Loveless Fan Fiction ❯ Soubi's Journey ❯ Soubi's Journey chp 2 ( Chapter 2 )

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]

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Rate: MA
Pairing: Kio, Soubi
Summery: Kio started paying attention to another man and Soubi isn’t happy about it. In fact he hates it. He hates it even more when Kio says he’s thinking about moving in with this man. What will Soubi do to keep Kio interested in himself and not some other guy?

Chapter 2: Kio’s pov

It’s been 7 day’s and Soubi is so jealous! He just cant stand the fact that I’m going out with Rodger. At first it was weird, but now it’s almost normal to be kissing Rodger and not Soubi. He’s always bringing me things. Like when I was painting him and ran out of paint, he ran down to the store and brought me more.

At first it was just to make Soubi see me but now I’m not so sure I don’t want him to see me. After all if this is how it’ll be with Rodger, why shouldn’t I go and be with him? I deserve to be with someone who loves me back. Right? I just got back from a date with Rodger at Moonlight restraint. It’s the most romantic restraint around. Now I know why he took me there. He asked me to move in with him.

Even after my thoughts to leave Soubi behind, I couldn’t just say yes. He keep telling me how I deserve to be with someone who can love me back. How waiting for Soubi would get me nowhere. In the end all I could do was say I would think about it. Now I sit here in the dark thinking about all the time I spent here with Soubi and wondering if I could really leave him.

I remember helping him clean and bandage his wounds, when he came home hurt. Then worrying over him all night until he woke up and told me to get some sleep.
I remember just sitting here and painting with him. Him sitting there trying to draw me with perfection and then say it didn’t come out right and that we’d have to try again. I never to him that it was just me. That he would never be able to paint me perfectly because I wasn’t perfect. I was a half of what I could be so he could only paint half of me. I remember coming home and dinner being ready. He always said it was just because we would starve waiting for me to make something editable. I always said he could eat me. He just would say he wasn’t a pervert.
Most of all I remember the small things. Like the small smiles and laughs I could get out of him. I would give anything just for him to be happy. I knew my answer.

Soubi’s pov

I walk into a dark apartment. I thought Kio would be home. Well maybe he’s in his room. I hope he’s not to mad at me. Well even if he is he wont be after he sees what I got him. I was a real bitch this week, but that was only because of that Rodger! Now that I’ve gotten to know this Rodger I know I don’t have to worry. He wont hold Kio’s attention for long; not while I’m here. I love Kio, I always have. I was just worried that I wouldn’t be able to hold his attention for long and he would leave me. Now I don’t care what I have to do to get my Kio back. I’ll hold his attention the best way I know how. Then all I can do is hope for the best. I’ll do what I have to, two keep him at my side.

I turn on the light as I get ready to try and paint him from memory. I never can seem to paint him perfectly. Something always seems to be missing. I nearly die of fright when I turn around and see him on the couch. He was just sitting there. I walk over and lay a hand on his shoulder. He jumped like he didn’t know I was there.

“Kio are you ok?” I ask him. He looks up at me and flashes me a sad smile.
“Rodger asked me to move in with him.” He stated plainly. My jaw just had to have dropped to the ground.
“W-Wh WHAT?!” I yelled.
“He asked me to move in.” He said again.
“Surly you said no.” I said.
“I said I would think about it.” He said in that voice, devoid of all emotion, that I hated.
“What’s there to think about?!” I shouted.

“I just didn’t answer him!” He shouted back at me.
“Well what are you going to say?” I asked him more than a little nervously.
“I- I really don’t know. I mean I don’t have a reason to stay here.” He said quietly. My heart felt like it had just been wrenched out of my chest and steeped on.

“You have me.” I say just as quietly. He looked up at me.
“I love you. I really do. I was just so afraid that you would get board and leave me if we got together. So I keep you at a distance hoping to make you stay.” I said.

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What will Kio do about Soubi’s confession? What’s his answer to Rodger? And what’s this about his parents coming early? Read and Review people! The more review’s I get the faster I write the next chapter and post it! Plus I give cookies to reviewers! I’ll try to post another chapter with in the week if I get lots of reviews! Again sorry if they seem a little out of character. Now go on and click the purple button! You know you want those cookies! You can eat em while you read the next chapter!