Why not?” I ask curies. “Well Rodger asked me to go out with him. He was kinda cute so I said yes. Then he said as my official boyfriend he should get to mark me. I asked him what he meant. He just pulled me up and took me to a tattoo parlor. Then he told the guy what to write and wear.” He said then looked down blushing. What had that man wrote on my Kio?! Whoa my Kio? I think about that later.

“You just let him mark you?!” I asked mad now. Kio never let me mark him. He always said that his body was to important to mark up senselessly. “I thought you said you’d never have a tattoo on your body.”
“Well never is a very long time. I guess it’s just the way he makes me feel.” He said.
“You’ve only known him for a couple of hours, how could he make you feel anything?! Look Kio your just drunk and probably going to be pissed in the morning. You should go to bed.” I said. He shrugged his shoulders and left to his room, well I pulled out a cigarette to smoke. I could only hope I was right and that he didn’t love this man. This Rodger. I’d never let what’s mine go to another and I wont let Kio go to Rodger.

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I hope you enjoyed it. Please Review! It’ll make me write faster. I’m sorry for any mistakes there are. I hope that Soubi’s to out of character. Sorry for the shortness.